我和日朗在一起。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxuPXR7TwF
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyKnEtEktd
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNbU83WaIZ
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmVnaNZe8A
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQU5uaSZ5xt
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZVpPPyznQ
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKNSsjRJVI
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8UVNRSx2E
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI0bI27ROh
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKabCu6wu9
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFTG3hHm7o
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhJQNNHaMJ
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXBGlUcjtG
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBSfPAc27d
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcT9xRXVy9
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCyn8KUOC6
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67x0Ilz4ie
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPKeZdOi9q
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39OcFWcIBv
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjwufzKIk6
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXDKesuspF
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvLCFqItVQ
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzctT6zkyP
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9cc3nr58U
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE87GdhsqZ
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXpDhDmSkO
可是，我受不了。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk9R0do6uX
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzbsNn3JKT
慢慢，他要求我：753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjEMAEPwUr
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAs1Ohrv9QU
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYHLCXKthO
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC6y2O0zbs
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf6ERikAyT
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlaxn5B0vy
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHL8cv2qUG
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uD6ftdu7F
我開始失落。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbjoSag085
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbSc3J8Qt4
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSYATQBNIV
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L2X2gHpQh
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4VwBvRB0J
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBVO0LNIjX
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nx0UGYSSd
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzbI7H0QU5
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqB9bSy1MR
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANUXmBJIVB
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsn9hF3tjy
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhA45VNXLfg
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObBEhXmxiG
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowLXoxfVP6
我不懂愛人？753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy21PvrWlMs
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmcAWDALe5
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIu4O0IsCn
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7eaGthtUd
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkw6OxkTrn
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMomsqXlIr
係咪因為——753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyC4ESmNS1
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNVXoTEU9z
你唔夠愛我呢？753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuLPnZTVO2
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SsLi24eeS
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxyziQQKbc
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4eixdNkmw
對，就是這樣。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPnrok4L8N
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll7oK172h4
我的心再一次與他疏離。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCR1XRD5d1
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vQmsN6RO6
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbxDPPDC1t
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzmKRIDEv7
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoGGer4s49
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFLkLRq5Ue
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5x5iJc37KP
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgO0mTv5hr
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiMWgzRYfn
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFeUVFELyg
所以我出軌——753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMUl0ZsJBF
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3E91yXBjx
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Nc79mFiGP
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcx1gqcom3
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hHMtl67WQ
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufG7SDel7v
直到，日朗發現我出軌。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OSkmZiBAt
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0fivxKt0K
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6VhAhTmC1
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm44YfL7SBP
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jCZowr9eE
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVooHX43RB8
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeqzPg4dyi
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqARTbIMmW
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlDD2fHKsT
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OH2Xrt4Co
結果，他不斷付出。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFIZxHLIU0
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBp3mBhZ6CE
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmLwdI8P3R
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BBTxqnHE7
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKivwMDXkD
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIBmWOVmQp
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOErxpo05K8
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDArjQcfJq
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPhRAmpGZC
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1Q0gC7FHZ
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qr7h7eqgT
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNrjkcR187
唉，真令人無奈。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYGu7VZAeG
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosIuvKFnUy
我有別人給我的愛了。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimhRQiSMpw
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bLZ38MIwR
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEX6t1W6zI
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52Qq21Z9lx
唯有再見。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTJWURUwN0
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5d0guuBfm
再見。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgJOae744j
753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1klmMh7PPj
只是，後來，我又念記他。753Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnWWv42KNY
Penana
search
Loginarrow_drop_down
Registerarrow_drop_down
