我和日朗在一起。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lZhHtY1VR
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLN9cSUheWC
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPxqZ9kkF9
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我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSL6E8VT6oY
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qwm0TtyC8
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為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHMAjhkbWZ
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但日朗不同。我喜歡他。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdiLkGjIcV
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmFbcUzcBO
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukWVjeB9Li
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvlRDoG0h4
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx5o53kE1M
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0el3l05Rie
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl3PsHCM5I
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「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQu9kRARu4
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeW0iKnY5M2
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4an3A49duB
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTUZe0pwJi
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT9l18kBz7
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiGiDYMT2G
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNvovzSsEX
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可是，我受不了。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMJZn8imYM
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慢慢，他要求我：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvk4sWs7Gv
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDzpbGni0z
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1DENLpfGd
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEB8BaILhM
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKJ2wLfgSl
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhd1qHAsPv
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpMx3K0oUn
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXUxRDXQoX
我開始失落。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uTqMf7hEM
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDwFwgWMnC
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKf4YfyuXoe
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難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpvAeh54l4
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiHAs5BX7E
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPyoi9SkG4
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為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFLG65W7vG
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnHqqcwXu2
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Wa1qk7oXv
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6NcDj1G95
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnuXj0Zjs9
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我不懂愛人？850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR3orv8gEL
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbnvGmpAKw
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqI46N5gFb
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv1lLKtUgl
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係咪因為——850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBQEGzVuF5
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你唔夠愛我呢？850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpyegOsglv
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這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YUdO51DaX
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對，就是這樣。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZh0NyBh9A
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我的心再一次與他疏離。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPhXgATfdv
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我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpUZPb5fbw
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8pqEQW51k
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0H8eMf7EZR
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDbklalhAj
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvKGnBUo4y
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3s60HGgk0
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnU4HV658G
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOpmyXCQz0
所以我出軌——850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3oVfukdSa
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0oHu0sAk2
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxQ0CmxEbC
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBLDMZei6X
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUU4R910p5
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzHpRR0AkK
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLSPiWzXrn
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNb1WbiK0V
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrxVedizsI
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0upG5caCRP
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「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIwHBaonua
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBeaBLbEso
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbkb5psDV4
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結果，他不斷付出。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XyQb2V2t6
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhtvHxwZto
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn1cHdKWwW
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSyi1r9kop
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrLyi3d9QY
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu5OnRPD4Q
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoFS5cRVTG
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0rr1bqz3y
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUhfnNCJH3
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ4Xi4pPq6
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMELAdZzphU
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唉，真令人無奈。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsAv43yzF0
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我有別人給我的愛了。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUtroKqOGB
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而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYR7hAhYONy
850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZh95pNVwk
唯有再見。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkiT2SGvKy
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再見。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocoW2pln2V
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只是，後來，我又念記他。850Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmttXZp7gu
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