「好。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zJh0JzxrO
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsKREyM7S9
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xGzkLQ3ER
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFnsGVbtYq
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPn4Yim4Rk
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡte7y9qxnNm
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQZbP3q7Xf
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTOfbD47FE
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9aE1v3eTJ
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcezdf7HcoF
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3RNQZmNlz
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ULLY2tFqx
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkya7AEoiws
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQBR4plPnJ
思思明白：「好。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqJs8qtHy1
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1LKsChtJd
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa7ZCdRAQP
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse1YUrPkk1
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzNdQsgYu0
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz0LNKFEzb
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LJFgOk5bA
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9zw7rpu1Y
阿朗首先開口：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZbKQGfhSm
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnzLi9RzdC
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSjTbX7KTs
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcxz1cAxUI
「嗯？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNEaNynMqU
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6h9ouWAeX
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfY3mNzqsV
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAUH8lvsGM
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcUx2pS3n3
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3XdIpYCMG
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zQaLUUNlS
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGx3t6WSyC
「嗯。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9c8EPy9vx
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OQV9u7Ugg
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0ZXj2B4X1
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwORZ2RNXDM
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7A6FyFfufS
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmUQkJGhvG
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxiGPXbwkl
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwLPv7kDqT
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ826YU1zqlY
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNLdeGM6VU
「但係，我哋當然熟。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtyQ0MBaIw
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIeifLlC1m
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmPpa5ehWb
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqghi3GH0P
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO7SS2orne
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IJdrnBJAQ
「都係。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyXXZsgp7T
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3v1U5M1tw
她深呼吸：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5le622q9B
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7k5GqDQ5GR
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNelhopUGD
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJkCTQfPFa
「嗯？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJu3DYHhx6s
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67vebmrEf7
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSnEQAdbTr
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iIXPlzBXJ
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8HE4nkG22
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtmKGQHO5O
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOjs1xqRjt
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEvspEBxns
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9er1Lzt9f
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcm1yhi7QJJ
變咗，好似好悶咁？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtkmRLIFiz
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJegp4NXjt
他們達成共識。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvJSP5OuWo
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8Ozk657KT
她表達意願：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9kxjrR8yZ
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvnATZZLUY
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kNZRcxWvp
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13p4dWYYdA
「我都唔想。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsdHpBgPNv
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7vgAD1koh
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkXnkQT00D
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa0dDXDw7W
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOxPax35At
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PEFrbjWYW
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds3UDlOC2i
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtHVuFWA6T
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrQ0M0iCbx
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAz7lOXk6s
「係。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnf6usUfZB
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDdA0wzkn3
「明。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L3AMbHVqa
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtijmbvhSDT
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqi5a0bwxj
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLiPYKy6qO
「我都係咁覺得。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsTEYYIQVq
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt7tbrmj7d
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0NtQmtknq
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtbloNIRFt
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkUu34qlde
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPItTiC4dh
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4sqDFyMyY
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Mk25DQfqY
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMB3NjZM3T
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsJrRA9Vpe
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTySiorNrws
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh3jfYi0rI
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDssGEU1d9
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqJWyNGH1q
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJBXmefuo0
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Hx17d8KiP
她點頭：「嗯。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsshe0cDI4
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52ym2854yY
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZqnYysMbJ
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8RQfj8pRS
「係，我記得。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwua0zVy1Lm
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46c7HqL5r9
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9if1pdjB2
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwu0OGZmBz
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJGS9U6nZL
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmfs8lq3NG
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVgcN7FLa3
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMxxeAYaVP
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YeB3HwnYc
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S1C7aYZB9
「係，少骨痹。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXjNubrYs4
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtwiFSgAdX
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFf4rEtAtL
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHr0mnLjEyC
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXRBzEnpsP
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlgISYRbsF
「噢，對唔住。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHljlQNVhEI
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBQUX5FvWu
他摸摸她的頭。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdDNaEqbGk
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnj1GIBVPy
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDigD10ZUOD
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiSlji0S8M
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4M4ycp2wU
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9excn85MdC
她的決心竟然在融化。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHdkViBkEK
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJcFmpcJRD
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PbDlhPHFc
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBgEL8ZHZ3
「你都對我好好啊。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBtDgh9pW3
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVl6TFjoyi
「係唔錯㗎。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjJs08UQqE
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S4scvbvUg
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LjtMvoseo
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhwi6i3elt
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvQRhzVWBC
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcazKDYKZin
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdryNgNJewN
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgYjqWIzqe
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5InJ2cj4OW
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyccTPqdSDW
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwZl8o4g7d
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjF7SIz5YwS
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhvHO98pjq
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DFxI4I0eW
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jd7i446Df
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9viKpwPAJ9
「嗯，明白你意思。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G0qS8vAFJ
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbJNhpm2cD
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudjhNihiNz
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsNmSyIfkH
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzblkBFKVYF
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWJKRJOnSJ
「我都係。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoUX8IsX2Q
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP0y16Zst6
「咁……就好啦。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGUh3HSRak
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovlO8zXfj5
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPWzXV2P42
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kkw3UnFhN
說完了，之後呢？812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0i9dqKTejr
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnIVFQnAqI
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuZUTMkZUi
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K7ZmF0U3U
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdS6dr0c7e
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