「好。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95T44r4rzL
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipFF4SFAg6
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvxqvPVzes
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnY5qiYyn27
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaky97jJAWw
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkoVwuNxQV
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZU1kF0SJa
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDUELW1f5n
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xrZlUOPrG
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsZGKgC0xJ
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2MXXR6ONe
思思明白：「好。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qMHsmPNya
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於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tfYaLKdv1
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCzvhGXjtq
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtNIJQe28N
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHS9Re0Xp4A
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHKM7wyYQY
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGteEDZQvXP
阿朗首先開口：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw991gfD9Qf
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV6DSJqMnS
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDJPHUEDnP
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKknfmDaDE
「嗯？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPt5zMlXyy
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y9YOCwLjz
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnakQDIWbqM
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UYNZIRTKi
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLES0RT0KqC
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsUOdtSHQt
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbrMot2ZDg
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWPjGWNcfO
「嗯。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpDwVo4WZo
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtekJwvtxLk
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukdcqpuviW
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8klccw3ds
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBdWuepJsp
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5odW9CxLU
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4K5ts4cSqd
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpcvFo1EeU
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0inI7y5Jwj
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oZWqqfu6J
「但係，我哋當然熟。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO5wFzDjQ5
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJeYGRJMXH
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj26645QVkG
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMVsFvVpLe
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2L6MVp1E5
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5W9jLczml
「都係。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkHqkUT7uq
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2Ugqf4mql
她深呼吸：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeN7p2dcNv
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡML0e5lofpz
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwNyoImNad
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk6lZCf1GG
「嗯？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡey9Wky3ee7
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JVnAxwGsT
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31STWYFKb2
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoAhK2pjTv
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjqP1xT0yv
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU46F5B4EO
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqkDfp4f7H
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79rm29VNp0
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzdEwaI7gk
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVqxHgzhVk
變咗，好似好悶咁？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG1jB166GM
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUWUIva3hX
他們達成共識。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPsS34qC6T
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYsRxZVJ0r
她表達意願：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw4Edfosbm
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU6J4AWXp3
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP5uLHyq1V
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesFhXepO1M
「我都唔想。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDCltls6d6
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfUF971W4o
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPOHIC6DGP
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCIKKRQ4oW
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uFjEzYRVB
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDd42HXT4Tk
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshoModlNrY
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIw07hOzCQ
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pzzNVRXQK
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRv1woiGTV
「係。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF9DUsfi23
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvQAbnWx7w
「明。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMwkiARpIP
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7eLzA3y2T
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs67cfW8qx
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiAYEimhtN
「我都係咁覺得。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMotaLPbHii
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpC2RS9l3Kt
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS43WSJHGsE
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjddg2n2QrS
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWOHIZPFdu
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVNb3tCxkw
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBxg1j6zuz
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cAiKHfUzl
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqorXkqTZp
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡom4uPnN7HZ
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Pq3fyj4D1
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2mK1tsviF
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL396EGHIb0
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1F453aq3g4
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEH8FNOTQP
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI1taq6J5F
她點頭：「嗯。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1iVeJodkC
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQepj5atH0
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFhP9timZ7
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwx1BAzCD1
「係，我記得。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZQSk19GCS
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv43X0wTLML
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzcHrEWDhl
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPOgWrJ8RK
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF2fi6AYP2
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4uyUDpEpS
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcqSw30JZS
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9C5loWML4
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWQwZuYSww
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL3v9OH3gQ
「係，少骨痹。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG0ZMMEWEd
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HckIW7QFC
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKSBCSxDvK
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc0I20MikS
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxTOtN4VVE
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZk68wKn0Fz
「噢，對唔住。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9ppgnqLlP
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHtaUtXfK6
他摸摸她的頭。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OFJrKjUFg
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPMyhuLQ4N
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDhup5loaK
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiHJwC6chC
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnMerc4rZy
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz8MvbxAVN
她的決心竟然在融化。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLu0NiBh0qw
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BcdhJOFgF
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFitVzzz6Cm
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「你都對我好好啊。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclQ2darygn
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSyTQMeWD3
「係唔錯㗎。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRRngNxO2d
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrzQDyJzES
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94AvLmK45d
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡij4qRxFIIH
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURiWPr7WO4
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmbG1vWPqG
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvdYvVqKoA
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGhEBZZA41
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64tUwq7Abd
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzigmaCEd9
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Oj0UldRCL
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vuL04TQpg
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrlYzddcOD
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPilcaC4JX
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjgjWpuNNK
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttxnzaUjog
「嗯，明白你意思。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Agzq1RLxX
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KIJYM2OLb
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZdzytODAj
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxa5uBAv4X
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8uY3MjHcL
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNDzQ1BUux
「我都係。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVH5leZPWy
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKItjQcOhA
「咁……就好啦。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqh5hsqNDXI
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQN8TNvYHD
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dnQZud2Uf
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說完了，之後呢？795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9QLin6mHN
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsprtUOQQwv
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ecJht1pAR
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7Yf0hFdBN
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMW2x9KGZOX
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