看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AML04UNEu
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLQDGex4r1
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「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlW8Y5xYAeg
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfixXGlIIAA
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「明。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUstEDEUE6S
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KoYs55LiY
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTzLoxpajG
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXIAzAJUDq
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73A5TFX3ou
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkT0raa4xFY
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV87OfpS7k
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0rhVfjFQx
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QP0TzCcV5
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSIopD48Y8
「俾我睇吓？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOZKVO0dw8
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNZJeEpdLi
「好。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrZ0aiTcUD
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyv5Yg83ssg
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GroNhTO9k
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLz19RdXSr2
「哦，係Fiona喎。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6NHefSZ24
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaK7qTdFiVF
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK3u2vpRGI
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjSx4lQJR1
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbXRrH35yo
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WKUwUwmYE
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kxzjZbdIv
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMsXN3rFAF
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlS637gtHqn
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsaEd9kHu4
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO8b9kTkRt
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8VT7MhQSo
「仲敢？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYOJpMzK0j
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAplaZ3UA11
「唔敢。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0WPdXpEfY
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kSY5sBhuR
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5Vq7eXiUq
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxcHoDOVUr
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e29sEHGbF
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RUL6Dj72y
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsvefLm67j
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUpxim1tZZ
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwi1mTTX95
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxlCNImKYh
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXSMqNgN9i
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQhWoX4qN9
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhHxuzam5u
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dy3Gu0s7a
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujQq8qIPgJ
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLr2kL1D7P
「我開俾你睇。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoJaceRQry
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「唔洗啦。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcINPeAtp7
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzffJqQwKU8
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYvttf9QhA
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKANdfBk4M
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3cQG69jCT
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3C64S8rgq
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETN1PwoxAQ
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3bMpefuqS
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gsi8UKWXx
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvXP2HUout
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDis6kwkKCE
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9pmD7kRCr
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyi2E5O4hY
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4DOAA1fGU
「Sorry。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2an1xDtBqN
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLReN5RNvZ
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29TZWmDe4D
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLujKGGdxOv
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTTTfvzqdn
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytpz5mOQ7s
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bS9eS5L49
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8JqnHAuSg
「Sorry……」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLw8e1NLQE
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwPKHHPqEw
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9chFJDrE3U
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyo2nerJaj
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxKnF0rYAe
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfKFn1Lz9N
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEzaLEb4NN
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIMJrKpMaX
「嗯。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztLTB2gkoe
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既然說起，阿朗問：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTSkJmwhKt
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbb4aBLGgZ
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbF3LJtp4YB
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGTETsyXOF
她沒好氣地答：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTUrhjvUpX
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEXV4e7qvp
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH9V7GekLa
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnswJGDgrzU
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbN7SEzOvT
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJYvUwU78K
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl94uc3enej
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJAEaGIrNs
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAGwmUNPZY
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WGrDqHy4P
「威啦威啦。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmmIaJLkb4
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8Hwi5eC2Z
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq10OEo5DXc
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBPGSM7Kz9
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPovWOZjIQ
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywDjWQ8zYc
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRakWLQJf5
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHBghuoNP3
「喺街上撞到？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXjzB4gYzn
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cPT9eSyFe
「佢喺校門等我。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3i63IZaTI
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIpbbIJit7
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCuauA445C
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5t76biKkL
他語帶諷刺：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzMFr5ibQN
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVblapzTNbF
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPWrW4nKfu
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs3iUpPBeS
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRDMSae14l
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcbBzPknNJ
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBM4xDhSPsN
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Tf4oUx12s
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dQrmykyMW
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EqcwEvKBQ
「有咩問題？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlagt4xiNV
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「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIq8o3SD3F
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi9YNYKgd5
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLVQZM3cU4
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAEHhMEDsq
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmFMdZxa5L
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是。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcicVN20OT
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUemyhHEUz5
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBkJc9jU0t
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtu9l8sxx9
是。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqIsiE8Vn8
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CPr0kJKoA
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c43Z5cpd8
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXaqPzSHbP
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvvOKIdAe1
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyusY7QJds
原先想表達的是什麼？920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡus3tUlLO94
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvefYdKXo4i
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4rRjW9WI4
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xegY6m4lO
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bR9Gcqtzx
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f6uNoWDx7
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsQzUSsW2m
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTikmRyoTJ
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuEOQa38cc
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbdst2zBPv
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm09ExoLyOi
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXeWkPTfwK
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRfq641WgU
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