看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60FUVm5KIT
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKabtbP6sEq
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「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBewSV5A45
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「明。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJQCRCOkXM
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「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoCcU3pOnQ
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5MXTG6cDL
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「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZi8x06Mf9
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她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4n61XxwJ2
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「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQjBKJ7jQB
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他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMInvTNfhE0
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「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmitwrO4jI
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適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5oAqW0FT2
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「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlloJIvNlok
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「唔敢。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU8eKMfehD
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「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GoJPCuHx8
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「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQAS0zw4sh
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舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsJjJPANIn
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKg4FQvHa1R
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她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6ngqacxhX
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「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFmXHM2ZVB
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這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHEiENXoqQ
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心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvakbxbJw0
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她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2zEpAtOpb
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「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoTQrlf9nj
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「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpOpIEIclL
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「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT3np6JzJ6
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即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKg762sEtKA
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「Sorry。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X5ulnrocv
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他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXchCcSRbjW
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「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs42T9vagVf
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她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1XitdDoRb
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「Sorry……」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG756r72aii
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他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfJSWK7z2k
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「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwVUcFhvE2
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「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm66l0fuWPe
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「嗯。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJ8riglPk2
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既然說起，阿朗問：866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReS5xL4KBA
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「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKharVFyEQ
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她沒好氣地答：866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd8IGYz6je
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「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgtoJgYjQD
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「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3XutBh16j
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「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9BsY4sZxv
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「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFWyKc2bEi
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二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLagyLZI4yi
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「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMaf4cijLs
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「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxfoDxKxS4
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他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAArNcgauN
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他語帶諷刺：866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAljCxUVR7
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「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqkrjKfuLf
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她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW999rqlPqB
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「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJF25GTuu5
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「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNVqUns3um
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「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPtmC7rK4F
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「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mwQTGnsMG
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「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QudZ2r6tr
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是。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDCU8vhxv1
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「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CzGFkSrcZ
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是。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCECWSMYU5P
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於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEHgeagzTi
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明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyv4eKdHKp
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原先想表達的是什麼？866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSctn2bv87k
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太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgB0bQ3Olr
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更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVDdXDEV65
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他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAJkVRhrD3
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所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEabK6ViIte
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所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTokE3GBT7
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首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。866Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcanD95MpO
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