「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAhKHQlAPT
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「邊個？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjNcZxRAwa
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9H9AkR3iQV
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6F8Gjq17Qx
「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSTWot1cCj
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEDxZ379RH
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「噢……」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tJ9hEi4Hl
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWGw3LoIDd
「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T5NE7Cpe4
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「嗯……」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhTjWNDEig
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqvVPyrBwU
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLC9Etl3o5
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPiJ6FHh69
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIwdyuvTMs
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcmayoja7t
她轉身，捽捽他的肩。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFmuNia8XF
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFqRGMQE2A
「點死？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL85cgYNZsS
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMMEfYjyhK
「交通意外。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2AJcnxU1W
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfZQcdCOoN
「噢……」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdyGa6BGCd
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJWHHC0z8Y
空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7QZjLcsYR
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjDUjwd7MV
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LLqZocpy7
她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB7LU5AzZZ
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFQG52GtCW
「我都唔想你死。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKmtFrYOpA
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqHtYwGbki
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4hT3xQcTW
「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHPfoKgZlV
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiTUs1Hfvx
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HYAbVzQag
「我有咩慘？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag8Fdzwouh
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9ZbhCNSj8
「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHpklkQNw8
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYvfZFaG46
這是事實。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazzrVJVXMR
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgDNAgFUxi
「嗯。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0R5pbWvfv
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuQmiVfoF6
她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjaeGakaAf
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmrHW6rcBM
她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwGxmHG9Nl
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCgFWKklrB
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK9MvksSk4
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPDCJ8StDV
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpqSwODjvW
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他說：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUN501DV9Z
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPqCk7Upo2
「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlfVXJ48RV
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBexfiWrGSk
她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB8xgyFOTw
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrWSpYa3F0
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmX55OEz47
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWg7Bcu7R6
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgkEDT6mcH
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqZ3UV7Qpy
「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0zyeRRhcE
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他倔強。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡih01zCcC5m
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyVcfFpvZ3
其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WwdyohkkR
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dR0szgqRI
幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4esMzmsBS
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYRYxjgvaW
她順從，也做回十八歲少女：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT2qZ6J6FO
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3xrjZnIMA
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1okszACp1
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaRTs6LJmG
「嗯。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnPuFnk44g
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他終於滿意。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLQiPEwOYO
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrTUqhogak
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAyVWkowQm
丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIJhlAm76a
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmzRf81jYt
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjsTOJ9WJG
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCCPDPvleE
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2ZHGSvAK1
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「係，我哋好騎籬。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgxxpOxHju
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阿朗也笑。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTyH4NKL8v
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuSvWzCF0d
「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHmjeCRCik
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxELQh06gb
她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L9melJn6m
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZN8RCyO0C
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrwulqXeRL
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPyPnwshGj
當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Db8Rchpmi
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNK4WZE3RK
大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi3r1b0ieg
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