「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6vwtnVZ7g
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAy4ZQL27B
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSOd8rpb3g
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GG2tRinPF
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「噢……」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkchQZPIzfm
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFjADFzxA9
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「嗯……」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN5KfdJqQg
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIxrtJ1lhJ
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaZ7DyVC1M
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABkYXEk0Vs
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她轉身，捽捽他的肩。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOZebzvgvQ
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「點死？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEPTBmSAcM
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「交通意外。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaTJQzLvGu
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「噢……」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTAwWCYSac
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空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVbpUFOL7s
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIe0wOT1aon
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她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrZK46lI50
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「我都唔想你死。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg35vEQlJt
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFepJidhapT
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezHBigU9yP
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91jkYdTjoZ
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「我有咩慘？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTf2VIzSoQ
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLXGuxUShq
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這是事實。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZ6JS0KaVk
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「嗯。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU3gii2I1E
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她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPic1htNOw
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她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5k0gw67F2r
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她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oBhnIIWlA
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以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnymNGxHda
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他說：803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElyb9Q7u5Q
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMVGhP5LEQ
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她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGt9fN53N4q
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「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhgzjW6m2s
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她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteUqba0FVd
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「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mH0OvYCDe
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他倔強。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbeR6BD7yK
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其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XK4HldhH4
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幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1DIO8uNp1
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVzkLU5X8x
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「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9sKBeoOQ1
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「嗯。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuImvag2OeP
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他終於滿意。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXOoTW49X8
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJf0GOEXVoL
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丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloPoVAxzCQ
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「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ951KHxVGW1
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思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWM7iuwmer
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「係，我哋好騎籬。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8alq3UL7C
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阿朗也笑。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDARcVnd9rv
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXHtWlBdVO
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她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQqdlxefWr
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沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl1RWnpVFo
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當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ0Zl8ZSxQ
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大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72FgFPltsj
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