現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvD6ciMKKR
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閉眼想，佔有慾強的他也寧願思思鍾愛另一個人，也不願看她喪命，在時間中凋萎。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwAzbP8eXY
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「佢都唔會想見到你咁樣嘅。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWMk6kk9Ow
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阿朗不太懂得安慰女生，不知應該說什麼才能令她好一點：863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcExcW4lrwm
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「或者，宜家盡情喊啦。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwSIrCi2n3
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嘉欣的眉毛幾乎併攏，以手掩面，深深閉眼。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sjjKKK2bc
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其實，她已經每日如常生活。每日，穿起裇衫西裙，在巴士上層第一排側頭看樓宇和商舖後退，有電腦螢幕陪她與鍵盤馳騁，看到彩光在眼中色散分離，回家，將隱形眼鏡隨便脫下，第二天就變成了寶石，打開冰箱，看到早已餣好的瘦肉，照顧兒子吃飯，替他蓋被，她擱下花灑塗上護髮素，將全家的污衣放進洗衣機。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfi4s7MKqF
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在無光客廳坐下，看着電視不知名的畫面，耳聽洗衣機轉動的聲音。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfaGH6T1Px
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一下、一下。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgk1VH8iFne
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她又流淚，為這如常——這大概，是Hin想見到的吧，那麼，她就讓他見到。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGgT2ALcGX
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只是她知道，有些東西永遠沒有完、沒有圓，終於她獨自攤睡在雙人床，輕輕地和空的一側說：863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDzEY0o7KO
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「早唞啦，老公。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvPYxoRKsQ
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世事古難全，但願人長久。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIOkWws5FR
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千里共嬋娟。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQhilbmmhZ
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峰仔拍了拍她的肩，然後帶她離去，與阿朗一起下班。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwLjH1yIjy
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdWv8WEdX5
送走她後，他們沉默地走在路上。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZsZypEzHC
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阿朗加快步速，回家。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKpt9qkPLG
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSz8fHsZa0
這裏的太多太多人，無聲無息地教導了他要好好活着。每次，他為遺體執容，都默默慶幸自己的手腳跟從他的意志，而非沒有生氣，他還可以踏出停屍間，穿梳化妝房，快速經過能聽見哭聲的入殮走廊。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokFxbPHYGq
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他深呼吸，女性的聲音交替地在腦海出現，最後，想到萬一有天他死去，會怎樣。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczaTB3TGTV
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慢慢，他也很珍惜自己的生活。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPzPXQHMS7
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SffwOn7uX
無論是現在死去，還是多過幾年後，或者即使是幾十年後。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbschpgVLeV
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他還活着。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfYWm3WqwC
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbvNFyL7dc
思思一定會傷心，對吧？863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN035viq52t
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抑或，無論如何，他一想到自己要離開人世，就完全放心不下她，她會怎樣？也會跟嘉欣一樣奮力地支撐乏力的身體嗎？863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZHEKZVGWG
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那是多麼憔悴的面容啊。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBC6d3nglIf
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可是，正因如此，他的心臟仍然跳動，頭腦仍然運轉，清醒地意識到他在這人間。他有牽掛。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAHncHClRa
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看，多奇怪。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtiBg0Bjfa
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明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiAR2snI0L
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVePgVnjOE
那麼多心理活動，然後獨得自己知道，有何用？配上四十五度向上仰望天空，更值得感慨，是否？863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8wFxUYXLh
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演什麼悲情戲？已過偶像劇主角的年紀。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf38VAXPU1
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阿朗還有視力，應該要坐在褐色沙發上接過思思遞過來的遙控以轉台；他還有聽力，應該要走在清風徐來的海濱聽她鬼馬地叫他注意前方的小情侶；他還有嗅覺，應該要偷偷笑她單手叉腰炒出來的菜是香得將他從房間趕出；他還有温度，應該要深切又纏綿地從癡迷的姿勢實現熱織的約誓。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiyuv9Tn39
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他們還有感知愛的能力，應該要表達和接收對方真正所想。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWCFIXz0VN
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是嗎？863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKTzG4eDLM
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有能力不用，保留作甚？863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHq3oFjLSY
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7g0hLIppsJ
難道只要在喪禮上身穿素衣、跪下自責痛哭，讓人將如此姿態收盡眼底再為你心酸，才足夠圓滿？863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ebXEbCjI0
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xet3jivkA
圓滿，是在有生一天盡情擁有所擁有的，不再花不知何時終結的時間去做違心事，譬如朝露，去日苦多——863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvTUDLCceo
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fnZ0QULiY
「不要等到天上俯瞰」嘛，心知所言所行必留遺憾，就不要再繼續吧，時間的觀念總不斷變遷，平板支撐的一分鐘令人經歷季節之久，但臨死前的最後一小時卻是短促的，仿佛要滔淫不絕才能將所有事說清；可是，還是有很多東西是用口說不清的。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ4bSbYUIx
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阿朗回家，見到思思母親，喚了一喚她：863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHWxVa9Duc
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「岳母。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzCZ8SO4xp
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「阿朗，放工啦？」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIIuQAGlqH
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她扭頭看他，然後繼續炒菜。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC71DyPjyXU
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「係。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoxEVxgSOa
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqHR9yFcYp
「阿女叫我睇多陣棉花糖先，佢今日要遲啲收工。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFhK3zmnwG
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「哦哦，係？辛苦哂。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqozpIqqLq
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXhEZPs736
「你哋最近點啊？」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4WyMgb6UZ
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「OK啊，咪又係咁，你呢？最近凍番啲，小心身體。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqAOkwlc6D
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQ1nopqo2H
寒喧幾句，棉花糖也出來叫他進房，去看看她做功課：863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7G51RxhPg
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「差幾多本啊？」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclDJGd4O22
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY37rrto4hQ
「一張worksheet，兩本補充，一份默書改正，爸爸你喺度簽個名吖！」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG970Lj1h24
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她打開首頁，指住第七欄的空格。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hZKBrzTr4
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXd5O2CSyv
「九十八分，叻喎。」他摸了摸她的頭。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQQH0azwwF
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNFNG5G1Ct
「但好多人都一百分，我攞唔到貼紙。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1Fz8ZAs9j
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只有滿分才能拿到貼在簿封的卡通貼紙，相比起高分，她更喜歡貼紙。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11OS7sUeDm
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「唔緊要啦，下次再小心啲。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE4kGnzZHc
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他打開看，只錯了一些不小心的地方。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWBilm0Ooy
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「嗯！我差一張就可以換原芯筆啦。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4FezbxsR1
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棉花糖真的可愛——863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7aTw0am14
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阿朗感歎，無論他和思思發生了什麼，或者不能發生什麼，棉花糖仍然快樂地成長，專心學習，培養自身興趣，比他昔日自律多了；沒有被他們這些麻煩的大人污染。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD6Aymg9Me
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能有這樣的孩子，應不應該暗自歸功於二人是好父母呢？863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWE0VYq1CJ9
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棉花糖冷不防地問：863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJ8ul7fpnf
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「你同媽咪做咩咁少一齊嘅？」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGFmbaJu1c
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPsrgDvviD
阿朗嚇了一嚇，這是事實，但應該不是很明顯吧，忽然心虛。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQcjLEnJah
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4C2Hm8C8n
「好少一齊咩？唔會啊。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUY257Jid0U
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN4D30wKck
「會啊！明明你哋之前都差唔多時間番到屋企，又會拖拖攬攬，仲叫我唔好同男仔咁樣添！863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eeYCauG5q
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAVh0uB3Gd
一齊食飯，你哋都淨係同我講嘢，都唔理對方嘅……會嘅，有時夾吓餸俾大家囉，但我同我啲同學都會咁做㗎啦，仲多嘢講過你哋添。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeVxtMrpIZ
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小孩子心思極度澄明，大人總覺得自己很聰明，卻不知道小朋友心思單純，可感的比大人更直觀。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvJmPWrZmx
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「我哋夜晚瞓覺前先多啲嘢講嘛，平時想同你傾偈多啲。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnE4wgMnBpP
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他試圖解釋。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GeIBd8yuw
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「係咩？但我想我哋三個一齊傾偈多啲喎。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTTghhfJev
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「好啦好啦，下次啦。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS5Ge5rK9V
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHnpNaZYH8
「你哋係咪有嘢瞞住我？」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiwWgFMe5j
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfwCJYvH1A
她又怔怔地看着他，神色和語氣像極了思思，說話時也轉着大眼珠，酒窩隨臉部肌肉擺動而出現；他稍稍冷靜，果真是母女。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdqu4ezzCU
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「點敢啊小公主？」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhoaMtsmp8
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lZYOnCidR
「哼，呢啲係我女人嘅直覺嚟！」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkEgUSKRos
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0KUB9N9ps
「人細鬼大呀你，咁早就女人直覺？邊個教你㗎？」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepOMSvhyyw
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkdEojy49E
「媽咪囉，佢話當你第一吓覺得有啲嘢係真，通常都係真嘅——女人嘅直覺就係咁。」棉花糖又沉思：863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPgr1qld6t
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7OK96R3Mg
「但係上次你唔舒服嘔，媽咪好緊張你㗎喎，喺廁所出面走面走嚟走去、斟暖水俾你。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXleZVB10H
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj5yLPl5vT
甚麼時候？最後，是思思着棉花糖遞杯給他。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0zK4oJlIw
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrJEvvMx3q
「係啊，所以我哋超級好，都冇嘢瞞你。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NbSwSFJQm
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sIIxyWlZX
阿朗順着她的話給自己一個台階，將她的中文補充打開到新的一頁。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfhZyzvf0T
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoNzpFUOk7
「好啦，信你㗎啦。我繼續做功課啦先。」863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vZTXP13V9
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iGtl4IXAV
她不再與他多講。863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyErcBclyfJ
863Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnj4GneESL
很明顯嗎？這真的是一個大問題嗎？連棉花糖也認為二人不妥？
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