而剛剛，她看着他，想起的是另一張臉，內心澎湃，她應該求變。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzvGtred2r
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思思回家去。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8khpvZyIJb
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她着媽媽帶棉花糖回另一個家，明天再來接走她；今晚多煮阿朗喜歡的餸。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJbA8fUXwM
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然後，她只想和他認真談一談。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsapCZ2vDPb
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剛剛，她非常害怕，雖然表面上很淡定，但實則上她不斷回想朝光對她的好，仿如舊時阿朗待她那般，她有些迷失，有一刻覺得——835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVAbYVjXms
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如果朝光可以代替阿朗來疼惜她，那也可以填補她的空虛。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAGSg1D9Q3
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幸好下一刻，她又覺得這樣太自私和有違專業道德，不應以三十歲的心智去操控十八歲的少年，他應該收獲更純粹的愛，不應該僅僅因為「愛她」而「被愛」。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtIUF8dl6J
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幸好。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHtvECvzB3
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxN4a85vQh1
她看着時間一分一秒過去，忽然笑，此刻不似以前寂寞，她等待阿朗回家是強烈的目的性的。結果越等，越重温他以往對她好的片段，因此增加了她求變的決心——好好的一對愛侶，好好的一個家，為什麼要虛偽扮演恩愛？卻不自知演技極其拙劣，大家也是看穿而不說穿，只暗地裏歎息。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCbfBadKje
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她慶幸她是個理智的人，新鮮感的誘惑不足以令她放棄所愛。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiv2O2CNrig
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沉沒成本太高了，愛應該也是一盤精明的交易；二人的皮膚刻過對方的體温和掌紋，手掌肉緊合，若要分離則要用刀切割，太痛。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OHzl7MvId
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡturxeHwOkX
想着想着，阿朗回家了；比以前晚了一點點。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRmJijRyb9
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcBLODkw8t
久違地，思思比他更快扭開門鎖，打開門，對他笑；莫名感動，仿佛只有他到達的時候，這裏才是家。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSTrhLewQ8
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZOhXpl0aO
他錯愕，對她的熱情陌生。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMh24DKZoW
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停頓。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKXSwKKMke
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jvwSNmEIN
他也微微一笑，不知怎樣反應，真的過分陌生，熟悉只在回憶裏。他站在門口和她對看。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIbZ0zxlKq
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zY9kGaegh
她故作自若地問，如以前一樣擁抱他：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoQMbX7bb9
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「番嚟啦？我煮咗飯啦。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz9ikPqA4J
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe7QB5rQhK
他沒有把手放在她的背上，只順着將下巴放在她的頭上，微微頷首：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1lW3TVBTV
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「棉花糖呢？仲未番嘅。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrUUQJalxY
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgv9QoDbzO
平時，棉花糖會走到他跟前叫他一聲爸爸。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFEBrfWwMU
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1sS2wHs3X
「我叫媽咪接走佢呀，因為我哋好耐都冇二人世界啦！」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpna98wRSAc
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0xz2MfS22
「吓？咁突然嘅。」他又呆一呆，呵？他們還可以有二人世界？說什麼呢。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmLOiF033P
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHMmtov8Xr
「你唔想咩？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzdBlZaNNh
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「唔係。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9xXxxeDNz
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他又馬上答。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOHU7lBWBF
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U6i3Zr8f7
於是，二人開始食飯，思思替阿朗夾菜，他點頭：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuC1MmPApH
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7FIo5f9SG
「係呢，做咩今日咁突然嘅？同平時好唔同，有事發生咗？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYJh4CiafQ
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCgzUi9uza
他稍稍不太適應，行為上他當然不尷尬，但心理上不太理解這種猝不及防。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhipSIX91zj
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn13Nnm2O8q
「嗯……我今日俾一個學生表白，佢——」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMio2qoFuT
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她向他坦白。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjHx41VamW
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eRK55cXwE
「邊個學生？係咪我見到嗰個？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDn4bkrvne
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKNOdbcT6e
他一聽見，馬上打斷她，問。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqyezktXnA
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRki9WsqY5R
「係啊，佢話——」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6t71mBDIg
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她本來想繼續說：見到朝光，卻想起阿朗與她的種種片段，內心柔情轉化成理智。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4K6R99pSp
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb86PDIYRF
「我都講咗、提咗你㗎啦，點解你哋仲咁close？佢仲要同你表埋白？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCz2RI3P3Mh
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ApGunCPB3
他生氣地指罵她，本來平緩的語氣變得激動了一些。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWa5lTUcAz
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoWcz4r7i4
「咁佢係我學生，我真係唔覺㗎嘛。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VJrhWV7sJ
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dAImUjgOX
輪到她錯愕。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoP8fL30wC
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYycpTlxtaX
她不知道他為何生氣，在那段各不相干的日子裏，她都算專心事業；而現在講給他知，就是一個最好的自證，證明她清清白白，才夠膽開口告訴他。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufoCpdwQJ7
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「咁你聽到之後點？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjPOeHdxDV
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3IyCsiEH1
他放下筷子，大概猜想到她的反應——不然她怎可能和他說。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMW3vfnCDj3
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0WaQeAngh
「拒絕囉……」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEudqtjQLy
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她見到神色不滿的他，忽然不知道怎樣連續地說出她的心思，好像，應該要在一個更浪漫的場景才對；她又夾了一次菜給他，思考應該如何組織，卻聽見：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzbqY4jJjN
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxY3ojdiN6B
「點解拒絕？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmR2iTF1S1E
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他的語氣是兇惡的，如同質問。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0mwLU9GbB
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「吓？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8byu4s66Ij
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阿朗不悅，原因是思思被告白了？如此聽來，好像有點小氣，但他回想這一段日子以來，他們互不相干，而期間她竟受另一個男生的青睞。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4559z703A
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對。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJI5WACu4gi
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他低着鼻息，扒飯入口，暫不理會她。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrzW1SKl1r
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjJm36hxyX
明明和他在一起時，了無生息，問候是平淡的，話題是無聊的，開口閉口都是棉花糖，不再傾訴有關心聲；互相影響，慢慢二人連話都少講。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8yoWfnROi
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6YiIqEKj1
但是，在這段期間，她的一些什麼卻在吸引別人——835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvN7WU7iTct
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJA7S2G9Xn
可能是温婉，可能是耐心，可能是樂觀，等等等等。但這些東西，他已經看不到了，或者沒有機會看到；而彼時別人知道，甚至足以令那人情深意切地表白心聲，即使知道她已是人妻，仍不放棄不退縮。是否代表，她釋出很多善意給別人？所以，才間接予別人勇氣。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrTGU9DKpu
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到底，最近在她身上發生了什麼？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAbAWf4evP
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyD5IcaY4i
譬如，今天她態度大變，令二人的相處與以前不同——而她的一切一切，他都不甚了解，要不是她說，他才不會知道。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMgORGL6yd
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8jCjQn8PK
他洩氣，逼自己認清二人的疏離。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybRXjXWldQ
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVa3E19QjrJ
他難過於別人所知道的她還要立體和討喜，看那小子勇敢表白，必然覺得她是好伴侶，可是作為她丈夫的阿朗，對她的印象只不斷不斷重複——變成女兒的媽媽，已不復見昔日令他神魂顛倒的模樣。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOHpsVH0D9
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噢，他可是她的老公啊。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aiDjgWzJA
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8esJYTMr28
他灰心，又有些遷怒於她，何故不能待他似最初？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX04RSqJPwn
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K8VzKp8Nt
可是，下一秒又想起，自己也在悄悄地疏遠她，二人才會越來越陌生；忽然惱羞成怒，越來越無力。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbYuJevDNI
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxD48rjw9z
他妒忌，似當初他不願她接觸更大的世界一樣；而此刻他知道，她的很多個美好面向都被人知曉了，可是，和他卻總是回不到當初。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx53ivAduaW
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXidQaKUikW
思思見阿朗凝神屏氣的嚴肅樣子，將對他剛才問「點解？」的委屈藏起——835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1zc1a840l
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咩點解？唔通我會鍾意第個，然後再同你離婚？我同你講，都係想你聽完我講之後再一齊溝通，然後同你番番去最初咋……835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShSxlJy10e
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她感受到他的生氣，但她不明白。她以為他會開心，因為她的心裏從頭到尾只有他一個人；但她的勇氣已被他的兇悍打敗，不敢再說更多，像糖製棉花糖在大熱天下慢慢萎縮，而他是那吃人的太陽。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8D8OEmneeE
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她的決心竟然在融化。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCrDLhy3td
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtjBjWdZXL
她害怕，明明她已準備好接下來的温馨台詞，可是對手不配合她，忽然改劇本。她發現她的勇氣比往日脆弱，只需一點高温的怒火，已可將預設的甜蜜念想溶蝕，只惹來群黨螞蟻在心上咬。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYMqtv1hPk
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVr01bmJ0F
是她自以為是，覺得他會高興嗎？原來，這時候，說一句「愛你」也很難。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeSCiGGvX0
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她卻步。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaJtH1Sxn7
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