第二章：談話779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfs1IkGH0u
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「原來喺咁，咁佢都幾賤格喎！」我邊捲著意粉邊說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6D85e3Ymm
「咪喺！估唔到佢會狗到咁，個陣已經覺得佢怪怪地。」依玲有點生氣地說，然後喝了一口飲料。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4ehUHC1rm
現在我與依玲都在一間餐廳吃著晚餐。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJYELiivUx
氣氛總比剛剛在學校時更緩和了些。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM39xjyJZmE
她一邊吃著她的意大利飯一邊向我說她與Raymond發生了甚麼事。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVYzyxCACo
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回溯到剛剛在課室時。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBArk2SJYt
「阿侑……唔好走……唔好離開我……」依玲捉住了我的袖口，低著頭說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICKdTnNblc
「好……我唔走，我喺到。」我立即回答眼前這個在哭泣著的女生。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3Jb4BgqF3
但她仍然沒有鬆開她的手，仍然緊緊地捉住了我的袖口。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX6RBImX88
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZNFlyeFeG
「發生咩事啦？做咩咁晏仲自己一個喺課室……仲要喊得淒涼。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwlOKpxYQf
或許我直接了一點，但我大慨猜到她接下來會說的話。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xDsFwINJF
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyNKeL12wD
「我……我同Raymond分咗手……」她鬆開了捉緊我衣袖的手。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WB6MHbyOt
我見狀立即從書包拿出一包紙巾並遞給了她。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWT958nhwH1
「謝謝……」她拿著了我的紙巾但仍然沒有抽出來把眼淚擦掉。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJLXKaBYP1
彷彿是想讓它們都繼續流下來，直到乾涸為止。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RFdgfEzQo
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXgWlBRLZG
這段期間，我們沒有再說任何一句話，如同空氣都靜止了般。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VkIF3dpka
眼前的依玲就一直哭泣著，而我就只能站在她面前看她哭。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwleuUH2Ju
誰也沒有想得到，才剛成為朋友一個月多的我們，這麼快就經歷如此尷尬的場面。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tDEO0Qbav
我看見女生在哭，對上一次是中三學期中時，我們班因為在辯論比賽中被指發言行為不檢而遭到取消資格，身為參賽者之一的Mandy在回到課室時哭了。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4bBs5m2YY
幸好上次都有其他同學可以一起安慰她，但這一次卻只有我一個。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ3KLm7duc
雖然有點徬徨，但我知道自己應該要做點東西了。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M860IH4Lj
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq07uwifHOR
「不如我哋去晚飯啊，咁你都可以邊食邊同我講發生咩事啊嘛。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxZEjZKJfT
我終於開口打破了這個連空氣都靜止了的局面。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr1B51Aojh
依玲聽到這句話後，暫時停止了一下哭泣看著我。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhBUqIpm2Y
她想了一想，然後說：「好，我同媽媽講聲先。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiljNZMRwiG
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX2MNxTicV
就這樣依玲在課室內打著電話給她的媽媽。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUo0EsOjOO
而我就站在課室外等待她。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HAeZkmjQe
我回想起對上一次與女生單獨吃飯是甚麼時候的事了呢？779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUr2CpQnuZ
我都不太記得了……是與Mandy嗎？還是其他人？779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5aKFERBQH
「算啦。」我看著昏間的天空自言自語地說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmSTzP2eiE
我想這次吃飯都只是純粹想了解一下依玲與Raymond發生了甚麼事。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbhViz8k76
只是純粹八卦一下了是吧？779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcNtbFFsz3
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN1uAP33kT
「行得啦，我同媽媽講咗唔翻屋企食啦。」依玲從班房走了出來。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAShJxF1I5b
「咁我哋去食意大利嘢好無？附近商場間意大利嘢唔錯。」我立即回應。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6eiugW7AR
「都得啊，你帶路啦。」她微笑了一下地回應我。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7DMXvFu1q
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7MwlnYriq
學校與商場有點距離，起初我們在路程上都沒有說話。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRVSg6A8XQ
但我始終抵受不住這種寧靜的氣氛，於是開口：「其實你……」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu562AZ8oCf
「其實我……」依玲一樣開口了。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoe8PGbQOO
氣氛又頓時變得有點小尷尬。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtTc6MuN7Y
「你講先啦。」我先讓她問口。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVT4te00Ll
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEqfzaUj2k
「其實我同佢喺暑假個陣已經成日嗌交，好少事就嗌幾日交。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQMuthIWfS
我看一看依玲，只見她微微地低著頭邊走邊說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vGRDzsB7D
「咁之後呢？」我示意她繼續說下去。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXuSu1Lczk
「佢覆我覆得越嚟越疏，以前都喺秒回嘅，有事未覆到都會講聲。但佢暑假之後就越嚟越怪，Whatsapp在線上都唔喺覆我先，有時仲會已讀我，就好似個次……」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfnHNW4Tj0
她不斷拿出不同的例子，跟我說Raymond如何對她疏遠。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIsS2iTEx8
說著說著就已經來到了餐廳。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb4h59O8kT
我們坐下並點了些食物，然後就繼續聽她在說接下來的事。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVhbUwOEhp
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo99p82K2Ni
「其實臨放暑前我就收到風，話佢同一個一樣喺話劇社嘅Form2妹妹好好傾。我問佢有無咁嘅事，佢話只喺因為老師安排咗佢哋喺同一個工作崗位，所以先會咁好傾，仲叫我放心佢哋無嘢……」依玲開始有點不憤地說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIOfKni8C3
其實是正常人都知道，通常說「我們無關係的」，高達80%都喺是有內情的。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi1HOmCwS3
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AjBJEdCnN
「我嗰陣竟然仲信佢話無嘢，我真喺好天真。」依玲更氣憤地拍打了桌面一下。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRZPOyZAbr
周圍用餐中的人聽到一下響聲後，都紛紛把視線轉移到我們。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfTihgqewk
「你冷靜啲先，個個都望過嚟啦。」我試圖安撫一下她的情緒。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytCnDKM8xZ
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Mb8YK9ROP
「Oh sorry，激動咗少少……總之之後開學無耐我又收到風，話佢約咗個Form2妹妹去OP玩！個日佢仲要呃我話喺去咗聽個鋼琴老師嘅concert！」她又再一次非常氣憤，但所幸這次沒有大力拍打桌面。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrHrunEMEQ
「所以你就同佢分手啦？」我終於把話題拉到了重點。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDnKValHlk
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgTNdC6Vjy
當我說完後，發現她的瞼色有點少許變了，由剛剛很氣憤變到有點沮喪。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2SDDs7qov
「其他我喺咪有嘢做得唔好？點解佢要咁樣出軌……」她聲音低沈地說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wfIVmEuhx
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yoEq3nsKo
我見情況開始有點不妙，於是立即說：「你無唔好啊！唔好嗰個喺佢！佢唔負責任、唔定性、唔尊重……」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCalLmW7VD
我不斷把畢生都學會的貶義詞全都罵在Raymond身上。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0A6XKxduxD
雖然我與他不熟，又是這件事的局外人，這樣罵好像不太好。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFdNbzN5Fh
但這一刻為了安撫依玲，再難聽點的說話都要罵下去。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmMiUNOb0z
依玲見我如此落力地罵，而且所用的詞語更越來越牽強了，她還是笑了。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLetrBbZeY
到底是因為我罵的說話很到位而笑？779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEf78gfRLk
還是因為看見不斷在絞盡腦汁在罵人的我很有趣而笑呢？779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxmgUgRrne
我都不知道。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiXRBdEak4
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxaTO5xPNr
我們最後邊吃飯邊談話了整整兩個小時，終於準備回家。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiiFlbnjtD
這時的依玲情緒都回復正常了，笑容都逐漸回來。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgeXPCFl60
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOpaDFSERA
我把她送到車站與她道別。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxHTJQgRKf
「翻去小心啲啦，唔好諗咁多嘢啦，沖個涼瞓個靚教啦！」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwncvhyCuRc
「但我未做功課喎……」她說。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQHwTH9mcS
「仲做咩啊，聽朝你早啲翻嚟抄我個份啦！」我拍一拍心口回答。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmczHctDqMH
「哈哈，痴線……啊！有車啦！我上車先啦Bye bye！」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzemU1vWoA
依玲聽到我的說話笑了一笑後就揮著手上車與我道別。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1dsWL817n
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigH8nozhBR
「好彩佢都喺笑住咁走。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG8cf9h0G1
看著她的車離開後，我也開始踏上我的回家之路。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHCCzF1LWK
此時手機突然震動了一下……是依玲在Whatsapp傳訊息給我。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEAeFfyssO
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM8IATwnVv
「今日真喺我多謝你聽我呻，你翻去都小心啲啦。」她附加了一個猴子掩眼的表情圖案。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft5ZK4RZRk
我立即回覆她：「之後有咩事都可以同我講架，我永遠都會洗耳恭聽。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFAdBRsm5g
「永遠都會洗耳恭聽」這句話令我們從今天起除了談日常趣事外……779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiMhBfiTh6
更開始談起了感情事。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU3dcK6CU1
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779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIQK3Pv4zn
「當你在意一個人，就會用盡任何的方法來討好她」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQrqQ1JLXm
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