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「你諗清楚啲？」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAsKLWm3xj
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubTexvAekP
這個畫面似曾相識的……455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkylhzh8O0J
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4ajtuZWno
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3t2KRwGRK
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNJE6fkW9o
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhrh3mZ8gV
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3Z8PTGyiJ
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNonlHQw9vc
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPJSWTZzdG
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfjM47R76y
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsbrTkEmbw
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUIDqEL3r3
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlh9RrBWbD
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaedVvYpX9Q
「唔、知、啊！！！」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAudqhhjeW
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7aLV41PFa
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIYjsE6rrc
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdsDWIzt0p
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKC3fT8atE
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAWQRl6Mf3
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92dvKjOPIT
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuHbQiU5P6
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsE5KhOHNo
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9x2cePo7jC
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGyWrwteoV
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRe1HEYifZ
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmju2tPAIle
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieGvOA5C9x
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuO8p48s1Mp
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUS20QXjk7
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR7QrEyM4q
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyuHXYuiOd
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsgapxd31c
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOKHa2ATPw
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0gikRgegA
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77n7Nwih6U
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWtOda7gES
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6fojOEnu3
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCYEq1oH05
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35QOdawk2I
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvNN9HB2hL
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO9UZpESUh
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOCXy2bOQY
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSmdGTlawp
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXbUcOfXHX
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiZFepHBnM
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZcdWOd43E
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1ijCAl2q4
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4roQKZ2tA
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKChlhRqZF
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL9HYLWTsd
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94HeQYzqFe
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoBXZFqNlr
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjIzoUWuzn
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DVxu7ucF0
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt7M89rm70
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDypQUTJwZ
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZi6osFzISM
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAsmWVBfsN
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe95va134Oo
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kcHHe3R7c
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwnhkuvYG4
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxhzkg6HAq
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglOmAKaAS5
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHpeAzrbby
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaru5o2mExq
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwS7taDuRq
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGcn4revJP
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfXLviRS2y
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJrmSqhW1b
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznmIGwGLSB
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAJ2oIF76z
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMSLDzvMVT
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfoLBZrTqV
「快啲教我點做。」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7wwdrZR0j
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnWRbUbF1Z
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2ThICVbkG
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC64u89DbRl
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aVPJcxdpz
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5BiDkDoo7
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoDrILNzUi
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTSsLXtLXE
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ4RkzqLdz
「欸！？」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Shp0x4bha
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvyyeug3s7
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJIIRlS5SE
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyhesnm7us
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9zyMNS6tF
看來我還不夠成熟呢……455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdZjTFhbzj
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kjH0dd2p2
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijiqnbjOJG
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZP93EQE71
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BR4BWumCt
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFY5fnKcwp
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIsSxRCj7t
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM4WLDrjfh
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkJaoWOrfj
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSqUHGJDMb
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzbmg09rIX
還有六人。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7VSfHvgZm
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「成長、成熟」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgQmf9oNII
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忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIt4dMWUKC
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