阿朗在家門前，停下。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9IGPSeL3V
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9n2Vt6gjd
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjNHAohVXb
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Cm3MOvx5W
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3fGHdPhl1
如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TSzOTJHiX
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YwpqCc0CE
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKLLNXEqWG
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHp8T986T8
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LXxPt1CsN
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnWn4YvVgX
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4N77kkbyr
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QnRtZ3JjI
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHZfdkWauQ
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFokyHz2WgL
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8rENqMGEn
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURvzGjlFUJ
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6NgXsgvWB
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pp1BuRi1A
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkNuCviLiR
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VvL5o2E5p
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyw5f95xLN
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbWV3ZlL0U
「邊夠你正。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfgUfFt6qN
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyudJ6mhwrJ
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8zhikHvNc
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqaYZKhvmk
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbBUABhdxO
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYNgzEsEEJ
「咁佢哋最近點？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJtFHniIFk
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaISZMMFrOd
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYhMzF3PC8
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rp3aNKCRB
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBFVxZnZ5d
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS4vsYFsbY
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8hBNBwlgx
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3MJ7scLaW
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBmB4RDgVB
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjwUAP1qmw
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRGsZYGxfd
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk6c8ZpJR4
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA502mTDro
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ8P1FzZwG
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0yk5blwyC
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsMW8u1X4E
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbE2ZskLF2f
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJOT0JBYQM
阿朗忽然問。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7AbKuNtsB
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Yb1RYUC9C
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6CZDDVwnf
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cjQbT4XOj
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhEPZVIhU9
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQql1eBhmyF
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZORhDLEb41
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwekYtDAoN
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjsmvNygPB
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRN8YHkA3zl
阿朗訕訕。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk4KnLeOSQ
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSUzzZMSef
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNcptz6ocT
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlGbTirM4C
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IqPif4nwU
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoSvAGKbHf
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0Y9za2FHH
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqumFi2ZfG
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUXNZce2bn
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1P1YaA36K
「我去個沖涼先。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3RS1cI7bB
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡii6NZFYqgU
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkJAu4SS9B
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOqPw4eIsS
他有家累。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrPQyBsWri
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7yfrp1QVA
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFhFOecZvj
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm30sFHhkW
「老公——」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVKidvrJpU
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YwTuEApb3
「係？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg59TmpyGKF
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wRmL2w1QW
「我愛你。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXD6dvK4qS
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIj365RKptv
「我都係。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm9yH7wLj2
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她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRI15BWCtm
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteMSNONvBh
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXhJau7VkL
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AAappEYZH
而，她不知道。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LclFRovRu
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3nf4iFR8S
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jg1sn2Amc
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCrabRIba8
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv7UgGfFIn
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb30R0FsxT
他想找點方法使其穩健。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldrB8dfJZc
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjLdnVp0cl
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfp7S0jYdw
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv09JCYRQu
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjRM5xAfjK
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWdVQFjMka
他不想雪上加霜。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR2aM8jldO
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8l0UiH0We
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42aByf1WJQ
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe0uhV8kmn
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBIZAsNJ2E
他睡不着。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9fY7SW5vN
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxQdQNtuHU
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHsO3jzfzn
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfn1en0E1yb
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyjiQ3Wug7
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35n8FHBlZW
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqVVeDvzEJ
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLCwzeXYTV
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPg2f123hSW
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTU6FpH2gtL
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpivThFT6oj
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEpKVtWLP5
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEYt5FGxXy
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ632G7Tmxf6
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwZ7CS5DXn
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJDvEHWZ3P
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dFlYk8W3m
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpneXa5Pp8
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fSVu6zGpe
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3nckTNVWM
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNaLTPKwNw
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEGW2giNPp
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「嗯。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vjtlgN6GM
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsfxNyXYYd
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSloUO2Yqx
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1IbPTgCAT
「點解？」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLSkZePhsc
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tDs4ZWVNW
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTL7D83J2JU
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNL73WtPa0a
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MMr5Ue7ke
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjn2gBSi7cQ
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY2qAd3hTJ
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF6By44iQa
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDd9QmrMnBF
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9rZCdzhll
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgkpmu1Lst
1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjgC67km7N
一夜甜夢。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0tGmQuLPr
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1066Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl4qydTb29
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