第九十二章：承諾與失望540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c0jyNThGy
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMHahsr5Dp
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJXdv9q4rA
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwNdWtPvtO
對，那個人……就是Mandy。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3gZKr5ZlM
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz46LV1eYf
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjllJ2UV0zM
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C7awVs2aV
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd0MEgTeNR
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPAsnIMp9Y
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyniiWqMqH
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahtDGJ0Knm
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvpfB0ZzeU
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXbbwOy6hY
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0ROqPYgeo
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTja3T6JVs
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLMqkT5B8B
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGv8IOq3Oe6
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJZOQcjlvS
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt2nGNv84N
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkFBrusz4Y
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jiFogbibx
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONpXpyjanJ
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TKYB8mtJx
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwPBBulgYy
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqd9QW1sNI
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYsiaAL3Mj
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFja9wdkPr
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3N3uvPdqx
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然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFr6eZQojNN
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOtwvcCJJ4
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGsb5GPQ3N
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrGPz3RiH1
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV0n4jX7xN
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mYXs7WctB
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmhLVqKa0q
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbimJeC1dh
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEVPzfv5cB
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16foBsigQJ
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwFqJ5E5gH
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh5cglgP7o
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkzgMpYBMI
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2ChUtrLMR
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmY8B4KIJ42
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyogx9yFrD
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfV0dlvNEah
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4gqIs8DMn
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMurROP4rY
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShnvpVf2YZ
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「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxShAXv10z
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU16kmP1mf
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnGNuNzgrh
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBCKXZV8Se
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBhmS0aQPJ
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg5j9bv9RE
「Online住唔應嘅？」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Uuwb14Zpx
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoNqnnu8IG
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接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFELDM3X3B
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNO5tPVrDt
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UbclBByDv
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然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcIV42JVG3
「我準備做手術啦」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ7XKLwdVf
「做完再覆你ouo<3」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcs361Mtk2b
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFAP7Gz7dn
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHKmseJh4V
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然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoJblRlp5D
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡippyG0nwY1
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqJLjTRogl
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk8qFQPrza
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbxMLctkp2
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcBMTmnJ9r
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtWX4u7QpS
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26lflvpipY
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHkqWyzUve
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但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSARgy8U6f1
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZFNgKXcd2
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「各就位……預備……」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPJkBRcgCc
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbssJuwsjw
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAPLGEuyD4
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2cibvcmeW
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSMai9kwKg
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「呯—」 540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtE3Aa5FHjT
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZ68p4i1S6
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR98eqa9gOz
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksCNfCbxaO
最後更成為了最後一名。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsmniKgkMO
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbD5tYaTtf
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7iy8dh7x6
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwGIwfKTls
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDBlzAG2N8
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhhjqEw7ZD
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGw4UHm9VoC
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZw5QzZqYQ
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xF7vYBfd7
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5A5meID85
是Mandy。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkUMm0CBHN
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「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS3je943Xl
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gksaSwO7Y
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8cOk8njSf
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgQqFUn8gF
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMc4NXiQcN
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfvkUJjSS3
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZplcJL11nG
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0pGZRLlmZ
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「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hjuve2i8t
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q9G3phtCZ
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloLu9y7NNy
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pVUvRkNfL
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「啪—」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uX7wBrIqe
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoHFJQpvyh
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnj5uOwlBa9
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG692G7A38W
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsD8Pub61n
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8AU0YDBjC
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」540Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQwA2ZgXjK
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