第九十二章：承諾與失望487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZtSpMr2fR
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tauOqZsNe
「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3iYMNLpOD
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKo2IuGpgss
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18QElGoUJE
對，那個人……就是Mandy。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJbt3VkwmI
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITj4F5b7Dx
我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDBN5mnb0n
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmSD1Y4XtD
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JQbogSfrO
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe3nRpOosa
「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7m7MYXVON
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppJrEtcd9R
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPkjEXu3GN
Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tavAlghMN
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf7ZzBiFiz
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsdb7ZoNe3
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzEHoWbgax
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspyrVpatQe
「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdeE3u2xZB
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JPCEIkJm2
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQjzKfrHZD
「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OD1fOj4vH
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdSw1DF21S
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuacBObvmtU
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhMNDWFrQs
然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZtQrEmzZx
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ruiKHJoYQ
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7IbTq1DZE
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz42C0ac0RE
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7bgUrOtNb
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvBElgLo5T
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VKVpQmtgq
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sNlzubLzE
隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtddhfx3JdV
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJLEgEqrLJ
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDLaRAmOoe
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbN9IoxczA
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VeF96mm0J
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgZNrfBMse
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPNd8zYLjJ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdIpB2gBo0
但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9XwUQh9Xq
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ3oeqgS0f
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFQ7UwYTMY
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpPpk0T8oE
雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoipDWvnR45
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNSjORMvTq
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBfd8bqpzy
但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9YnUjr5aj
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBATMVxaLs
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdagOgnEzml
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5pqq04DVq
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVVlnrEukr
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kpo1nvnvm
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMhbEMI9c6
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8F4wygzqn
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDHT9jIyPJ
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdbSju1urb
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487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4cGtXNhaT
「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XPP7zu5qe
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIjFxe8a49
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9wJsfxbUd
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYYepdyMln
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicCBwXu68R
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq0rwMYYvj
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNqEdZPfdS
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbV5l57CNpk
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3m53thH1AG
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaS9RyJiUk
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHrQZY6SnZ
「Online住唔應嘅？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4na0zDqfw
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyzeBQ4qFS
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xwe82jqV1
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFkOitbzrS
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5YABE6vrh
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKDl1ABmX8
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxVZYEsQHo
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN2MSAS9Rt
「我準備做手術啦」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7G8CNgqWU
「做完再覆你ouo<3」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcPt4I2V1Z
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtg7CfneGL
我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8mm83Dm6e
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP59A1nJhVB
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUgFFFzDYN
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkCDQxNhQn
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFdCyMKq8t
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqxijSAUY3
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV71W1uGOvj
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE7LcZ1e1W
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDI5yaFUzS
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf2nxyIwmy
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnQbLchh93
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOYn1YSeSa
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFs7ciY8yrm
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlo5FuJkSu
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsjbfDrhWT
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjF4ssdzTWb
「各就位……預備……」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cfviAt01t
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkY3j3phgN
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQevOZbgBx
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPWZZw2ZxK
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVZoxv9kDv
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpckTxVlcgP
「呯—」 487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EuvL6ASTU
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlLeWGTRlR
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyOHMQ9tNu
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrWMD8GOdU
最後更成為了最後一名。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfUDFxvgzy
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZWwmh2UZp
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTw0TVnLBnn
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedIBCH1Y08
這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyg0PMg1kJ
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8DfPS47Tv
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzYOEOFn3S
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6gHmqFFeT
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq9rK6nIfn
然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrHQwXwMDy
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVtgsqmFyn
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJc9gReOkF
是Mandy。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvP21SiBP5o
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPya7h0oTnh
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuOKEstgJ2
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM4t1Zt8Wy
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRHbBEJX9W
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAGN3YNzjr
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLPspKnPoV
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoC5PztyFn
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIoplglxPZ
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrpIMnVg7F
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO76d0sjqUL
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRq1DeDv8Q6
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjTGOy8ON0
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSMjH3i0TM
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGplvtXVHRn
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmVpCc4iSq
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fB9il6Wej
「啪—」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bSsJzlTgt
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek6E81X95E
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zQIRBJZUY
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16JfG9TrVm
「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVxYgKs7ts
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCizD1428ya
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWLrYf2U9r
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFFaITSoxQ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJhkEO8hsz
「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssIt2TyJN4
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