第九十二章:承諾與失望538Please respect copyright.PENANA1kefqJ1ISd
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「Alvin,你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界?」538Please respect copyright.PENANAkegjsoiwvE
在腦海中,我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……538Please respect copyright.PENANA9oewhhQcne
她問道了這一條問題,總感覺在過去的回憶當中,也有人詢問過同一條問題……538Please respect copyright.PENANAmtQvkZW6g6
對,那個人……就是Mandy。538Please respect copyright.PENANANL7AtwLCSG
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我記起,那天是中三時的某一個星期五。538Please respect copyright.PENANAu01poUbcRg
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。538Please respect copyright.PENANAry5kwrG8sE
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題,一邊走回課室。538Please respect copyright.PENANAWFFIsPLqpZ
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「Alvin,Haley!你哋傾緊啲咩啊?」538Please respect copyright.PENANAKBQrapr38E
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。538Please respect copyright.PENANAQMTRt1Rhdm
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Haley見況,立即說:「唔阻你兩個,行先。」538Please respect copyright.PENANAPGoE3plTPd
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後,自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。538Please respect copyright.PENANAC5XvsUOTDD
無錯,其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。538Please respect copyright.PENANA0k1G7Pab7F
不過他這樣一下子就走掉,也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……538Please respect copyright.PENANA1iwNLowO0w
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「喂,Haley!洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。538Please respect copyright.PENANAKCLdsx8jxk
於是也只好放慢腳步,讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。538Please respect copyright.PENANAnKS1DRX86q
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「Haley個死仔,話走就走!」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。538Please respect copyright.PENANANJAun8PjMT
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來,並說:「Haley可能怕尷尬掛,哈哈。」538Please respect copyright.PENANAzrA3FDDdBD
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯,踏上返回課室的路程。538Please respect copyright.PENANA1KbRwgeFRJ
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然而就在中途,Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說:「Alvin,你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界?」538Please respect copyright.PENANAtttDOblIGN
「會!一定會!應承咗你架嘛!」我馬上也回應了。538Please respect copyright.PENANApwCYe5HqZi
因為明天星期六,可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。538Please respect copyright.PENANAyxEKHPfwDy
身為她的男朋友,我沒有理由不去支持一下,為她打氣吧?538Please respect copyright.PENANAYsHnI1Y83e
除此之外,其實我也打算在她完成比賽後,帶她去看電影。538Please respect copyright.PENANADwRxxsoFaZ
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。538Please respect copyright.PENANAFqzyMvGrwM
然而,我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……538Please respect copyright.PENANAoO5O1SHDzE
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隔天,正當我打算出門口時,媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。538Please respect copyright.PENANAkVpaSIXE4D
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結,開始進行倒數。538Please respect copyright.PENANA4KJoeZxu3X
若果想見最後一面,就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……538Please respect copyright.PENANAa7TVW5mCjI
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然而,我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。538Please respect copyright.PENANAz6t7GvyVTC
並在路途上,向Mandy發送了一個訊息:538Please respect copyright.PENANAoJjQZyQkpP
「我公公有事,要趕去醫院」538Please respect copyright.PENANAPW1dfYjjTa
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但是,當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身,手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。538Please respect copyright.PENANAnfrsNIgM4C
因此沒有接收到我的訊息,並一直在比賽時,無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。538Please respect copyright.PENANAguMxXGLblp
卻因為我的缺席,而分神,最後也與勝利無緣。538Please respect copyright.PENANAVgrmh77wdJ
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世,才會缺席。538Please respect copyright.PENANAurxqkifpqL
使得輸掉了比賽的她,卻要反過來安慰我。538Please respect copyright.PENANAlOUAW217d9
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但後來,我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。538Please respect copyright.PENANA21oGYMIud6
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席,彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。538Please respect copyright.PENANAzJt7nZLLL0
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣,甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。538Please respect copyright.PENANAxVRXmRFduE
雖然她一直都說不關我的事,而且知道我是有原因才不來的。538Please respect copyright.PENANATg9jfxFPI5
還覺得我有立即通知她,是盡責的行為。538Please respect copyright.PENANAxueVkyELbl
然而,只是因為她沒有看到訊息,才不知道我沒有來。538Please respect copyright.PENANAIEpcjvJfFN
而一直在比賽時東張西望,這是她身為選手的不成熟。538Please respect copyright.PENANAduI77MnSCt
但是,其實我是非常自責的,因為若果我有出現的話,或許她就不會輸掉比賽。538Please respect copyright.PENANAf4zUGGI6wq
我從此得知了,當承諾實現不了的時候,就只會帶來失望,是對自己的失望……538Please respect copyright.PENANA2lDZq4zmsx
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」538Please respect copyright.PENANA4W55hnNxOl
「嗄!」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過,並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。538Please respect copyright.PENANAJeXYwKLptR
於是我立即拿起來看,並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……538Please respect copyright.PENANAi82tiWSkQi
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「弊,琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗,無覆到佢!」538Please respect copyright.PENANAbPou23H4WI
我慌張起來地說道,並馬上點開她的訊息來看。538Please respect copyright.PENANAFCeQLvITrE
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊?」538Please respect copyright.PENANAVpBTvGNRqs
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。538Please respect copyright.PENANAxtEvyX84Dv
然而,那時候我卻昏睡了,所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。538Please respect copyright.PENANAZbjBf5c7DQ
因此,在大約十分後她又傳來:538Please respect copyright.PENANAciIKPKy0nM
「Online住唔應嘅?」538Please respect copyright.PENANAC0YmjbADMO
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗?」538Please respect copyright.PENANAgUXHe5h7wq
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接著,再過五分鐘後,她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。538Please respect copyright.PENANAjRb4W58DiL
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。538Please respect copyright.PENANA61ZaxM9n0Z
「聽日繼續加油啦!晚安啦傻>w<」538Please respect copyright.PENANAuJyFeCP5Q5
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然後,直到今早六時半,她又向我傳來了一個訊息:538Please respect copyright.PENANAvDCJH7CYZv
「我準備做手術啦」538Please respect copyright.PENANAcFrzPZIiAX
「做完再覆你ouo<3」538Please respect copyright.PENANAN2f1l2blKK
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後,立即就回覆她:538Please respect copyright.PENANAGirwuazV4i
「加油啊!我會等你回覆架>X<」538Please respect copyright.PENANAwApcRH18SM
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然而,這一段訊息,卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。538Please respect copyright.PENANAURdKSII8xO
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。538Please respect copyright.PENANAUhDkpnqJE5
會是單剔號,可能是因為訊號不良接收不到,也可能是她關機了。538Please respect copyright.PENANAcbuNnsKXDX
但這時候,我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。538Please respect copyright.PENANA7F4DZPy9Gl
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息,由單剔號變成雙剔號……538Please respect copyright.PENANAjBj4qBI8tQ
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雖然剔號並沒有改變,但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。538Please respect copyright.PENANA7PEfNB2jkD
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著,痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。538Please respect copyright.PENANADnQ4T7T0Fn
而且更糟糕的是,甚至在我平常步速下步行時。538Please respect copyright.PENANAC4ByrBRsaM
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛,使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。538Please respect copyright.PENANAnIYojHZI8I
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但我還不能就此停下腳步,因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。538Please respect copyright.PENANAYMgotbfQK2
只要再多撐三場賽事,我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力,展示自己達成承諾了……538Please respect copyright.PENANAv8LEyNkVcR
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「各就位……預備……」538Please respect copyright.PENANAfA7L4FOc7D
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。538Please respect copyright.PENANA7gUWbgqNBT
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備,然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。538Please respect copyright.PENANAyTwrSnmztQ
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣,我也只能以三個詞彙來形容,就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。538Please respect copyright.PENANAwzecJWIoj1
但是我已經回不了去,因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。538Please respect copyright.PENANAqIFscyCWXG
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「呯—」 538Please respect copyright.PENANAompQyo5P75
我立即抬起身來向前跑,卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。538Please respect copyright.PENANA3ewzXXFmjz
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。538Please respect copyright.PENANA5H39gnnyM6
接著更陸續被反超前,由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。538Please respect copyright.PENANAPIEWRjTVCK
最後更成為了最後一名。538Please respect copyright.PENANAVdaak28VuC
但是,即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好,還是追不上眼前的選手……538Please respect copyright.PENANAtiKzw1pUob
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線,自己卻還在跑著。538Please respect copyright.PENANAP83T3xBBk4
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這場二百米賽事,我可是徹底地敗北了。538Please respect copyright.PENANAmdheJEPZQQ
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了?538Please respect copyright.PENANAql9y69Davn
為什麼會落敗?為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了?538Please respect copyright.PENANAA47NOujUx0
我恨自己,恨自己又未能實現承諾。538Please respect copyright.PENANADwokkBuvlh
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然而片刻後,我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。538Please respect copyright.PENANAzJvoIUeYqt
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗,並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。538Please respect copyright.PENANAh03DcZoQJ2
可是這時候,前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路,並說:「阿侑……你做咩啦……」538Please respect copyright.PENANAh7hJrp77Ym
是Mandy。538Please respect copyright.PENANAetgfBmhdXC
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「無啊,我去更衣室拉筋啊,仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」538Please respect copyright.PENANAvbQToRZVkh
我馬上就向她說道了目的,並打算從她身旁走過。538Please respect copyright.PENANALFVekysA6B
可是,她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說:538Please respect copyright.PENANAsrdpY6uJQ5
「Zack佢話你怪怪地,搏哂命去參加比賽,所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」538Please respect copyright.PENANArr4iZTasF6
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。538Please respect copyright.PENANAoRDSOsZWyW
可是她卻表現激動起來:「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁,你無嘢啊嘛?」538Please respect copyright.PENANAFkL2lrcoEM
我嚇了一嚇,沒有即時回應她。538Please respect copyright.PENANA2jqNHg48wH
於是她也繼續說下去:「何鵬侑,你講!到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命?」538Please respect copyright.PENANAJrgmSoDC6i
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「我應承咗人,咁咪要搏命囉!承諾嚟架嘛!」我說道。538Please respect copyright.PENANAxbwhCJ1Veo
「喺承諾咁又點?」但她隨即就質問起來。538Please respect copyright.PENANAAijGKaGSrv
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時,我也忍不住激動起來說:538Please respect copyright.PENANApo9BNqZrSL
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉!就好似以前咁,我明明應承咗你,但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽,仲要搞到你分神輸咗!咪搞到你對我失望囉!」538Please respect copyright.PENANAcMOa6fn6di
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「啪—」538Please respect copyright.PENANAqN1UBpM0YQ
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。538Please respect copyright.PENANARA3yJZNqY8
我瞬間愣住,並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。538Please respect copyright.PENANAejBZPVSnu8
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。538Please respect copyright.PENANASqcz6iZFUT
直至這一刻,我才下意識過來。538Please respect copyright.PENANAl42MoGUdaS
剛剛的那一句說話,到底是有多麼的錯……538Please respect copyright.PENANAdaI89FBDEw
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望,划算嗎」538Please respect copyright.PENANAj7ArfKnVsQ