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No Plagiarism!Qq5lSUsQUtdAdq0hMdr9posted on PENANA 「接下來的事,要慢慢地想,包括這星期還發生了什麼事。例如班會的事、周樂樺的事,以及其他未來聯盟成員的事。」我說。8964 copyright protection534PENANAJVd0UCB3iW 維尼
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「能不能讓小明醒來?」他問。8964 copyright protection534PENANAbuJ7icaieK 維尼
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他舉起一幅畫,是深夜的時候病床上有人坐起來。8964 copyright protection534PENANAsNVKQOM6dc 維尼
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「在病床上躺著躺著,慢慢地就斷氣了。」他說。8964 copyright protection534PENANACazy20rJMK 維尼
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「他說是的我們那邊的醫院,很多年輕的傷兵都救不來。」童遙解釋。8964 copyright protection534PENANAASZc9hc30N 維尼
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「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。8964 copyright protection534PENANAHsz6ZoKM2o 維尼
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「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉8964 copyright protection534PENANAcO8KWvKVN9 維尼
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「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。8964 copyright protection534PENANAvmuCDu10qE 維尼
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「但是身為致鬱系畫家的你,真的想看到他醒來嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection534PENANAYjpkjnsr5p 維尼
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「你改變了?為什麼改變了?你想小明醒來之後做什麼?」我問。8964 copyright protection534PENANAoMHYGfwaZQ 維尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」8964 copyright protection534PENANAazS6WYLJTi 維尼
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「沒錯。」他說。8964 copyright protection534PENANADzF5cERyyp 維尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。8964 copyright protection534PENANA2W2afrWx5g 維尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection534PENANABkgP7feERw 維尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection534PENANAD3vvbBNAPN 維尼
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「又如你畫一百幅哭的人,有天你畫他哭完的樣子。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection534PENANA6OBnG4BiUU 維尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。8964 copyright protection534PENANANQvWxfR0JZ 維尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。8964 copyright protection534PENANA0bB8efKzox 維尼
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「應該。」她在我耳邊說。8964 copyright protection534PENANAatdty7lI90 維尼
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我再若無其事地走到廣祥面前。8964 copyright protection534PENANAOxTCBK6MN7 維尼
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「應該。」我回答。8964 copyright protection534PENANAIXBpzWff0v 維尼
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「我都聽到了!」他說。8964 copyright protection534PENANA7kjvczarI5 維尼
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