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No Plagiarism!CgwIf7uOxYolTfoGMF6Yposted on PENANA 「接下來的事,要慢慢地想,包括這星期還發生了什麼事。例如班會的事、周樂樺的事,以及其他未來聯盟成員的事。」我說。8964 copyright protection429PENANAy3BWRsU3qE 維尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」8964 copyright protection429PENANAVyFn2c2Hlh 維尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。8964 copyright protection429PENANASFbdDX9765 維尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection429PENANAkER0p8baiR 維尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。8964 copyright protection429PENANAN8D4rbtgTL 維尼
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