第四十四章：夢743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNP9czIA1u
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmKQUEANjB
我再一次有意識時，發現眼前漆黑一片。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1BociO07Q
於是我慢慢地打開眼睛……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqddUy0qrL4
發現自己躺在了4F班的課室裡。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzEoSD5RdP
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ivfYSF9DA
我看著熟悉的天花板，然後從地板坐起來，觀察了一下四周。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZxmZh8fTj
發現其他4F班的人都在上著課。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmR5NpApQp
但奇怪的是……他們似乎都沒有留意到我剛剛躺在地板上。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntFYmXTCZL
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayZm89uQUh
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGCDylPIvt
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtFftpxN2S
我馬上站了起來，並走到了坐在我前方的依玲並問道：743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdrbtxcPAi
「依玲！做咩我啱啱瞓咗喺地下嘅……」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ377Vqm2Y4
我實在是想不起剛剛發生甚麼事了，完全沒有了剛剛發生了甚麼事的記憶。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNxqzfw3rs
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLR0ZhQv3T5
「噓！依家呂老師講緊書啊！」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUwhQoohXR
依玲轉過身向著我擺出了一個「安靜」的手勢，然後小小聲地說道。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUUz2mQHVZ
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFWG5rNZHI
「呂老師？佢有教我哋班架咩？」我好奇地說。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0KZyFBbAq
然後就立即望向課室前方的教師桌……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy0S574lZb
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3JdjKEZn8
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAqfnLaRq8
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf8XHYu64A
「好啦，Class！今日我哋嚟學Drama嘅history！」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIjkQOfequ
果然如依玲所說，真的是呂老師正在講書。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdercObyHJ
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTUWV4CUtJ
但我可是知道呂老師並沒有任教我們4F班任何一個科目的……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoa3DYqOo1
到底發生了甚麼事？743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkazBNCAQea
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV36l3BoWcP
在摸不清頭緒的情況下，我只好再把視線放回依玲身上。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6edNMhKJV
「點解呂老師會教我哋嘅……依玲？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZpeYnVLEn
剛剛還在我眼前的依玲突然不見了！743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyo3py5IOOi
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl36yQPO4ra
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN91ZizriDv
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNtQxMfGq9
不只是依玲……而是整個課室所有人都不見了。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3YMfKLmEv
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJtf2UJ6EL
「大家去哂邊啊！」我走到了課室的中央自轉了一圈。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbP2s5KfgD
突然我聽到了外面走廊傳來了一陣吵鬧聲。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OThVlenjf
於是我就走出了課室，看一看走廊有沒有其他人。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYGu8NwBUo
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGz7QPXnlF
但當我走出了課室門口時。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNuUWcYY4M
我突然又聽到身後的課室充滿著笑聲。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4z1hnV2e7
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSljdsMBNGU
於是我立即向後看……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSfn8vTjEl
大家又再一次出現在課室之中。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6mQb5aMR3
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZDIiBrRYO
「Alvin！一日最衰都喺你！」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefdkKD9hwj
突然有人在我背後推了我一把，使我整個人失去平衡跌倒在地上。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRU3Xjz2Hz
但奇怪的是……我完全感覺不到痛楚。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI76UAYU5f
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi0rkb1Ni5
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlb8WaohFy
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9rdFidIXS
被推倒在地上的我，立即轉頭查看一下到底是誰把我推倒……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN24KHNTRVg
是Dan。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L3YR5zugB
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoBqFyPMdA
他非常憤怒地看著，然後就走到我前方大聲罵道：743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKsnNkhdKW
「唔喺你喺到阻止哂！我一早追到Elaine啦！」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJBsKNnlNW
接著，他就朝我揮出一拳！743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe2nQYG6wH
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOnPzIONYu
我下意識地閉上了眼睛，並舉起雙手打算擋下他的這一拳。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhy6nJ96nh8
但過了數秒後，我感覺不到有任何的東西打在我的手臂上，而且周遭都變得寧靜起來……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVPGzszO4x
於是我慢慢地張開雙眼。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNbvTX1O3j
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSk0Ga8pSL
我發現了現在身處在上一次與全班玩捉迷藏時，與依玲一起在遊樂場躲藏著的那個海盜船遊樂設施裡面。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3QqOk2eWN
這裡也是我第一次抱著她的地方……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3DpoSMiPk
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevj6Hjk0oG
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSHc6dJJ1Q
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6voGMgxTV
「阿侑……」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlBfiQZF7T
我聽到依玲的聲音從我後方傳來，於是我立即轉頭看。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4qV3NhV6b
而只看到依玲躺在地上，並雙手向我張開著。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5LWjZEPlN
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tbluvBtgX
然後她用著一個彷彿就快要哭出來的語氣看著我說：743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RmmnlGRn1
「你唔好走……我哋喺好朋友嚟，我唔會比你走……」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JBNgBXmAP
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ56XrfyAGs
這一刻，我完全搞不清狀況……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TcBgunnnF
但我很快就發現自己無法說話，只能張開著嘴發出「啊啊」的聲音。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4N41LRNie
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cLzrAwDQo
「你最後都喺想走啊……因為你仲喺有嘢隱瞞緊我……」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHIoZFGqqA
躺著的依玲坐了起來，然後低著頭一邊說，一邊向我慢慢爬過來。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWgBmCJGQj
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSQ71zGJlD
我仍然無法說話，只能看著她慢慢地爬到我的身旁。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeV8raJMb6
這時，我發現自己除了不能說話外，更不能動彈。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0OV4AjmU4
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GEJXk7FVe
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIaA0AHlAN
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zBRl6BU2s
依玲爬到了我身旁並停下來。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBjAebKorg
然後她抬起頭，露出了一對通紅的眼睛看著我說：743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHtnjdfsly
「其實你對Venus都有好感……但又唔同我講……你想搵佢嚟取代我！」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Nm2n3h0F5
她突然撲向我。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavPCythnJs
而本能反應下，我又再一次閉上了眼睛……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1kPiBxmH0
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdfhW7JU4F
「阿侑……阿侑？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumGlQ0se4S
又是一把熟悉的聲音在呼叫著我。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oesraN9o5
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBi7RsBvDv3
我慢慢地張開眼睛，然後看見了Venus由上而下看著我並叫道我的名字。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFOcZGbyEb
很快我就發現了自己此刻正是躺在了Venus的大腿上……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaJkhsQvNT
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvwGobk8NZ
我再看一下四周……發現我們正身處圖書館。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iW9tnUU1W
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1UIs48JWf
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWuTg9mhB5
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xUgsWAaCp
「你知我鍾意你架呵？」她問道我。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeHaNFvVmW
我當然是知道的，但我沒有回答她。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq95NFb65wJ
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZgQum7urG
「咁你會唔會同我一齊？」她又再問道我另一條問題。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHi6Edkk5K
但我一樣沒有回答，只是從她的大腿上起來並坐到她的一旁。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHglQRKuE1
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZzuqHJIbz
「其實你喺知道架……我哋食過口水尾、挨過膊頭瞓、比你攬過、仲錫過你臉……你喺知我鍾意你架……只喺你……」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUu5mnWZvt
她把話說到一半後就停頓了。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3P00iSIoV1
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvJ7fSiJ28
「只喺我咩？」我發現自己終於可以說話了。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj1zU88UcP
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTZieZvz3j
Venus遙一遙頭，然後就看著我說：「只喺你仲未放低佢。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T4tTbfQkq
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl62ejHymgA
在她說完後，我轉眼間就來到了一個海岸邊。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpobb1KgeTx
我相信自己對於這個海岸的記憶是非常深刻的。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFSqX3kWYC
接著，我就沿著海岸邊步行著……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilF2LuK25K
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqSZ2Cm0Is
「我哋分手啦。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStJTZS5QvO
她果然也出現了。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2Jwm6d4io
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxLizusy4P
我強忍著心中那股痛楚，然後轉向後方看著她。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKjiLtAm4l
「Mandy……」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSA9amZiIQ
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAlinJyfQg
「我對Long D真喺無信心。」她繼續說著。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVoM7rZG0m
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjSVgY6Ee2
「未試過又點知真喺無信心……」我看著她說。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6SyyNIC7I
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOCRMlTCGv
「我哋分手啦。」她又重複了剛剛的那一句話。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29sb9xisbR
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPvYhlaoYL
「其實……個晚我一直都好想同你講……唔好咁快放棄，我哋可以嘗試一下……」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUBcTDGx70
此時，我的眼眶已經充滿著淚水。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Huon9dGWQ
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRdhod1CfQ
這一句或許是我一直很想與她說的一句話。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHleRZh8JH
或許我相信著這一句話可能可以扭轉整個結局。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzhzEo77jR
可惜當時她直接掛斷了電話及封鎖了我。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzoBZCP7V6
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqtkj6CaxU
而現在的我也知道，我眼前的她……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT92LiAMBem
只是我過去一的個記憶，過去一的一個遺憾。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy9sTo2I6n
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5A42kntYgM
我慢慢地閉上了眼睛，深呼吸了一下。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlxujeduzX
然後再打開眼。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGLVvuHF12
剛剛眼前的Mandy消失了……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm75R0Sts5J
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK0fjq4lDC
「我唔想離開你！」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFYSYhMbIS
她突然出現在我後方，並撲到我身上，然後用雙手緊緊地摟住我。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8y7umAf77
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPlZC0Huny
她一邊淒涼地哭著，雙手一邊越摟越近。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRPhPzaf6I
雖然比她緊抱著，但這一刻，我感受不到她的呼吸、心跳及溫暖。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8aDGBRnHH
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQbaQv4Hr2
「呢啲都只喺回憶嚟……」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRXjvJ8yFP
不知道為何我雙眼開始流下淚水。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvko2edPIbf
而且我的心，感到非常的疼痛……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswGWxDMgB0
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfgS3PZoMb
「我唔喺回憶啊……我哋一齊翻啦……好無？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIA7xKTwqn
「她」在我背後說著。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyabTTFftJ5
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwbEmBdkk5
我沒有回應「她」。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyDMj37LH8
只是用手把「她」摟緊著我的雙手慢慢地拉開。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthASJ7wBYj
然後再轉身看著「她」並後退了幾步。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ3L8zqx4r
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORkeGoAd4m
「她」用著一個疑慮地眼神看著我，然後就再次問道：743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknkhtHpF5Y
「你唔想同我一齊翻咩？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgmGcjw6PV
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUHMJmLMvz
「夢……喺時候要醒啦……」我說的同時，眼淚繼續從我雙眼流著。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvt95nbpoO
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5p3uuGFv1
「可能我真喺好似Rita咁講，真喺未放低你呢！我哋復合啦，好無？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuJhpErzM0
「她」繼續說著。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv345sSfVG
但我是知道的……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIWeXC52NJ
這些都只是我的幻想而且。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvLLCQGPUS
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ022FAIvvcB
我遙一遙頭，然後抹走了臉上的眼淚後說：743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIIeedbYNp
「感性上，我都想同你復合……但喺理性上話我知，我哋只喺過去……雖然好遺憾，但喺一切都要完啦……好多謝「你」仲成日出現，提醒我……喺時候要放低。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6p802MrlD
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfjwWjswNn
她沒有回應我，只是向我微笑著，然後就……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcGatZ6zRF
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfOSBTac0J
「鈴—鈴—鈴—」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKlH9LsIvC
我打開了眼。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENGn9U1bzV
「果然喺發夢……咦？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVaE6P6iyL
我摸了一摸自己的臉頰，發現是濕濕的。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67rJ7sbuiA
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「我竟然發夢發到喊……」我自嘲起來。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOhuxUDT8k
然後用被子把臉上的淚水都抹乾。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3zcHpcugC
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接著，我把手機的鬧鐘關上，並從床走了下來，再伸展了一下身子。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD7vvjMGE6
「又要準備翻學啦……」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B4OaKuzpk
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當我打開房門準備前往洗手間準備梳洗時。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6lm0BVW0Z
我回頭看了一看床頭的那一隻熊玩偶……那一隻Mandy送給我的熊玩偶。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnWYTjQB32
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「睇嚟要將佢收起先得……」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmFKVLqBpG
然後我就離開了房間。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AoMG6GELx
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而那隻熊玩偶就在此時向前倒下了。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjytKNrLAOD
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