第一六零章：約會(下)525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXpMJMRQNV
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「沙—沙沙—沙—」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorPDVXWLdn
伴隨一個個浪花沖刷，陣陣的海風也同時吹拂我們的身驅。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMxY9MKYYg
我與Venus二人此刻正抱著雙腳坐在金黃而細軟的沙子上，看著一望無際而白茫茫的大海。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZRCe1B84o
至於剛才我在路上所問道的問題，Venus她仍然沒有回答。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZvcjRvXRz
只是稍為移開了眼神並指向了沙灘：「不如去咗沙灘先啦。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrNpwEUwBy
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如今我與她已經在沙灘上靜坐了大約十多分鐘，她依然默不作聲。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvh3uip7nH
因此我都再問：「你嘅答案喺？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyxbM6kMoU
但Venus只是搖搖頭：「乜個答案重要咩？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5acUh5jZyE
「我只喺想知……」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLZwVdOLMt
「想知我喺咪當你喺水泡？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq3koYPw75
「唔喺啊！」我馬上扭過頭望了她。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXM6QNVZQuL
只見她依然一臉平淡地凝視著前方的大海。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXT3qVbGzQ0
「我就喺驚你諗多咗先一直唔同你講原因。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWlbTQWLTs
「點解會覺得我諗多咗啊？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D7vfWONeA
然而，這次換轉是她扭過頭並與我對上了眼神。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWud7lTKIL
「你問我點解揀你，已經代表你諗多咗。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvq17sBpWS
我無言了，因為她說得正確。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8ZCFEFMb8
而她看見我閉上嘴的一刻，也繼續說：「鍾意一個人都要多多原因嘅，咁仲喺唔喺真心鍾意呢？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0edjsonX5p
「咁……鍾意都有分一見鍾情同日久生情架嘛？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C4rDDcJPR
她睜了兩下眼，隨後便笑起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssJIREmOgZ
「呵，咁你覺得我對你喺咩？一見定日久？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSPXg4jCUj
「欸……」我一時三刻回答不了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTmQnY062g
「你睇你自己都答唔出，咁點解仲要問我原因呢？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ08fbZmlyD
我再次閉上了嘴，並微微地低頭起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnsutHaruq
但一瞬間，Venus也把頭靠到我的肩膊上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDWOyiviE4
「我對你兩者都有……」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBUSk9hsz0
我沒有立即回應，只是繼續聆聽著。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzS599YjEcg
「中三棋藝比賽你做裁判個陣，見你成日都好大反應，又會不時放水比我，覺得你好得意。然後請槍你嚟話劇學會個陣，見到你好認真咁整嘢個嗰樣，覺得你好型。之後中四知道你入咗嚟話劇學會，又知道你都喺住屯門，一瞬間覺得一切都喺緣份……緣份為我哋牽起咗紅線。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfzjx7rNjL
「可惜我喺呢條紅線中間打咗好多個結……」我不禁自嘲起來，畢竟我欠她太多了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiIsN9u0jt
相反她卻否認我的說話：「唔關你事，你有你嘅選擇權利，就好似你最後都同翻Mandy復合咁。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJEA3GIgc8
「我欠咗你哋實在太多……」我還是把那句話從心裡坦白出來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBr3M4eIV9
「正如我啱先所講，你最後都同Mandy復合，完咗佢嘅心願。而我，你就喺我留院嘅時候一直陪住我，仲乜嘢攬拖鍚都做齊哂，個陣我哋同拍緊拖真喺無分別。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vFIb9p2vJ
「感覺就好似比咗份假期待你……」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4e1LBsnSPS
她聽到我這樣說著，隨即把頭移離了我的肩膊，並伸直雙腿坐著。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlgRDwmLDi
接著便雙手輕撫著我的頭：「你試下瞓落我大髀。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaNvKQBpso
對於她的請求，我先是愣住了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5w6SEEtc9Z
但是很快也按她所說，轉而把頭躺到她的大腿上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CQqbuA5Ui
而躺平的一瞬間，映入眼簾的除了那蔚藍的天空之外，就是那笑容猶如天使般的她。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVSrFOdnCZ
「我哋呢個姿勢好奇怪呵？」我稍為不好意思地說道。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOEud2Pg1G
始終躺在女生的大腿上，應該只有情侶才會這樣做……對吧？525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zJKiZltC6
「我想試下呢種感覺喺點嘛，哈哈。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2L7QqVRJm1
她在說著的同時，展露出了那熟悉而甜蜜的微笑。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdrkUMOB6I
而在她的笑容紓緩下，我也放鬆了整個人，完全躺在她那細膩柔滑的大腿上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpm1hvRrzGM
期間我凝視著她的雙眼並說：「對唔住，突然問咗你啲咁奇怪嘅問題。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0FNEb3URO
然而，她只是搖搖頭：「我都預咗你會問，始終喺你嘅心結嚟。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWYHBjcM8j
「我嘅心結？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtcSZs35Xp
她點一點頭：「你擔心自己嘅存在意義，喺咪？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsbZd6zFZ8
我沒有開聲回答，只是靜靜地點頭起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyfV5z48Mh
Venus說得沒有錯，的確我一直以來都為自己的存在價值而煩惱。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFY54OCuDP
所謂的存在意義並不是甚麼我生在這世上有何用意之類的。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VdSnYjffL
而是我在其他人心目中，到底有何意義。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51VXXqA5Jg
在其他人的心裡，我可以是一個朋友、是一名死黨、是一個知己、更可以是仇敵或是憎恨之人。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoBwFUeWqL
曾經我在Mandy的心中，是前男友也是復合對象，使得她即使回來的生活也是近乎圍繞著我在轉，彷彿就是因為我的存在而困住了她。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmzq34rFiW
而經歷完與Mandy的所有事情後，我意識到自己的存在將會影響其他人，Venus與依玲也是「受害者」之一。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7q1ZD2Fgv
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「愛瑩。」我輕聲地叫道了Venus的名字。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNp1se2Qoq
她則是好奇地「嗯」了一聲，隨後便默默地凝著躺下的我。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhkGwR0ixH
「我剩低嘅時間已經唔多，好快就會離開你。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6sgGL8r9e
「我知……」她的表情並沒有太大變化：「我知你就快要走。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZNMpgqTW1
「原來你知！？之前仲呃你一齊溫書……唔好意思。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUvtBoo0YY
我別開了眼神向她道歉起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWaBaXhqsp
因為我，一直都在欺騙著大家。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3Z5bno4DJ
其實我早就答應了呂老師的邀請，前往外國進修。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaLlkIOHR7
甚至連公開考試的成績都不用，就可以直接入學。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UlqLGptaG
現在回想起，猜不到呂老師竟然有如此大的影響力。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjGQlPQI1w
就大約在一月初，一次與呂老師會見並答覆我的決定時……525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GRBpDAiGv
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「Alvin Boy好開心你會答應我嘅invite。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO10haWjqBT
「始終我都想見識下外面嘅世界……咁喺咪要考埋試，再報個分過去？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnP5dm8IJU2
當我問及考試及成績時，呂老師卻搖頭起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J0Ssc3sxh
「你唔洗考exam添啊，有我recommend嘅話，可以直接入學。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdMBdVxpgB
聽到老師如此說道，我不禁目瞪口呆起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllSK28VzZG
「唔洗考試分？依家唔喺報U咩？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UpVW8XvgO
「你估好似Hong Kong咁咩，入個U都要high marks、awards同OLEs。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoexDDDvXeo
的確香港大學就是出了名「難入易出」呢……525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUXCxR86H5
「總之有我recommend你就一帆風順啦！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i2Mt4c9ui
「到底呂老師你其實喺咪嗰間U嘅校長嚟架，入學入得咁兒戲嘅……」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbibGLKS4n
「我都想做principal啊，哈哈！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtEr7m9DAx
如是者，就在呂老師的開笑下，我們相繼討論了很多有關進修的事情。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOBpI9tJ4n
而在數個星期後，我更得知了那邊學校打算在三月尾會見所有受特殊推薦入學的準學生。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SLXtM23P1
因此與學校及我的父母商量後，中六年級的last day，也將會是我真正離開這間中學的last day……525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7H3XeaQgB
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「我最唔識應付呢啲離別之交，唯有扮會繼續同你哋一齊溫書考試……」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygUygUDu9P
「我就知道你喺有嘢扮緊……」Venus說道後便把手輕放到我的臉頰上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fq2vZc7SR
「你點知……？」我一同輕撫著她那只手問道。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsu5i5K4Qd
「幾次同你溫書都發覺你淨喺教我、幫我解題，然後又幫我搵past paper、highlight重點，仲幫我整咗好多notes。但從來都唔見你自己喺到操卷，就好似你喺到為緊我準備考試多過為自己。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Wh6lf2cKe
「咁都比你發現……」我隨即便冷笑起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XvS9PSybu
想不到所有為她的小動作都被她看穿了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZwMicnytf
「如果……我做呢個進修選擇，你會唔會憎我一世？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kst9pBCjl
她收起了笑容並說：「我會憎你一世，而且同時我會將你從此忘記。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZVUKfqoXg
「真？！」我不禁瞪起雙眼、有點震驚地說道。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYXirU4TaC
但是她下一剎那又臉掛笑容說：「憎你同忘記你一秒鐘之後，就會掛念住你直到下一世。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5ob9nE4ia
聽到她的這番說話，我先是愣住了，隨後也臉頰泛紅起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3nLSfvYfL
「咁快就下一世……」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQNg0e3CxC
而她相繼一同面紅耳赤起來，並微微撅起嘴說：「下一世唔好咩？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADFr8ZQ7jm
「但你咁樣一直掛住我，會好辛苦。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDFEp9iotx
「唔好睇小我……」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOfDvJZj7K
在話後，她便低下頭吻到我的嘴唇上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJiPKsdE5E
與那柔潤的嘴唇觸碰一刻，我們也一同閉上了雙眼、聆聽著不斷湧上又消退的海浪。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJluLXhvLml
而隨後在吻過後，我也從她的大腿上站起身來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UenHRG0Yo
「不如去食飯囉？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TDcKnTVyR
但Venus只是先抬頭望向我，然後就向我伸手。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCN192GVM9
「你帶我去啊。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp518ZGiAcJ
我看著她輕笑了一聲，便與她牽起了手並把她拉起身來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgBwvfjnzZ
接著也二人一同往燒烤場的方向開始步行。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDPIGcvckU
「想食咩？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1DMHG8TIs
「不如去你屋企煮？你家姐同我講話今晚你屋企無人。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7r3iUxyYh
「喺？點解我唔知架？！佢又去男朋友到？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3ROwNMXke
「嗯……仲有我同咗屋企講，話我今晚過Coco到過夜……」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Z8v26z4ai
她說著的同時，臉頰及耳朵也通紅起來，連聲音也越說越小聲。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO1OTR5NDL
聽著她的一言一語、看著她的表情，我也不禁面紅耳赤起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaa1Ok4niY
並一同輕聲細語地說：「咁……咁嚟我屋企食啦……仲有一齊瞓。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8gWjPoF0f
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「懷疑自己的同時，其實也會有人無條件地接納你」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1qt9HJ868
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作者的話：最終話開始倒數……525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtItOVh1eLh
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