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我們分手的那一天……535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjP7iUXviz
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtxp868Jwo
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcyBgo1aYo
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESC1r2wWFS
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnif0WB1iRB
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlX9sBOF5M
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0T5ZXjv6oB
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKkDkOqeFj
顯示的卻是單剔號。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAnRB1iuo3
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXE0qBmlKb
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIGxb10Apx
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwNyFaS2KW
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZqUG6jmL0
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64P5hzNUHi
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxd9jzum2If
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC40XU58qYZ
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgE44PXisJS
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2vSXA51gF
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rtmiEQddW
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrukZZDmYo
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXJ5owYGPi
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07TZA8tY51
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbdQJ8hfQ0
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvyg7csPS8
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEubzoXIL1m
這是回憶嗎？535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT9eZKuxb3
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KGQqyJ1B6
又是回憶了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyVpEeY3cW
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BX9sdnyGg
怎樣都是回憶。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCrNf2GdUX
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTM9hasFYd
不要再是回憶了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuZu4wapnC
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoQM52YsGb
不要、不要、不要！535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcNwowpOYB
「我唔想離開你！」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2snfamaUHa
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「夠啦！」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNchwGlP1gb
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyI1BDuiEg
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfq7PXz7wE
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAHWvruan1
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWUsqd5xhK
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaWTrbW69W
「咦？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJxWMbi0AL
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoarAbMqVA
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYOa1VUmZZ
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPUbwJ0rhU
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqKq5EOk7G
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7MV57o0Lf
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyhyI2madd
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMxmsyAyZ7
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBfxSY6cNk
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4WqAayWJ9
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRkvJe0c0m
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ28mKO8pq
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuIWNNDt86
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg0Ks5gg7q
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkni5dcNcG
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSssosguM1
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOPGbCCblw
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GWjCJSnMa
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqFcFvn29F
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHeNI21iPa
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ24Jv1SnMc
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I1cIAS5Gf
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31WcFXj2tg
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL3k5ehlvs
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHYg0GBpNf
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYPG99SRjH
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIVsK0S1g1
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUUE2BDhGi
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXMAJmjfGt
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaofEAFunSh
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95yIIrCbse
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmuMYRS4V2
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnJeCCophC
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHI2sUuXIKM
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSL2iuQtXQk
不過，當然是沒有了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlUK8H47Qs
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXjHEEDvfT
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aANXPdgFV
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiXWUKYywE
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVNG21TrFX
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmvVrCLnjg
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNlLE9nSVE
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDDSZUw3BG
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPs1TYQPZ6
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu4N9fMn9f
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgBvLDTMGX
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzkLcdG6wN
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MNYDPgla3
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXeQWfYmNu
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6dPZ2FRRN
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrz0Gou5tR
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhtU8J2hOq
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqDWyNx8Lp
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEsX62cITM
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZDiir2C4E
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2z8BYuntp
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPzBktPwe0
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyNp4GC424
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC8WVkinxO
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