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我們分手的那一天……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplNVZE48lG
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnlLXPUzSC
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyAj8du2QF
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqCils5Hi7
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWgwhGloLu
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5da2Ux8z2
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAcEwvthfx
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzpzBx47SF
顯示的卻是單剔號。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5QIgOzR5r
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum9DtctWFl
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIwS8gPMVZ
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi89L7Ozcsd
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzMxRwEBHm
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb59KQUc4L
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszOMEeQsqp
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG5lbQfjGK
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN904ssVGS4
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuStpuaE9p
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYC7kUJcQl
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDdsUNCQLC
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcb80PLeQoN
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJl53Us0j6
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IA0FLgQgu
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rrY49DYaq
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviJRnShjcY
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp00yiP6Umo
這是回憶嗎？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFwKE5Mqub
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3ultnO0xH
又是回憶了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLJhJLThYu
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjYAweQhia
怎樣都是回憶。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RfzBkee4U
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaH8OmIBYs
不要再是回憶了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdngSSbetW
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECAi8oMAYW
不要、不要、不要！534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtz1eMGFdH
「我唔想離開你！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxOICIiQAs
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「夠啦！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFdHV0thKE
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MCyGvmBEY
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpCWN3QIRS
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9YGhE4p06
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ED9Pl68LK
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG6bwQuw0e
「咦？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGuTxPoijh
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AcYI0dHOx
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBag4uLGji
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7ri5S3RjJ
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHM29WvU3n
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV68YWdkCyU
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ykEixvGFo
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N4csN8Eku
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIozaaCkqQ
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGwICTKbRm
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADdalCky4T
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8HqZXX1J6
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2YFdcRcj0
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE7rXUwgsG
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLoTc0Uj4l
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmIQ7bMJrD
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6FWVw0dvw
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs6lkLJsw2
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8NO7raBay
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFE7gGbvIXk
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wK5yJDbLe
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0hRWFVCaO
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxg7nsIy97
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI6G5pAHw9
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrhsig5qO5
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwwDyDXoKM
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrnXGP7aDi
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RMLBkRrIR
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9KZk4h4JN
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzzuU7O4BH
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDnyPA9WCi
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNopfyVbL1N
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAxLmNgXl0
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6t1St1lDc
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8eBJVfznd
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSnagP00XA
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFD3smddO7O
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOacyd3e2G
不過，當然是沒有了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXV8pvY276
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxEqawXdKO
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9Tq5n0IZu
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9xuEsJyCQ
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbISkeXaxJL
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3UCEuT9kI
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhBiDJ9Qfx
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0BAAS0fdf
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSn58rm4XW
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLDpciLvnR
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLUX9o6Vn8
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8UAghijFQ
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr0WB28pzh
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg85o1nMgj
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1AWv780Xh
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJsd8FHjKc
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHht5P0KJj
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSGEVobWnu
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGpIxUQUHb
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8cJheioMN
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyIDKOV6VT
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbukYAm8gf
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBhW70VoqR
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q43r4Oo50
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ1qP0LqYN
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3g9NXooiJ
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