第一二七章：過去534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnV4E6Qgs7
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我們分手的那一天……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLHmyRFGwJ
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEV249Vlwr
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxfViNTE4t
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJE1IJIFEF
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkPyLWCYru
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfEBr9nfCp
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuJBx9jsct
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3go8Nzlee
顯示的卻是單剔號。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyyhegj8YO
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90yUcCcCZu
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5dZrK04Xp
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMgjMfKQjy
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPousEaknRT
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkRIuq1fC1
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OKheoaGVT
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk6kYukJv3
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7DBnEHmKp
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfG51TS9lOH
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsx9kZPWk6g
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwpYE5iXNf
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIh2ftU0mA
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgP15uKVKQ
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeKAj38KvN
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVnPIrdlKr
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcwkJk6ZyC
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdQbFgzW2M
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i7p7BNZKI
這是回憶嗎？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObiDskHuag
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ocThShaa4
又是回憶了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2U99oqfwg
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjMn6wxny0
怎樣都是回憶。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdr5HGhnG0
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGDlCMaRJf
不要再是回憶了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUGjbCTe6F
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGgrwLgnQH
不要、不要、不要！534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzNl0INqwG
「我唔想離開你！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ethl4Org2
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「夠啦！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5CsJLwpM8
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ238cGxluCV
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCn5Z1JNwbU
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA1wpDjJlk
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LTbrzwiPo
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1UNWUtr3w
「咦？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7hlk5sP5l
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnrgtL1EIj
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBmmeL9XGB
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIjXMj2AhU
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGOyyGbfHm
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXE5ppAOGZN
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBwG9EXMAI
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzfZEK7V1k
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d6frxypNp
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82Q1n7WOuJ
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1eX34VSHl
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRFwdppbkn
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm09nc4V0P
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn7qd3gzdC
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWN3pUnS6d
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGQczbNCJQ
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OTgihWc0N
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds7RI7jywe
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ztdJiXK49
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjHVU7Q3JC
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl25DCpdnWb
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbUslp5NUn
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mEi5Akl14
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlUTRqZxPL
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk8MoiLjfY
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0fjDRpVfg
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjvoAfwDmk
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVLKx3gcA6
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo6cMhPdke
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2WjU1b4X0
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cBUA5vvLU
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCJd0snUEQ
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWHon98bkt
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzujRaa8lb8
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNisRNZzZz
不過，當然是沒有了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUVNVFMlKy
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhSjg1eAJv
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOZuBGApPW
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPborNY9V5Q
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Tem92LNe1
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXhb4C5Q47
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag9xYdb8ZD
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KdwfGbZid
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZqyBlwhmT
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1Abo5ZZEA
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGsFR3TXx4
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLueBR14av
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbbkTCEsMy
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7d9THBNer
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwP8mOeP8n
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75YMBfDSHN
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaw2YTrfbT
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLJjN7GnXt
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hHQivnqjt
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQifKllMrv
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9tc0lireJ
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcKCD2tU01
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfKVE9NUn4
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdWoIQDMd5
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn125N124LZ
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5l0dkPeJEJ
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