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以下繼續是依玲的視覺……523Please respect copyright.PENANATQM2g9a8sL
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「所以我希望你可以同Raymond復合,然後讓翻阿侑出嚟。」523Please respect copyright.PENANA1PMW90ymaH
我隨即的反應只是尷尬地笑起來:「吓?你認真架?」523Please respect copyright.PENANAyHCr2qnZK8
「我認真架。」但她卻亳不犹豫的回答。523Please respect copyright.PENANAZsD1lg7DLK
而看著她認真的眼神,我感覺她似乎不是在開玩笑。523Please respect copyright.PENANAaG222x69Fu
但是,開口就是要求人家與前度復合,還是一個出軌的前度復合。523Please respect copyright.PENANAnmnhnE5Qfy
實在是太過強人所難了,並且提出如此請求的人,還是曾經的第三者……523Please respect copyright.PENANANtkDWoY4lq
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不過,我已經不是昔日那個遇上感情問題就會變得啞口無言、不知所措的鍾依玲了。523Please respect copyright.PENANAVsoF4T8r8J
經歷時間的流逝,我學懂了如何隱藏自己的情感,不會輕易地向其他人展露情緒化的一面。523Please respect copyright.PENANATd0TBkbhyS
但唯獨有一個人,在面對著他的時候,卻會使我一下子打回原形。523Please respect copyright.PENANAbmWlX189e7
而在與他相處的時候,我的思緒也會變得凌亂起來。523Please respect copyright.PENANAjQk5HWuKsX
腦中只餘下他的存在。523Please respect copyright.PENANAHB3Rs8jpeM
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阿侑,你曾經與我渡過分手後的低潮,在我感到失落時陪伴著我。523Please respect copyright.PENANABGwStIrhHb
體諒我的任性,一直在身邊默默地支持著我。523Please respect copyright.PENANAf80k9ZHkAd
你更令我當看到你與其他女生變得融洽時,會變得嫉妒起來。523Please respect copyright.PENANABvfQiPq0rN
我知道,喜歡你的人還有Venus以及Mandy。523Please respect copyright.PENANAyjvDg6DcQ0
而我也只是一個口是心非的「好朋友」而且。523Please respect copyright.PENANAxH6UAs41jb
但是,本來不應該喜歡上你的我,最後卻還是動心了。523Please respect copyright.PENANAZkEJMmYiRH
如果說Venus是與你一見鍾情,Mandy是希望與你再續前緣。523Please respect copyright.PENANA5KWceF9t3p
那我就是在經歷了兩年的相處後,與你日久生情。523Please respect copyright.PENANAaiWdLuHqYa
因此叫我主動退出的話,實在是太強人所難了……523Please respect copyright.PENANACiLNvXTbHh
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「首先,點解要我同Raymond復合?」我直接質問Laura。523Please respect copyright.PENANA9WfUY8Fw4H
「因為喺我拆散咗你哋,明明你哋應該會繼續開開心心咁做情侶,但就比我一手破壞咗。」523Please respect copyright.PENANA8KqVMEMGc6
「所以你依家打算同我道完歉之後,我就可以同條友復合翻啦。」我用著一個質疑的語氣說道。523Please respect copyright.PENANAco6KgjHO6r
而Laura的表情也隨即變得有點錯愕起來:「我……我唔喺咁嘅意思啊。」523Please respect copyright.PENANAglgQqjbczk
「咁點解你咁想我同Raymond復合翻先,何況你仲要喺第三者。」523Please respect copyright.PENANACXKcaXfxN7
我繼續追問她,並不打算給予她任何喘息、思考的機會。523Please respect copyright.PENANAL6ChkCVmhO
人只會在被不斷窮追猛打下,才會表露真言。523Please respect copyright.PENANABAoNfmUnKx
只要尚當有一絲的思考空間,真言都會將會成為謊言。523Please respect copyright.PENANAb0tEinLBLX
我會懂得這個道理,可要多謝經常迫我說心底話的阿侑了。523Please respect copyright.PENANAVkX3z4Iz9S
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「想你哋復合……」Laura逐漸變得口吃起來。523Please respect copyright.PENANA4XXKKrGl9W
她應該猜想不到,我會變得如此主動地質問,與她的預想產生落差。523Please respect copyright.PENANAMqqOZxQf1r
「Raymond因為你而出軌,但喺你依家竟然叫我去搵呢個對我不忠嘅人渣,實在喺太過強人所難啦。」523Please respect copyright.PENANAciYN0HNHq7
而我當然不打算錯過繼續迫她說出真心話的機會了。523Please respect copyright.PENANAiJBDMmVyGH
正當Laura打算開口回應時,我卻立即再說:「依家就好似喺你搶咗我啲嘢哋用,然後用到厭就格硬比翻我咁。」523Please respect copyright.PENANAqoreUiwNk5
「Elaine,我唔喺咁嘅意思啊!」剛才一直面不改色的她,情緒也開始明顯地產生變化。523Please respect copyright.PENANAB7LnHLzlh2
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人,一旦在情緒高漲的時候,思緒就會變得混亂起來。523Please respect copyright.PENANAPTRFSDb8xl
大腦根本不會反應過來去編造任何美化之言。523Please respect copyright.PENANAU4Id4pwZKD
身為過來人的我,想不到會有反過來使其他人變得不知所措的一天。523Please respect copyright.PENANAymuL8trrxE
於是我一邊質疑著她,一邊留意著她的情緒變化。523Please respect copyright.PENANA3jXN0tdnqG
並同一時間心裡想著,原來這就是阿侑平時迫我道出真心話時的畫面。523Please respect copyright.PENANAkxtr4wHpCV
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「難得我終於放低咗條人渣,然後鍾意咗阿侑。但你依家竟然叫我主動退出,原因除咗你一樣都鍾意阿侑之外,我就諗唔到其他理由啦。」523Please respect copyright.PENANAovdBGuLmRP
當然,我想她應該不是喜歡上了阿侑才會這樣說。523Please respect copyright.PENANA0QJP0goiYv
但是我知道,一旦發現產生了誤解或誤會後,對方往往都會想盡快澄清。523Please respect copyright.PENANAfKexkQ54dn
然後在澄清的時候,就是對方說出真心話的一刻了。523Please respect copyright.PENANAtL8XTD2iNW
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「我唔喺鍾意阿侑啊!我只喺想幫Mandy!」523Please respect copyright.PENANAxTRkzYX0FD
在我一番質問後,Laura也終於大聲喊道。523Please respect copyright.PENANAScQQblKmlv
看來,我成功了。523Please respect copyright.PENANAdr9KZnsMZ3
可是,接著我也沒有回應,只是等待她繼續把話接下去。523Please respect copyright.PENANA0fzf4u0WFy
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「Mandy當年被迫去海外留學,而要親手結束同阿侑嘅感情。明明就唔想,明明就繼續想同阿侑喺埋一齊,但喺最終佢就做錯咗選擇。然而,喺分開嘅期間,佢根本就無放低過阿侑,即使翻嚟之後佢曾經一度想放低阿侑,但喺佢根本做唔到,反而仲越踩越深。身為朋友嘅我,見到佢一直為情所困,所以先決定要幫佢,如果要佢放低阿侑喺無可能,咁就要令到佢哋復合翻!」523Please respect copyright.PENANAeIMT0FgU9M
Laura一氣呵成說道,並在話後隨即喘息起來。523Please respect copyright.PENANAqmFvULIpyt
而我接下來也是一句:「咁點解要我同Raymond復合?」523Please respect copyright.PENANA28RRoIEB3r
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「因為我對唔住你,當初Raymond搵我搭訕嘅時候,我無拒絕到,反而仲令到佢鍾意咗我。後來對於佢嘅追求,我再一次無拒絕到,最終搞到你哋分手。」她一臉尷尬地說著。523Please respect copyright.PENANAnsv1e9Rfsp
畢竟,現在可是第三者在與前度道歉著呢。523Please respect copyright.PENANAAPMEylBp1z
但如果是兩年前的我,在得知事情的真相後,或許會立即心軟起來。523Please respect copyright.PENANA1XBrXNVYHd
並第一時間去找Raymond,希望能夠挽回一切,希望二人能回到最初的起點。523Please respect copyright.PENANA7JozoANjSh
不過,隨著時間的流逝,我逐漸認清了Raymond這個人。523Please respect copyright.PENANAE2MWkInDMx
縱使在交往時,他是多麼的疼愛我也好,他的不忠仍然是一個事實。523Please respect copyright.PENANAhj6fCDRe1C
即使沒有Laura的出現,那傢伙遲早還是會搭上Jenifer,甚至更早。523Please respect copyright.PENANAFvPFkZ2gmQ
愛情,讓我對一個人愛得不能自拔,但同時也讓我認清一個人。523Please respect copyright.PENANAE1Wak0obtY
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「我同Raymond已經無可能再一齊,因為我已經睇清楚咗佢喺一個咩人。」523Please respect copyright.PENANACYmQZM7AiG
我先低頭並搖一搖頭說道,接著便抬頭看著Laura說:「鍾意咩人、鍾意邊個喺由自己選擇,就好似Mandy咁,即使分開再重遇,即使佢同阿侑嘅關係不復存在,但喺佢仍然選擇繼續鍾意阿侑。而我都一樣,一度認為或許我同阿侑嘅關係永遠只會喺好朋友,永遠都只會停留喺友達以上、戀人未滿,不過我都會選擇繼續鍾意佢。」523Please respect copyright.PENANAGno4tVeKaa
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「即喺你會同Mandy爭……」Laura小小聲地說。523Please respect copyright.PENANAuWlpsmWlnV
而我聽到了她這樣說道後,也情不自禁地笑起來。523Please respect copyright.PENANA7SF0SfS3oJ
Laura則是有點疑惑地對著我皺起眉頭。523Please respect copyright.PENANA0HgqCfnLoQ
「喺,我喺會唔會讓阿侑出嚟,因為我好鍾意佢,鍾意到希望可以同佢著住校服拍拖、拖住手畢業、抱住我過下半世。」523Please respect copyright.PENANAVxwC4gncbu
說著同時,我望向天上的夜空,腦中更開始閃出剛才所說的畫面。523Please respect copyright.PENANAVvFOyZEMml
雖然只是幻想,卻已經令我不自覺地微笑起來。523Please respect copyright.PENANAmwnZ5cuygs
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而身旁的Laura隨即也一同輕笑起來,並說:「睇嚟你真喺好鍾意阿侑,同Mandy一樣。」523Please respect copyright.PENANAyhAVZemQJ2
接著她便從滑溜站起身來,輕輕地拍一拍身上的衣服說:523Please respect copyright.PENANAQlHn0TftEa
「你嘅心意,我明架啦……我哋翻去啦,已經有啲肚餓啦。」523Please respect copyright.PENANASwZWUnUgFd
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「Laura,你咁為朋友著想,相信你都好快就會搵到一個自己鍾意嘅人。」523Please respect copyright.PENANAPKwOxXQ4cs
我一邊從滑溜站起來,一邊說著。523Please respect copyright.PENANA5GSQ0Zmzxh
「希望啦……希望啦……」但Laura卻是苦笑了一下並說。523Please respect copyright.PENANAZrG2N3WHUn
接下來,我們也開始往燒烤場的方向一邊步行,一邊繼續聊著。523Please respect copyright.PENANAWDHMhABsZY
「即喺去海洋公園嗰個喺你啦?」523Please respect copyright.PENANAhybCmIZ7VL
「喺啊,條友死唉爛唉咁叫我去……」523Please respect copyright.PENANA8uB1yxtZin
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Laura,謝謝你的坦誠。523Please respect copyright.PENANA6B3AJpSlQj
你令我知道,都應該是時候要坦誠自己的心意了。523Please respect copyright.PENANAowkOn3q72h
Venus、Mandy,雖然我對阿侑的感情起步較你們慢。523Please respect copyright.PENANAtEuK4qLiOo
但是,我,鍾依玲,可不會輸給你們的。523Please respect copyright.PENANAHCr97VrcoF
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「那名女生,坦白自己的心聲,宣告自己的心意」523Please respect copyright.PENANAbJDe0tWxWG
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依玲,終於成長了。523Please respect copyright.PENANA4ue2xbKamM
另外依玲對Laura的「貴圈」是毫不知情,所以才會從滑梯時起來的一句。523Please respect copyright.PENANA3sj2fN6XiF
本篇小彩蛋,依玲感謝阿侑看穿自己的欲言又止,以及先前阿侑感謝依玲令自己看得穿欲言又止,是同一時間發生的事喔~523Please respect copyright.PENANABQ5QSbX1R3