第一二九章:畢業營(八)507Please respect copyright.PENANAZS4gggAAZZ
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眼前漆黑一團,已經分不清哪裡是左,哪裡是右。507Please respect copyright.PENANAwHLL1QxgTU
甚至連自己是否上下顛倒都不知道。507Please respect copyright.PENANA50kE5oEeZl
身體輕飄飄似的,好像可以往遠方飄去,但同時又感覺有股不名的力量正把我拉扯在原地上。507Please respect copyright.PENANAgEANhkujcO
這種感覺,真的很古怪。507Please respect copyright.PENANAklHNMqtx5B
到底我在哪,這裡是哪裡?507Please respect copyright.PENANAh3PX0xpMT9
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然而正當我在心中詢問這兩道問題時,卻突然眼前一亮。507Please respect copyright.PENANApcHiySjYIH
有一顆散發著刺眼光芒的球體出現在眼前。507Please respect copyright.PENANAmIcWY5DWhF
接著就是無數耀眼的小光點,在黑暗中閃爍起來。507Please respect copyright.PENANA4hbjPyk978
這是月亮嗎?這些是星星嗎?507Please respect copyright.PENANAF3hjkZbsom
這是夜空嗎……夜空,怎麼又是夜空……507Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8XzKo9K4s
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「咁我哋繼續保持住依家咁樣嘅關係先啦。」507Please respect copyright.PENANAO4iIQJVOv2
聽到這句熟悉的說話,我馬上向四周查看。507Please respect copyright.PENANAnS1FnQZLQ1
是我,我看到自己正與Venus雙雙坐在公園的滑梯上。507Please respect copyright.PENANAJEx7yqPZws
她把頭靠在我的肩膊上,向我說了這一句話。507Please respect copyright.PENANAsZaKA0rLiZ
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「不如我哋重新嚟過,唔喺曾經嘅戀人,唔喺前男女朋友,而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」507Please respect copyright.PENANANb9OB4STjM
這次到我的身後傳來另一把聲音。507Please respect copyright.PENANAfFsKcpP3ol
扭過頭去看,又是我,我正與Mandy站在一盞昏黃的街燈下。507Please respect copyright.PENANAddqT6b1NPO
同時淚水也從她的眼眶流下來。507Please respect copyright.PENANA2o94K9W5Km
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「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦。」507Please respect copyright.PENANAbTQisTNwRb
果不其然她也出現了。507Please respect copyright.PENANAa1sh6lRe1O
我轉過身來,看著自己,看著自己正在課室裡與她,依玲對望。507Please respect copyright.PENANA9M85suZjzt
兩年的自己、還有兩年前還是斜陰瀏海及沒有佩帶眼鏡的依玲,真的令人感到懷念呢……507Please respect copyright.PENANA1PMzroFBDS
但是,到底我在懷疑甚麼呢?507Please respect copyright.PENANAoOqXdIwbLC
我知道這些都只是過去,都只是記憶。507Please respect copyright.PENANAdQcIJSYm24
為何越是回想它們,就越讓我感到傷感呢?507Please respect copyright.PENANAHLflFC21bw
這些回憶就如同昨天發生一樣,但我卻覺得它們已經在我的腦海中殘存了許多年了。507Please respect copyright.PENANA2SI77NB9JB
一年?三年?還是五年呢……?507Please respect copyright.PENANALIjLYGq0FS
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時間在這裡形同虛無一樣,既存在,又不存在。507Please respect copyright.PENANAwqCSCvUs4v
我開始連自己是過去、現在、還是未來都開始搞不懂。507Please respect copyright.PENANAQPnuD9I2tV
但此時,眼前卻突然出現一道溫暖的光芒。507Please respect copyright.PENANAd80nThPLNz
有一個熟悉但同時又感到陌生的身影出現在那道光芒之中。507Please respect copyright.PENANAchPCC0e8T5
「她」緩慢地向我伸出手。507Please respect copyright.PENANAr0sqgemN2t
我很想捉住那一隻手,卻一直都無法向前。507Please respect copyright.PENANA3fwjoR5wnh
那一股無形的力量,在瞬間便開始把我拉離那一道光。507Please respect copyright.PENANAGsMQoTuZR3
不要!不要拉我走!我還有話要跟「你」說!507Please respect copyright.PENANAlIbFCkmRC2
請讓我跟你說一聲,其實我……507Please respect copyright.PENANAOjXW715grE
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「我……」507Please respect copyright.PENANA2u3WbdNwvd
在模糊的意識裡,我慢慢地張開了眼睛。507Please respect copyright.PENANAPtV2k2lbaM
只見米黃色的天花板以及我舉高了的右手。507Please respect copyright.PENANAWXxeDFXSDS
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我立即放下右手,並向床的右邊一看。507Please respect copyright.PENANA7LT3lX0Zta
只見Felix等人都在碌架床上熟睡著。507Please respect copyright.PENANAZncrImMRAO
對,我現在正身處在宿舍裡。507Please respect copyright.PENANAyWWDyfDbHA
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「已經好耐無發過啲咁真實嘅夢啦。」我不禁在心裡說了這句話。507Please respect copyright.PENANAfTR0POsycu
接著便拿起了放在床邊的手機查看時間。507Please respect copyright.PENANAyEstwbWObd
是早上六時正,與大家預定的七時起床還距離一段時間。507Please respect copyright.PENANAX5DkSpWwKl
到底應該再小睡多一會,還是起床好呢……507Please respect copyright.PENANAo5qj41giWi
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就在我糾結著的時候,卻突然聽到隔壁的房間傳來了開門聲。507Please respect copyright.PENANASzA8VzV6lQ
出於好奇心,我便爬下了床並打開房間的門,看看到底是誰睡醒了。507Please respect copyright.PENANAHCNLDGGeMH
「咦,Alvin你同烏溪沙嗰次一樣咁早醒喎!」是Clark。507Please respect copyright.PENANAgOgfhzuG56
「你都咁早醒嘅?」我小心翼翼地把房門關上,以免弄醒裡面的人。507Please respect copyright.PENANAszI4TNWAvq
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「我不嬲都好早醒。」Clark一邊說著,一邊走到了沙發上盤坐起來。507Please respect copyright.PENANAE924CdxM5e
相比起他經常很早就醒來,我對於他此刻盤坐起來的舉動更感好奇。507Please respect copyright.PENANA7xZPQvH14E
於是便坐到了大廳的另一張沙發上問道他:「咁做咩要盤坐喺到?」507Please respect copyright.PENANAmk5ow4MOW6
「做冥想。」他的語氣突然變得平心靜氣起來。507Please respect copyright.PENANAadFnJ0x09L
「冥想?佛教嗰啲?」507Please respect copyright.PENANAOTlXylqz2w
「欸……我冥想又唔喺想淨心嘅,只喺想感受一下身邊所有事物嘅流動。」507Please respect copyright.PENANAnol2mKevzH
他說完後,就閉上眼睛,深呼吸了一口。507Please respect copyright.PENANAmXN4iZzyTs
因此,我便一同模仿起來,雙腳盤坐並閉上眼睛深呼吸……507Please respect copyright.PENANAYqLBzMD6vD
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「呱—呱—」507Please respect copyright.PENANAPEmllCPYM1
然而,就在我開始「冥想」時,外面卻傳來一陣古怪的鳥啼。507Please respect copyright.PENANABlTViMe1Pj
因此我立即張開雙眼並說:「呢隻雀定鴨嚟架……」507Please respect copyright.PENANA6KsjCKXtqj
「佢可以喺雀,可以喺鴨。」Clark仍然閉著眼說道。507Please respect copyright.PENANAqX3d6ZUixL
但他的這一句模稜兩可似的,使得我也感到疑惑起來。507Please respect copyright.PENANA4n45eWKQ2B
「點又可以喺雀又可以喺鴨?兩種生物嚟架喎。」507Please respect copyright.PENANAvfZpNhYYXE
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而他隨即只是搖一搖頭並說:「你會認為佢唔喺雀就喺鴨,只因為你局限咗喺個人認知入面。或者佢喺一隻幻想自己喺雀嘅鴨呢?咁佢到底喺鴨定喺雀呢?」507Please respect copyright.PENANAWeTios653F
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「咁緊喺鴨啦,佢本質喺鴨啊嘛!」我馬上理所當然地說道。507Please respect copyright.PENANANzsDfpA0nG
但是迎來的,只是Clark再一次搖頭起來。507Please respect copyright.PENANAUGw2pOojdO
「你一咬定佢喺鴨,只喺你嘅諗法。但企喺佢角度,佢可能覺得自己喺隻雀呢!雖然佢肉體上喺鴨,但心靈上就喺雀。咁我哋又應唔應該淨喺認可佢嘅軀體,而忽略佢嘅靈魂呢?」507Please respect copyright.PENANARknHJesYwj
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「哇,你越講越玄,我開始聽唔明啦!」507Please respect copyright.PENANAM4J2ePC5kF
又雀、又鴨、又個人認知、又軀體、又靈魂,真是越說越撲朔迷離。507Please respect copyright.PENANATwooqwlnFf
「Alvin。」但他很快又叫道了我的名字並張開眼來。507Please respect copyright.PENANASfBuaLxrQe
「做咩啦?」與此同時,我也恢復回正常的坐姿。507Please respect copyright.PENANAVzBcR0VBU4
畢竟盤坐久了,雙腳也開始發麻了。507Please respect copyright.PENANABQPdi06W0P
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「你有無諗過有唔同時間線嘅自己?」507Please respect copyright.PENANAH7Tu0aGwdR
來了,是他們玄學組的「多元世界論」。507Please respect copyright.PENANAhTY4BNymBP
「你喺指可能喺另一個世界有個女版嘅我?」我開玩笑地說道。507Please respect copyright.PENANAXf9SirvuX7
可是Clark的表情並沒有任何變化,仍然是神氣自若地看著我說:507Please respect copyright.PENANAn3Bi7TThYM
「唔喺,我指可能喺有另一個時間線嘅你,可能同緊Elaine、Mandy或者Venus其中一個一齊拍緊拖。」507Please respect copyright.PENANARo3B5hbwsE
「邊有可能會一齊啊,哈。」我立即皺起眉並輕笑著說道。507Please respect copyright.PENANAe4Zls638Gf
「點解唔會一齊呢?」他選擇了追問。507Please respect copyright.PENANAX40K4ShZDa
使我不禁抓了一抓頭後,便靠在沙發上沉思了一會。507Please respect copyright.PENANAFE2HY0akRh
並在大約一分鐘後,我也開口:「因為感情唔喺你想像中咁易。」507Please respect copyright.PENANALSP67IBu2x
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然而,這次Clark沒有追問或反問,而是做了一個示意我繼續的手勢。507Please respect copyright.PENANAYJtV0qP8k5
因此我接著也雙手抱胸繼續說:「當你鍾意咗一個人,你會驚對方唔鍾意你。當你同一個人相愛,你會驚對方離開你。當你挽留一個人,你會驚大家會重蹈覆轍。當你放低一個人,你會後悔其實自己做錯咗抉擇。當你搵到下一位摯愛,你會驚佢會唔會只喺你下一位前度。最後當你……」507Please respect copyright.PENANA0LViwb4lMl
我停住了,沒有繼續說下去。507Please respect copyright.PENANANuZaPMCREI
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而Clark也當然問道:「最後咩?」507Please respect copyright.PENANA3RctsAOpda
我沒有即時回答,反而是再次閉起了雙眼,大口地深呼吸起來。507Please respect copyright.PENANAY9gN1FI0we
然後就張開眼,並說:507Please respect copyright.PENANAi4x9pZsnNi
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「最後當你再遇到佢嘅時候,到底應該釋懷放手,定喺再次捉緊佢。」507Please respect copyright.PENANAGHCPgH2Uzu
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「讓自己停滯不前的,是過去、現在、還是未來呢」