第一三五章:畢業營(十三)719Please respect copyright.PENANAjIAuI7gQRH
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「杯麵聯歡會」過後,大家也在一陣討論中逐步返回宿舍。719Please respect copyright.PENANA13hNX8em67
「真喺估唔到Mandy會走。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAv5StUNQMWU
「算啦,本來我哋畢業後都會各散東西架啦。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAuG3Dt5CVrB
「其實我喺咪應該都去海外留學呢?」719Please respect copyright.PENANAf0jqGH1OVy
「算把啦你,留喺香港算啦。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAZhKRUw71sg
「Alvin你唔翻去住啊?」719Please respect copyright.PENANAcOQExjZ2ky
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我搖頭,表示想在外面多待一會才返回宿舍。719Please respect copyright.PENANAAwGzgeXLK0
但此時也望向了不遠處的女生群。719Please respect copyright.PENANA13XMSTqiqQ
只見她們紛紛圍繞著Mandy,有些人則繼續詢問著,有些人卻已經哭泣起來。719Please respect copyright.PENANAmvuyiptkjg
看來今晚都沒有機會再與她交談了。719Please respect copyright.PENANA8VlQT0WJVA
畢竟她不再是只屬於我的……等等,為什麼我會這樣去想呢?719Please respect copyright.PENANAjbwTU2SzN9
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「阿侑。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAW1PxJNDxmp
一把熟悉的聲音從我後方傳來。719Please respect copyright.PENANAURfQO25sJh
單靠逐漸變得明顯起來的棉花糖香味,我就知道是誰了。719Please respect copyright.PENANA1yA6o7Cc3d
「依玲。」719Please respect copyright.PENANA6fYyjCwTUc
我轉過身來望了她,依玲。719Please respect copyright.PENANALJTQpPG768
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「你唔翻去?」她率先開口問道了我正想說的話。719Please respect copyright.PENANAF1Xn8JwW6t
因此我只是搖搖頭,接著就望向她:「我想散下步先再翻去。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAcsBb0YgGUM
然後就是凝視著她,沒有作出任何的動作。719Please respect copyright.PENANAXJ8s19SkdO
而她也快就意會到,於是便隨即再說:719Please respect copyright.PENANAi1OT1Nw6hB
「我……我都散下步先翻去。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAUcO4tr9mNG
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我沒有說話,只是點頭起來。719Please respect copyright.PENANALeSxCpmGA2
但是迎來的卻是皺起眉頭的她再說:「你怪怪哋咁。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAaLeTGnjwQh
「怪怪哋?邊有,哈哈。」我當然是反駁起來,不過那語氣那夠假的。719Please respect copyright.PENANALnCbezH6sc
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「你一早就知?」依玲無視了我又再問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAtrx8JcQjg5
她所說的「知」,應該是指Mandy要離開的事情了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAUhEKCBOgnt
到底是甚麼原因,使得她們都認為我應該一早就知道了?719Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ2UodKzv3
我真的很想說,其實我都是昨天才知道的……719Please respect copyright.PENANAQ46r1DqnwQ
但此刻的我並不想又一次解釋起來。719Please respect copyright.PENANAeNJj5vN1EL
或許是因為感到疲勞了?719Please respect copyright.PENANAKjAkYubXFp
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所以我接著只是把視線移離了依玲:「你哋覺得我一早知咪一早知囉。」719Please respect copyright.PENANA4vvDgrXKON
我知道自己不應該用這樣的語氣與她說話,但最後還是對她發晦氣了。719Please respect copyright.PENANA6xc6uqV3AT
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然而她聽到我的這句話後,表現卻與預期不一樣。719Please respect copyright.PENANAvo1oy8IZ2K
她沒有感到生氣,而是表情變得擔憂起來。719Please respect copyright.PENANAYgDLLzonBG
「阿侑,你無事啊嘛?」719Please respect copyright.PENANAcl9LzPbXGo
「無……無事。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAcWZD4NHcm7
我直接回答,然後就開始往飯堂外的平台前進。719Please respect copyright.PENANAZzCVExlyX0
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而依玲理所當然就是跟在我後方。719Please respect copyright.PENANAeTgYUa3C1I
因此接下來我也一百八十度轉過來,打算跟她說「你唔洗跟住我啦」。719Please respect copyright.PENANAaNiEELr6Tl
不過在轉身的瞬間,她卻直接撞到我的身上。719Please respect copyright.PENANANyORcYXEL6
完全沒有想到她跟我的距離竟然會如此近貼。719Please respect copyright.PENANAJPAjDTde1G
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「啊,唔好意思。」她很快就抬頭道歉起來。719Please respect copyright.PENANAo4SoOhdWhI
瞬間變得恭恭敬敬起來,並不像平時的她。719Please respect copyright.PENANA57mKv6QdV0
所以我都一同說道:「喺……喺我突然轉身唔啱先。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAaHaP4qbjmt
不過在話後,我們又再一次對上眼神。719Please respect copyright.PENANAybAct42VyG
但是,我隨即也移開了視線,並說:「你早啲翻去沖涼休息下啦。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAua36Xmc0H6
「你趕我走。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAV82YFKBUXz
我立即瞪起雙眼,並再次望向了她。719Please respect copyright.PENANAGYB0LXAwjr
只見她的雙眼逐漸泛起淚光,更同時咬緊了雙唇。719Please respect copyright.PENANADVuMwXtr4d
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「依玲……」719Please respect copyright.PENANAV4k7vsb5Tf
「我見你怪怪你哋,好心嚟睇下你,點知你唔肯講之餘,仲要趕我走。」719Please respect copyright.PENANA5NiOQL2NKh
淚珠已經開始從她的眼眶上滲出。719Please respect copyright.PENANAz3sKkXCqyo
「我……我唔喺趕你走啊……」719Please respect copyright.PENANAfckHJCZuBi
「你對我發晦氣都唔緊要,但點解你就唔肯講咩事呢?」719Please respect copyright.PENANAi6YlVUa9v8
「我……我……」719Please respect copyright.PENANAgURhP8F3xF
我稍為思考了一會,到底該怎樣跟她說才好。719Please respect copyright.PENANAdx57K0CedB
可是我最終還是合上嘴巴了,難道這就是所謂的有口難言嗎……719Please respect copyright.PENANAsQyNdKnStN
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當然,依玲看到我支支吾吾過後,還是選擇合上嘴巴。719Please respect copyright.PENANA47YsYnqGVi
她那一刻的表情,我至今仍然銘記在心。719Please respect copyright.PENANASvtZ1hlsFq
因為我使她感到失望了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAatWHFjRuZ6
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而她接下來很快就把淚水擦掉,並再深呼吸了一口。719Please respect copyright.PENANAFsGdhzN8Xv
「你知唔知,我將所有嘢都肯同你講,喺因為我真心對阿侑你。」719Please respect copyright.PENANABdDnVsj5q4
我知道,我當然知道,你是真心對我的。719Please respect copyright.PENANAio6MTzs7UT
「但喺阿侑你……似乎唔喺,點解至今仲要隱瞞我?」719Please respect copyright.PENANAZcyHoEsCi2
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「其實我唔喺有心隱瞞你。」719Please respect copyright.PENANArK8N52Lb2z
其實我都是真心對你的,原本我是打算說這句話。719Please respect copyright.PENANAjUMmpLFm2i
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「你真喺好自私,好自私啊!」719Please respect copyright.PENANA4Qvm89rREh
淚水再次從她雙眼流下來。719Please respect copyright.PENANAEfhSOr1tLU
但當我打算開口說話時,她再說:「我同Raymond所有嘢都會同你講,但喺你同Mandy嘅事,就永遠都收埋收埋,包括佢喺你個EX、你同佢夾份做戲呃Martin、佢仲鍾意你、仲有……仲有……」719Please respect copyright.PENANA3mTeYVojs6
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「仲有你根本無放低過佢!」719Please respect copyright.PENANAhtn4EAQ1tp
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在一聲喊道後,依玲就立即轉身往宿營的方向跑去。719Please respect copyright.PENANAXzgufPvTMH
完全沒有打算等待我回應。719Please respect copyright.PENANAXBW7xoeLeV
不,即使她等待了,我都無話可說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAToc5mFomBy
但其實我很想立即捉住她,並解釋一番的。719Please respect copyright.PENANAA7pIAxWbub
只是最終我還是打消了這個念頭。719Please respect copyright.PENANAYFaquwvxns
「我又聽到自私呢兩個字啦……唉。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAlfT8geLle1
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回到數小時前,我們還在進行野外定向的活動時……719Please respect copyright.PENANAGQqE8lRRtQ
當我們十四組與前四組會合並被交付傳遞「同班共膳計劃」的任務後,我們便留在了空地上等待下一組的來臨。719Please respect copyright.PENANAVMhO7XWRVI
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而在等待的過程中,Laura擺脫了Poppy的追擊,再次來到了我身旁。719Please respect copyright.PENANAH2prXR7XqN
「阿侑,趁隻幼犬未嚟搞住我,等我哋快啲繼續頭先嘅話題!」719Please respect copyright.PENANAKyURdGv0m3
「咩話題?」我疑惑地反問。719Please respect copyright.PENANA83pQjspBLn
「你同Mandy嘅話題啊!」她一邊說著一邊環顧著四周。719Please respect copyright.PENANAhV0QkJxQ0b
於是我也一同好奇地四周巡視,並很快就發現了不遠處的Poppy似乎發現了Laura又走到我身旁。719Please respect copyright.PENANAORlEp79B2W
隨後,Poppy便開始往我們的方向急步前進。719Please respect copyright.PENANAdms0WDCJit
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Laura發現Poppy的舉動後,語氣立即變得焦緊起來:719Please respect copyright.PENANAckpZ1owhKD
「總之我啱先想同你講嘅就喺……一次咁大把!」719Please respect copyright.PENANAyu6Ii3Oqlp
「咩一次啊?」719Please respect copyright.PENANAskIftcvTAV
「一次!真喺一次咁大把!」719Please respect copyright.PENANAmARF9qPdPG
我們的對話就簡直雞同鴨講似的。719Please respect copyright.PENANAoIQv2b8EH8
同一時間,Poppy也越來越接近了。719Please respect copyright.PENANADgYsAD0l8m
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於是Laura便隨即準備拔腿就跑。719Please respect copyright.PENANABign55GZHQ
並在她準備離開時,也拋下了一句:719Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1OQcnm3Rb
「你就自私一次,聽從自己嘅內心,任性一次啦!」719Please respect copyright.PENANAG1KiIylqQk
「自私一次咩呢?」719Please respect copyright.PENANAA2WpObp0T9
當我再問的時候,Laura已經起步逃走了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAWbezXP7lah
但她還是扭頭望向我,並說了些甚麼。719Please respect copyright.PENANAHJC2T9Nh9X
可是,同時身後已經傳來了Poppy的叫喊。719Please respect copyright.PENANACrqCWltVpb
使得我根本聽不到Laura到底說了些甚麼。719Please respect copyright.PENANAh65uBEjmAz
不過,從她的前言及口型推測,我大概猜到她說出那兩個字。719Please respect copyright.PENANAuBRkKT11Em
「復合」719Please respect copyright.PENANAvRAh0AbYgf
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「自私、自私、自私……」719Please respect copyright.PENANAs0BrBs4t7i
在依玲離開後,我便靠在欄杆上自言自語起來。719Please respect copyright.PENANAQd4mHHZ6Fr
依玲剛才的那句「你真喺好自私」,仍然在我腦海中徘徊著。719Please respect copyright.PENANAUpvoleiKQP
「自私」這詞,到底我今天已經聆聽了多少次呢。719Please respect copyright.PENANAZRAnzI6skq
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與此同時,我也回想起Laura今天的說話。719Please respect copyright.PENANAOu3kML6qIV
「到底佢喺幾時發現嘅呢?」我不禁又自言自語起來。719Please respect copyright.PENANAfLYW05Dp4H
但是很快也想通了為何她會如此說道了。719Please respect copyright.PENANA1lQQyvLPvt
畢竟我與她同班了將近六年,清楚知道她可是一個善於讀心的女孩。719Please respect copyright.PENANAyGnsDX0p1h
所以,或許她也早已看穿了我一直埋藏在內心的念頭了。719Please respect copyright.PENANANxzMPCdmSU
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可是當我想起Laura那句最後的二字時。719Please respect copyright.PENANAXtlYoEZFKQ
我也不禁在口邊碎碎唸:「如果我真喺咁做,咪好自私……」719Please respect copyright.PENANA49lVNWi5oC
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「你當然好自私啦。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAyatolUg2ml
然而,就在我說道後,暗處卻突然傳來一把聲音。719Please respect copyright.PENANAW7tUhHBe7o
相信即使化成灰,這一把聲音我仍然能認得出是誰的。719Please respect copyright.PENANA4POrRMDRfz
而那人接著也從暗處走出,並再說:「我唔覺意咁聽到少少啦,原來我哋……」719Please respect copyright.PENANALKJSwqtr4t
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「你收聲。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAS4R4BWEzm0
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即使我如此說道,對方沒有打算閉嘴,繼續把話接下去。719Please respect copyright.PENANAxlVDw4Rz2e
使得我都不得一同開聲說:719Please respect copyright.PENANANgclmY6HTb
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「我哋果然喺同一種人,Alvin!」719Please respect copyright.PENANAumpm4zmBrq
「我同你唔喺同一種人,Toby!」719Please respect copyright.PENANAqk9wQPjF18
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「刻意隱瞞,其實都是為了你」719Please respect copyright.PENANAaLhWPugeye