第四十三章:解釋765Please respect copyright.PENANAHkQcoSuTtf
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAfoxRhSPhbS
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。765Please respect copyright.PENANA24fpRRkCV5
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。765Please respect copyright.PENANANVaHNqtps3
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……765Please respect copyright.PENANADuRwBbBLR9
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」765Please respect copyright.PENANAUGKm7acGFg
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。765Please respect copyright.PENANAXR4MgGOwPt
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAum6H2BIWfg
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」765Please respect copyright.PENANA8CtcPU5CCK
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。765Please respect copyright.PENANAwLO4Iu5rdt
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」765Please respect copyright.PENANAy962JpeQZu
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。765Please respect copyright.PENANAxpHqmc2Hgc
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」765Please respect copyright.PENANAwTAqnDOK4l
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。765Please respect copyright.PENANAgzhjHC3LpI
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」765Please respect copyright.PENANAqGkMNmYwp0
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。765Please respect copyright.PENANATcnn54Vp4F
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……765Please respect copyright.PENANAL70BbMup5W
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」765Please respect copyright.PENANAfilpT0fM1W
她的眼淚開始流下來了。765Please respect copyright.PENANA7dgPku34h1
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。765Please respect copyright.PENANAm79u7VCqH7
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」765Please respect copyright.PENANAMM6oLMgcd5
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。765Please respect copyright.PENANA438M6Rv4zp
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「依玲!」765Please respect copyright.PENANA7u8cq2YUv0
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……765Please respect copyright.PENANAn0BBnIVk0I
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAYSmzgYgqzn
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。765Please respect copyright.PENANAPE1XJ5oKP3
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。765Please respect copyright.PENANA4lpns5cxdv
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。765Please respect copyright.PENANAYj6wcLaVDD
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。765Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZBQjVZRjC
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。765Please respect copyright.PENANAFAcdzrKEdt
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。765Please respect copyright.PENANA9KXHgQRtao
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……765Please respect copyright.PENANAT4sV2lS3jz
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。765Please respect copyright.PENANATyiai49Lr5
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。765Please respect copyright.PENANAWVmkfwlg8h
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。765Please respect copyright.PENANA1m8jlK9M3R
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……765Please respect copyright.PENANAeBD2o1u7RF
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。765Please respect copyright.PENANA6K1pqmNza1
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」765Please respect copyright.PENANA0buCOMNVGn
我最終都是向她道歉了。765Please respect copyright.PENANAlOo73QdHt1
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。765Please respect copyright.PENANAnT9NoqP4Q5
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。765Please respect copyright.PENANAHiSq7nijWD
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。765Please respect copyright.PENANAEgVXeWV1k5
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。765Please respect copyright.PENANAi85xQBx0Hk
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。765Please respect copyright.PENANAJGCtAQsBEb
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」765Please respect copyright.PENANApJ2riZLN5F
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAAbBzjezJJ1
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。765Please respect copyright.PENANA9hS2ox2fOU
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。765Please respect copyright.PENANAp7t8WzPtu7
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。765Please respect copyright.PENANAYD9pIsJh9B
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?765Please respect copyright.PENANA8oQHuKsXuz
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。765Please respect copyright.PENANAWqLhIFie75
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。765Please respect copyright.PENANAuQHjvASz9P
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAlwMsS47qD0
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。765Please respect copyright.PENANASWc3S2n7K6
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但我仍然沒有回應她……765Please respect copyright.PENANAra8rjnEX8a
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。765Please respect copyright.PENANAXx9zOXtXaX
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。765Please respect copyright.PENANAhG9jGIM9PS
令她失望的也是我。765Please respect copyright.PENANAlRheT2f4fM
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。765Please respect copyright.PENANAGGNQZVvwqL
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。765Please respect copyright.PENANAIt0ST2HiIb
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAKTenR38jD9
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我沒有說話。765Please respect copyright.PENANAEFiQt48daZ
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAVHsyNpHIBG
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。765Please respect copyright.PENANAuHOqT0wHAU
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。765Please respect copyright.PENANAMQrxLb0pmy
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。765Please respect copyright.PENANAXJk3SBqqvY
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。765Please respect copyright.PENANAuApBscWmqD
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。765Please respect copyright.PENANA3QksQuQP0x
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAmB35v1QI4f
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」765Please respect copyright.PENANAsjfheN85LC
我仍然被她緊摟著。765Please respect copyright.PENANAxQ10fwMFeg
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。765Please respect copyright.PENANAUBZTVBABA4
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。765Please respect copyright.PENANAa0hbPHichl
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。765Please respect copyright.PENANAfSMB0ddZqS
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。765Please respect copyright.PENANAmbjKFmcUTc
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。765Please respect copyright.PENANASZMyRTGd2H
我不是故意的這樣問的……765Please respect copyright.PENANAjCwUh1mD4T
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAv5JZ2IA0hX
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAwcw6QUyo9E
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「哦……聽到啦……」765Please respect copyright.PENANAAEHlMmdZlF
我又被她罵了多一次。765Please respect copyright.PENANAnz8Wq8fGh6
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。765Please respect copyright.PENANAnKJwOD4qgF
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAsjTYpldiOY
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。765Please respect copyright.PENANAfEtdte0sEn
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。765Please respect copyright.PENANAmOUlgQePWB
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……765Please respect copyright.PENANASKL7MZxQVC
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。765Please respect copyright.PENANA9JOsqrnzBu
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAH6ZCORYGkW
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。765Please respect copyright.PENANAO1CPJgRnRT
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。765Please respect copyright.PENANAEuTawjB5ep
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAOJoI4N8yhG
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。765Please respect copyright.PENANAgGm2NaEyxL
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……765Please respect copyright.PENANAlWJFZxtiFO
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」765Please respect copyright.PENANAIpBcNYZZkh
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。765Please respect copyright.PENANA1Pb1VqkGbf
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。765Please respect copyright.PENANAmksPmypRhP
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」765Please respect copyright.PENANAnXNicfiXJF
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。765Please respect copyright.PENANAEH1rUcgSDn
然後就拉著我一同走回去。765Please respect copyright.PENANAfAT4JJnQnH
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。765Please respect copyright.PENANAsi826PhxlJ
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……765Please respect copyright.PENANAwG6yFZQDKO
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。765Please respect copyright.PENANAcHqtnHq31n
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」765Please respect copyright.PENANA3zeGeUqkDb
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。765Please respect copyright.PENANAdU8VpLZD7S
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAe1NLoxJ7XT
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」765Please respect copyright.PENANAfutuGq3AoW
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。765Please respect copyright.PENANAklTb0KKwNI
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……765Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2OhPQNAw8
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAniVeMfatsL
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAt863nvu0FG
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAHyTISSrPZR
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。765Please respect copyright.PENANAkPw8D1ZPCk
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。765Please respect copyright.PENANAHFh3UTvAAW
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……765Please respect copyright.PENANAGBCxWXdLi4
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。765Please respect copyright.PENANArKpgLI7LED
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。765Please respect copyright.PENANAShwTXCMe4E
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……765Please respect copyright.PENANA8qOKCTcC3K
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」765Please respect copyright.PENANAZb34cwBG7p
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。765Please respect copyright.PENANA7cj7OfGiJW
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」765Please respect copyright.PENANAFnYcZT6VsZ
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAa6AXkGD7es
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」765Please respect copyright.PENANA0xnFxG3h4q
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。765Please respect copyright.PENANAJefx6TTLxl
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAi7H7Y4Fi4c
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。765Please respect copyright.PENANA7planwKxw7
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。765Please respect copyright.PENANAoSQkGsHxjy
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。765Please respect copyright.PENANAJwMJIZQP08
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。765Please respect copyright.PENANARdmUlvxSp3
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。765Please respect copyright.PENANAkbbZB7g0RP
然後就一直掃著我的手機。765Please respect copyright.PENANAzp1pGK6MV5
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。765Please respect copyright.PENANAaTWWRplviQ
我八卦地看了一下四周。765Please respect copyright.PENANAZtb2sGSRU2
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……765Please respect copyright.PENANAMUArcriXpx
我看見了Mandy。765Please respect copyright.PENANAalWp6Sc65B
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。765Please respect copyright.PENANAgrS7T5uuSj
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。765Please respect copyright.PENANArX4flTkfRi
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。765Please respect copyright.PENANAArvgUh394Y
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。765Please respect copyright.PENANAj7p2WOxcvH
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……765Please respect copyright.PENANAy8PWJGnHOL
我並沒有再看到她。765Please respect copyright.PENANA5HT6jtFU5p
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直至列車駕離,人群散去。765Please respect copyright.PENANA8uostdIXuH
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