第四十三章:解釋767Please respect copyright.PENANAqgeUazrAIE
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAvEhiyo8uqD
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAd8zyhVavk5
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。767Please respect copyright.PENANAwuEazLQPzi
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……767Please respect copyright.PENANAvJei6IPtNF
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAojzN2cY5JJ
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。767Please respect copyright.PENANAftXtnwO5ZD
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。767Please respect copyright.PENANACFqOKXpoY0
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAa850veHNZx
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。767Please respect copyright.PENANAXsC5cIaWaG
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAIWSCJVN2LN
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。767Please respect copyright.PENANABn69FN8Jqv
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAyWc3D6kiiJ
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。767Please respect copyright.PENANAibLzBJsQT2
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」767Please respect copyright.PENANA7YNIPMBgac
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。767Please respect copyright.PENANAUbmGEtUx7D
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……767Please respect copyright.PENANAyoARYkU2p2
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAhGLfFyAFzU
她的眼淚開始流下來了。767Please respect copyright.PENANA6d5Y664nyg
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。767Please respect copyright.PENANAm4y46I9aEg
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAqZ88UncDz4
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。767Please respect copyright.PENANATASMHXTCgb
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「依玲!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAFkIsaqFIgZ
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……767Please respect copyright.PENANAGgCeTA7O12
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAhjuBb4f1m6
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAtUu6re0jvO
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。767Please respect copyright.PENANAMGSGsQjDjx
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAUb6EjDX9Ns
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。767Please respect copyright.PENANAXVoAEzG1zv
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。767Please respect copyright.PENANAzEWD5vbVn3
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。767Please respect copyright.PENANAESsSbvjONt
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……767Please respect copyright.PENANAxSxg2HKtWl
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAL39CiRMwNW
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。767Please respect copyright.PENANAm9xtSB2Nlz
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。767Please respect copyright.PENANAAt2Idv73Up
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……767Please respect copyright.PENANA3U5krYvg03
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。767Please respect copyright.PENANA3WloCau1ZC
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAGPJtySebUY
我最終都是向她道歉了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAnaYwthQXMZ
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。767Please respect copyright.PENANA1t1yw0tFfd
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。767Please respect copyright.PENANAOSOvBTl9OA
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。767Please respect copyright.PENANAXLdKKHMkQx
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAZMfMvBLQlQ
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。767Please respect copyright.PENANAYEnqRXQdit
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAirVloH1D7r
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。767Please respect copyright.PENANA8MtBbNJsHn
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAuuP1LfHWtK
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。767Please respect copyright.PENANA2yFBe952pK
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。767Please respect copyright.PENANA3H1KB6uH1X
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?767Please respect copyright.PENANAFjqVOnggTQ
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAdSrq6yHnkL
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAzDiFNWWNBN
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAOJ4xsQIwq6
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。767Please respect copyright.PENANA8JepRxG2gd
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但我仍然沒有回應她……767Please respect copyright.PENANAf1A09hUay0
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。767Please respect copyright.PENANACjuvhKVYbw
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。767Please respect copyright.PENANAGSI7CG9YKN
令她失望的也是我。767Please respect copyright.PENANAiEFruXRhCO
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAUb8apkY952
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。767Please respect copyright.PENANA3sT2bo8rvS
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAGApI4UGf0H
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我沒有說話。767Please respect copyright.PENANAa4zIIsQ5Rq
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAvaESVmsaX7
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。767Please respect copyright.PENANAxCEs1r6wxF
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。767Please respect copyright.PENANA1DfUylqBwm
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAcRHLZ3Ne8c
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。767Please respect copyright.PENANAoPRdOpciNN
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。767Please respect copyright.PENANAZz1j6kPctC
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAaXeSFp7VLx
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAGkVMW4PSg5
我仍然被她緊摟著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAgX6QYyCMoD
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAqJpMmKhQHv
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAqC39SOd8iM
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。767Please respect copyright.PENANA9DUUTItOZn
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAvoAhQ51FY2
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。767Please respect copyright.PENANA7a20cNL2xW
我不是故意的這樣問的……767Please respect copyright.PENANANToUTrjAbQ
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAGKXZDwIlh7
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAk7kJWvWcup
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「哦……聽到啦……」767Please respect copyright.PENANA4SGBCvv2sX
我又被她罵了多一次。767Please respect copyright.PENANA0tsIh748TK
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAS2js1umpnh
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAJfV2eegSTI
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。767Please respect copyright.PENANA9xSE3vn3td
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAFovG06nqTX
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……767Please respect copyright.PENANAWkcxGAhvDl
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。767Please respect copyright.PENANAjDraR7iDKa
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAJSjz9Jm0Vy
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAjLGKaKmqoA
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。767Please respect copyright.PENANArEJ2nPeAXD
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAL2xiv7tV87
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAQMH9WtvCOc
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……767Please respect copyright.PENANAvReNzN0a82
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」767Please respect copyright.PENANApccOp2qMTj
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。767Please respect copyright.PENANAgrLn8yo0sE
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。767Please respect copyright.PENANAo6kTGvbPv2
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAFx5GZfZ1bN
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。767Please respect copyright.PENANAOmxl4yZL2G
然後就拉著我一同走回去。767Please respect copyright.PENANAxZJOCjIiU1
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。767Please respect copyright.PENANATytMfqTFg1
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……767Please respect copyright.PENANAlvmD8TEP8c
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。767Please respect copyright.PENANAowBdWxl1Yn
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAlJaX2uV1Uv
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。767Please respect copyright.PENANAMDQmBgeK0c
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAdyryXGt0bv
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAWgnbeJT8Ha
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。767Please respect copyright.PENANAxBw8ENmQEN
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……767Please respect copyright.PENANAUmJXUmFBMJ
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」767Please respect copyright.PENANApXfu9mV8ov
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAj3hbwbjcdZ
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAaEGF3rNB6c
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。767Please respect copyright.PENANAUZaCIzwRj7
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。767Please respect copyright.PENANAcERd0qWNed
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……767Please respect copyright.PENANAmW07kBowFG
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAvQ1X1N4LBD
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。767Please respect copyright.PENANArT1l6WXuBS
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……767Please respect copyright.PENANAgXNhZIwatb
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAp1ZqujdqrW
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAx0PwmYRA7D
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」767Please respect copyright.PENANA2ep8CLEBdu
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAw7mGlmQ2EK
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAqiCYRGYc48
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。767Please respect copyright.PENANAk1oCEJHmq2
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」767Please respect copyright.PENANA3Fm7WdZVTA
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。767Please respect copyright.PENANAgOiqMkoxbc
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAnHNrbhzmZv
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。767Please respect copyright.PENANArqGjsXtN45
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAqnATOWmWyf
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAURW44aGDGw
然後就一直掃著我的手機。767Please respect copyright.PENANAEdsVyceaws
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。767Please respect copyright.PENANAqAdb2udYV1
我八卦地看了一下四周。767Please respect copyright.PENANA6YJ7OfzWHK
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……767Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5k7bXiH0c
我看見了Mandy。767Please respect copyright.PENANARzaozPFgDY
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。767Please respect copyright.PENANAv8RZfkbALd
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。767Please respect copyright.PENANAcxUvzDCZyP
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。767Please respect copyright.PENANAaiXaf1UKuA
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。767Please respect copyright.PENANADopBa80uHx
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……767Please respect copyright.PENANACABZMsz5qF
我並沒有再看到她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAtFVpC8dyHa
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直至列車駕離,人群散去。767Please respect copyright.PENANAsUy7IUuZFg
就只餘下我一個人站在車站的月台上。767Please respect copyright.PENANAHtqrfsnhXX
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到底是我眼花認錯人了,還是太過掛念她所以出現幻覺了……767Please respect copyright.PENANAaCzNiekG39
我都不知道。767Please respect copyright.PENANAb9uojWgQUy
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「當我離開時,我希望你能夠再次捉緊我」767Please respect copyright.PENANAk2SaxAIrir