第四十三章:解釋765Please respect copyright.PENANAxeJ9UG55v3
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAXfz5EN4bIv
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。765Please respect copyright.PENANA5HzhaBblgp
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。765Please respect copyright.PENANAA6eH3Ej8om
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……765Please respect copyright.PENANAxIW588H61z
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」765Please respect copyright.PENANANJcstE40sL
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。765Please respect copyright.PENANAii0LQwzW8J
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。765Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ph5fYXUJZ
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」765Please respect copyright.PENANAFvX8Qhpsvj
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。765Please respect copyright.PENANA45J5x0vlH3
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」765Please respect copyright.PENANAo0CdENGJiw
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。765Please respect copyright.PENANAcaxqOsbNjv
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」765Please respect copyright.PENANANeMFHRQ89s
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。765Please respect copyright.PENANAVU7yEPpeLO
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」765Please respect copyright.PENANAjhKoKozmq8
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。765Please respect copyright.PENANA2GTqvGKZae
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……765Please respect copyright.PENANA86Qz5helWE
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」765Please respect copyright.PENANA5iHMHl26jw
她的眼淚開始流下來了。765Please respect copyright.PENANAaQio4Qq0So
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。765Please respect copyright.PENANAtWELfHlzde
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」765Please respect copyright.PENANAlAKNgUghQx
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。765Please respect copyright.PENANArP0zG6YQH7
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「依玲!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAvKBynQCfFN
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……765Please respect copyright.PENANADAXkBMIqOv
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」765Please respect copyright.PENANA1voXMMagZD
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。765Please respect copyright.PENANA3UYbiMla6w
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。765Please respect copyright.PENANAG3c78zCIqC
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。765Please respect copyright.PENANA3hPfnTLLJS
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。765Please respect copyright.PENANAOxSlXCayiq
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。765Please respect copyright.PENANA5IW62o7648
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。765Please respect copyright.PENANAV2mzk4QSG3
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……765Please respect copyright.PENANAyOU8teZi7n
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。765Please respect copyright.PENANANZa6UoP36b
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。765Please respect copyright.PENANAV1kpAdK3UM
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。765Please respect copyright.PENANAfAoMXSV5BP
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……765Please respect copyright.PENANA79i5uspF4l
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。765Please respect copyright.PENANARl6Vahd1jT
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」765Please respect copyright.PENANAwkjc8KvvES
我最終都是向她道歉了。765Please respect copyright.PENANAQNOXFhK1AT
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。765Please respect copyright.PENANAFQ8caYzeXs
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。765Please respect copyright.PENANAk9WRDTNZ4d
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。765Please respect copyright.PENANALRfMZVcVCt
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。765Please respect copyright.PENANAVg3two8ivU
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。765Please respect copyright.PENANAp4P1KYKldN
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAvTp1X78SSr
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAupHPMxYIEZ
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。765Please respect copyright.PENANAHFh29zfefZ
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。765Please respect copyright.PENANAhSCWDOy5Mk
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。765Please respect copyright.PENANAafQbEudh8s
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?765Please respect copyright.PENANAnPfIbwvxoQ
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。765Please respect copyright.PENANAAr1Gx2aooL
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。765Please respect copyright.PENANApLhUVLhzPT
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAFSvbDPh24G
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。765Please respect copyright.PENANALzcCQP7Nmr
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但我仍然沒有回應她……765Please respect copyright.PENANA2rZaDQZcD3
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。765Please respect copyright.PENANAc73qc14YYX
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。765Please respect copyright.PENANA8wfENKM0cS
令她失望的也是我。765Please respect copyright.PENANAAmRPS42fIX
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。765Please respect copyright.PENANAAb9LBmfRD7
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。765Please respect copyright.PENANAUMFrgPcqPH
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAOn7sTXI0ue
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我沒有說話。765Please respect copyright.PENANAxioNvglgRb
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAduM1vMU1VK
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。765Please respect copyright.PENANANPcvVQYN8U
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。765Please respect copyright.PENANA0xUjNCCy46
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。765Please respect copyright.PENANA5Dh4PDNU4J
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。765Please respect copyright.PENANAxuryGeG9Al
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。765Please respect copyright.PENANAwDzTLnn4pU
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAEKfRaaU2ge
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」765Please respect copyright.PENANAsvN2nGTy9V
我仍然被她緊摟著。765Please respect copyright.PENANAgstW7XItnY
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。765Please respect copyright.PENANApueacHzu9y
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。765Please respect copyright.PENANAxJNvJfQhMU
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。765Please respect copyright.PENANAf5bIj4iXBA
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。765Please respect copyright.PENANAcgbLZrrXBx
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。765Please respect copyright.PENANAIS4ltfXzu7
我不是故意的這樣問的……765Please respect copyright.PENANAUdmnVqgx5U
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAddBjVAps61
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。765Please respect copyright.PENANA6u9C4lT1og
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「哦……聽到啦……」765Please respect copyright.PENANAa68TFfzJOm
我又被她罵了多一次。765Please respect copyright.PENANASgNVrdFq5a
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。765Please respect copyright.PENANAOEKDoHT2MG
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAeh8ekS8IrZ
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。765Please respect copyright.PENANAbYvpQ5PZAZ
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。765Please respect copyright.PENANA0QW6i6PVNh
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……765Please respect copyright.PENANAqqptZfAUxZ
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。765Please respect copyright.PENANAN107pIZhBB
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAuBB8gNHFke
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。765Please respect copyright.PENANAqaHtfraWl1
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。765Please respect copyright.PENANAlG3lRRFCEe
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAWzUtVyFTkk
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。765Please respect copyright.PENANA2QIcyUrZ9P
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……765Please respect copyright.PENANAxohUetAlbP
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」765Please respect copyright.PENANAq22fYyX06n
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。765Please respect copyright.PENANAW46EL51k5v
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。765Please respect copyright.PENANAy8jDLMxaLt
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」765Please respect copyright.PENANAl5DDN56CCJ
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。765Please respect copyright.PENANA0rzRiYJRuM
然後就拉著我一同走回去。765Please respect copyright.PENANAdlVlt2kRuJ
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。765Please respect copyright.PENANAW7F3hFQAJI
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……765Please respect copyright.PENANArOeA8njD5o
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。765Please respect copyright.PENANACJWyOr1s7V
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」765Please respect copyright.PENANAxwuUNRZ9yC
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。765Please respect copyright.PENANAIOux26S3Cd
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAd8iI4e93SD
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」765Please respect copyright.PENANA6G2HL1YLaF
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。765Please respect copyright.PENANAGVwAa0HuDJ
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……765Please respect copyright.PENANA7dfW0mnV4r
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAqZse0rHXgq
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAbO1OKuLqI7
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAU4to8vRIv2
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。765Please respect copyright.PENANAXWbYvwYnhW
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。765Please respect copyright.PENANAwsclxrSBGs
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……765Please respect copyright.PENANAHGtR4pzc1z
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAwLPRwkxJDS
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。765Please respect copyright.PENANAaXVFYYLPP0
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……765Please respect copyright.PENANAXJLuShBg7i
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」765Please respect copyright.PENANA8SfcRbY2iw
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。765Please respect copyright.PENANAh6U47ImGyh
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」765Please respect copyright.PENANAlNEP8Ws1Br
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。765Please respect copyright.PENANAmVLdso0cmJ
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」765Please respect copyright.PENANAJNtRdxE6Lt
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。765Please respect copyright.PENANAZkoWKkKW8f
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」765Please respect copyright.PENANAKbdpOHo5ng
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。765Please respect copyright.PENANAkIo13IrIE7
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。765Please respect copyright.PENANARI7IPt6f2a
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。765Please respect copyright.PENANA3vXVWNq5Cm
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。765Please respect copyright.PENANAfN77GfwbRX
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。765Please respect copyright.PENANAmfc0v6fjYU
然後就一直掃著我的手機。765Please respect copyright.PENANAFS2Kanj3OG
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。765Please respect copyright.PENANAAkspjR952A
我八卦地看了一下四周。765Please respect copyright.PENANAYnWQ08hKFd
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……765Please respect copyright.PENANAuxVipLt8bT
我看見了Mandy。765Please respect copyright.PENANAckTqDRnUXM
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。765Please respect copyright.PENANAaXvrf6IcWd
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。765Please respect copyright.PENANAsl6jOT2UCF
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。765Please respect copyright.PENANA3HDhqSMVR7
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。765Please respect copyright.PENANA17DqBiGu3r
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……765Please respect copyright.PENANAqw4pnhJw3I
我並沒有再看到她。765Please respect copyright.PENANAHjo1X7n3xD
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