暑假篇：復合？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eCgpHcZtD
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWcqsbW23A
「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2tRHJdW8S
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fyLBposab
在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscv0AvSQrq
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJoakDzuST
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf0wrHNAuw
她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1r2Ja1WZqt
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8xisndOzN
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPnKnw2ALO
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXwJNMz2VC
當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAYvlofZ38
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyrrf2XI34
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYq8EW41KHZ
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzBIOCu21k
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJSDMtys9L
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxuduq2JKx
此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyauuHpRRag
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgxMUi8INd
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWfJNzyxc4
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarYaWGYYRd
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6219mH9VG
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiOBymJqPW
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelGtmTX70E
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AZKk1ABHf
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aB5KjZSTy
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHCoNIXYo6
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7OZ15u1ds
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7LYdcYESG
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHArM3PfLe
而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmbwgo7kV5
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Bzl04pWiy
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpcIwugKiD
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9ThAEE9gv
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqLjzy09M6
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNeAyw6WoM
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3w6SNqz5V
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURouVllAr6
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyl2saBGyK
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0GLMOAsdG
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7uFIiPOti
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKgH4t00hV
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeDXoBxLB0
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpODlUp6SN
我必須想辦法……有了！531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dV6ugsGBS
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidSCPc9GEs
「伏—」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCnh35fXOD
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG4jP5U8i1
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQIKpdTia0
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbrSRtO3CE
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGOj31HhS3
而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jvCFl1ncy
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVDGHHMH0P
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkyEN86Vea
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPKTLfvPzp
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7RYU1Z02g
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiWc5KP9ah
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDpDh9IfHA
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6ZIxcewz6
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7N2IkK8Cz
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6F26hd5aa
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYDfaPYObz
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3fGL5jxKG
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zBVGbM2WV
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanRbxrLii8
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4swBsR3vcq
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdJb3LDcU2
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2q45GZzW4
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyWiVNLFWP
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbEwedhibI
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YL9sPr9Os
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrFFmQMvbp
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uZCiFfEmM
「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdZybY479A
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKbr4akEVv
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNT7VunTPc
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9yEuByCF3
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygxbCCl1On
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EgLlKX9yL
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9CS5kMNfo
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABmpkYruFy
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFWA1oeZ0O
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmci0wd5Bq
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbEcWnDs7S
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8slsMEKg9U
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8G3zhR8xI
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvLMDlEDuT
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIY9TaP7BU
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbg7xkpKBn
「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2RtCmHQb6
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoIKG66TzN
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOBxj0H9DK
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO5mmQZuCV
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOv5vmeJnQi
「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxN8mvtHPah
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZblCsdfaBp
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtBF4e8duV
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVx17utl3R
「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhFyQ8KhRm
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXn2wiMsk4d
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rtAljIDLd
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC5cPf9wUa
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkowKt3z2o
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBWHnRH92t
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbuv1a1fSh
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCbsL21bQY
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGyGlJZqF0
雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcD6MZMhGe
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZDxsv0eB4
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wgBPlyOZj
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqFRFsbZFr
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0SnTEMmh4
「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvCucVmMaP
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSDmMZdvOm
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZSYLOWvz1
小番外：531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtID8a340Y
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaGHVtenPM
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrotnatZ1rh
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZJlT1vdi9
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsD187KOJU
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBIyToUQi2
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作者閒聊：531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PiMedaP3n
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVkEqP0I8v
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