暑假篇：復合？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2OjlWSNTN
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「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyo76w410b
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在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28vNIXGisn
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9wX4FOK2q
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她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLteDqI5jG
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zREQcAWiZ
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Pd47arWYI
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當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtYwi95tjx
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKmznjtYYk
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18kW395EFL
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNMFjxm7pH
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNNFkk5DcH
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此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnoGuLjFbv
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJrgNRnqvG
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxXdcEBuO5
530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozJppHg4rV
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BEautlRlP
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9t5PCBORB
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYBKHAeu0k
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrSGnTdUyM
530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UR3lhHy2m
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykU5UsOpSb
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEghBMmsEB
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTggEK3bE1
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而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfgCbtvMes
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nSD1wgRdT
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Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0U3tNpJ9p
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpPvhb7riP
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJbo5fodKA
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLNrNxo6Rn
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoQfhgSL5Q
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVvxWI4hv4
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「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37Nh25p82S
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVDKEIjX3a
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRoGWzE1fE
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxChiwwMHt
我必須想辦法……有了！530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzyfSt72Lp
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「伏—」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx3UjUvSi5
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Rk1E8Po35
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkj3eQnHByP
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnafihBEUM
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而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYDHVZBqB9
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnitjdtMoQz
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYsjn1qVdF
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGmewIdD9Z
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlkDUk9RNt
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「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPau5OEOdrk
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jsRd6ko17
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcB04iRyXCQ
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q7UOltyIM
530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqdUpxjGDN
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3GKwZgKkm
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGivrQvHTk
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEbGdkSOaE
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此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QdD7zi7L8
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjUAlS63Qm
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uIqApnXUc
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1GSPXOnCQ
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrLk7U1abO
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0QH9SOVc7
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「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreoYUmYuFf
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgIo3qB43E
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAok4ENkK5L
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbRUN2SAnq
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8gktoZAPT
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「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdcVNCj4Xs
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGYG6SdGN6
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjLVNKglPs
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但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OdbhQFWcl
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uPc5WfTzk
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxouVozrDDF
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxdE0INCHK
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLI26Y0hKCI
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「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8y3Dw6ElET
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgRRTjuP0U
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6vnQJaXMK
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrAT375rFA
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「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JfEwSPzsV
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hUmVopWl4
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5VxmTQZd1
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「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkCxcokd8v
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn9ornXW6d
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRgDeHViwS
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLkV0MFbqs
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當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLQmopMylA
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS7EZMJyX8
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1thXrFSYRg
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雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EHSVvsqXo
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJGcFyeivV
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIALLdyUm2
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「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bsH3Df5D6
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小番外：530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVk7uscnxS
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1uHuvylI8
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbznJozpSPw
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRyuo7Qn0k
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WMgyVGaY2
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作者閒聊：530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4esQezU3A
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pPByZfZ4q
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