第三十七章:問與答784Please respect copyright.PENANAvEnm5rLPXP
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAkanzm6zRnA
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。784Please respect copyright.PENANAmd7PQ3Gh4o
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:784Please respect copyright.PENANAEfp3yWA6FH
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAHcudLxbXnU
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。784Please respect copyright.PENANAAPUtw5UoTS
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「做咩啦?心情差?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2LkSXZ727
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。784Please respect copyright.PENANAjSCWmzI3Rz
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。784Please respect copyright.PENANAztQTLMQJwf
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。784Please respect copyright.PENANA0hbrubgK1k
避免令她感到更煩躁。784Please respect copyright.PENANAlvWGtidKcU
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。784Please respect copyright.PENANAaS8EmUL125
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。784Please respect copyright.PENANA9gZ6IBl4KA
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……784Please respect copyright.PENANAMmCFyosxyK
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。784Please respect copyright.PENANA0d0A4eems4
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……784Please respect copyright.PENANARv1KtQLPvW
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「喂!Alvin!」784Please respect copyright.PENANASKvrctKRdE
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。784Please respect copyright.PENANAkI1LrIiLex
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。784Please respect copyright.PENANApdNVz2gDNn
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。784Please respect copyright.PENANAwk5iPmb7yr
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。784Please respect copyright.PENANAWGc0SF71LT
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAEYLLlckQRO
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。784Please respect copyright.PENANAaIAYiyohvU
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。784Please respect copyright.PENANAgM5vDjg40n
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。784Please respect copyright.PENANA1OEanYsUFz
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。784Please respect copyright.PENANAeX0r9TjRuw
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。784Please respect copyright.PENANAq9JBp1eGIq
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAOww2FZS2fk
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。784Please respect copyright.PENANAiUtk237RzF
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。784Please respect copyright.PENANAJ89D5SxQFW
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……784Please respect copyright.PENANAmIAP2gUrQr
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。784Please respect copyright.PENANAdtpgkUfYBD
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。784Please respect copyright.PENANAWR0fsX3I8y
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」784Please respect copyright.PENANA7CnhWfuUIm
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。784Please respect copyright.PENANAJoDd8B4AM4
但我沒有回應她。784Please respect copyright.PENANA23XDtc2DBX
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」784Please respect copyright.PENANAQRyoc8vYXI
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。784Please respect copyright.PENANAAHDMZV6Xyk
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」784Please respect copyright.PENANAqbuevhtKrc
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。784Please respect copyright.PENANAXPy4JgVMRp
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:784Please respect copyright.PENANABknXbZQyUd
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAnTNribbo5h
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。784Please respect copyright.PENANAMyxZ2sZJLZ
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……784Please respect copyright.PENANANRY9Q9b7UO
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。784Please respect copyright.PENANAvL8VLU6w8I
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。784Please respect copyright.PENANAKr9a30Q9uk
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」784Please respect copyright.PENANAO7i3RZcD0l
她思考了一會後再說。784Please respect copyright.PENANARJDpwPnFlB
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「如果啲咩先?」784Please respect copyright.PENANA5sDaYPd9dc
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。784Please respect copyright.PENANAXKSQJHzdux
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAQH3AFzuGOe
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。784Please respect copyright.PENANAkiJz6oKxQ8
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。784Please respect copyright.PENANAM1xPQ4Gyvc
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……784Please respect copyright.PENANAOzdXKnS6UT
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」784Please respect copyright.PENANAKWOTVGFu2P
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。784Please respect copyright.PENANAtvUeU2fDT3
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。784Please respect copyright.PENANAOKwSp71eHT
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。784Please respect copyright.PENANAoP8wNYNJxF
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……784Please respect copyright.PENANAAqSy5MQ8Wl
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。784Please respect copyright.PENANAdsWzZU8Iv8
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……784Please respect copyright.PENANAFcd6H6Yncv
所以我都不能確實回答。784Please respect copyright.PENANA75TfZMoRpM
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。784Please respect copyright.PENANAtaRxqpOHgm
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」784Please respect copyright.PENANAyYerVpE1E6
我直接與她說。784Please respect copyright.PENANAdlj2439yso
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。784Please respect copyright.PENANAKePh2Fqm90
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……784Please respect copyright.PENANAvPRc9Dp4I7
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAJxkgKQcZYv
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。784Please respect copyright.PENANAaiKOMLeTJ7
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……784Please respect copyright.PENANAzIRuwTwxqx
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。784Please respect copyright.PENANA2ErZPoYHhk
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」784Please respect copyright.PENANA0v9z7Opxgt
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。784Please respect copyright.PENANAshKLTtZJs4
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而我正在換衣的時候……784Please respect copyright.PENANAHLrDShMkzt
「鈴—鈴—」784Please respect copyright.PENANAVIvI3OhC4S
突然手機鈴聲響起了。784Please respect copyright.PENANA8LDDARpnKB
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。784Please respect copyright.PENANAsZjTQ1RjnO
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。784Please respect copyright.PENANA9cAGc7o6Df
我二話不說就接聽了。784Please respect copyright.PENANAfVhPyZC1pG
「喂?依玲?」784Please respect copyright.PENANA9q2MQX9eUf
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。784Please respect copyright.PENANAJYJDRIGxuK
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。784Please respect copyright.PENANAFCT8cnkw0Y
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。784Please respect copyright.PENANAKwAXYXjMvK
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。784Please respect copyright.PENANAubmHbKWhVI
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAQA1uWME5xf
她向我道歉起來。784Please respect copyright.PENANAabBsBfiANc
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」784Please respect copyright.PENANAcra0qYL5if
我希望她不要太過介意。784Please respect copyright.PENANAd9v28N5PKo
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……784Please respect copyright.PENANA73WNDmhN4A
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。784Please respect copyright.PENANA0aH7Jv6Bmc
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……784Please respect copyright.PENANAiiihB1sX9g
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。784Please respect copyright.PENANAsehiBRG2Po
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……784Please respect copyright.PENANAsWlfgKbulU
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAZjen2W1Js1
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。784Please respect copyright.PENANApznAX1nus1
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAejM1x7P87y
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。784Please respect copyright.PENANAGv7MAckhck
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「原來喺咁……」她說。784Please respect copyright.PENANAdvZ9rEgBh7
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。784Please respect copyright.PENANA8hNLrStb5C
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」784Please respect copyright.PENANAlBZrbhVK7w
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……784Please respect copyright.PENANA3mZOdi3ljT
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?784Please respect copyright.PENANAH5ZrsIUts6
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」784Please respect copyright.PENANAj4fi2Iei7K