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「你諗清楚啲？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVWIYLpRXK
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVM1qplQvR
這個畫面似曾相識的……458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKV3oAsjPt
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97wlBbkEKz
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjWdLDdhW5
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGatIu14s1
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8Z7s5zzMV
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdFaolYKVT
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwGa5lZklm
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFadcGIRME0
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA0mYLAXy1
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3F6P3asgD
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwAURMz9gE
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHo8rAOx2z
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8K79Xu4Agy
「唔、知、啊！！！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPIPoo2I6a
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpi7KRj5cn
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6w0cskS8lX
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fDHBRJIdr
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCABHVXsuX
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGND6orNqgL
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpwIZI2Em1
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBQm6og9fC
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnAhBi0IfB
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2j0fx5XRv
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr0a8kZ3UB
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhAXWXCHFw
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9x1UsKANA0
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf8pJzp5xw
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFbYuTIxEO
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vhTxFknCW
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj90cUIVb9
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfrtBPUjQ8
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiKD4qI6Yw
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzSoB5grGD
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sBPTgyrNz
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RXLZBk9lP
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ5mSxFHXN
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBLPnlaX2E
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy4qkp0ALs
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpGN5P6MFD
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWiVr0UA7n
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpSQtOdzhe
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnGWOODSjO
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseiHlIRPRx
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAN6V0HfQw
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0td3YKElL
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOayewUACDS
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYezQElGEN
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIhpllQaTR
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2rkDAsLF9
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45Klyvw5tb
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIw9mVrpni
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxHrl5lwCc
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ450Ke4JPDI
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUxLosDPgt
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUAW8hpatL
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzGrppQCyb
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuDEsGBhU6
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzTfln5XEZ
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkEjRKmnhv
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUZvCWWwcm
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoZSUok2bE
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOMiYG5X4F
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hqGEUnEkH
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFL82MNk3k
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvCdCbmq8o
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0JEHuah5Z
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWNYFsndiv
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj20ORQxRsK
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTJeA9NxOF
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlc5niCLq8a
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0fy6Mht2l
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywuzVgAg0S
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip3QcwQj71
「快啲教我點做。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgChJyCMSW
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJ7HtpkNIt
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUdbWkHAZq
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkKBFgu2Ev
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNmfcGwfFy
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1932E0CBJW
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU1sFevvx4
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfNd92u2hT
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1NNgeRAO7
「欸！？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgcGebPNtP
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUcgE4GPKU
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJe9pUl1er
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cpmp55F5s
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIz7t6yhtK
看來我還不夠成熟呢……458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JiznONQIT
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5etELtFjtb
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUOmEzMpmJ
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgAmNDPVDR
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqinC37IMQN
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjO3DVtZxp
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qDcbfhBfK
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRgeOiuZuU
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zKVNG6mIS
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXDDe865E6
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJcLqp6gNd
還有六人。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnLzj6zbkH
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「成長、成熟」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvklWPqe65c
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作者的話：458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GrWM1va6l
忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2tn8dPnd8
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