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「你諗清楚啲？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mbjMvqQsC
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9muV2QWcj
這個畫面似曾相識的……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VyhxPPyRT
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSxX7DPp2S
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJYNHXSxeH
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHk10Sv1y4
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpi8oqMUfis
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkojOMvU8Y
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA6KNlVXi1
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bgEXuf1jC
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EfXrAnKC0
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx50ArK2dD
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRBjnvsXyx
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBa9PId3ZO1
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVc0s37sFn
「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXf6Qs2R5me
「唔、知、啊！！！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI1c6UQEfm
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcNcmklKZF
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BnacrnugX
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRe5QiWvdG
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE0m12it8v
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wyP96uXyj
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuxdxbWm8j
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKzfuu50JM
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0YQrgfpev
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpX0ojslUMc
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tlq3GL7UV
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C8EPbN3bA
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnduQBLk1M8
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUDNEk794N
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNUXzXfnWV
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc61ti2YYL2
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfneWSxw3qo
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuKXtbw5hx
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHm9wyZFWm
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsttrgQJHd
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYviY2B0iZ
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwB0P9SScG
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L4vVEZOCc
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhM6jLHuzdI
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5aGEzNFwN
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YvC86zbzW
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovutyyDDyX
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60zwtG99I4
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFTrTbr08z
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJZdkR1Tv3
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTanXFuQPK
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wHUQOk9j4
「Rita你打算做社工呵？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6VXUwWs6B
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9eATQ2oLH
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2JX7TM65i
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXRQbDQ2R0
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHT7OwYqX3
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuui75liLm
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyJr15q642
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lKMkReSVs
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt0T5z1lUb
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvf8bTavKx
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T9Lmx6uqI
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgDLVyOpbt
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHQKoc9Pdn
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAEjjphDnH
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6ClUglp4f
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2axK854Qj
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWOOis1TjL
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBohJjV40P3
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj7rU1lBBh
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXVGX6wepF
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54igNFmnI1
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoP1VBCwh3
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZm7JCFHqu
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliXn59FXvH
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiZxfg0NOP
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIya5zdIC2k
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0BHClgFGw
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZpzQB1b7f
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXxmZnZXoX
「快啲教我點做。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfo3LjxrM9
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBGsuSgnAt
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgEndxJ90j
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahhjbh06ar
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeizCy8aAPl
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIC2W18yVS
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9ABxyZGZO
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sEuVQuTsc
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZsBItoj3R
「欸！？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyaDpg9ZfY
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSV4oD9ioeW
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9sQe2e4Ig
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsubTFeveO
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7zvUfJzDi
看來我還不夠成熟呢……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWCzZwiQ8Y
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXFWjqfn8f
「多謝，你覺得我重要。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRz10RltjpV
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEOvp3OOax
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESUSXHxz9E
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvheiKzpcr
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAodLKYhsN
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHRoXpK9Ql
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGb0yaVd3Db
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADD7rb1r0k
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNVVD9U08D
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKzi0rjNRQ
還有六人。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOhjV2nzrz
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「成長、成熟」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wstFsuR5p
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作者的話：456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZjrWEX98g
忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpahxpF24bx
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