第一二七章：過去537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh32aYGPLAE
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我們分手的那一天……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EHhCMxv4N
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYD0NKnQVVn
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmDt9Zwj0v
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QooLj0ao9
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhr6Msuobn
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewi2vapJIH
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q2T2SSa8E
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IYsANQoFT
顯示的卻是單剔號。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbKt922m8E
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8pesvfjvL
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwZOiEp0qK
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGTFgZjqDF
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7TE7FfyGL
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdyhyNUjRq
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsxdDcf8TF
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k6oldA9U7
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguoKzltnqe
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFArTdxhI1
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMUgsVxt17
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Uit2ksDpp
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBtZi84F1l
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomCVcxSWeX
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtdMMvWejJ
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04LR2nzPHx
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFiNGpXT9D
這是回憶嗎？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZWT1LFfUN
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFnFKd7JGQ
又是回憶了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkwZDob1bC
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mKGZUiVO5
怎樣都是回憶。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9joVHQD6W
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCR8aTBc2Q
不要再是回憶了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrqpLvkkn9
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Nv0fvlp32
不要、不要、不要！537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjbK2ctqLZ
「我唔想離開你！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYllKgGzDCw
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「夠啦！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Akk539QS6
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn5uOKzgqM
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JLxPTG9MW
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeW3OgZtqi
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfRHYI3j7W
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1bxfAzQ4w
「咦？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgMZcLhYQP
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvQLZvBIkz
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1obDMv8jjA
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSueCAgO105
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5hHbERpWa
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9dG7lCcbu
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxitrdf26pU
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgzMorXnG6
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1Bs1iDRbk
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI3RvEozS4
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMogPVuTQe
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCNIygsQVl
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l8aLFMm9r
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykNu69Xgxo
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQZAIqcAJt
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4U1Ry7NMF2
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpSQFBCoS8
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ashW5wRsq
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz4jPOm5QI
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz22ux5A3GC
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMVYilvyM2
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFXLBIuNtG
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYLDkGMeJF
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKdgP56YTB
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgya27lqdz8
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZszkMEmkDr
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDDWHq7V83
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxsnVAJ2g8
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0e71CCigw
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogdIzd49tG
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eqsPylE5q
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdw7BHerL3Z
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNIHhk5aXH
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R3iHK8j1m
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX600XdU0ma
不過，當然是沒有了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzNsMz9Jk2
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI6KrwFWIy
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdSLD6Oplv
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOHFlHHXak
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CxN1BzeQ8
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe5i9rtHfT
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYezbbZcIJ
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoRzHaRLPR
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFICqAZqz9
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0EM0qPzkD
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHqgpaIPve
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LkqGzFNgx
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uFmsJLBVu
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXa5PJbbiUI
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vsQXRKZhU
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FqibPC86Y
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uEVO5RzRj
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVSHtwzWus
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6331SezRx
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8SXpxMDrD
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5o5t4962RH
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfwVnwI7mU
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYdBap2Vjo
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBByqybY4Ny
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