第九十二章：承諾與失望572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo6yvZjQGR
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPWP9zK5w8
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUCvvchCl8
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjiZU2nBuF
對，那個人……就是Mandy。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlEqRNflFm
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLWvOAvUL5
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWB9LOaIaz
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTXZZBTTSI
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrJqsfr2VP
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u3X3p07BU
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vPYMxJk3R
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GY1hvkfEk
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJY7gdMbtB
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFvBNxLQ6C
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfdA4b2svE
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ehQk9Qyrq
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYxONc7Kwn
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqM4QAFpyy
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfioZMDTRAj
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgr0TTKTK7C
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvowgxomvv
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpyG9Jbrh4
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9ogDvsWCJ
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHA4lks2Q5
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8fYpgCPsd
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmD3DWYDSu5
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ17dZb6i08
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvVqcxtBZc
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT7gZKa2Gt
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然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zGMZRoGIm
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEJvOCkSyi
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbABVd0SVf
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjxGRaxBmn
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBenQVN4i4Y
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA8EF2wi4J
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVi8B2DBB9
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpZ6OriIx0
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcgHdbgJNJ
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0DLlC57XV
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYqxRw1udM
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3xfZZzulI
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjMbBQHhS2
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpS8J4kA2Ke
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjotZIx4bnP
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEWPfz5CSA
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlr5HJ6zFr7
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVC4r5BuElA
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXhWVgVxXL
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBt8Flyb29
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「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL8jXVrfQZ
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyWPj22hKx
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMgWMywXku
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioOxpKMjJK
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNS0qbJImoV
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGG5K6vmL1
「Online住唔應嘅？」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDt180DZPB
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQDJJRQOGs
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接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLmUpcSdnF
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfhIhBJv20
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ555vDXyBoR
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然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmqbZZMZL4
「我準備做手術啦」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8M6IZAutqh
「做完再覆你ouo<3」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdmfLPCUgq
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvWHEo8CCO
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00Fn08IbOY
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然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqSOVU1JZ2
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRTfjEGC2R
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ6c1UejLF
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp6a1bN5Lz
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0d9aD5kjwd
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXu6k0y7fZ
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvSh3D6195
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGUH5Sstyj
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDdI1WA0vB
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但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL74Tppi3T
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVzpOr67hx
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「各就位……預備……」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjYwnCW55r
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcMtczk5Ke
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrsHq3XneO
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2SGs2LemI
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH1PARUDXJ
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「呯—」 572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZmyAL1SST
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA8ANYi2ud
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyzLV4dvAS
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAvquEmrcR
最後更成為了最後一名。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CQ9yHHpl7
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj11tuYXXbq
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSy7wWXJfP
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W7RRgRamt
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RQPqfDTsY
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoay6LYF2Bu
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jvaFEqbLW
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKRfgwBHDu
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEAuQNwtCh
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKCDeQuRQf
是Mandy。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhVtG5ntRa
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「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e9Bf7dMZm
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwDBYR8Zb5
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLs7W77e2M8
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCbV5vVOy3
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EZx6sc1qQ
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF55EuxR14f
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxkJuxT9Wi
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnc10XMLdM
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「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIrmYbRtyI
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkT7jcBfQj9
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjqRZ9GkBI
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV610hY3tm4
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「啪—」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fM6AqPYck
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghbOm0n3uP
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4ihjGnoPJ
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOJIteeYMW
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWn8VadA40
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrT7WSmaIu
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」572Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPLM1NoYY8
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