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「你諗清楚啲？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXQtql8Vzy
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnMuAXSDKo
這個畫面似曾相識的……389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9bGlunW7A
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwQUfC5MeW
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzFhJ6pNti
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTlFHBjcs6
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB46o1jmNu0
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR4ruVzD48
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5MFnCb6lZ
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c8D2voYea
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknR0byaqjB
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvPJFzo0p0
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyrPPBoF73
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcftVRthiA
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcRshZJuZl
「唔、知、啊！！！」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlRKJGYtSI
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl7TkXRyAq
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OyLSRelyn
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z6TKbn1vW
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa0Cxgg1H0
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYachmG8wV
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWrTMdcyEB
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjZzeSgrYi
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡem8cBEr36j
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxycGVtzdnH
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDxEH70axJ
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YM43r7rV7
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2ALtzEEfh
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlpYKPc1ez
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYUQWnFpJw
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xKphOlPEb
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2pQAHHG8M
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaHiNtsJDr
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv2IuI3s5H
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoOB7KaX8b
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMTFS7hYdj
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81bBSVHS6l
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C6G2ycZho
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HWR50E0Gn
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfsT8iCDFf
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO1kZO1Ktk
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gFYajJj9c
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9l19SXfVN
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAljcRGJxbv
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmHliEOk19
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lx4ctVncA
389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8zeJbwAWy
「Rita你打算做社工呵？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhxn1ugFYi
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSaTOulF5c
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBw2fjWqjA
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GWo5nlEdl
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4Q2QqW3u3
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5KmeuvWW7
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdwvVtl6sd
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hJOhIVVw7
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHNGOj4MI5
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOYidB7a7B
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU3UtXQA1r
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjZMmDpgFZ
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO12DXw1fY
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0PBuVr3OZ
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB46a6wclgE
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjm31xBDP0
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMRwlU0ki9
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLODMUuEx5
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh0fxOpVcp
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuYl6KYRXa
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj6uluG6OA
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMtlCPpldL
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1rDvJ1Vcf
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwSlD7IXIz
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfDeDbhHGN
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU63WWS1mgP
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjLEKavw7D
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZybn0tt28
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAk3A6m7w0
「快啲教我點做。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4CyBejkJw
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVcvqzDArp
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyKwOV163G
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX0mWtRGgV
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7prSDsCDe
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4etkecuEE
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xQZfvMvQM
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejt1IsJlzD
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwDzoKhJBQ
「欸！？」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHJAv8EaGr
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4Hqm7R2fM
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ32IfGsw8
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa7v0BLqPt
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CScAVW8uJ
看來我還不夠成熟呢……389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwf8TAIfhl
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xlXeCp7gm
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2DT8Zc9AS
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5TD9Rdse2
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4CnKgxF76
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1umNuMkk7
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QTYV0mOi9
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeG83taKcn
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFYG9lZ2AX
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9hXByOq7z
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoLdRSPJ4w
還有六人。389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8c7fRURUgy
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「成長、成熟」389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkWIJpwWLR
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作者的話：389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTv5RieXN4
忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqx49O6UFL
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