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他在梳化上猛然醒來。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83AJE1Dy8F
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcJqqkSxnU
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD9XneD8g5
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrKOimpnla
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjik6pgDsu
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg60SVr5oKL
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逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIp2icO9Qf4
何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPHaB0Dgtx
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbeY3yvh7N
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抵不住。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhIEa0SBqe
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他決定到公園散步。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowlNCSGRYl
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFj4Tp6UwhK
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7ZAsN1I6Q
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6hVFQ0xQ0
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRHIx5KD5p
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD8uHczvFP
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocrbLtLbHO
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他不自已憶起亡妻……495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFxG9UXEpx
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYrjkrGKmu
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zDtctVwLy
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIk2eII0Wl
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvzyrcR3Ku
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMg0pfjxSwo
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHsIO5HxKV
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「即是何時？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLwgGQ6ybJ
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「下一個夏天。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Gfij221lQ
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjoMhpiVqT
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXok6uWpWkM
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kokptzRRz
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4nUOX1DrN
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcNRlf9rHl
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內心終於安定下來。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiARhOgTy7C
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xzrzLO5sh
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「但你的血糖……」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPzrHdoZpn
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuYVTC9ROP
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jPhUU8cQh
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8L3U2Qyot
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兒子送她一根拐杖。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVZKP5uB2Y
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wbYkr1LCE
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnObJOORgEY
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMvPSjCLPl
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA4ZDyYzid
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOj2i5WFUh
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgDvbIoJxP
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKQrHgbMaS
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6IHJ6HH8B
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於願足矣。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukl8Qqrzn5
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MX83HoDI7
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogM1rTzqLo
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbAuj1VjU5
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總得走下去，不是嗎？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhCP5WOj1e
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSi9ej57k1
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgBqhBQPUh
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeI1SbMEnM
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
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他在床上徐徐張眼。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzyxVLOlWS
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd32etwSNZ9
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkchQSSdlf
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嗯。醫院。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGXUb0BeKj
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OTGUDpbNQ
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsKOPs1FpF
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ46cT4Katw
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Lc1pyQOAD
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45x2gUHO88
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZezqtcRaTe
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「知道。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwlW8MT8In
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqgoRBPybI
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoR7DvwUS9
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pJVemVldD
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EIBbcNada
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJEUOH4P8O
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7wYlgmXAa
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「她知道了沒？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDENAnqEt2
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「不打算告訴她。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrLNcbkuMl
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcO8eCP72K
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兒子笑而不語。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsozy1O3cRj
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOmHM669yx
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBmnRXA3F2
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbD08fhatJ
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPwIDX8a3v
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewtfSZgTq5
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnSAD9xBaj
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他決定到公園走走。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6RJzLfArQ
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dA5fhSU8c
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo5nSbGJ7W
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkVrJ0iefl
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3eMLv2kig
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全場一片默然。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSJefNGFSG
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzPlBFvOl2
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不要問為何。不要問感受。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPQbVEEsbf
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9YpOw1Thc
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe9Xa8JjX7
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3oyBZ2eEF
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEdEVAwqyP
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HxNdpOyd2
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XnrUHieyU
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqWdsV0A9Y
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy2iqdI450
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBX2ZA7w4z
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gNaDmWLP2
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiv1i4E11O
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他的目光不期然瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKp7lFXXSE
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不復見。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq1MPeZg9t
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他莫名的被深深憾動。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg5SqzZ6ig
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKIcbA3Sh5
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXSeNw4eUe
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「我不怕死。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhAqNyhByu
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfrCewFbim
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ725ql7uGpc
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEddZyWToL1
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「她的叮囑？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VRviZjYiR
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29VhQYHSoA
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCfUtH99hU
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「她沒這麼說。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngHm1pldr9
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVKlq9eW8l
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5sJquUpGs
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTivboQaPX
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9pLIqoap1
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7l66ExK69
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKwjkEU8MI
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1UI4MslbI
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「你多活了三年半。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpmlhwzRhG
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOOEq4UCyn
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「想繼續吃？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaQWaMs1Ew
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJUQt0d81E
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf5NvTsS8z
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZC12BddEU
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兒子呢？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mt10ZNVVx
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDXtOVPA8N
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啊！記起來了。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQqwfmVv8r
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5vbWzoe1z
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果然。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaZL46Yimf
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQAnVdM1Kl
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cDwm2xmwA
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddiRs3bXoN
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6p65qpLvHy
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigHuNPY93J
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若有所失。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt6yZfzCsd
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到公園散心吧。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f2DcCE1VN
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnoFB5brkq
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9DGOibNjH
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTU3Y5SvKfA
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找樹。找到那樹。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UN7plLoE5
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNInSTRdkQf
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEswOK6ft7
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksrqFc6GiD
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不願意。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20UMx6iqbd
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想逃。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4I7GmEYNd
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逃！495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZanFYiImyM
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逃出樹林。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpbxejtYpU
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彷如隔世。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4yZzR1BPW
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8R6QGgXb3
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQonTvFCzSO
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一青年步入警署。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RX0Afng4J
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「你是誰？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwm6xJ4EXN
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「我是你的孫兒。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1ObycGzQK
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「嗯……」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpL40cYjdh0
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「爺爺，回家吧。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewMUb3f5CV
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「嗯……」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgFSaI15lH
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQVjRsWMYG
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwzmkqUj3U
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是否忘記了甚麼？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2gkXXV7An
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRERVEng2j1
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RH7z3i8oO
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGecrdl82e
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlGUztU68O
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1atH0hXwT
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxuiFLvtlw
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9MnSpZo8X
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzywMalU1r
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未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2opbRKtP4
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見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qS7ebJBOY
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnUDz76rji
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2vjQ35tvB
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkkaSAy7Jq
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Wbzh4L07M
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxA2nbrynjV
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQl2lBhh3V
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS08ZqrCC0x
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u5CJKiEGR
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48iK03EWN6
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沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRphej4iQm3
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoPK67IaoB
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvu5ZSfUEn
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沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZBddE5gAN
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfuq4SWXMM
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXIrpfLHXi
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQO3WbNtInD
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願意。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGv8xw49wp
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHV9fCj0Gg
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdC13mhgv3
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一青年步入醫院。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq5RNpi4qu
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「你是誰？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPBOAodcgM
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「我是你的孫兒。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ic7uMffQK
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「嗯……」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7CWLv9nRn
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「爺爺，回家吧。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflsY5mJ5gH
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMat1NsP35
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIQyBJlGVe
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEUqbQO09V
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9pIgcRixJ
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罷。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhZqTQmdW9
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOhvYK3YtL
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他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回憶。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X8k5nzuXE
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不要緊。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG8gR4dCRX
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TY8VP6tHO
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他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5dFmQ6lAc
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嘴角輕揚。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaZJngAXc1
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wwnH97TyB
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三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPK82bw6h4F
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要緊的，不再要緊。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvW04ZJPfA
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罷。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmhQAYNcdQ
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBZ3UGy98b
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循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlh71bW59Q
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzzlvppjAQ
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TmBHzTv1I
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紅燈。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrmpENOFAk
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBvlU33Lcz
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孫兒彷彿自言自語。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNbB1EVOPQ
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綠燈。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdnuBHb7aw
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孫兒沒有開步走。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdnHGq6TPA
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紅燈。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfkAY5UOUB
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYTFL0gKs3
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpjwS4uuEm
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綠燈。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1eO2vrPOL
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL38z3w3dO
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紅燈。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyEkJhblpu
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「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqFAmHygbn
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孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfrTAuhhWB
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綠燈。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YvV4tir30
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「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnagGvLlnt
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孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbX0f8Ispt
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總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ypwcGcvKU
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這是從他身上學懂的。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOjHW4Eqnp
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一生受用。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1YLjHaPQm
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「爺爺，謝謝你。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYd6139kjA
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdehKI3a4e9
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要緊的，其實不要緊。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8nv6eqQHO
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罷。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoh9nPNiTj
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他被送上安老院專車。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QekSseJhm
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車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsI7dOYpjEL
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腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dZKsNIiln
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYkj1cCgOu
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要緊的，不再要緊。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgUe0MonE1
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他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLoZ52Goat
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他忘記前塵，沒有執著。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8X2hA7WEX
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有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsE9apxlfI
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。
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***創作概念：人生四苦——生老病死——免不了，唯有盡量好好面對和處理，令苦痛時間減短。人到晚年，對四苦感受尤深。死，可以由身邊同輩身上深切體會到；病，也許是身體發出的一個警號，提醒你要珍惜光陰和重要的人事物；老，可說是身體的老去，也可以說是精神上的成長；生，沒有永恆的生命，只得將自身的經驗和知識傳承予後代。好好面對和處理四苦，是其中一種令生命變得圓滿和有意義的方法。
