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我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFyxdpFQem
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPgWNAl0cZ
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbKaHz3MZz
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwxmnJAJ3A
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4BJh99kdm
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmch8srukWj
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「你是誰？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOI9Mzd7fuM
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「長頸鹿。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7TT67ZUcP
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「甚麼？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJbFHxvogS
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「長——頸——鹿——」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sBx0MJni8
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYPwFUuhuw
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我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnOkbBrIGQ
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPd9DcGQW2
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「雪櫃。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWxfQcNkSU
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「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4we4lnXaVI
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEIzq0MIWe
我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhGubw61Rh
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「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5XwBPXqMh
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGlpChTu5C
「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7fKyr4KN1
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長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbc0wp9eiab
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HvJqVkl14
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事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKWbvBulpk
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIKkpIJA4Y
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「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq1mz24sZa
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「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAYB62FCJl
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「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSK5oT8xIm
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「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcwPhaehl6
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「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqMLnb0hpM
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「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFf1eeHPrK
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「噢！謝謝你！」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ6OXTABR2
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNNl9cDUpU
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJqyoWW173
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我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefTqRyPnKu
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我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3hEuikZOw
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「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPQYfca1dD
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDohtfli9r
沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvcdpNzKms
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長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZy0NB643zs
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主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA18qFEmyII
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就這樣？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LE1G1WeRG
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芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RtRpEE0wr
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太突然！我接受不來！588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsppPd1COj
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無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F9tnW30Ns
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「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkxLxxkvbG
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「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNDwBoQVlx
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「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMCfRdWUE8
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「那就別去嘗試。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUJQwSyLEK
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我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdwILE2Yl2
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPjXliAgfs
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5dmhVmRcG
生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcZ7CaExUI
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偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwHIfOmJu9
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmkRkom6fc
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繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6VS2BKflq
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繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg6jgFaTym
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ11YoB6Gsf
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqFhstMpiQ
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「你好。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUJXX0EG9m
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我沒有搭理牠。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiOzE91i1r
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「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNHvUePfEe
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牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGoZluahPQ
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「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowoKiFraiT
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「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyMADCfnB2
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「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCqyxKkBUm
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我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfYJamNqj9
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但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJTkaJmniY
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夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXhX0ChGyK
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芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo4tNpkxAY
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在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIMFJ8I7rD
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牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bSeY9fST9
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芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6c0giLLYu
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不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU1Upkr2NE
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitwC2bWSkh
如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv77YaUxRa
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翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAojRm7pME
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「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJryk2jZeq
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「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYbunToCfZ
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「我家簡直熱得要命！」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75r8nbOO5m
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「你家在哪？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWohWrHBXse
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「草原。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSEqnW2Xf0
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「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqFFIV6F12
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jubpC4TFU
「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOajTYQ2FiN
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「甚麼？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwzEx4Hn44
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「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4D1vNcxHJ
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN1q8xCzDq
「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehKH9CKapE
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT85NcXXTk
「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTgjn4Ontq
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我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2cLW2WJBN
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「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ728P76eIOm
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我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPRSfznJv0
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「很熱呀！快放我出去！」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbSEWbcFpv
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埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHH1kOAp04
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1C4S1IKFK
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfIRF2RLLd
埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GJtbFKi55
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUePJ1Thsk
陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4owAANScF
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3kAsVfFDb
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埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEJxhinxjL
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgRnJzOWDr
我報以幽幽微笑。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mcm8osM5R
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQEGwW6tz8
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「笑甚麼？」我不悅。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEczwD6Qhpx
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「只能笑喔。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquJHdNO0aE
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「何解？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvlfQ7D8aC
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「我哭累了。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XpbXNALnA
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我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyxdzL12bJ
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUSm8uUOma
誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiNubadj5L
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iQ3H8Ibkb
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjgldXlv4d
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjABBq3y9N
「你打算怎樣處理？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUijqw8nbN
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWlXdYUHp7
「回到你身體裡去喔！」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxshq9RZ6qC
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRO4gy5kYBq
我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDUNaNydIy
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOQwqWwYQc
像嬰孩。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcA19UCbRI
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWz1w8evDW
我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VrYYqqUpK
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBYcTHQqcH
心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApYue47OgJ
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaGScrxaTv
生活順利嗎？順利得順利。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypPzMW2HeG
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毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeYwWWLQiW
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踏實。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W9oi5xK8N
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安全感。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDun0SGeWWc
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e2vdp1J4u
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDhchdpqIf
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2IvUwIq1F
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8uJC0aY4Z
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbGkSGVt4H
「關於我的呢？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC8i2JGQsx
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY8cbyvLei
「現在開始記錄。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaLiTmXq26
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrEMq8Dpfc
埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OF4A7ObbU
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI1h6QqecJ
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jpgaqHjNs
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ916IPjlO
若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cFHfmYXid
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtzZGYHGTp
我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLKMpko4HV
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoob6kH6iv
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSNt8XxHux
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQBuqIfBXa
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9lald5Vao
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPOFGjGOoe
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvGXISOgMH
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdmPxVJN6q
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULd669VzLH
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqZF0ceATD
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOtZ6pDzqz
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kpM04PNiN
肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡne730Lo9Cg
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrh4eGkFbu
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HwRWMn00l
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EKwnoANAw
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLuoEQsNYg
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXzzV9tIkL
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QyxePnl7c
SOUL1314？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4xOe6Yu2L
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我的名字？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84HzIaTDgT
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在我額前？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85pEsnN5wY
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9KGpB40aF
怎麼我不曾察覺？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZSikyciS3
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZVjtJifwN
主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKkrCJ1cVK
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHr8Vtndao
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfdXnRzHTU
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65jO9kc7eo
主人答：「是的。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIifPh94Cv
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pJc7qJn4q
「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHO1UjGuQ9h
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZi3vWdJPnL
「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzz36v3iuc
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywWorwbebR
「這是欺騙。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv9LjdyVOg
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「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSsphrtuqr
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ0abGPPu9
「沒有。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wovXiUeRj
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「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19MYPwZc7C
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJxkBkWK0j
我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuad7iMihQw
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rHeaTCCjO
無所依靠，無所適從。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeBvfc4T9h
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不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTf8xN5BoHG
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmdy0nMjSm
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90EP1gQbBV
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSjGqnJavQ
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8Q3SI0alM
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K7pAQLQUP
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJV3tzPekV
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGWiYtX11F
我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6QAezgkxO
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q7BTqpxAH
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAQcwpkkYJ
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKIR5cUDHS
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iTe2AlPo7
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH4825whXx
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFG9Ey27Ym
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwsHGcQM21
剩下的只有我。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg7TEnCee3
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1hs7Rt4t8
空白空虛空洞的我。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ6JL3dRuK
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrjWH2ZMLN
神智不清的我。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEd19vjnDFq
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRxBK9PsXw
思緒紊亂的我。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8kUXegiM4
「主人，早安。」我說。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIW5tIYIE9v
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ3RSlTEZn
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrpI7yMhMS
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeCID0pMD5
「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Gw7kElm4S
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamvVqOgKr2
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJCoQxWqvr
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38jT72PUBC
「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3QxIwg0ny
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtguQ3XYDI
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopXoCwFWUJ
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡem28hn5hNq
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzECmZAcc2
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFn35PryiQa
身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk5W5fUNRV
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHUYXVSnU6
我失去一切。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCfZ9fucSU
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcgIDIRERK
芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyy0V2inou
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T2B98Idzu
空白，空虛，空洞。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zyZbHTdmp
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63XifyDECq
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMHw19AJcf
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcmZ42bm6M
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkSQ76g1WY
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRoxNeBW1u
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylcN4IxXoS
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv1O65Kmk3
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLolSaJAvhO
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTp0ZNIcWwI
死意已決。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bUptBw3Ru
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnVBJzROMF
電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5MjEfh6q4
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ULWIi0kKN
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnBx2orQXU
晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ImEeEurZK
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時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4XDDZiCHm
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyF1YCfTgh
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有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOTnha35XX
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那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdZeRxxgtC
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到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodtcHu9sJb
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有人買它回家。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PNUCKlAXX
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他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacqlBrwEuG
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuP3HRKXmF
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnDZzCkiZC
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SfvWdWmu9
這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8mD9umBTG
588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4n83sJRZK
某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW0bKQeenN
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYXDXGzyYA
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHPvIkYfhK
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXexBjINrB4
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生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBNf0dLG05
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心境寧靜。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdOIOX4QqU
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生活順利。588Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXJuC4E9Rm
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