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（01）367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVk78mtHeq
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一九九三年，他六歲。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Xuqz8c61w
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5eBwUltMs
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0pyFjakXA
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3yU6GEBwb
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看不見，聽得到。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcRZyMAcuZ
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尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvO0oigabZ
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電車。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdN1AErTLhz
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叮叮——叮叮——367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SWq1wVtvE
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ESfsq3uKs
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfBJ3V0aXr
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzxAgFJBLN
他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97E3sTzUQG
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刻骨銘心。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNgSc2cnqO
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叮叮——叮叮——367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTwlUkWhd7
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（02）367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetAMtlW60T
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看得見，聽不到。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgah4F1TDn
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUAb6uPc6t
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7drpDk05R
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOTKTg2Vj6
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7MHipOpAp
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8W8uDe3vc
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEHyoH60xY
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3QUIcTYcs
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuCC10nF2c
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgNJhodvRX
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlnAdQ7HCN
爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAq9uxY3dkp
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叮叮——叮叮——367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqlvqNgKhX
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叮……367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOz1bXhzBR
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（03）367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B7BILjJkm
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFMTF3MK3Z
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHHU4ha9v2
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zPM6uPIIs
時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUR7eA2RCUd
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWasVZfkXiB
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFo0dJWzG8
二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lg4LOCzxr
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70p3C6pR4X
熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKBhAidGnb
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVGB6hoEgV
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfu6GTXCsl
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmz0umVXOi
一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0vqLeFYli
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFjFag7wqr
叮叮——叮叮——367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdPVMq86wz
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震驚。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHB9fCPdEU2
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEq8WPv3njU
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叮叮——叮叮——367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLespM9PMx2
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceaYJfBU54
一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ571RXMQPdD
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWW1vMIuLm6
累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay7t8Ic6eD
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nnHBxmE5r
他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckvIMP1p6u
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他不想再追。很累……367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWy60DyAXc
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叮叮——叮叮——367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACsJxjdPHW
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJLvnfF0iE
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZA9f9FE0I6
電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaPm9fnw0q
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkivG2P7dDG
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvG0UEqJXw
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY99BHV3PH
這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1duJLQAONG
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrwR9ocNxo
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他接受不了。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DhnB7MdqF
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叮叮——叮叮——367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWF0u7azgI
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlypzwPQd1c
電車準備靠站，他快要追到。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ny0Vb07px
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綠手開始氣化。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT1E4Llgna
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzQf97DD3H
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw5XP6DzyB
367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxcK7wRUWA
他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zi8tyNB4S
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叮叮——叮叮——367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbvT6I1R5A
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8QO88EccS
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緣盡。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJoi3FHV4b
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無謂執著。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrKRWE9ev6
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忽爾澄明。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUkliBgAKh
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxrCGSd5g8
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJLx1G2r7I
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排隊，付款，上車。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhExwx2YqX
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如同其他乘客。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvarQy9uSOB
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
