那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA41vm7xVxZG
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAsbHUjl5Fjl
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAIVKrG2oLiK
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAlbncJqsHbf
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAFeDTI0mr1R
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAwVe5BaeBCE
「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAce8qxTz2ve
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAVGM0FmafPV
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAH5rozSn2GP
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAVLZdtNMb8H
「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA575sRNSnoR
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAZkRd0zigu7
當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAWvJWqHQGxf
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAXXRDNL2X6d
「咩黎…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAp9dxPoj0zq
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA4THsZz3XEF
「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAM2GIkkXwcl
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAGw7xclgxxb
這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!1141Please respect copyright.PENANAv2RajZmyj2
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAGZuysGBHsS
我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANA3AFvTjDNCZ
1141Please respect copyright.PENANARd9h1m9kkH
但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAnKBsgRhhUY
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAohf7pEaBNz
「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAXCWkK6PRPa
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAIM2aouO1vg
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAjDGDeTIcRh
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAELz6rdaznU
「但點解突然…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANA5g9M6KpIou
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAZWliahloiu
我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAOORYCkb4AX
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAzbtuT9lgfU
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAUisv5fTBMb
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAJq5WDx6h3h
因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAS1z9xIPvXo
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAXPJ5W3Feuu
「童~~桐~!!」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAkTjc4MJ7Iv
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAGM7dfO3k3A
「桐……桐………桐……………」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAud54e7wRgN
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAfzRvZhzuvZ
我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA8yihNgdJoH
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAf0JTgeFomy
辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAqJR9ofHpwo
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA9JVvIxzdzj
去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAIJ2kYibEWj
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAmL7n4N3jtH
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA76LUmMXfPE
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA0X4dqSUbvK
…等等。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAWsMzNfK40q
1141Please respect copyright.PENANASjgkOxxKdh
我靈光一閃。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA0NG33got2m
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAmCQ4B6pQGv
如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAwb48SGxCdr
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAF43Mo8vbT1
…我了解她。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAf9Rf8O4XMs
1141Please respect copyright.PENANASp7N4pNTKU
這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAaWXbjnAgBA
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA9MBDmNePat
我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。1141Please respect copyright.PENANASIoKnS18bN
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAzpJ48P0QB1
我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAXiw4Zl4d9n
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAMHto2AX6g2
「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAttXFgOLOZ3
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAh0zVOPmy5o
街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAwjOwBot6GQ
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAcr6GckobLY
這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA9WFZOSbwVG
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA095TgNIUXf
…要快點才行。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAG45cSNwlVa
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAK2DMzph61U
「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA1RwPr8PE1Y
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAtiNEnZBWMO
機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAEedGBeH2ed
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAHvt5q7Csx6
我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAk3xNjNaz4u
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAGZTSDJmU5k
但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAklgZOQiHyD
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA1U9cyWqHDG
我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAyoQaAHF1oB
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAJ78ulzx8BC
但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA8O07Qkua23
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAwwVdmWLhzo
我可是親口答應過她的。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAJUqm2XyFXx
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAfEoFG60bdB
這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAp6DLWMz0uI
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAzCsddOJLo5
童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAsfqvaxDPzI
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAPzJ9mHENMK
除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAdSVO5cLtU4
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAOP7OXNPxIu
但是。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAlghLHA4WEI
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAxMV0YjOYPs
當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA0xXesOjGEK
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAOJvAPkSQlf
…1141Please respect copyright.PENANA0Yj0HUuPkr
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA8HGEYNRF5r
「唉,童桐…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAbjSOxSZqJ8
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA9gNLcqPHVd
…失敗了嗎。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAiJymT5e4fX
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAzMSKJeGMSm
果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?1141Please respect copyright.PENANA8sJQRFw5rm
1141Please respect copyright.PENANARddx6mg72I
果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?1141Please respect copyright.PENANAYymzhCasJ3
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAI7LVPc4yRM
我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。1141Please respect copyright.PENANACFyOuydiGv
1141Please respect copyright.PENANANhgdFDJ8go
但是原來童桐也了解我。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAGZSThyxkV0
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAjTZtECVjI6
更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAYo1veNAUxB
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAf1U6ZpINmB
「呀遊…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANA21Ha5TSLGx
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAuZIzHlgz5N
不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAtXWIpwSMRH
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAIDtuqeLAxx
她就在那兒。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAXQM0PFHNtT
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAcA0KE9dBrc
我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAB5MPYcSrUF
1141Please respect copyright.PENANArJP3Nut8MR
我的女朋友就在那兒。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAbO0U2sv1uD
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA7k1ERLjPnf
「童…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANA2d7G0f1Qzr
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAOJbfsYsJUc
牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。1141Please respect copyright.PENANABvZkdJUG7b
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAjNNPYKRQ3T
「童桐…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAN4urxjTCYV
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAueKzsmilVn
而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。1141Please respect copyright.PENANATxm9aoj3H6
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAgXRQKTgzBe
「童桐!!」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAwGZMVT4S9s
1141Please respect copyright.PENANApmwmn4TkTu
突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAWtFB7Bdfoi
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAAbh7NOUcj1
「童桐,童桐,童桐…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAOHGVWQB6Ha
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAiaKMBo3sKo
除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA1j47CseNoy
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAm1a3wJJ9rl
她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。1141Please respect copyright.PENANApQSc47bU7W
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAnIEy1C9HCT
童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA8ctIEQzhG2
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAzWZiXt4PFP
曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAZNfRgmESOo
1141Please respect copyright.PENANALuAvgc6hq5
除非我們親自去掙取。1141Please respect copyright.PENANATMvxRVChbg
1141Please respect copyright.PENANANswWKFIyG9
童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。1141Please respect copyright.PENANArHQ6SxsdXw
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAd5Z7ngw5P4
但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAdIu1RWBi0E
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAg5S9uMZ32n
唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。1141Please respect copyright.PENANATnfm3JMKuh
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5JNTjRrvY
「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAQfaRy2VMx6
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAQC0HwFqRB0
撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAJgKXPW4T15
1141Please respect copyright.PENANArLHgN3ikmd
「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAkWaJHKpc6v
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAs0hkrIxH9i
有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAC0uQL7NDJl
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA2OkTdLeuOV
「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAZCd1ywU1qX
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAulrOO50Goa
「咚——噹!!!」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAhqKN2Rmeuy
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAzggc74iw87
即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAzJVuW5VHKg
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA8sRBxv4h6r
雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA49zCU2oMQN
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAULLQpPnFCy
那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5IU4s4xus
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAuxK87jnv23
怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAv4TyXClv77
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAlko38tm3gw
現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。1141Please respect copyright.PENANARNSW1necBc
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAvlDUNXZUmz
是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAkyLUmA7oI1
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAyRPGh2a2S0
我還在。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAPIbtonx5xg
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA4CXMUzlprf
「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAWT3pEUnXCG
1141Please respect copyright.PENANArEaNA2MEEw
即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAbFoJzf3qKW
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAa3FgDosHBv
我也不會放棄。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAk2ySvvUHl9
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAsblgFTlT8x
我都會追上來,帶你回家。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA6Sj34pmSGU
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAd0depU8JEc
「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAJCHSlGS0HR
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAmyVMtPUTF0
「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」1141Please respect copyright.PENANABYm1o8Qgie
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAEpPcCvuw8f
全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAlJw1uM5iYA
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAgD6Sre6Afb
「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAHbqeeaQRRD
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAnhPrnYDlWW
看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAUyHNwjUQ83
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAx9NTfdnCGW
「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAFRHgKiq3RB
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAcgOZkXjwQ0
我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAXwwBPXDfdU
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA0ycUhZc2mC
「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAo2wc1AK7Jo
1141Please respect copyright.PENANALzGbWqDexq
「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANArPNdqWsjhd
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAxyblVjmP0V
「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAcl0tSbUZ3C
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAi4IEar1Lx8
「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAZdQHA0DJYD
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAxT91dvWcRj
「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAjXcjx3xmUf
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA7NlYpRhkVd
「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAbOMjYSnK2d
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAZezrEDlTJ1
我扔開遠方的雲牆。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAcKhr2FIcEm
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA2dTd2KrarE
我無視頭上的風眼。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA2Y9p9U54Eu
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA6aw85ncQzJ
我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAwKO27nFnty
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA5c8hnO1qkW
童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAJYySoLzWBn
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAhdKp0rym15
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAHBmhH35NxD
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA2xLZt1uFGi
暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。1141Please respect copyright.PENANASH6eR9pWeh
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但我不看在眼內。1141Please respect copyright.PENANArvcTamOaWh
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一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAQV47EnVqDG
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因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA5zFYYxjb5E
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我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA1RgfYGR7cJ
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA2Hg6qQTM74
我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAz1nLL8MAp1
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAe8hdRyOl59
既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAY8cFjSHvng
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAhNReIvKjsC
不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAV0je8iuSv1
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA5NHThFSjz9
現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAfbcaSBnnAc
1141Please respect copyright.PENANATIC15Kempe
但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAbAiLd2xiiw
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA92Hmp87HRz
因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAsry6caNIHI
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAgqykYXqh5s
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAQi9blbxZ0v
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAdePmMztgnY
「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAaFbWEYiXdp
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAx4snF6cUQN
勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!1141Please respect copyright.PENANAtbb2vWh4Te
1141Please respect copyright.PENANASpVksg44HC
連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!1141Please respect copyright.PENANAYSrESYca1z
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAUICu3DksjZ
「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAGnPClYVz9Y
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAtp4XXcqC91
「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAh0g5TFUSHc
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA9DnIuzI3xH
她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。1141Please respect copyright.PENANATeEnJYVhUW
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAcE9zaYLGBH
「童桐。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAVyqY63gHmK
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAsDl5xC6qC1
明鏡止水—我深呼吸。1141Please respect copyright.PENANALZhJxh1Vye
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAcPYF8VR2Xx
即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAiS5WmUCM12
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAsNWzI3dcwU
我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAp49Bj5ocLc
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAiZiDfjlwbM
這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAXFBDtUcYsN
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAOZ21ey7iL4
「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANApXm5j36zVt
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAzWAN3MSmfX
我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAMJSkAD7L1A
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA0oYPolYTOv
「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAYYNGdmq3nH
1141Please respect copyright.PENANArTFDvtiA59
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAA5tQEC1jLL
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAd1ApZq6LF7
「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAfaJ03cs7WW
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAgcItljI93c
即使正式在一起的時間不長。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA9PvNtBVf2z
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAvJjZqi21Kt
即使我們都傷害過彼此。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAjRz6djvkCL
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAVVEMbovaxW
但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAIpB8vAtttB
1141Please respect copyright.PENANACHpiaBHl4f
這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAVboK6b6Vgo
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAaBIUIv4YJ0
即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAyvfWNEakll
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA0MNlbbQXsf
「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA1r7ATOrpOG
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAKzW3bakWLA
「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAe9f1FnLdny
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAyPZtFtRoYu
「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAtJV90pFBdu
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAjBBSA9hiNs
「下,表左架啦。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAgCFjrn9rhB
1141Please respect copyright.PENANATotjIauXu1
「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAaFROvCnzWi
1141Please respect copyright.PENANASFZFtxb11d
「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAnnaIiDAc0y
1141Please respect copyright.PENANALilSy7veUz
「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANA3PRA2KnTtI
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA9vNkUK0iPB
「呀遊,呀遊,我…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANA2goSmS1TGf
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA5SFw8aVCRh
無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAd5j1EhhtPx
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAcIbOqqpAXs
「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAWaL4geDewr
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAOOzXzCh63u
童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。1141Please respect copyright.PENANACeXVShWMsD
1141Please respect copyright.PENANASrAME5x8u6
因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAWVE7W0WXgK
1141Please respect copyright.PENANASlZ4NR9XrP
「我願意!」
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA9Khv8lzrge
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAYEx9iqrzZl
童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——1141Please respect copyright.PENANAjSH38Vxi7V
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAPZbC8vK9F5
——便永遠都不會分離。1141Please respect copyright.PENANALejul7WBCa
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA6dG0hJXtvC
這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAbfbpdPNGkD
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA4sWbS83zua
第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAx1RiKKWCiU
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAHXRPsDVWct
結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAPuPVsnGaAX
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAfNGJ5qOFPN
第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAyHEEySvDQB
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAj3EC6yw3SP
但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAjGuBaowOGu
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAaPU9Fd6Q2r
到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。1141Please respect copyright.PENANALq59gPLaRV
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA114iwbaDuM
結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAwE8dUHRznX
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAKw0aeWvoBZ
…還有Kay的悲劇。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAzLqW7DSJtL
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAcFZeJB1hac
現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。1141Please respect copyright.PENANANz6Em9vaJD
1141Please respect copyright.PENANALjuvnrAHdy
一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?1141Please respect copyright.PENANAyVxMeyXLHg
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA4bqZ09Pi7g
追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?1141Please respect copyright.PENANAm1IznHGMIv
1141Please respect copyright.PENANANDZOZltm8p
這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??1141Please respect copyright.PENANAEhysXQ79nq
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA1jQV1vfbXD
其實不然。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAfvSKsUC363
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAxH0XZqMFG1
「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。1141Please respect copyright.PENANABK8WJhCvIP
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAaVjr5LLzMl
並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA3m4SsNAY26
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA0mcj5DmnYs
即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA3curh10hAX
1141Please respect copyright.PENANACJoIixuv5s
「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA0zNz0lhufZ
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAaoxLQ6bqJM
「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA8lATr3zIdG
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAeCLCcbKauH
童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAjKTluKguzB
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAIL2skY73be
而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAd0VCV1Q8NY
1141Please respect copyright.PENANATRwk9ZmAic
我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAXeCYH0yHKQ
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAq6VSZk83Rk
唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAe6A6BAL4ev
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAR8yxQkYyyH
這並非登山,也不是賽跑。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAXoavE0vSxJ
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA34IgO56Hw3
沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA5XxG6wrLMq
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAexWbnk6B8C
這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAzWUDbF6j3t
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA7Qy2IxhwnL
「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAYgPe1vha1V
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAr69G4tzVHZ
「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」1141Please respect copyright.PENANArcVLiMEXJq
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAGbaqyflGAE
意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAY9mP2gvjHc
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAiySbt1uGH8
「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAk8Lw0FVUOy
1141Please respect copyright.PENANACXsw5HoJbY
「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAKzVWEbbU4e
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAPQLYULUo6u
我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAhQgI5PWt64
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAJilD8nBLc5
雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!1141Please respect copyright.PENANABSVtgSdioX
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAGqDUWmf6Hq
「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」1141Please respect copyright.PENANASEHPldT054
1141Please respect copyright.PENANADip6t17GxV
「咁,咁快?!」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAhKC4rE8qXN
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAAkvueVSim8
「咩呀,避風呀!」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAysYewLokgx
1141Please respect copyright.PENANALhobDEbp0s
結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAqQJUW4GvWU
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAP99BwqsNrv
我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAYs58wMRXsd
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAIR0tvKgzd6
那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAkgfQSsdmiG
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAyZ7j8QavHK
只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAzQvvCYeEBY
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAxWi6fPkAXH
甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAQgb6xia0Y7
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAfUu1jMeipc
「呀遊…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANAuU39HzgMXk
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAZXRXQDAq54
「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」1141Please respect copyright.PENANA1CMnlqow66
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAlPNlbt6qU0
「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAwRyrEleB6U
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA05s65IYDgv
我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAwsH7CTfhbn
1141Please respect copyright.PENANABkrrM1TKVP
蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAk1nWIsN2WP
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAPeuDxGUyFs
即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;1141Please respect copyright.PENANAUqleWzRhJZ
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAa3dBoyNcUp
即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAGEl1omqpUm
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAdRoaBqYkB2
正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAbEAjpYiv32
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破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAdQpUMSVekh
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「返屋企喇。」1141Please respect copyright.PENANA9hXzuPsOcR
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAdql2xRN0SG
「…嗯!」1141Please respect copyright.PENANALVKLnjOdq7
1141Please respect copyright.PENANAKiTWcOLc0B
曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAuDZaphozAZ
1141Please respect copyright.PENANATCIXTTxkSM
曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAV8Glm8w1Mc
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現在我會這樣說。1141Please respect copyright.PENANAqrSDPZiRYT
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未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。1141Please respect copyright.PENANA9LFhKAdeiD
1141Please respect copyright.PENANA4rmSiDEWuR
晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。