我作了個惡夢。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAptDxPJPjY
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「童桐…？」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTdJLpC5vO
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一邊是穿著直播時那套內衣的童…Dora。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf4YkThEIM
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另一邊是穿著高中校服的童桐。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluJHQPJVm9
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兩個相同長相的她穿著不同的衣服，手上拿著刀子在互相廝殺，這可不是甚麼劍術較量，而是如野獸一樣的死鬥。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw0ekhj5Fo
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「呀遊…救我…救我…」童桐不敵。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9meAlpVS8
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「童桐…」站起來的亞基把我按在地上，仔細看其實是布偶衣般的牠比我還高。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0ipmRdRgJ
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最後Dora把童桐殺掉了。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mwO7JtMpb
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「咁就可以同呀遊永遠起一齊…哈哈…嘻嘻嘻…！」只穿內衣，頂著童桐臉孔的Dora搖搖晃晃地拿著刀子，全身血淋淋狂笑著走向我！1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvAJgXztqQ
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…可能我始終拒絕著Dora和童桐是同一人的事實吧。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjfOujdzYZ
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…怎可能接受得了啊。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZLkhgZ2Fg
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醒來的時候是夜晚。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rQal9xBLN
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空氣中有消毒藥水的氣味，身上穿著粗糙的格仔病人服，我人是在醫院沒錯。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhedbiCbia
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「咳，咳咳，咳咳…」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4XPMLiQwT
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喉嚨乾到好像要裂開一樣，我掙扎坐起來，卻馬上發現手背多了一個吊鹽水的那種「豆」和喉管拉住我，身上還有電殛之類連接著一個屏幕，顯示著我的心跳。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuM3DvXSce
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不行，全身沒力…我倒回床上喘著氣，要渴死了。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcctETgW8YH
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「我幫你。」身邊一把女聲說。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimFcCQUmO4
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「唔該…係你？」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQLpl2Msaj
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妍妍幫我倒來一杯水，還輕輕按下病床上的召喚鈴。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FprYt4SzO
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「好失望？唔係你個童桐。」她笑著說，「你連昏迷個時都叫住佢個名。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfDrVFfurS
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「昏迷…我…」我摸摸自己的身體，除了很想去洗手間外似乎沒甚麼大礙，就是手指頭被縫了幾針，隱隱作痛著。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFlnMFaNAA
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「唔記得發生咩事？」妍妍問。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAujwfZZY1p
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「…係就好。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOECFPOAzRN
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記得一清二楚。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FnJ6HU36c
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連一絲的模糊也沒有，童桐錯愕的表情，逃走的背影，但恐怕送我到醫院的也是她吧，回家看看寵物鏡頭便好。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAW3i5UgdI
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「醒返喇，馬川遊。」一個當值醫生和護士走來，「記唔記得你自己點解會係度？」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ImVJDLKQB
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「我屋企隻狗送我黎。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmVJWGneni
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「病人精神錯亂，智力衰退…」醫生愣然說。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8b9VOffOD
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「咪亂講啦呀遊！」妍妍倒很認真的阻止我。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51MKpKl88v
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「講笑，講笑，我係救護員送黎？」我認得逆光中救護員的制服。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4YELvFhr1
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「嗯，之前呢？」醫生點點頭，護士檢查讀數。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLsqrqSM7L
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窗簾上的光斑。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPRYi934oM
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逃向黑暗的背影1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyrvtefuES
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逆光中的那個人…1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRssEvnDuX
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「心口痛，然後無力跌親，呼吸困難之類。」我說，和病情沒關的就不用說了。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0ImVDWbH2
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「嗯，我地幫你檢查一下活動能力同清醒程度先。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGrOuFLypg
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「好…」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXm7mrN0Rl
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醫生別過頭問：「小姐你係佢女朋友？」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFdJfJZPQL
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「要視乎邊晚。」妍妍作弄我，以下巴輕點向我。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz1hinklTm
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「兩位關係有Ｄ複雜啊…」醫生汗額，護士揚揚眉毛忍俊不禁。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIL0lFZWk04
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我心虛地左看右看然後說：「唔…唔係？我估唔係。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4R9QlnSP5
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「賤男…」護士輕聲說，喂我可聽到了哦？！1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVa7qsB107
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「咁請唔係女朋友小姐迴避一下。」醫生完全無必要地強調說。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdhF2qj4uw
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護士拉起病床旁邊的窗簾圍住我後，隨便為我檢查著活動能力，確保我完全醒來。完成了後當值醫生回來，手上多了一個計時器。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2Jx7uZbNy
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「計時器係做咩？」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqcOru6w3d
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「哦，提我個杯麵幾時食得。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhKXsiIxSW
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「挑！」我還以為是甚麼能力測試。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxfyCfkd6x
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「咁精神就好，等陣私人醒你食個。」醫生說，他拿出一份報告向我解釋我的情況，「你呢種情況，你既主診醫生判斷係心碎症候群。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vOtZlsI7j
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心碎症候群是一種由親人離世，生活出現巨變，情緒受到巨大衝擊而觸發的急性心臓病，病徵就如心肌梗塞類似，會好像我那晚一樣呼吸困難，胸口痛，全身無力，昏迷。新聞上一些人大喜大悲而昏迷，除了是血壓問題外也有可能是這種情況1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzIDOLRIcf
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「你並無客觀既急性心臟病發證據，亦無心臟病病歷，加上超音波檢查，所以我地判斷你係患上心碎症。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81LUcf763d
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「嗯。」我點點頭。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqdSVaOPGC
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妍妍問：「咁樣佢即係心臟無問題？佢健康？佢唔會死？」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEuEQeU45R
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「無問題，死唔去。」醫生說，「馬川遊既心臟相當健康，心碎症只會短暫阻礙心臟既泵血功能，通常幾日至幾星期左右就會好返，你可以理解成因為大腦分泌而影響健康既心臟，心臟本身係無問題。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4OrHjAtX1
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「所以有問題既…係個腦…」妍妍輕抓我的頭髮。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7y5ZTzqL3
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「都唔係。」醫生說，「有問題既係情緒，換句話說如果情緒上處理唔到既話馬川遊你好可能會復發。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0h4jnUB7x
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「亦換句話說…只要情緒上處理到既就無問題。」妍妍舉一反三。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesAsqDpFFh
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「無錯，呢位小姐幾聰明，黎，獎你食糖。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qG2BbvUNG
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「多謝醫生…？」妍妍笑著卻把糖塞到我口中，挺甜的，但不關糖的事。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUXmRWumOj
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「心碎症並無專門療法，亦無需要，因為病人既心臟本來就係健康，馬川遊你亦後生，本身無心臟毛病…但心病還需心藥醫，疏導情緒，排解壓力先係最重要。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdMRgj4etz
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醫生收起報告，瞄瞄計時器，這傢伙是有多餓啦。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfc9MvsSPx
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「唔該醫生。」我苦笑。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy3Epl9QrR
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但疏導情緒，排解壓力？1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5MMDVnNdS
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你開點遺忘藥我吧。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh29AOE0R7c
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人類身體其中一個缺點，就是沒法主動遺忘。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvVsxLzrr9
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「朝早醫生巡房會再同你跟進，無事既好快走得，請你好好休息，記住，其他心臟病病人呢句或者唔岩用，但你岩用，心病還需心藥醫，解鈴還需保齡球。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5v1FtBglve
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醫生似乎在努力地逗我笑，但只是爛得發笑擺了。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxxkWmKCw3
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「俾下面笑兩聲好唔好？」他說，「我諗左好耐。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKgv1kKeLy
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「幾耐。」我問。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8STggAAVZz
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「嗶嗶嗶嗶」計時器響起。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0iQJ4CSOZ
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「三分鐘。」他說。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlHMCRDpuM
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這不就是煮杯麵時才順道硬擠出來嗎！難怪這樣勉強！1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxepym4Tlg
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醫生和護士收好用具和文件便離去，這是一房二人的那種病房，另一張床沒人，房中只剩我和妍妍。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuj8FggmEz
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「點解你會係度？」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9pjHfxDjC
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「我搵唔到你，問姨姨先知你係醫院。」妍妍說，「所以咪黎睇下你，係你應承一世記住我，我先唔準你咁快就完左呢一世。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLnUt9trQd
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「……對唔住。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tQP5ud1d0
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她看著我：「你個樣好唔開心。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcP0YtqbmQ
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「少少…如果你眼訓既…」我說。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0rzvKwzXh
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「我就會係度訓。」她說。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmUVY0AdaR
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「唔好啦，多病毒。」我說，「走左之後記得洗手，最好沖涼。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgZmLgLspB
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「我會等到姨姨佢地黎為止，放心，我通知左佢地。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8vcy3x8EF
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「妍妍，我係要自己一個靜下…」我搖頭說。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR6HImH01o
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「咁我同你一齊靜。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuRwpvxLOf
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似乎妍妍堅持起來也是叫人頭痛的那種。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIqkkYeIoT
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「你點都要痴住我？」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijLq4QMINw
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「嗯。」她說，「你大把責任要對我負。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZaaPegN0Y
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我露出挑戰眼神說：「咁我去廁所。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4K9HsJmoP
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妍妍冷笑一聲：「我未見過？」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1vsMVN2Fm
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這…！1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRRVL9tc9V
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被她反將一步棋的我拿她沒辦法，只能去廁所解決後乖乖躺回床上。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStVwZNTX1h
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「睇黎你搵到答案啊。」妍妍拿著一本求職雜誌在床頭昏黃燈光下閱讀。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnsWeQxerb
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「嗯，搵到。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuU47uYm07
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「係會搞到你心碎症既答案…好既唔靈醜既靈。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWVKk7KbLZ
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「我唔想提。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhGlmKhp1G
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「又無叫你提。」她舉起筆圈起一些招聘會的廣告。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLaTLJyzGO
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都甚麼年代了，還看求職雜誌找工作，她只是想找個理由陪著我吧。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIOBfyERGm
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我還要欠她幾多才夠？1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiUM1i4r5y
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更加…我還不可以向她提童桐的事，嫌還不夠多人知道嗎？即使沒有露臉，但童桐的身體以至最私密的地方，可是有上千人同時觀看…1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCGZKkflDr
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…嗚…心又隱隱作痛…1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmSblEk3tL
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「你冷靜D。」妍妍扔下雜誌捉住我的手，打斷我的思路。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH6o0TbqRX
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看似一臉輕鬆的她手心滿是汗，微抖的捉住我的手，側頭憂心忡忡地望住心電圖的頻率，另一手已經碰著召喚鈴，隨時準備按下去。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2Tt0F4cDF
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她也很會照顧人呢。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuGaEBzRjF
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「唔好激動，你依加個心唔受得。」她說。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyYGpUZYUQ
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還好我這程度，這環境，還有妍妍在…應該能行。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JADWyJ6mL
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冥想開始。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtABxbof2l
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明鏡…1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW98I4Ysg4u
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「久仰大名Dora小姐」「哈欠…多謝今日陪我。」「我就黎都睇唔到你。」「無論出面幾大風幾雨都好…你就係我旁邊，就係對面陪住我。」「感覺上你個邊，我個邊，早就無咩分別。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtMpFIVVL2
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明…明鏡止水。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXuISD8Sp4
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「呼…」緩長呼氣的我，勉強地以冥想心法把心率壓下去。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzHGw5XlMk
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「你可以主動控制心跳？超能力黎？」妍妍傻眼。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97b9ZTnMx1
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「唔係控制啦，只係用冥想平伏心情，射箭用…不過都有佢極限。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPKweCbpt2
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我把頭枕回升起的病床上閉上眼休息，雖說只有手指頭刺痛著，但全身無力，妍妍捉住我的手也不敢放開。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29GAYwD6M9
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「捉住你隻手但我諗住另一個人，我係唔係好衰？」我自責地說。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdug43X5akc
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妍妍這時卻安慰我：「我慣晒架啦。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADyrKcFItE
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不知道她是說當她的EX牽著她手時心中想著另一人，還是身為 PTGF的她客人總不會真心只記掛著一人。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttg68q4KGI
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但習慣了這種情況，其實也很糟糕吧。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXUr16vfj2
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「你搵工既話，我問下我阿媽？」我說。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGtevz8DrH
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「姨姨？」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ik3mfRoku
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「嗯，佢生我之前係龍頭獵頭公司既HR總監，雖然性格有Ｄ扭曲，但係都樂於助人個Ｄ黎。你想返Ｄ咩工？就算唔係你個行，唔太過份既有佢推薦都應該無咩問題…」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q6TKZVz1q
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「好啦好啦，你又覺得對我唔住？」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzdbVWWal9
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「…嗯。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4k8hYw06w
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「咁樣對你個心唔好，唔好再諗啦好無？乖。」妍妍輕抱我，把我的頭埋向她胸前輕蹭，馬上心跳率又上升了，這才是對心臟不好吧。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7qL4jAWMc
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「你要既就搵我，我阿爸都識唔少人。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81tDiupr6D
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「我本身仲有Model Job既Freelance，IG賣下衫，儲左都唔少錢去Working Holidays ，你唔使擔心我，更加唔好覺得對我唔住好無？」妍妍溫柔地說，「最緊要係你，你學識少少自私喇。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeObO6CS1Z
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「俾童桐帶壞左。」我苦笑。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68R4oi0kh7
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我和她那種說不清，朦朦朧朧的關係目前似乎沒有明確定義的必要。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxs3Yg5guHW
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「…你連昏迷個時都叫住童桐個名，老實講我好羨慕。」妍妍說，「但係我知道，即使你已經知道答案，你都唔會一下子就放棄佢。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1nAApGMCm
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童桐是Dora，我知道了。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡproqrpWhoe
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那麼我們從此恩斷義絕，老死不相往來…才不會這樣。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTdkPJq1ZU
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但我不知道如何再面對她。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgD6JRaFXue
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恐怕她也不知道如何面對我吧。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjyFlzMnNl
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要些時間。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3Zz31PCcO
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我點點頭。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaodRJGlBE
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「好在個日你無同我一齊。」妍妍說。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdjE5naF2T
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「下？」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeawxfV2qFV
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「如果唔係，受傷既就會係我地全部。」妍妍說。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgh9Fx7nb4z
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是這樣嗎，但我，童桐，妍妍三人本來早就遍體鱗傷了。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdDXOmJPYy
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「你黎陪我但我唔可以同你講咩事，對唔住。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfUHrPicdw
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「…唔好用咁既表情係度無啦啦道歉。」妍妍說，「要報答我既就健健康康出返去，搞掂你同童桐之間D事。」1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHYA7ppLo4
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有可能嗎。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvT1aSNaFIG
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人是沒法主動遺忘的，難怪有人說無知是幸福。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBBmeJatjF
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不知道童桐另一面，傻呼呼的住在她旁邊，間中打情罵俏曖昧一下的我…那時我是何等的幸福。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdHtNSLPK1
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紅藥丸和藍藥丸，我也許不會像Neo那樣選擇。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKizpGLfRas
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我們都憧憬泡影，因為夢幻泡影通常是美好的。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLPmrHXFPl
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現實之殘酷，未必人人能受得住，例如我的心臓。1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L6INv8yIs
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但如果我不是對童桐痴迷成這樣，我大概也不會直接心碎症入院吧。就如我根本不介意妍妍是PTGF一樣，做了甚麼真的不要緊，重點是…1015Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY66AOskbB
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…我也說不上了。
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