「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUIMf3syv9
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fiexsezpV
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r4Qk0t9De
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
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原因是因為在那之前。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn99OIA3710
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuMzb4rfJs
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「童桐。」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4yvrMd7qB
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBRZ08mugQ
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「Kay…？」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxi1FORTGR
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「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK5qlFH5YW
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「Kay，你喊緊？」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCICwgk9Jq
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「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEJWEq3lz6
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「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMT9hQDJHr
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOz0V5VMW9
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlcuCeWQAV
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96MeCUdTK7
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofD563YohJ
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
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「有人害佢？但…」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFLOzqvbJC
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「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6JNJqMwUb
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtxxZoTxpE
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那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Xhzj6jUzu
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當然不會。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7T2J3e9WU
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我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zTFlmPdNw
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPwnFmpsoe
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這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqG3wNuIT6
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但事實完全相反。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8WzmlVZ50
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原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3RwLjLUjt
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我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡax9e8LeuvS
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我好想她。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJQGYOEctJ
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即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaGAxWLF7V
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童桐…1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6KTJhlkJy
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也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutNKpy4oNN
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「汪嗚…」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ25lFQypF
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因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPIHfRM103
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「汪！汪！」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXJcxQg0jr
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在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bNXyNH5hn
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「好啦，佢走左啦。」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmE5qJgoqLG
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但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdMlIgfN09
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看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCnV0z1ZGy
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「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ496q9Bmzk7
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那個童桐從沒存在過。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDBDWkIKfV
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我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIpVaZqB7e
1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBs8gv7Zev
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVmkqakrDM
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也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wwBDEywV2
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我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AzwVzsGW4
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「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMIqUnMHiP
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亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7j9Soh6eSd
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「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPq4KomO3d
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我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbba8dku7ME
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問題是妍妍和童桐…1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegJwqVWGuW
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妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lkqcO9VFH
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童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ317w2w8lMO
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我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E4WKRHk3e
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逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DNWsUSnq4
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據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgDXjlDUVb
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但…我…我…1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7oQd608Ps
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2FlMUhJqA
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距離核彈爆炸：06：49：051029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kre7iGGvE
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就是今天晚上了嗎。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2opEpxFvJ
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到此為止了。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpKTjziowG
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1koqJyJOBM
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我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAVXN1QIxS
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「童桐。」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMg9J9fITp
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在她回來時，我攔在她面前。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8icunokHs
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咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY0D4wzOQq
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「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHBpEcejvQ
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我擋在她家門前。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZNhRz1hza
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「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnakQZbsgx3
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「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyEqJrBcHp
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「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDteKTmhM1
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這樣子她便明白了。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUc01ipLDN
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童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhzFnTO7rK
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但我早也有兩手準備。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wwP6C1LMQ
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHyip9oPI9
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「咁…」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUCFeVMCDp
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「嗚————汪—！！」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrKOmLVGtE
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQk6jWgM9T
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「小心！」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WHGeV7RDt
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眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyqnICl8jT
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好輕？1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfy1lycWpGZ
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「亞基！Sit！」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdUDfQkS6m
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亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEofoPJHm1M
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…真的好羨慕牠。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKoq49cStF
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「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4COPCN9DZ
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「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrudvG5Kwu
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「你…係唔係瘦左？」1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FOYPGiY6H
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「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1otGiZZQ2x
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她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyefeD3OJUE
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「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMs93aAzy3
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jiXQ17mDW
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：461029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTmZMOeTet
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。1029Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUqbMiUFCS
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
