門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWNZlWk7Q2
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總要面對的，對吧。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWFvMZ7T9D
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpFNewW4iC
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJknlFYBTg
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdRQQsMIqM
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老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVIQekd2cc
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXR7msDebT9
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylMeB8yFLS
「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqizfDH7MO
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKX22Wxk9E0
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjW3MGYsvYx
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「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOMGI4PPHV
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXIgMw123U
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbWQF88JMy
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她…瘦了？1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyToldonZfp
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLyFrT1xRE
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKVyNCwiO9
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kaa2Dw0Jt
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34dH9vQttk
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXal884j2e
二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDdExnTvjP
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6kUcIiqpg
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB5YGzbiF4
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkee4hwSzc
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxIBWNuJOP
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblyfOmKxg4
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeOKLmP3II
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrgp7UfIoL
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOHrwg09RP
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAdINwPk5B
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXjmuTk8H0
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc11DRccdyh
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgqXFViLw8
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFxwaJg49X
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREFGL80cr6
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5etPguEDy
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lcIpQhMo0
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「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFL3adT7dy
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童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTZy8gi5oZ
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP65s7BwVCe
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP9pkapdbV
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJdGLYGfPM
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIKcIezlnY
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrrwK30qCc
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmgsZNPXum
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirFk1SGMdF
這麼細聲能聽到？1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBzVLBYkrS
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHje4cbDLUb
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp5Ln9AgXs
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEmJRROABD
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9PztXkMPA
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rc3jZY5YJ
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKLiH7s7EV
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRWk78ZwGB
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2Olzpd1x5
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHsjJ4k9dy
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNV8ERoMvzL
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JD1cygYEw
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66uDKIXYQD
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5QeAGpAgI
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7bWW25NOk
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTDcj1DtN0
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dWAa1naFR
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUsDb2M9Dd
不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOAyU6lq71
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSf3YikIJ5
老實說，我很心痛。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzSJXyveP4
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAmrxBcmWG
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBGvC4vvPO
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfOGuJz6pU
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlLAi9OZJJ
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但…1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoGsrfPIUL
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPeuS7o6Ka
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKze9j0EZE
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujDxvCYoTv
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyNBZbzFh6
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgE8bfbv84
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeT1to9S1if
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkC3awEWRMo
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj9ixDxANC
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「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtOvjPUqgc
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lphd9Lr2k
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYv3dohMbG
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaG11oelUcw
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSETCUNiMJ
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lIJl086Jz
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYfWrbPCG0
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ85VRrcjU8
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHwmwBnuGA
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQARccNtkH
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互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFOe5d0cfT
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR5WXyl2CE
「係啊，Dora。」我說。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k0vTXxJA8
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlE5F9xnfO
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITZIHlzpfh
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26edUj7Qlw
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpTP7VHgc2
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qQ2niGBW5
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rrOQVZeDd
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqKEX41UEE
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H7m7pdo3T
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcW9OBPsDm
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxjboGs4wk
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmh7Go02mo
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOJIq6xLvy
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2N0kELwBn
我在說甚麼呢。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dLDdXn7RG
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhTPmG7fxX
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ5ZVyrhHS
我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU14JpwZcc
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSofZ3pusk
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJrP4DMViB
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIDS9GupJU
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTewyTj43y6
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGjIhw9WTT
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWwo4Y7ljP
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOU15S45jN
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNKaERgkmL
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmMnxIkwnQ
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfich42BQgZ
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KxjxwQzw8
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGWfAd7e78
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDL10Zy17RP
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCjU3tjkLW
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKf23c7kSyw
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQp8KrHkDYt
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTk2RsNsKp
我希望是這樣的答案。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjxeF58NGG
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd44RdKiu2r
但童桐先是沉默。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgMaVhbMeG
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oFv689Xq8
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAVJEzg52G
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmb0PD4I10u
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHPakV1fa1
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求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE5vupfnmB
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「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgRmL8ROVd
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甚麼意思。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKNNzycREi
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr2UemG2KA
這到底是甚麼意思。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XkhRSF2Vh
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizVGw4JIC5
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc0VsQY2VR
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGO3rki6RX
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrU4cxqyMNy
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4gphaRBxA
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhnJAEeDZr
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEKvL18VBq
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYqizN9Kvv
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZweQKWokIr
是你嗎…Dora.1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnlsy16B0S
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnkSftBoGa
「你…」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QbjNIuCG4
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYBpJeF8Lx
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknzJejU9VT
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Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEj4VpV9gj
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「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuo24bkgHJ
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我覺得自己瘋了。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5Hz0937TT
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2doCJJi8S
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDgs0MVM2T
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtL4wPEP3M
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童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvYs42ct9W
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsuULqXARw
不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAnePvHsSp
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「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06Xl0qywN1
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw4oADIUbv
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4WJeHQHPQ
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「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMisv6Hhrwz
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或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbHkbHLwq4
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「咁點解…無可能…」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqNyd5YQJz
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Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVnEwUw5yH
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「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqV8cp1pFk
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眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqgUyBdN85
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接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRz2bHEjIv
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她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZmP5cuCnW
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然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9u0NFmXKl
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「童……」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUh9nwikk0
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWiuL020TS
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童桐…抽煙？！1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ068AQiccAH
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「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gvRV3XXS5
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「童桐…」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVYy96d1X1
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJkVBRkHcr
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Dora哭起來。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYOek0XET4
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「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqGfQuBeMo
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「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU8i5XK9K2
1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba1pDBtn3E
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuLOJl5jze
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWq7W0RBgH
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHAEbZueVy
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「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD2vpyhvXa
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老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykxL3QurhN
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結果當然是…1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDz60fkL34
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dXevKAezy
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「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURafvajKit
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「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAoJkPNCRX
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「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5dWsdNlrI
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「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gMII4UQaX
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtmwGBbgAO
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJGzOVXaoA
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C1rJ04E8H
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
