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那是我與童桐之間，最漫長的一夜，甚至比起鵲橋連接她與我雙瞳的那晚更加漫長。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7SrvWqN2y
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這是告解嗎？這是懺悔嗎？恐怕不是的。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGewDclwQO
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這是一個儀式，我與童桐都完全卸下彼此的偽裝，再次赤裸裸地和對方坦誠初見。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wB1ngUY91
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我與童桐的初見是在幼稚園中班沒錯，但之後我們都太珍視對方了，我們為了保護對方，也為了保護自己，穿起了一層又一層的偽裝。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OGC0hPjBQ
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「我生日個時，其實我仲未認到妍妍，佢係以PTGF身份黎Join我地。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hpvyfvM7D
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偽裝不一定帶著惡意，正因為我與童桐都過於珍視對方，我們都不願自己醜陋污穢的一面展露在對方眼中。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLsAeTphaw
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「有一種藥，叫畢索洛爾，佢係一種受體阻滯劑，對於射箭運動員黎講…」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrNhPe3M9f
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結果，我和她之間便變成了這個樣子。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeSaitNNmV
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「我識有個人叫黑ＰＲ，佢有一種叫概念核彈既資訊武器，個時你話你同植嵐晨…」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf6UC5rYhW
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我不是甚麼除了射箭便甚麼也不會的人，我會耍手段，使陰招，為求目的不擇手段。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLTH0ff6hS
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「係，我知道隔離班個個女仔係有男朋友，但…反正都無野好輸，所以我都照樣約佢去學校附近個海皮，最多咪俾人打獲甘…」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmq48w5srA6
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至於童桐，恐怕是…沒有安全感吧。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZeBPOLfka
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自小被朋友，父母，親人排斥的她如忍著淚水般，拚命地建立起包圍自己的保護高牆。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH0dQWytCz
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除了迎合我的愛好外，更加要對外樹立起女神的印象，IG要去自己看不懂的藝術展打卡，喝自己厭苦的文青咖啡，每個週日在網上的照片也要過得如渡假一樣。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjZ8Rv74hQ
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至於Dora一事，也是這樣。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwjh0M81wJ
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既然不是為了錢，那麼只能說…是虛榮心作崇，反正除了錢便只有這件事。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLw8CJAOyP
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如那些印象，偽裝一樣，Dora只是她云云保護之一。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DO1VnfJFB
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有人愛戴自己，有人為了自己大撒金錢，視自己為女神，恍如這樣能填補心中的無盡虛空，那淹沒萬物的深邃黑洞。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9TvYKPRvW
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但愈是吞噬虛榮，心底的空洞愈見巨大。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuimKURi2Vf
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高牆堆得再高，砌得再厚，也擋不下從心中升起的恐懼，唯有用抖震著的手，忍住流下的淚水匆匆忙忙地砌上另一塊磚頭。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH0nz3ndgG
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每一次分手，每一次被拋棄，她都像鬼上身一樣再次化身Dora，因為她曾經以為男朋友不會像父母一樣離開她。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM81zVOfuM
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卻還是離開了她。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vHaWtgFr2
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而我——又不能過於親近，以免我發現她的秘密，以免我如世界一樣排斥她，討厭她。但是我由始終鐘情於她，至少是那個我想像出來的童桐。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO32pZy1YVs
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於是便變成了這個困局。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv91G7lqmuP
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不知不覺間，我和她也被各自築起的高牆困住。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5lyv5uPM4
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換個角度來說，我和她一樣無藥可救呢。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGIuoEaxGD
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「既然妍妍咁講，我就…放開佢，直到佢話佢真係可以照顧自己我先離開佢屋企。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxuNI8xmH5
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不知不覺間，童桐和我牽起了手。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkr0FEcdUT
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她沒有如我一樣震驚，更沒有像個窩囊廢一樣心碎暈倒。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYocFbVmv7
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我不敢直視她，我不敢看她任何一眼，但我卻從手心中感到她的脈動，她的手汗，說到一些段落時她甚至不自覺的握緊了我的手。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2OALbvLHF
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「……對唔住，童桐。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9aPaPSwsM
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我以道歉作結。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFrSZsBVy4
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屏幕上顯示距離核彈爆炸還有三十分鐘左右。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHiyScaVQ4
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亞基似乎感知到我們之間的氣氛肅殺，連躲在客廳的狗床也感到不自在，叼著牠的小被子跑到我房間把自己捲了起來，間中從床尾偷望。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoOGRJNKJf
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「對唔住。」我除了道歉還能說甚麼呢。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEJo2f3NM4
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一切都太晚了吧。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqkNMTHq3W
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「…仲有咩好道歉？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzgPbj2ZPA
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「嗯，我無資格話你，你講得岩，我同你一樣。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jqAieDolM
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「但都唔代表你要原諒我。」童桐聲音更加沙啞，似乎在哽咽。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcuixdBn8z
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「…你都一樣，即使你有Dora呢個身份，亦唔代表要原諒我。」我面如死灰。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5x8giIhs2r
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互相沒法原諒的我們，恐怕到此為止。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ898q6hQ00g
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那晚，我的童年完結了。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeLywxx3Om
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這夜，童桐的童年也劃上了句號。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYV2hnT4cI1
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但是童桐牽著我的手卻沒有放開。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCX59MY6Xw5
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「我只有一個問題。」童桐說。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNCWSDNGYQ
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「你問。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtLrWfl3AW
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「點解你接受到真係收錢，然後同其他男人上床既甄姿妍，但接受唔到我？」童桐問。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gtYMdYiWa
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「…」我應該要行的。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhLzjcgS3W
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「我只係上網賣相同直播，無人見過我既樣，無其他三唔識七既男人掂過我。」童桐說，「但依加點解感覺上你同個甄姿妍仲相處得自然？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonfE8AFqfr
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「…因為我重視你，我鐘意既人，係你。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZn4T4kOMFT
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「…」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1ijMxYmpL
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「妍妍係我朋友…雖然我地過…過一晚夜，但係始終都只係朋友，但你唔同。」我捉緊童桐的手說，「其他人幾多秘密，幾多黑歷史，關我撚事！但係童桐，你對我黎講點可能同其他人，其他女仔相提並論？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjT2fROBD5B
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核彈的精粹，在於它不是無差別的上網爆出黑歷史。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0G9PK4oB3t
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它最大殺傷力是針對你最愛的人，最重視的關係，最努力得到的地方去爆料，使你重視的一切瓦解，化成飛灰，進而觸發連鎖反應，使目標身邊化成一片焦土。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2P4sIZzvb
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正如童桐一樣，正因為我們珍惜對方，才感到心如刀割。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNyzS4yPXX
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正如我一樣，正因為我鐘愛童桐，才心碎至幾乎喪命。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyyRu9kKVC
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但這是一份證明。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAhHwrobjf
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「若非情深在，悲傷從何來？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJuhxzMgyS
" But what is grief, if not love persevering. "
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妍妍告訴我，愛的反面不是憎恨，連想那男人恨她一生，妍妍也苦苦哀求而不得。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquuCzmDFT3
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愛的反面是漠不關心，視若無睹，既然是這樣的話我和童桐因對方有多心碎，更痛心，多幸福，多快樂，正因為我們也重視對方吧。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblcSHtdwuS
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雖然這樣說很對不起妍妍，但是這就是我的心情。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpSWMUKNZ8
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這一星期以來的思考，我反省了很多，其中一件事正如童桐所問的一樣。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NvsDnKnWc
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明明妍妍才是真正和眾多男生發生過關係的人，童桐極其量只是上網匿名賣相直播，沒有發生肉體關係，我為甚麼這樣自然地接受了妍妍卻對童桐這樣大反應？1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErurMqiHoM
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一開始察覺到這點，我以為自己瘋了，我為甚麼這樣針對童桐。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk9HWMpu0O
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後來我發現自己的確是針對童桐，但這是因為她對我來說是最寶貴的人。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOrOuL6fk3
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愛是自私的。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMDN62Fexk
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同樣地，唯有自私的…才是愛。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNV89TwQBJ
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我對其他人不是甚麼保守派，情聖之前每晚夜夜笙歌，妍妍是PTGF和不同男人有甚麼過節過去，我都不介意，真的不會介意。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGdO1Oj2Fc
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但唯獨童桐…我卻連心也碎掉。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHoUu6R08l
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只有她，我為之傾心，亦為之心碎。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGt229mvbze
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我這樣向童桐陳述了我的想法，反正我已經做好了與童桐老死不相往來的最壞打算。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5nPo4e28o
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但至少我想讓她知道我的想法，因為即使鬧翻，也不會留下「如果那晚我有說出口便好」的遺憾。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1oQCk3pSW
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童桐低下頭，似乎在咀嚼著我的說話，不過她的手始終沒有放開。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77XUwZQl5f
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「個核彈，仲有幾耐爆？」童桐問。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqJm0zXQnE
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我熟練地打開介面，然後掩面搖頭：「十五分鐘。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZOFJgdwD3
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「你聯絡個個人。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtr42udRFLO
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她不知道是Beta，我故意沒說，以免那天婚禮的回憶被沾污，即使她有甚麼恨意，我也想小心翼翼地保護她那天的回憶。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65jsZzbNSt
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「係？下？聯絡…？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY8ebkPVNY
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「我可以俾呢個金額既錢佢，叫佢停左個核彈。」童桐在自己手機上的計算機，打出一個銀碼。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFHqdGQ0sC
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一看之下不得了，那可是能在九龍買一個車位的價錢，樓齡大點的唐樓小單位，首期也勉強足夠了吧？！1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91DgSUuQ4T
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這樣的巨款…1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTvhySZNdm
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「但…咁多錢…」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxK5szRrX1G
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「係Dora賺既錢，我全部儲起晒無用過。」童桐說，「如果呢舊錢幫到你既，我好樂意，記唔記得我講過我唔想身邊既人出事？特別係你，呀遊。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVn71Ro3b4
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童桐流著淚說。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MjaahUk2W
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「唯有你，我唔會俾你有事。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwQKJ0NoFw
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她握緊我的手。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHs1NdKxdqp
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「如果有事，我就陪你一齊面對…如果你仲願意。」她輕揉我的手，看著我雙眼說。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntaKGiv7Ny
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我連忙胡亂抹抹眼淚撥出電話，但那天Beta明明說過我再也不會找到他，真的有用嗎？1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3AOsxCU2k
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［於"在永恆之門"一幕成功救下植嵐晨，呀遊始終沒有間接殺人，在童桐接受底線上］1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQON2WKlgpZ
［在第五分歧點沒有使用禁藥，呀遊迷途知返，在童桐接受底線上］
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［判定呀遊沒有犯下瀰天大錯，沒有黑化］1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lNk2IVWde
［在最終分歧點選擇了不甘寂寞路線，但亦因壓制不足而沒有成為情侶，童桐現在有立場幫助］
1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefgXhMRQ86
「你所打既電話暫時未能接通，請你遲D再打過黎喇…」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mWqk11rFO
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果然嗎…1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyTCJQxDoG
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但馬上一個未知來電回撥過來。
「點。」是Beta用了變聲器的聲音。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOsiVcoBfM
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我打去關了機的號碼，他卻知道在我找他，這是怎辦到…1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIOW70Ex6z
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「喂，黑PR先生。」我暗示他別自爆名字。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWYb2JXLkV
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「嗯。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xi9GqfubW
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「我係Dora。」童桐說，「對馬川遊個個核彈，停左佢，我可以俾…咁多既錢你，我諗已經遠超過Kay俾你既錢，係唔係？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NhrwbD3Yw
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「果然係Kay…佢搵過你？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQUMBZavct
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「無錯，睇黎你唔知係佢？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x7uiLrbod
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「轉介師係絕對無可能爆出邊個主使，連我都唔知係邊個。」Beta說。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIBKGhkV0q
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「總之，停左佢，我可以將Dora收到既所有錢俾晒你，放過呀遊！」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7tVJbclR1
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「童桐…」我看著她，眼角泛淚，她也勉為其難地向我擠出微笑。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALq0OStlh3
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「童小姐，你要考慮清楚。」Beta說，「據我所知，個筆錢係好好好大筆錢黎，以你既家境，你既成長背景，你應該都係貪慕虛榮個種女人。你真係要為左佢咁做？你知唔知道馬川遊做過咩？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcQ9eefoUB
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「係！我知道！」童桐激動地說，「咁又點？D錢我既！我點用都得！」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr6LbRBt7z
1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vK24VqJ2R
「…本身係唔得，等於做生意你睇中左件衫，鋪頭話賣俾你既時候，如果旁邊一個寬太黎話我出兩倍錢，賣俾我唔好賣俾佢，而間鋪又應承既話，咁你會點睇呢間鋪？咁做…好影響我地做生意，即使係Deep World，有錢都唔係大晒。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iT8MOksaZ
1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip1sGFBGeB
「呀遊佢已經好痛苦，佢係我面前坦白晒，唔好再咁樣對佢喇！」童桐哭著說，「我只係想佢變成之前個個識得笑，開開心心既呀遊…」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIDUXuI8RJ
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「童小姐，我係話本身唔得。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tjs0r13eX
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「本身…」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPWPYArVIx
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「我問緊中介人。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJyLbH2mWh
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「仲要問咩？定係佢都要錢？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0YIaZW6Vb
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「佢係賣人脈既人，更加唔會為左錢改變原則，打爛自己招牌。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefVZA1gXFx
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童桐絕望地掩著臉。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dWJ5ASmZy
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「但係破壞原則在先既人，係Kay.」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveYkoSI33w
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「係…？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgPjnXcMGr
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童桐把視線在指隙間望向電話上的「未知聯絡人」五字。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WArEZZSvX
1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcvgpylhut
「嗯，有回音。Kay係知道唔可以接觸目標，但佢接觸左，依加我知道左佢既身份，你都知道左，你同馬川遊可以搵佢尋仇，傳左出去人地會以為係中介人出賣佢，咁樣好大獲…中介人已經落左Order，是次核彈轟炸取消。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5xTrp7Men
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電話中傳來鍵盤聲音。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI5VlylyDf
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「重新整理一次個網頁睇睇？睇黎呢個Kay的確係又衝動，又感情用事個種女人，佢係唔係見到仇人會直接拎刀捅佢個Ｄ衝動撚黎？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYhXtNCnuK
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童桐馬上照辦。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4ZQ180yMB
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距離核彈爆炸：00:07: 101095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqV68cRIC8
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:091095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PXuKdGrx1
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:081095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBummXR2oU
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:081095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUThRLAV37B
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:081095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSj2HllEJP
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＞TARGET：Ｎ／Ａ1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVh5mtcRSV
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核彈倒數停止。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfNYqtAmO0
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「但係你係有口齒既人黎架可，Dora小姐。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e89wGllR8
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Beta這混蛋…！1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jD9sAVRAS
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「嗯，我…我依加過數！」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVS07N2dVE
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「轉成加密貨幣，入數去我係暗網既帳號，我依加俾電子錢包既地址你。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJC6n5QXlj
1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauYkK5GVBW
「喂！既然係Kay接觸我地呢邊在先，本身都要停啦！你照收錢？！你咁仆街既？！」我說。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft4y6K9Icm
1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QbqJyqgIk
「呀遊，我會照俾。」童桐說，「佢收左錢就唔可以反口。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbnxARNHK9
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「…因為對面毀約在先，我會暫時將馬川遊列入核保護傘，唔接任何攻擊既你既Job，如果佢搵其他黑ＰＲ搞你，我呢邊都會發射核彈，相互保證毀滅。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSYtJ4Vikn
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咁做係以免你地出咩事其他人入我同中介人數，同時警告其他客人唔好衝動毀約。但同時，你地都唔可以用核彈攻擊Kay，至於其他手段，唔關我事。」Beta說，「為期…九十九年就好。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliZFgL9bHJ
1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCUZk7H7Ny
這傢伙…我真的不知道他是敵還是友，只能說他只按Deep World的潛規則辦事嗎？1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn06iwVtwhJ
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但我相信在灰色地帶之中，他作了自己的選擇。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xcPKwmfna
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「已經過左數。」童桐眼也不眨，便把那驚人的金額匯到Beta手上。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetaeYJ0R87
1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YkRqwWuNf
「…未收到，等等，嗯，有喇，加密貨幣應該係要咁用…Anyway,」Beta說，「仲有咩幫到兩位？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybnWCysJfx
1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO42e3VCPR7
「無野啦，拜。」我把電話掛斷。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgsLUWJUdA
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「好好保重，兩位。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XHuvBKUjd
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我和童桐相視。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAlYDu0Gpf
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然後不禁露出微笑。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxZXuDQNMu
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「咁大舊錢，你至少遲疑下？」我說。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVexq8wIGFW
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「為左你，無所謂。」童桐搖頭說。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy7WbjrGAG
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那舊錢，能去好多好多次旅行，買好多好多名牌了吧。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbpZWWgMZs
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「童桐…」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt0yq18Cws
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她卻為了我，為了這樣害植嵐晨的我…1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeKWYEoLbC
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我感到慚愧，感到無地自容。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcVGJdqGqW
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這就是我和童桐的層次分別。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAAL4DgMN4
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我愛著的只是自己幻想出來那個完美的她。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0q5wRpyOg
1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBORnO4lI8x
但她愛著的，是真真正正的我，甚至為了這樣而害怕關係改變，壓抑著自己十多年，把自己困在高牆後十多年，逼自己止步於青梅竹馬，把我們二人的關係凍結。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUXlfLKVGV
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她想著的是如何接受。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGr9lvZwwaE
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我想著的是接受與否。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdYFm0UOLr
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…唉，我這人真是…1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBszkIO8zV
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「唔使再講喇，錢我真係唔介意。」童桐笑著輕撫我的頭說，「我只係想你無事，想你好似以前咁開心返，唔好好似中六個年咁。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDjKyUwACT
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我又回想起童桐那年為了我，在大學講廳大大聲謊稱是我女朋友然後拖走我。聽說，這是她那次分手的其中一條導火線。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4M5V8quwY
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「呀遊，你唔好誤會。」童桐說，「我用錢幫你，唔係要買你既原諒。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oR9cwyeE4
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「我點會…」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1zmO5uLRc
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「我知自己我點補救都好，都改變唔到我曾經係Dora既事實，你唔使因為我用錢幫你解除左核彈，而逼自己當無事發生過。」童桐低頭說。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao9MYmvP0e
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「童桐，我差D殺左植嵐晨，點解你要咁？我仲以為你會好憎我先岩…」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLPUqVg3mg
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童桐這樣以德報怨，我更加…我更加的無地自容。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy01eYKprtK
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「我仲未接受到。」童桐說。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mfEji8ASk
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「…果然…」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcqNyr2xTl
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「但係我更加唔想睇到你唔開心，睇到你再崩潰，至少唔好俾件事惡化先，之後我…我會同你一齊慢慢去學習點樣接受，點樣過呢一關。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yUlph1Dxc
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童桐的手，整晚也沒有放開。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco5RHLColr
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「其他人或者唔得，但我同你係咁多年既青梅竹馬，一定做到架嘛，係咪？呀遊？」童桐又哭又笑。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGO6Tp0Rxz
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童桐美麗得叫我窒息。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc05gOWRD7M
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我忍不住，輕吻了她。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMJu55AFMt
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輕吻變成了深吻，我與她抱在一起，互有默契地避過對方的鼻子，好使雙唇與舌頭能鎖鎖地扣在一起，把每一吋肌膚都纏綿在彼此的毛孔上，貪婪地感受著對方的芳香，沐浴在對方的體溫和溫柔之中，酸麻感從唇上擴散到舌尖，隨著窒息感漫延到全身。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0VDKQmuoG
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「呀…嗄…呀遊…」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY2sspHhN0
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「童童…哈啊…童桐…」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpZ18sNwuV
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那天婚禮的一吻很浪漫，但是…1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNCzeFVDHJ
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…但是我們那時還活在彼此的幻象之中，躲在自己築起的高牆後。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G4kMySMLc
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現在我們吻著的，是有血有肉，不完美，有點醜陋，但卻實實在在的對方。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3eg2zy07q
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「汪！！」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHktWozjrd
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亞基高興地把頭從睡房門邊探出來吠一聲。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafNBRoenHm
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我和童桐暫時放開彼此，看看亞基，然後額頭貼著額頭，相視而笑。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fN6w7FY0v
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不知為何我沒有感到那種衝動，我只想好好擁住童桐，靜靜地遠離開那狗屁DeepWorld黑PR核彈中介人之類的糟糕事。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk8THKxg5V
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「你又話會向我表白既？」童桐說，「表左架啦？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt1Eq2jcK0
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「下，表左架啦。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg7muS4a1U
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「唔制！」她輕拍我一下，「快Ｄ，我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白！」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlVUAnjalc
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我笑著說：「咁我要俾個驚喜你先得，但你想我劇透你？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xZ1b2WF8f
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「唔好！咁…我等你。」童桐說，「今晚…就咁先？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQicUWk8iSY
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「嗯，我都覺得…未係時候。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iuHrDpB3t
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感覺…衝動的成份比較多。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs3IjFxZAR
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現在我們是需要沉澱的時間，好好整理思緒，接著才正常地走向我與童桐的下一階段。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb3A6MVr1O
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「你依加就唔怕我唔再只係你青梅竹馬？」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQg3Wbfa91
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「…我對你有信心，亦對自己眼光有信心。」童桐說，「同埋即使係點，我地未來變成點都好，至少我地永遠係青梅竹馬…或者以上，唔會以下。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNowpS2IW6
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我舉起尾指：「應承你。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkpaKaLOHU
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「我都應承你。」1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuK36J9RmI
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童桐以尾指和我相勾，我與她額頭碰著額頭，眼中只有彼此。即使彼此的眼角都有淚痕，流淌至臉頰，但我們笑逐顏開，以嘴角將其截斷，只剩下喜極而泣的淚花。1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUdT5uIdWt
