妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIojPOskGs
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86fRv47lqt
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9epGD5uhqH
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraA5Ctx8PP
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcD8CCPEXG
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ40oDb0hW3
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYF3HOc9OB
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7TWW8JBBR
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBKRt6KOto
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk6CyGzcDX
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDK97PvkCUj
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEbKotdAsj
「下，點解會開心？」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOuYSb3rTZ
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr35t6ZgUwM
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1pn3PjB73
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoiZeZNZZX
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmwoJ6TZY7
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1glNkwzi3
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfeKQ6peBP
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA9gL7j8SS
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcRogZy7rM
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRy0C2iDmUG
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVftt4pHhwH
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfisi82rTK
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCpYTT6RlS
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNx86BEcgSw
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9AhSSlsf7
小病是福，我完全明白。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0AyCdrs4u
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpHgMThcsy
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk6ABmWYJR
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VFVNjEOvM
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkLfrQDfo6
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugZ3ZeogqO
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YdNOSsfxS
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaulFpTgkV
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTK82OIS1z4
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAH7JRM3Es
離題了。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBIC6R9tw9
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsXfEPJBEZ
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7UZ21EYr1
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs6n3peX37
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnB0B27FsxH
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30DvLYZVg6
「叮～」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22lEZQxWDS
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7Lr7FCfzz
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLSS8l795j
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM5ffJDk0c
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEea8r7MyRn
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltRXZnYLuu
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UCcgckdxQ
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW2Vjz5PHT
「抽筋，Sorry。」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LyHtTXdcT
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m9SWVAblS
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamsYOZ9b0B
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAfBiTd7QH
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIKT24ohhH
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1a79TYjG7
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuvsqTejfl
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oBxBVW75u
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28ikYXBqNu
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RRLL7ub48
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4O3je8GpkA
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGoJuEg7LD
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tXIZEbvHf
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj9IGs77i9
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhGxoXWjDN
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgjIUzbXGo
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1WuH0JC4H
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGZuU02Wff
「我會有分數。」我說。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrcwlNxD5w
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXF0VFZxq1
不，我沒有。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPq15PbkuJ
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTmjakvu1K
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBmqKSAhIi
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHH7P1lUvN
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmpU4TrVkt
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w92ueztLH
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9OlGoKEKm
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkL3N9W4tq
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu8jsSXTLZ
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3b5FtmT5V
難不難看是一回事。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7T4pTPJRH
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcFMSL3FRs
甘不甘心又是另一回事。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJNyIOhnDC
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vcD6qqNTI
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaezQqjYrVO
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUS5BgETUNH
但我不甘心。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOtiU7Z312
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf8l3HvA1x
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuAq2raMJe
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSFRFV0R7L
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7Q3H8l6Lw
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopiSEF5Hb6
我不甘心。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTa30ZKhv9
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27h2zrtQZG
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFWxydaDE8
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGrIEH83sO
「…真係？」童桐說。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTyKYSeBb3
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYwA5HppD7
我停頓了片刻。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ7bcwnrcd
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOJWwwwcCz
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAEFQ2Vpbs
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3XxBj4ejm
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE12P5H1Pmk
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9onWrZbFqk
就和你一樣，童桐。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDK0dWBEC2h
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Vb4BIHVSN
和你一樣。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dfgABxgcJ
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVVbIDZROA
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoLpd1Cb6I
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbtbLM75H0
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tnFO90Z6C
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWPt9ez36n
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamRHjEE9CT
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFLHagG52L
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRfrxUJA1T
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9hNJ8UrGT
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMuSE3YCux
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvhZDf373B
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWDk1k2DHh
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaAEqEUo0c
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbccBuqqEv
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mnsLZR46g
「多謝你，童桐。」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtUnLeEPsV
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0oFD2tada
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6ZTsVw7w7
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZRZz7qxJT
「叮～」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddhxnjQSSg
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMADmRXS2j
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VWxPc61f9
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVE5nb9oTC
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXZ3x6Saef
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq6gFJIlnv
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4MU8g6fCS
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvP9kwq0kS1
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtO3aJovOA
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfFZUusGCU
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbwHljaBvJ
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLy5SWBNZLB
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1fLFgNFb6
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOPrkJi5Ai
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhN4dz9LPSr
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL01xnSjy5v
太可愛了。1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4KduGkzg0
1027Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhSROLkrjH
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
