妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB0wdXC0rT
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpHqf9FLFk
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRs7tqvJJQG
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvp4JXsWi5X
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sLQ6mF9D2
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPPPFDYkvx
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「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXrnwoyUc1
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m2p7DKmrB
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlbtJ4efnZ
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6P25IKHr6
「下，點解會開心？」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4Un0CkrOH
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyP7bpHdkc
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEeWDqomOE
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSKXfUYEBe
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOCehtruuT
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPKB8kUFME
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J5ghNRfwa
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2PQL90KRX
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qTevK0Atx
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE26xHRoD0
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XVLdCIjGn
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2UnqwldM8
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10eT8xKhtk
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuZPkIKO4A
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeqhNMtFhq
小病是福，我完全明白。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQi1BPfbcT
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoaZpIDOcS
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYElfNxbnMk
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OLNCWtcjI
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XcSOxQuvv
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgx47VHRFA
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUbBJasB5S
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaNGQrORfQ
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2z4of8pA5l
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSsNNRkemP
離題了。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cNG4VJqrJ
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSECws1epqj
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV4vGdRw9Q
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZciPe47Zr
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0DcGtV85n
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lLSlIxxsE
「叮～」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxgOi4GI9j
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9kHCbCfzq
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdavFPTbzt
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx25yWvJHhg
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH0mArTnk9
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4xWUxMEEi
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygypYwYn3H
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHm2saZ1nGg
「抽筋，Sorry。」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAAqCeRivG
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHGRfqoIqY
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYyXFmVKmY
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyRqIOiQVi
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ToZOqf7bS
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcy5m5Tj90
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUObNVha7ks
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOnJhpdz9m
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaNVcacA8r
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIysaNpTmu0
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnePJlPkn2
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2DYdYK6Pk
「比賽仲有幾耐？」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EsNscKLyd
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwJ9ZLQARY
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8ADlDvtXc
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwww1nVM8V6
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdEBSqObjK
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzxdzOeRY5
「我會有分數。」我說。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aO4c9dHaD
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJYZgc33WQ
不，我沒有。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDBRaTCLaP
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即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy4pHak5wB
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUeMhSJ9M1
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrthtQP6RwY
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAlW6Lw0jD
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfueyvMrICv
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXuwZbM8fz
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1ZcN5Jd3x
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難不難看是一回事。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57J0Qas6DB
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甘不甘心又是另一回事。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd60NZADf1
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AMCFBgaY9
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNu7zbZdw4
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KCRuYyHTc
但我不甘心。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEKe9FxJBa
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkSpZwkOir
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEjlbh7Uhc
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GehuGtxnY
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAGI0qOgML
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWncmjbGv8x
我不甘心。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDfSlnUGV4
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTugPa3EP1i
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNjneY2GqD
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFFemOzXxq
「…真係？」童桐說。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd4yX1wv49
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwEG9KnSUd
我停頓了片刻。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkpbZmpTvN
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT25R0QZxmJ
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbHeamNm9J
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTlIRDH4e6
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK60q47b1J
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn6qi6QN20
就和你一樣，童桐。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJxwLlvOSb
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和你一樣。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaEMYtWpi2
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHmdriMlzs
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTH8xaKGaKb
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZ1YLosDje
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx1vCJQl4N
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkqQVWSWRs
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9JjqwQkMh
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKP7TS9Asi
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6OkvuKt1o
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxMf4TM6y8
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYxBmhAfJQ
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPluSqDtuc0
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSItwg23jv
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsuFcu3LHX
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeA8pl8Xba
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HvlEL9KUh
「多謝你，童桐。」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN2iZxGQgk
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5O68NGAox
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHBhFASPNi
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsugA89yD9W
「叮～」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9squbMU89
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb3zx3n3j3
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVifDjUues
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdHJly2Sr5
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp821PSbqiJ
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jdgVsxLpA
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YLoiyu6pp
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjITwT3261
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTr2FxuNrK
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpdM375KBM
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTf6Zi3ShU
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbJZcrxOHv
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLNWVWrI31
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvwZ2X6kUB
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZscuolITWw
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3Xy1wiXcX
太可愛了。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtMZSwoesN
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V2vOt0SEt
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
