那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAVNXupJsCax
1162Please respect copyright.PENANADOjpo0olgg
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAKhTWuHRXKy
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAyYsE0CjBft
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。1162Please respect copyright.PENANADDD9u6soEd
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAf25BKmS7ie
「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAYmfj1MN8mU
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA0mM6SNPqqQ
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAU3DeitrAxC
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAdsndmlSdLP
「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAcMBnAPMl9n
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA4MySXAKQG6
當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。1162Please respect copyright.PENANApRXxcxcywR
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAM5VJBDfLEj
「咩黎…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANARG78lfwP1J
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAtN7tlpec9P
「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAn29xCHl2kF
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAYA0FzjbDC9
這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!1162Please respect copyright.PENANAkFj4FT6jLJ
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAp3lkrMTeyu
我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAMBoK9FDRC0
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAIrKAL5z5ZL
但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAuCAlADe1sa
1162Please respect copyright.PENANANdm0Cx4N61
「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAcpwD1JyK4q
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAo2BUNeFqXU
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAJQy44RxUco
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA368cEc8Lnz
「但點解突然…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAHNyQlk2rRe
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAMhon9mTHpY
我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANABZdzieBGIF
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAHZlxxb4hAP
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAo0KssZP79K
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAYf3ImubGwn
因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAhB20fijAA0
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAHDCnW0NAqQ
「童~~桐~!!」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAIcOqxRzdEv
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAk9VxEe4Wca
「桐……桐………桐……………」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAzP8l3xK3Fb
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAlVTb1aB9hd
我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAo6Xd6hsn4U
1162Please respect copyright.PENANASI037thbmx
辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAGV9QI2TtmY
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAO7BJIbFtmq
去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAkVssMCxBQD
1162Please respect copyright.PENANADpbJ8VpUvQ
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAKptgrWp5D2
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAZeUebqcOaD
…等等。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAUPeltB9rZD
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAZDJbkNZrQd
我靈光一閃。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAHP51UzJZGx
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAHQntuS82gq
如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAXwz3d2C2qY
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAwVzfB9fBhm
…我了解她。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAeIwMPds8IW
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA4kFYHluCIz
這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAx62csXfEM8
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAhSSbKpCC9N
我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA2YOFkpC3Ne
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAKUG8OSKAzu
我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAVRrGWWQmGc
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAzxLNSuNHzw
「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAECq4Jbhk6T
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAWeGYmq3TY8
街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAN8L4Kw4QoG
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAGewhqXERKh
這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAaIVQtn2Tsn
1162Please respect copyright.PENANARcXtHQVtaz
…要快點才行。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAJbf93bEfgM
1162Please respect copyright.PENANApSQwV2K11T
「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。1162Please respect copyright.PENANArwDwR4e9Wl
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAF5vh6JmXgJ
機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAcoeTw8GIh4
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAHlXta7qxqq
我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAuTORxFw1h7
1162Please respect copyright.PENANABylTDkeGyi
但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAXCkl7YJlwS
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA9DV4N9gytv
我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAHSIwyx1BPD
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAEV1dfMbsrn
但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAykzwucqhjB
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAKkRiMGXlre
我可是親口答應過她的。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAQa8bpypyr1
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAqCZJuTkR14
這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAEStqVcGAbV
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAe2EmtTWPsv
童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAenmXyxseU1
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA6P1B2htrJy
除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAFRa2phgxm2
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAT7iXCuAswh
但是。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAGpHXlJKPTB
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAsFgJQUYcs0
當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAjiWg6voWc9
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAf4Ae4Gl01h
…1162Please respect copyright.PENANAiYuFWS15zM
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAKinG4Gn6bX
「唉,童桐…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAchFrLDc4ay
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA4E75yk9FE0
…失敗了嗎。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA19qIbS2aWO
1162Please respect copyright.PENANACYVIqtkrUJ
果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?1162Please respect copyright.PENANAR2FDdfqV5G
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAXVkbQElIFv
果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?1162Please respect copyright.PENANAiuhGe0uTCr
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA7cA87bPJjQ
我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAt6wHMbHiKY
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAuDnuMNdveF
但是原來童桐也了解我。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAKXY0EWJfft
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA15B3QgKUNJ
更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」1162Please respect copyright.PENANANly353FG4w
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA0jEofStxTC
「呀遊…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAKwYCUVcw5w
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAZdqEW5x9yW
不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAb9j14PfDEs
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAo1Bqf5MdAu
她就在那兒。1162Please respect copyright.PENANACE2AsC9G8S
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAce9vboU3vZ
我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAJTcmTXDDTe
1162Please respect copyright.PENANARi1gnelQAR
我的女朋友就在那兒。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ko6IoleT4
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAiLeCp4VbCz
「童…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAKJ0LoOeNjV
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAWmFDbfqeJm
牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAtXWwPSqkz9
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAeYWT9s89Xt
「童桐…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAg38KbfQntY
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAYTgNPcGkVC
而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA0JBACYdavZ
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAb8EuBEBKux
「童桐!!」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAPNx6m6g7um
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAANkGq84DeU
突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAqizj4ELCwa
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAYKiVIxOWqC
「童桐,童桐,童桐…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAq3gTWnTg3c
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAXKOiTQ7MYd
除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。1162Please respect copyright.PENANACToWH4zTRu
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAPORqt9jQKK
她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAvij5aq3Kh3
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAYlF3cFEzaB
童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAwgnhu7TJfS
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAZc5cyZpJl2
曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA422fImCfNi
1162Please respect copyright.PENANANrVhOcEpoj
除非我們親自去掙取。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAjj0mm1ZrNH
1162Please respect copyright.PENANApze6oY2iaG
童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。1162Please respect copyright.PENANALvOfIskVX3
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAynNjCgVNqe
但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAHGckG10wcU
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA320WqilCOq
唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAsjrjyvX49N
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAfw9FHOJry4
「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAimM7YWUOoF
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAUVdYt2z7wE
撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAYiNjVpfET8
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAzgy74oJaPg
「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAe9Ecgp8JzN
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAJwCA09W1sq
有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAqkWjubtd1W
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAWwYxRMmBgH
「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAnzeo8EqItO
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAhOjcKj8BNo
「咚——噹!!!」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAvGXdIdSk04
1162Please respect copyright.PENANARXRZQd23rV
即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA8fEk1dCJ6H
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAwWThmbA1GS
雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAOzO3IgA8mu
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA4mGDRcEa2L
那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA7GPHO2uX90
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAXNZpPHYbXJ
怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANA3H2KAqfs4d
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAL1KTbFpDkv
現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。1162Please respect copyright.PENANArSgqzjPHQj
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAKzn7dJnaZO
是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAgUW52grUU8
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAcYOhglntFy
我還在。1162Please respect copyright.PENANALBjL8nNjqF
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA3R2oY5wh1a
「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA3eOsFvUuwm
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAohJEqzlTdg
即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAGhuA4ihUT3
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAdTZigiafWR
我也不會放棄。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAIx4kouvBSe
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAXpx6bTlr2G
我都會追上來,帶你回家。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA6Zhyh91oii
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAzD75V4PcWi
「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」1162Please respect copyright.PENANA6kxQleY5Yd
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAMjnlkYkgIV
「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAF2drxuBWw2
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA06AW1FjV8e
全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA3Gmfhdj0ih
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAHcs631yuu9
「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAwHtwZQA6uZ
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAqhg4fQLQVq
看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA4GPC33OJjM
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA7ihFPAO4ju
「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAIA9tBuRa8p
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAzIzO3moddU
我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAXEDxNTUW0H
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAJzWyUszyU5
「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAyggYa6INsE
1162Please respect copyright.PENANALyaBlwV5td
「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAB1AAjvnsZJ
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAkoreTsAe0t
「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAhXPNIQ0YRr
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA7VgMLtbVy4
「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAnlZWQh5DYu
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAVGC1vMoeJM
「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAyJhKjWZZ44
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAx8rZCAolGh
「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANACQTzvATbmd
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA9zcOCJz2o8
我扔開遠方的雲牆。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAScszolfbbW
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA8dLNVAk2DL
我無視頭上的風眼。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAQvQdi4PzNA
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAagxwwVvU5o
我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。1162Please respect copyright.PENANARRspfl2bf3
1162Please respect copyright.PENANApR99TZOuTD
童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAcigZ9vadms
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAM1hnuiYz58
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAomh1FYS1gh
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA3oGxSPd8GP
暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA3x3mwggEZX
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA2IOdxammDU
但我不看在眼內。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAQIz8Rc8zqb
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAlgLmFpVYdi
一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。1162Please respect copyright.PENANARHTVQUeKEG
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAsdq1Er366p
因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAO8mKpDaf0Z
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAlMnDtpPTh2
我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAvAEVBJ04ED
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA6Inoud3rc8
我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAYBQD1F9jqV
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAwQHgikFRoa
既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA0RYcIPgPss
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAKQtopSpWCW
不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。1162Please respect copyright.PENANALB2rPKNsLR
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAaxC7aOruCP
現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA9sx0ulyK1v
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA7sPlJnZelD
但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAEpsLx6ExGv
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAk5yKeiaPMs
因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」1162Please respect copyright.PENANALokm9Csz5s
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAjMLPlqTDzG
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAjYyKGbXjRc
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAD6o4mKRL9j
「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANA3L91RFVUQN
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA7XquBaiAZW
勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!1162Please respect copyright.PENANAcrgCYmOEyP
1162Please respect copyright.PENANArohBYLOvq5
連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!1162Please respect copyright.PENANAGn9iRE1CXP
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAKqzpc3bwAb
「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANA366qrDly3c
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAAfhRvO1YT6
「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」1162Please respect copyright.PENANADaML0o3Xai
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAndqMVoAx03
她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAhws8iOYiWw
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAT3VVHuXmow
「童桐。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAnE9GVlUHlT
1162Please respect copyright.PENANARMTIRQ1iiq
明鏡止水—我深呼吸。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAjRjEVu7HFO
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAPamJ9jHQLc
即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAGYRuXQNOHU
1162Please respect copyright.PENANASCJWW1msSz
我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAiRdDnwko0c
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAlMAD6PI8nQ
這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。1162Please respect copyright.PENANASd0zhdnvRM
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA8hmJO7HHWD
「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAaucbi6fOu1
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAXwh65P27n6
我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA6mQTE5BE4A
1162Please respect copyright.PENANACWyNQpWaKo
「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAZEYvP61Wrj
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA90oOHJQlxD
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAjmwnm6G4ul
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA0UB2CkwBjh
「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAaISMOFMZXx
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAH9xrbpk8lW
即使正式在一起的時間不長。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAccrI0rEvKO
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA7l734sL3Cr
即使我們都傷害過彼此。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAWT1ITIYjns
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAxjuxkfaHr6
但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAjDkvBaG5gQ
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAGq534vXFIx
這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAUjFL1NbiqZ
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA7wMX6SvfYb
即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。1162Please respect copyright.PENANADlh25jptH6
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA5lQ9tZ5hOt
「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAoY0G619qEm
1162Please respect copyright.PENANALD8WtpQZJ8
「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAKGdQz5Z00E
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAlGQgTHWOyy
「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」1162Please respect copyright.PENANA3X8HkwhvnX
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAwKkUbRIxK5
「下,表左架啦。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAmmTHtEWn62
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAYzSsBmfelG
「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAdw92BHmBrl
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAxypipzmzIv
「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAr9Lp79DbWs
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAZJXkPDlqu0
「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAIqEkCpSnSM
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAZFQhzK3MQY
「呀遊,呀遊,我…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANATISJv7N5Pl
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAJSqMYIW2xV
無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAhKfLEy8ACO
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAAwqbcLnl6A
「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAGW1v2ekL7M
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAXaG5uuEidu
童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAoNd1pkQjjG
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAokuMOHAgz7
因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAM1yoFjSPFH
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAhfZzefaMX7
「我願意!」
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAkqeoOltQ9B
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAwavhNCioyA
童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——1162Please respect copyright.PENANAFJdbLepfs6
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA9OAb1pV1oq
——便永遠都不會分離。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA5m70w0vMoY
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAcEmMWOXXdL
這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAaOr8C1xSFK
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA8t7GERXyI9
第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAuRlI0AN7Ye
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAVK9yxkiAu2
結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAwzXvVccOTi
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA9xqH2baxuH
第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAM5xT5W4CG0
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAJy8oaiOWaz
但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAOGp9rzhEhL
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA3rsGpwcBU0
到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAMJ9XYlTls8
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA64fmAmuFcG
結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAyc9HIJVN0G
1162Please respect copyright.PENANATbytDiv9QX
…還有Kay的悲劇。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAM4YKUPY4q8
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAviUKekwe4O
現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。1162Please respect copyright.PENANALjZoCR422E
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAWmFhfSdhT8
一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?1162Please respect copyright.PENANAnotvhrV1to
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAxQXQTZbLP6
追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?1162Please respect copyright.PENANArsD5dq9Vtr
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAXt8Cs85Gkn
這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??1162Please respect copyright.PENANArb5pFilUOA
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAs1ojiZo0TN
其實不然。1162Please respect copyright.PENANANtAFpkybq9
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAQZsEcHXTJC
「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA8wgS32pqqs
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAJlPmdbkiZv
並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAxA7PvOhoCY
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAAFjCjIafOa
即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA2id5RDN1Du
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAvSQaBQfw7Z
「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。1162Please respect copyright.PENANARTwOjaGjbF
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7DE6lvtoX
「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAm9vtivvAyg
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAdFhCshzH60
童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAS6aiwlqd1X
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA04tPQXEv4Q
而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAQiQhy25yDU
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAj0msnfHrY6
我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAJOghrDB45c
1162Please respect copyright.PENANADUQz3skf36
唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAXzfW4ROkSB
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8dIMZh3c6
這並非登山,也不是賽跑。1162Please respect copyright.PENANARxPFalfsjm
1162Please respect copyright.PENANApUJ11z9XBU
沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAQKKKrjW7pV
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAQQoxcNgXQJ
這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAnDsRXG2rCJ
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAbfFOpGKz6U
「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANALBspGTspPo
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAklR5W8JGaK
「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」1162Please respect copyright.PENANARnRrPanFTB
1162Please respect copyright.PENANACWTzDp8Koz
意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAeskP7fGTsg
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAQxLH3q0IOk
「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANA5lNMA3CTxd
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAaPoZiKgTfT
「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAcey6eoUDVY
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAsskSDdFYmI
我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAhkzfrZAEbA
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAKlgPxj9Q6a
雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!1162Please respect copyright.PENANA8e6NVckcio
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA1dMCiSHPmh
「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」1162Please respect copyright.PENANASRJ3ZUh5gC
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAI1OvcgbgcD
「咁,咁快?!」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAseNLLO8Iwj
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA9JhkAZASv6
「咩呀,避風呀!」1162Please respect copyright.PENANATqEQxPukeN
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA1SaASBOVBq
結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA6e3SP4rdyJ
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAxYPAGziyVe
我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA5KIvCNtEFv
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAH9bed5i3j8
那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA3wg85VsOkB
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAD4nrNQfFrh
只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAKrtrckkCDK
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAgMWbpeDhn4
甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。1162Please respect copyright.PENANApBooovs2dH
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAwyXyz3aNnD
「呀遊…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAoI7UZNxmkV
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA91Plzz71sI
「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9bsX2UUs3
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA60I35NrRue
「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA4TBGY9PCPb
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAcLmRAkM9XP
我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAZJ3NabttBc
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAz2VwOHP13F
蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAvPPsVmFaQj
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAuXQluZMv8F
即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;1162Please respect copyright.PENANAiiSAhLXPE2
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAzyED5LX6l1
即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAIQAflrs53K
1162Please respect copyright.PENANArlzdPehi9t
正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA19Ho5yZ0cj
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA1KKtp6gMuG
破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAOgQofmyFlo
1162Please respect copyright.PENANACNxT7bXum9
「返屋企喇。」1162Please respect copyright.PENANAzalxRtraru
1162Please respect copyright.PENANAAvbjWxNKUY
「…嗯!」1162Please respect copyright.PENANATvrPeSI7qG
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA4s3HaC1eut
曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAjvNGcfEBGY
1162Please respect copyright.PENANASWtIMcQQnE
曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAyXQVSbY1Iw
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA5kiKFG9FKs
現在我會這樣說。1162Please respect copyright.PENANAQ56IKYvIrz
1162Please respect copyright.PENANA9KjeOddMiI
未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。1162Please respect copyright.PENANA004nw7uvMa
1162Please respect copyright.PENANArnLsU3ktZL
晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。