妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4c3YSPv47
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltLFiZO8Ox
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDvNbcpxAr
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIh2P0oY74
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXxVKiVrA2
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3oZgPmaEz
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4yRRuZHky
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbN7v4sRJRc
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2t7MlGrso
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUaZUD602r
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TJRLUxQBP
「下，點解會開心？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw6llLqAwP
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNJzKFF6HL
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AEqpsaO8u
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yXlQi7wup
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39oH90jGkC
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbck3spqY5o
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuk7uo9e7E
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjKExgVmq7
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJj7ymlU1V0
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnCBRhUvvL
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvanPeDxrgg
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweIPm7lUZd
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidrToYlgKJ
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRusYuPChGL
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmIQkFeEpy
小病是福，我完全明白。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqaQvoa8hs
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4S37O9BQF
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CYX1HxdV2
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAGOzSfHJD
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iUJsy2toS
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYTyBy9bQK
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPYe4aEcP6
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF1OAaktJQ
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTOYxjgNhV
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52azIyqT85
離題了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZyQLqjXKO
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ysXxPQfss
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8lLzawVam
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFPWu7yYO3
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIyracVJvp
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQPpvNeJh7
「叮～」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAfYGjg4MP
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQDVljZa5W
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAO16aLNck
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mNnYLa5ev
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElijyLqPJt
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUplwLi7HO6
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQf5FTVXaEo
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6aAnJeExO
「抽筋，Sorry。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLfka0c3WC
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaxSCkjck4
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo8p7SksQ3
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oLMOxKL7E
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSi3HpXcHE
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnq2DeMFmK
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp47LX6u0XO
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFk86HFJ1r
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7iHztOn23
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk5TtskOtj
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtWD3bYwuq
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxfmWqC5Qo
「比賽仲有幾耐？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtRcb78bNJ
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsTaIVXufM
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHbCDWiMeo
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mmeW7hPBY
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrrIQ6wggq
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd1lUE9vO7
「我會有分數。」我說。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKgFLEX936
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwO4z4W4wb
不，我沒有。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8F0XYlFoU
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFIZ1WakXl
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKY0lt6MVos
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MFRdDEpsn
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eGNqQq4cc
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCEDSQrIZc
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25afkYGhl2
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNYdas8zD7
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0gBowqhlt
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdZpJElJbE
難不難看是一回事。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkJcJoCI2n
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6B2EEFgCb
甘不甘心又是另一回事。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6uD67ce2q
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxAjV7TPmo
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhDFcyUMpy
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrHPsNllVH
但我不甘心。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLIGgo1IFh
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQZjzaVKmr
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mOHBtFsny
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacdKCETuab
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1udJM9Vpdv
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoZBZP9VZB
我不甘心。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PX0ggjFHo
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK6Fqsmrs8
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tlHgTRZ9t
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg2pn4Vwuk
「…真係？」童桐說。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNB5VLVA1V
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMfSO1wjEd
我停頓了片刻。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QMvo0zVqb
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBLJ6jY7iD
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaWvklTYGJ
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslZZxK9Jdq
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXyzxWkQb0
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpumhfFCnQ
就和你一樣，童桐。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0ibVHIZiI
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm31jWbijK
和你一樣。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfWg9i16lS
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyYfBlHBld
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB8zFttyCp
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoLKcgBIPF
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ631lr0vpOX
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiX7CLujuyg
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9w83pLBj7
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ6v8okGNq
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNR6mgxpI2
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GWKFAAX1U
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEd3YGmJ1G
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYvw90WdSa
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHeeWyoJOr
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8up2VGgZeJ
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZLjIeKBhW
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGb4PumsZbK
「多謝你，童桐。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrd6gqlka1
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlUgEts2Oq
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUJAXrNOXA
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9XsymggwE
「叮～」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5sUQzdkWO
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmd49Wgtgd
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzgUlGw6yF
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rJUssYlyj
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLb6IaixchY
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcIRYqKKpp
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA7X8CDX5F
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJjQYfE63i
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpxmDM3zqX
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKi25kzboN
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pOxGfeFLg
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt0tfUduvO
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqco8ztRXdg
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tqt6OsA09
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC0xOO9ydv
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QcbTcn8ed
太可愛了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhSt1kIDH6
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX8GeC0PAH
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
