妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzPxJ1vh1B
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3VNvv8ZHq
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlEIb55PFT
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDxvJMb7VL
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSVVKuBEwh
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeNS83ve3G
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「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFbIXiIg05
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHc8ixyh4T
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5vgl9P9jN
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5NGf9aGoe
「下，點解會開心？」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNHB8AWmM3
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41lgarPSgh
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGuDwe0KEO
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrBwXobgTc
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kecem2GC7
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTJRZ7rQPZ
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tBJX9GGl0
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWrQ5QC5L2
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLD83CSoo8W
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkxoIN5GLD
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我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGd8UvxbC3
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTnkt8rDbM
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXG7theczqx
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6p2byjQXC
小病是福，我完全明白。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVOkEEjOc2
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkCsBgRs1W
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPI1sHhm0D
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsovGPdE0t
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOny8xWozou
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVksxNVtgS
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyuWyQLYQF
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1PyYj06jy
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPZOJOdExP
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGXLzOwYOK
離題了。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfD8WtnIvz
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1qChJrPRl
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O97DicIUl
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwfbmWbOmx
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVSYMPyw3p
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSMr1CuNNl
「叮～」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9jrr2C4gl
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhubJIGbZdf
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSDT1QrCKV
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOVohnNhAq
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPwKfvJxfB
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDTXV3oY60
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQJDrqMOcg
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFBDKGlYHg
「抽筋，Sorry。」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvKZ1y26rl
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCMH0b3QQ2
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWNPobsXKB
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F7fFuUywO
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuj0Sn4fH9T
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjovK5hiD2H
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUob3oJGApG
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Zyj1ziX1q
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUUNPzE3em
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好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9tTPdI2ea
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2Nq5zDyEY
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDK04s0Oz0m
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUiNP4w1Zv
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34eEWIoTQa
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHkcfuq7st
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLIMDwCjbB
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfte1eZ0zsH
「我會有分數。」我說。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpQpQGLgSN
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不，我沒有。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNEhRkx3GZ
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即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLrm1yzxTV
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSlTRJIdBM
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QJ4YS8qL2
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輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3RaS5a4NO
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rGrcNF3Qm
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTI2lj4BOt
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難不難看是一回事。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Zt8KybuE6
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甘不甘心又是另一回事。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8DrCfBwQ9
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPC35QenwO
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTUhEObc5b
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGx6nHMTNw
但我不甘心。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSLkSPmOhd
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這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSCs76Z390
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjogQ4I5Rp
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5KNGL6SGR
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpBFXq52XS
我不甘心。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZU6Lmjplh
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG7x3O6ysW
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgucukpOOML
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUec72zH3Zq
「…真係？」童桐說。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSkLDnlrZ6
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我停頓了片刻。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpU2sGg0BuY
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXluILrLZYm
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rk28dCkOM
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnWigNq009
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiFnuL5xpz
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就和你一樣，童桐。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzW1wqjLRv
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和你一樣。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMja54SL5IZ
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdANvRfLsDx
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Z5SFz5BHh
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jNPBC721m
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqN7TiSjpq
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cyg0PbCr6
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeKHIgmxP8
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9jbiJClDv
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtVwYBmj1y
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxu9do17MO
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOmmWpQs7U
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uaVbs5IDg
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtFcvP6EWK
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SJKFIUVOW
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsOFslLMBr
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC19zT2lfnN
「多謝你，童桐。」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOx7f7NUla4
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDJyqaWbuM
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI7Q3NtPGI
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRKwQzatVg
「叮～」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVtiJRkE9G
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPvH0NQ23q
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAhfzagT1X
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0F77DrrVtv
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX2T9Tad9R
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RR7ID25W9
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fCmm35iMk
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcOf1Q3SFK
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLMD8bNoPY
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzT67C2DnL
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrPntlhsO5
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNVaMJF5dc
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxvt3RVmU3
1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm7rCrjTbq
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHvnH220cr
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太可愛了。1064Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB2eAfaQGM
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如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
