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我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AgwaGVkqC
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSYSRxUd1z
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURw2GF5wQD
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSlTRZE0rr
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ279N9Tdd
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHw0AAPUya
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「你是誰？」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOGwvL3IYv
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「長頸鹿。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqCCpatbyA
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「甚麼？」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUI99QoZbN
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「長——頸——鹿——」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInxeA4kX6S
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7ln929411
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我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb64Sp5lWMy
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ96nkmZOWf
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「雪櫃。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe3XRkzw15
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「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoobs3qx31z
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi78w91WMu
我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHsJb9LGNz
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「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdMW8GnYFC
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「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjCrfp3ePx
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長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLEvi3ZWko
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxsMdFfuT0
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事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9eqYKblTb
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMX44MGqcD
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「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaObxS8tZe
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「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMGbGGrVCU
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「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xiTZOQHVz
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「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1Rn2edXwI
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「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtj6CEwdCu
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「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvggGix6dtt
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「噢！謝謝你！」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU7KBFrs6N
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NFMLWiOiN
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcPJ4WQtZX
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxeGQl1yOX
我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TEPymoQU9
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMViD5QtIbs
我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHt2gfTotn
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「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELRS5ocnCw
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沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1Zj5vtGtl
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長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNnAnHCR8O
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主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPHSjDctQw
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就這樣？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKleZtDQlU
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芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx8fteWHhj
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太突然！我接受不來！480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwHIxPmnJC
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無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2yWiGUof4
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「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8XxJ5fF41
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「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDZwVOVuHZ
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「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhd07tzXmO
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「那就別去嘗試。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHv9492B3U
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我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JhQwF4WAa
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TgrkR0KPH
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflqtJjMaAW
生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbK97Xm4WEe
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偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplKAhz959H
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Fu1mjzevd
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繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTS9s0dn2s
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繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5typIx9skL
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKCTmvvUoa
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdTPQrBebi
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「你好。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDX4jxOJHeV
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我沒有搭理牠。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8KogVeT6F
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「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIxFeEMeFA
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牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HFblZ37Jw
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「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjelVv8wow1
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「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVY4BKnNqNr
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「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOv4d6bjz7
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我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYT2eDBel9
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但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZEXzoicb4
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夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupLwC36aos
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芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDboevdJsu
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在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpBBPu8H3e
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牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQSCiVpv06
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芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh682XYvWCD
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不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hqRpmwZIb
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如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSK9kCqtvfr
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翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXozf9nJAb
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「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpo7jwfqFM4
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「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjcZ6DOTYu
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「我家簡直熱得要命！」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMioDQZrkK
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「你家在哪？」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMu7dEG8Vsl
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「草原。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkONxcqmL5C
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「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6akHmyNCcO
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「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPllBMLLHq
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「甚麼？」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjZX9LQQbe
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「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWkpWsRoVU
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「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qFCtl13l6
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5l2ga2oaaB
「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyAXRBSN1j
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我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERUmPBQOcW
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「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK88LLfhXj6
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我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnaT288hyS
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「很熱呀！快放我出去！」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhRK722C00
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埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhCAljUPT6
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPg0gictUu
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmobBeHZGCL
埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakk2QjijKQ
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdVnt159K7
陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvtAeDXj6g
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOI5hmI5lM
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuDigxaS0O
埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorrJSo00za
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我報以幽幽微笑。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGU6UCtbDu
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNVDijWFro
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「笑甚麼？」我不悅。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBHm7aidHp
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUd6XuPhp9
「只能笑喔。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCCnCMQQIa
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「何解？」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSWLIytWIw
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「我哭累了。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl19k9VeZHv
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我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsGZXmtxPE
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誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HJjnS2QdZ
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFH536bjTS
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidZpKxWNQO
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3VdItDNSZ
「你打算怎樣處理？」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hq50gdbnJ
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwbvSmlJMi
「回到你身體裡去喔！」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFA7ymxiGa
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我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60qkUH0LjA
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7TJsl27PG
像嬰孩。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJOoj8PC27
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHB0CAyyWzk
我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzil83dB2vW
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmcFFx8s5A
心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI1KyJsjuJ
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBL9INTLvgy
生活順利嗎？順利得順利。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErBRs4xcXS
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毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnWuU7jLbr
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踏實。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V6QJ2r7Dm
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安全感。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi9dRLebuq
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm927CMlugu
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8gbW5zWGF
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxgxOa1mcf
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8nMP4Z0w2
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kQbIWe1H8
「關於我的呢？」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ifAanwRBO
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZmd5n9wqc
「現在開始記錄。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc76izHYdns
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QdX55ja0g
埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QeE4yvqZc
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCNTRZbFwK
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDKpOPDQX6
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmHuXDTMCU
若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTy7bGQDpK
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeezfnsOSD
我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYlIJQfgGK
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgScwREiYfB
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPqEI13izW
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnx1XB4g2B
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxgz6ml4cM
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFb1Xahskp
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JtRReUXOW
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jjRKAkYgs
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJrnQijajM
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcnIfIyARc
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1Pv8m6IGU
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwMEDfANSK
肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKar1uYGx2
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz6JAeSxlX
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfove0xl1eK
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HvJB7VqMh
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnMkfGjEA7
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8e9kxOPww2
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDajEa0nS6
SOUL1314？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3abZcBBbLQ
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSdbyQPTwm
我的名字？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pX8FSjTwf
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在我額前？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzRKGLvNEy
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怎麼我不曾察覺？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TmRxlhAIG
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bM6xHDM6t
主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNAuhQ5mDN
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhChpij2Ci
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dzTLm3rt0
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcRPxRxtsB
主人答：「是的。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKn1LOA8hd
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhJRqNBd4H
「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaMA1XJbLK
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlafb5fXCI
「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGUXuFxoRO
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1nUulyptE
「這是欺騙。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAAEznzmEO
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCRHE5Hfdz
「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMc3M5JkiN
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaUaQ4KwYV
「沒有。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1LGTrbwz9
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Wbcq5Ugig
「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGggfz9uIe5
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lE9xQ6YRN
我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CJKisyTd6
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無所依靠，無所適從。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlJZKfKuPY
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不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PRf65bChn
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTytNh4u9D
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcJwOjMQw8
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDLXJPvrYF
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJXeSK9NyV
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxiX79Dqqx
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfPFHEPAjq
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQjSPgCdol
我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQB96QXKZlq
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rAScxlM8L
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l2L1teLSH
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5Le7Q3r0E
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvda9wSApW
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqnxY1NZjp
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDcR0mGSM7
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2S442vJ3u
剩下的只有我。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfD0R7r3gu
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVyWkJyXpr
空白空虛空洞的我。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQdilL71Ys
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ347q0LCniu
神智不清的我。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaR0BHyfCE
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuww02waU7
思緒紊亂的我。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vnmRjpRpf
「主人，早安。」我說。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72QnpLtoFE
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2ZPUeKdZ8
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW95yvpWRF5
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kgotRY9Ud
「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54lFlSRbvV
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2ofTnU1ta
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeAVCOU5VR
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPk7AtUzVPC
「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOmWhKVvxh
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjt537InpB
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPlu67uC1v
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23ok2sHwzc
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvEc3JLXEo
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6Yn1efF8E
身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtFFLdBKXD
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFewgA5UFn
我失去一切。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyYngiA4LD
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbUk1xnJn4
芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BM2bs2dF6
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIfA2YMiCY
空白，空虛，空洞。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUOSWpZl4q
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTj2RwfhXI
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGih6poJpxY
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gn8Cy4axW
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoAXS3anRw
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfLJQ4B5xt
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ETQrX6wUn
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57zEP1VBTZ
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXuZiHH7wE
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu51bhlGf6
死意已決。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbN2d75Okk
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU3hAAw7lz
電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneFxT4cPdL
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Mx6Ou5Doi
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMzz4sksve
晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylo5r5MYVK
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7U9BuahvQ
時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xaVBh9bgd
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOtayUqCN7
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有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Y0pJgDZLH
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那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKU7T28EYMs
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到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKaH5Irzfj
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有人買它回家。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJS6ifkaVD
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他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OnBX9UxDE
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ34JVoVos
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRr3dDJjeWf
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ULc8mAYnt
480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTdoIKo26c
某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfFhvnmPo8
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSPguaKo7C
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VG2dAjkS2
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUui6IhWQ01
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生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUHTD7jI99
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心境寧靜。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik4lUNfabV
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生活順利。480Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmFXkB5HnX
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