第五十章:我是你的好朋友 (中四篇完結)860Please respect copyright.PENANA6eRtlIuPWz
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「咁其實你覺得我同你嘅關係到底喺咩?」860Please respect copyright.PENANAx8lZYvlomH
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此刻我正在依玲的前方問道她。860Please respect copyright.PENANAkHhJcivpRe
可能今天將會是我與她「好朋友」關係的終結。860Please respect copyright.PENANAAX7iRYDu5z
而為何我會這樣問道她,大慨要把事情回到大約一個星期前說起……860Please respect copyright.PENANAg2rOgig0WO
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現在距離這個學期完結還有一個星期。860Please respect copyright.PENANAAxyHS9Rs8h
基本上在開放日後,我們返回學校都是做著些無聊的事情。860Please respect copyright.PENANAbzxdvq6DgZ
不是到禮堂聽講座,就是進行些班際的球類比賽,還有幾天甚至是任由我們在班房裡進行自由活動。860Please respect copyright.PENANAggCxaD95Xx
等待暑假來臨的這段日子……真的有夠難捱。860Please respect copyright.PENANATC2kSTUMiu
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當然還有另一個讓我感到難捱的問題就是……860Please respect copyright.PENANAFhYt8noojg
依玲仍然還在與我進行「冷戰」中。860Please respect copyright.PENANAHY0cURLXm0
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自開放日那天後,她就再沒有與我有任何對話。860Please respect copyright.PENANAxiCTvue0ul
連平時晚上我們在手機互相發送訊息聊天的環節都沒有了。860Please respect copyright.PENANAXFO5TaYGxw
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我當然有嘗試與她交流的……860Please respect copyright.PENANAePEN5KRhnq
但換來的卻是她的敷衍及無視。860Please respect copyright.PENANAi4i8AplyYC
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起初我都是有一點生氣的,始終我都算是突然被她無緣無故地生氣了。860Please respect copyright.PENANAy9RMzPVj55
而是不是真的「無緣無故」,我都不知道。860Please respect copyright.PENANAikzvwnhu1O
始終只有她自己才會知道真正的原因……860Please respect copyright.PENANA0Tj8S5gYw3
860Please respect copyright.PENANA37dQMyOsU6
「你仲未同Elaine好翻啊?」Devin在一旁問道我。860Please respect copyright.PENANA4MW7reluUL
現在是小息時段,我與他一同走到了樓下的小賣部去。860Please respect copyright.PENANAhCVGto1qBh
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「未啊……搞到依家連你哋都知佢嬲咗我啦……」我無奈地說著。860Please respect copyright.PENANA6oD42TtWdl
因為現在整個4F班的人都已經知道了依玲在氣著我的事。860Please respect copyright.PENANA1qWDIJduO4
始終在他們眼中,我與依玲在課室是成雙成對的。860Please respect copyright.PENANAHFs1A5MxVw
但近這幾個星期,我與依玲竟然沒有任何交談。860Please respect copyright.PENANAlSSB3JIAV8
所以他們會察覺得到我們之間出現了異常。860Please respect copyright.PENANAvENKH4giqX
860Please respect copyright.PENANAhi3b5Ogi1d
「搞咩嬲你咁耐啦……嬲你同Venus啊?」860Please respect copyright.PENANAjkg2Tmlkr5
Devin又說出了另一個重點。860Please respect copyright.PENANA69vBvLoeSa
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現在這個課室中,知道我與Venus的關係,暫時有與Venus較熟絡的Charlotte及Devin。860Please respect copyright.PENANALDvPyrPzV9
Charlotte應該是由Venus親自告訴她的,Devin則是我自己與他說的。860Please respect copyright.PENANAdiKmgwA8z4
而除了他們二人後,另外知情的還有Harriet、Felix及Daisy。860Please respect copyright.PENANAH5iHnjxwHr
他們三人都是在有一次學校早放我們去吃午飯時,Devin無意中提起而讓他們知道了的。860Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZvTo0dWxM
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「我諗都喺架啦……如果比佢知埋我同Venus喺咩關係,佢實斬死我都有份……」860Please respect copyright.PENANABvomd0LnT9
我現在只是幻想著當依玲知道了我與Venus現在的關係後,都已經感到很害怕了……860Please respect copyright.PENANAVPVtcM5Zjs
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「吓?咁Elaine又唔喺你女朋友,你同其他女仔嘅關係佢care咁多做乜啊……」860Please respect copyright.PENANAgXaLcdGj3U
Devin說的話也是有道理的。始終我與依玲只是「好朋友」。860Please respect copyright.PENANAENn7OtoAwK
她並沒有理由去管制我與甚麼人交友甚至交往的……860Please respect copyright.PENANA0CQcm9EJvw
但交往當然就是之後的事情了。860Please respect copyright.PENANAtKABMFEwg4
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「Elaine仲未睬翻你啊……」Venus在電話裡說道。860Please respect copyright.PENANA5gRG80xXFY
由開放日那一晚起,Venus不時都會在晚上打電話給我聊天。860Please respect copyright.PENANAdMMpEnbAhi
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「未啊……可能佢會嬲一世呢,哈哈。」我冷笑著回應她。860Please respect copyright.PENANA3yeYnqEsu9
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「但無理由keep住咁樣冷戰架嘛……始終你哋都喺好朋友。」860Please respect copyright.PENANACmKPvrFgJa
她說到後面的那一句時,放慢了來說。860Please respect copyright.PENANADbPWFj6UjG
860Please respect copyright.PENANAUxGry0FwBE
「我都唔知佢仲當唔當我喺好朋友添啦!」我用著諷刺的語氣說著。860Please respect copyright.PENANAC29Ga8y8PJ
因為我都有想過最壞的打算就是依玲不再與我當朋友。860Please respect copyright.PENANAUOmZUosVRC
與我建立「好朋友」關係的是她,但可能終結這個關係的……也是她。860Please respect copyright.PENANAOqjfFn1cj6
860Please respect copyright.PENANAu0Y1wjBPWS
「對唔住啊……搞到你哋兩個咁……」突然Venus道歉起來。860Please respect copyright.PENANA7rPlzwjTXr
「唔關你事啊!做咩道歉啊!原本問題就喺我到,我早啲同佢講其實我同你嘅關係,咁佢就自然唔會成日誤會我喺刻意隱瞞佢。」860Please respect copyright.PENANA0CzJmQIjyO
問題的確不在Venus身上,所以我都立即解釋起來。860Please respect copyright.PENANAbE4MlA4nhK
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「其實都只喺大家無講清楚,先會搞到依家咁。」她又說出了重點。860Please respect copyright.PENANA9X2WAtMMPV
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果然我與依玲會開始「冷戰」的導火線都是自社區活動那天起。860Please respect copyright.PENANALFJXib08vS
那天我被她發現了原來我一直都有東西在隱瞞著她。860Please respect copyright.PENANAvmerHoZI8V
即使我應承了不會再隱瞞她任何的秘密,但其實她的內心仍然是覺得我有東西依然在隱瞞著她。860Please respect copyright.PENANASVyWzMnPdG
女生就是這樣的,直到不把所謂的真相調查到底前,都不會罷休。860Please respect copyright.PENANAtj0nbktrx0
而依玲當然就是覺得我還在向她隱瞞著我與Venus的關係了……860Please respect copyright.PENANA4QaZzRj4sk
860Please respect copyright.PENANA9DxYYAMzUk
「洗唔洗我幫你同佢傾兩句啊?」860Please respect copyright.PENANAcgQ3admiHh
我還沒有回應Venus上一句時,她就已經說出了下一句。860Please respect copyright.PENANAOU6gJOPSBO
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「唔洗啦,要麻煩到你……」我有點不好意思地說。860Please respect copyright.PENANACFYrqfH67n
始終這都是我與依玲的事,而Venus都算是「受害人」之一。860Please respect copyright.PENANAFKRxlMi3eu
860Please respect copyright.PENANAorP80yMPhN
「我都算間接有份搞到件事咁,所以我都有責任幫一幫手……同埋阿侑你啊!記得有心事就講出嚟,唔好成日收埋收埋。」860Please respect copyright.PENANAiaOpfhnBx2
她繼續說著,看來要阻止她這個決定都有一點困難了。860Please respect copyright.PENANAzjmKJdOVn9
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「我個心一早就比你睇穿哂啦,喺咪先。」860Please respect copyright.PENANAmB5qJGceHv
我不想再把話題集中在我與依玲的「冷戰」上。860Please respect copyright.PENANAyfFZMPXNhM
於是稍為向她「調情」了一下。860Please respect copyright.PENANAifQGEJKGKQ
860Please respect copyright.PENANAlja2E6vMuo
「好衰啊你!講埋啲咁嘅嘢……」她笑著說。860Please respect copyright.PENANAdXmvPTYq5g
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接著,我們就開始在電話裡頭聊著其他的話題了……860Please respect copyright.PENANAeEJjIRTrQG
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接下的一個星期,當然依玲還是繼續沒有與我有任何交流。860Please respect copyright.PENANAmkPWfPV3oV
而今天也終於來到了這個中四學期的最後一個上課天。860Please respect copyright.PENANAmD63Aoa4lC
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「咁大家放暑假玩得開心啲之餘都要注重安全,同埋記得做暑期功課啊!」860Please respect copyright.PENANAk2JS57fZnA
班主任劉老師站在了白板前向我們所有4F班的人說道。860Please respect copyright.PENANA9R3lpsV3em
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然後他就走到了教師桌前,開始把已經整理好的暑期功課放到了每行的第一個位子上。860Please respect copyright.PENANA3MIbPw7xkY
「大家都已經喺高中生,啲暑期功課都相對少啲,但大家都要自律每日抽啲時間做,唔好迫埋哂最尾幾日先做啊……第一個位嘅同學向後傳啲功課啦!」860Please respect copyright.PENANA0j0XATMEVb
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接著大家就開始把暑期功課傳到後方,並同時查看了一下功課的內容。860Please respect copyright.PENANAmsPrXzghU9
860Please respect copyright.PENANA81VzDjkiQa
「哇,中文要作三篇文?!」860Please respect copyright.PENANABNDhhcjCCb
「劉老師咁樣好咩?」860Please respect copyright.PENANAyBIrrPF72k
「通識要做剪報評論……咩年代啊……」860Please respect copyright.PENANAlDQgi4uMFM
「點解高中英文仲要做reading report架……」860Please respect copyright.PENANAUnSyGdDNwp
「喺囉!又話做movie report嘅!」860Please respect copyright.PENANAQaYnDIOpJk
大家開始為暑期功課的內容吵鬧起來。860Please respect copyright.PENANA9yR233Rhua
但可能今天是最後一天上課日,劉老師都沒有特別喝止他們。860Please respect copyright.PENANAtpfJBjXxSJ
只是在一旁偷笑著。860Please respect copyright.PENANABUs2XBwYHO
860Please respect copyright.PENANAxqnkR7PnHM
但過了一段時間,我還沒有從前方,即是依玲的手上接過暑期功課。860Please respect copyright.PENANAdoupqf6pSY
難道她不會是氣到連我的功課都不想向後傳吧……860Please respect copyright.PENANA0MY0TPCOng
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就在我想著這個可能性的時候,她終於向後傳遞了我的暑期功課。860Please respect copyright.PENANABi0idjJO15
而在功課上面,更貼了一張便條紙,上面則寫著:860Please respect copyright.PENANACVkP1MCb2I
「一陣放學留一留低,我有啲想同你傾。」860Please respect copyright.PENANAt18TjaXbRU
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我看過紙條後,我心裡都立即想著:860Please respect copyright.PENANASJ2UBYJqoA
「終於肯同我傾啦,一喺繼續一喺玩完,睇下喺邊樣啦。」860Please respect copyright.PENANA6GBhyuZ7HJ
然後我就把便條紙連同功課一併放到了背包裡……860Please respect copyright.PENANA7GAThtreJr
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接下來,很快就已經來到了放學的時間。860Please respect copyright.PENANA2SwVWCCUgc
其他人都開始陸續與大家道別,然後離開課室。860Please respect copyright.PENANAmxNHCOY8cK
始終這一次道別後,可能就要等待到九月時,大家才會再次見面。860Please respect copyright.PENANA7cfQ1AsDH0
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此時,我就用著一個非常慢的速度收拾著背包。860Please respect copyright.PENANAPoehqCArUT
而我前方的依玲也與我一樣,慢慢地收拾著。860Please respect copyright.PENANAwSCHDh7Hrp
看來她都是想等待大家全都離開後,才與我開始傾談……860Please respect copyright.PENANAlE3DEI5bhS
860Please respect copyright.PENANAbs97ZmJzKO
「Elaine,你走未啊?我哋一齊走!」860Please respect copyright.PENANA5otLvEIUqe
突然Dan背著他的斜孭袋走到了依玲的前方說道。860Please respect copyright.PENANAUcsKkBswb4
難道這傢伙連最後一天都要來搞亂我與依玲的「停戰協議」嗎?!860Please respect copyright.PENANAc3QP3lHksj
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「你走先啦,我今日約咗人。」依玲用著一個平淡的語氣跟Dan說道。860Please respect copyright.PENANAjoyQcjw1ef
暴風雨前夕果然是特別平靜的……860Please respect copyright.PENANAbMo5lhERCE
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「吓?約咗人?你唔會喺約咗呢條友啊嘛?」Dan很錯愕地用手指指著我說。860Please respect copyright.PENANAdQj1d1B0Qw
其實說話就可以禮貌一點的。我都有名字的,不是甚麼「呢條友」……860Please respect copyright.PENANAWvWaXJj6m9
我差點向他反了一個白眼。860Please respect copyright.PENANA1W4cpw1BfY
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「唔喺啊,你走啦!唔好煩住我!」860Please respect copyright.PENANAfVkUp1zTAo
依玲突然很不耐煩地大聲說道,然後更盯著了Dan。860Please respect copyright.PENANApyq5qnFjJp
其他在課室中還沒有離開的人都一同被依玲這句話吸引了注意,並把目光放到我們三人身上。860Please respect copyright.PENANAkP4QDIkOth
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「嚟!Dan!我哋走啦!食飯啦!」860Please respect copyright.PENANAni1CjMa8g3
很快Francis就走了過來把Dan一併拉走。860Please respect copyright.PENANAsFt6geyHCr
我想大家都已經預計得到,若再放任Dan在這裡繼續對依玲死纏著的話。860Please respect copyright.PENANATbCs0UN6X0
肯定很快就會爆發世界大戰……860Please respect copyright.PENANA7JOYJxNb85
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而直到Dan被Francis拉離課室的一刻,他都是死盯著我。860Please respect copyright.PENANAl4YBmYELXO
彷彿是因為我而令到他被依玲趕走了。860Please respect copyright.PENANATf50cTGZnN
但我只能說,這次真的不關我的事啊。860Please respect copyright.PENANA82NS4i9hZa
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接下來,大家都很快離開了課室。860Please respect copyright.PENANARSnHQgp7YX
最後Felix及Harriet在走前更向我豎起了大拇指,彷彿在為我加油著……860Please respect copyright.PENANAc6tEEeZyp2
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而這時候,課室也只剩下我與依玲。860Please respect copyright.PENANA1F7xx2DbL4
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「佢哋走哂啦,你有咩想傾?」我先開口問道她。860Please respect copyright.PENANAFUk4xAOZkL
始終與其在支支吾吾,倒不如直接開門見山。860Please respect copyright.PENANA7NXKrdlbpy
860Please respect copyright.PENANADxlN52Hx8j
但依玲沒有立即說話,而是先轉身看著我,並坐到她的桌子上。860Please respect copyright.PENANApbByPzsanC
接著才開始開口說:「其實琴晚Venus有搵過我。」860Please respect copyright.PENANAvSRLAWTmkl
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果然Venus最後都是去找依玲傾訴了。860Please respect copyright.PENANA3CNRlPTN7h
860Please respect copyright.PENANA6jXbR8Vpde
「佢話佢鍾意你,所以先會開始同你咁close。」她繼續用著一個平淡的語氣說。860Please respect copyright.PENANAJdsg6nYeLF
Venus都避免比我更開門見山……860Please respect copyright.PENANAW2O6gu7wkr
860Please respect copyright.PENANAo4vjTY5WCT
「我都知Venus喺無意嘅,佢真喺純粹鍾意你先會想同你close啲。」860Please respect copyright.PENANAoDFieabMXy
她繼續說道,但似乎還不是她想向我表達的重點。860Please respect copyright.PENANArfYdNt5LWK
860Please respect copyright.PENANA4DGIEDf1s3
「其實呢……呢幾日我都有反省,點解自己會突然嬲咗阿侑你……」860Please respect copyright.PENANAzD3WbuPO1g
她開始低著頭,並一邊用手不斷捏著自己的裙角,一邊繼續說:860Please respect copyright.PENANA1tezr8kBgA
「初初我可能真喺嬲因為你同佢close……Poppy都話我其實喺呷緊醋……」860Please respect copyright.PENANAsYNs3CpMhJ
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「咁你喺咪呷醋啊真喺?」我終於有機會開口問道她。860Please respect copyright.PENANARbMyYTqFnK
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「其實我都唔知啊……只喺每次見到你同Venus互動,我都有啲唔開心……」860Please respect copyright.PENANAYpV8reJ0PN
她沒有直視我,而是繼續低著頭捏著自己的裙角。860Please respect copyright.PENANAfNsdhKL4UV
860Please respect copyright.PENANAWBJSzoGFjl
「唔開心?」我追問著。860Please respect copyright.PENANAr9ZQHhr8jR
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「唔知點解……我會開始驚Venus會取代咗我嘅地立……咁講好奇怪呵……好似講到自己喺你女朋友咁,驚有個第三者突然取代咗自己咁。」860Please respect copyright.PENANAJ34pJ7ZyWP
她說著的時間,表情也開始變得有點難受起來。860Please respect copyright.PENANAZipAdHurJj
始終她剛剛所說的比喻,都曾經發生過在她的身上。860Please respect copyright.PENANAQ35RlulJhn
那個甚麼Raymond與Jenifer的事情,都令到她的心曾經受過一次深深的傷害。860Please respect copyright.PENANAeWsT9Ef9sx
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「所以我好驚,突然有一日你會同我講……唔想再同我做好朋友……會離開我……」860Please respect copyright.PENANAAeTgqaRmE7
隨著她說完後,也開始哭了起來。860Please respect copyright.PENANABTnWvZBRB4
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於是我馬上從背包中掏出一包紙巾,並抽出了一張紙巾。860Please respect copyright.PENANALSBSiaKOGk
開始為她擦走臉上的眼淚,並同時開始說:860Please respect copyright.PENANADkKMTNNSet
「我真喺無諗過要搵人取代你……你同Venus唔同,佢喺鍾意我,所以先會想同我有進一步發展……而依玲,你唔同,你喺真心出於朋友嘅好意先會想同我成為好朋友。」860Please respect copyright.PENANAhOpcsqA1wJ
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她繼續哭泣著,並沒有回答我。860Please respect copyright.PENANAOqWk7Szwvr
而我都站了她的前方再說:「咁你其實覺得我同你嘅關係到底喺咩?」860Please respect copyright.PENANA2Azh05cknr
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她聽到我的問題後,閉上了眼睛深呼吸了一下。860Please respect copyright.PENANAr3urwWLeF5
然後接過了我手上的紙巾,再為自己的臉上的淚水擦了兩下。860Please respect copyright.PENANAAPdykSLZlK
而我仍然在等待著她的答案。860Please respect copyright.PENANAKlie0Q4P91
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「我同你嘅關係喺咪已經唔喺好朋友……」860Please respect copyright.PENANAQLr8ziID1t
她用著充滿淚水的雙眼看著我說道。860Please respect copyright.PENANADpUqdvzo4q
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「只要你一日都當我喺你嘅好朋友,咁我哋永遠都喺好朋友……鍾依玲喺我阿鵬侑心目中,永都嘅好朋友,喺我喺高中識到嘅第一個好朋友。即使我同Venus點close都好,都唔會影響到你同我嘅好朋友關係。」860Please respect copyright.PENANAaBXW1lT1FZ
我微笑著向她說。860Please respect copyright.PENANAD4x1pTCkBO
始終只要她不嫌棄,那我仍然都會是她的好朋友。860Please respect copyright.PENANA9yip1kxg2Q
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此刻她雖然雙眼仍然充滿著淚光。860Please respect copyright.PENANATxFMM0Glt4
但聽到我的說話後,也開始慢慢地笑起來。860Please respect copyright.PENANAGGsFJXe62w
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「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦……」她笑著與我說。860Please respect copyright.PENANAv0wXZu8iTw
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「喺……我哋繼續都喺好朋友。」我看著她回答。860Please respect copyright.PENANA0AtJNd7792
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此時,窗邊吹來了一陣夏日罕有的涼風。860Please respect copyright.PENANA8iA1mW4QqZ
而隨著窗簾的擺動,陽光的照射。860Please respect copyright.PENANA1XUCNqi5TW
我與依玲,彼此繼續看著對方笑著。860Please respect copyright.PENANApqu2jzTNkz
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我們之間的故事,相信也會繼續以「好朋友」的方式,持續下去。860Please respect copyright.PENANAuDts36SWWd
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「你好,我是你的好朋友,永遠的好朋友」860Please respect copyright.PENANAcbL7cJOneW
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—中四篇完結—860Please respect copyright.PENANAIWDneqcKoa
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作者的話:多謝讀者一直的支持。同時也敬請各位期待接下來的《你好,我只是你的好朋友》中五篇!860Please respect copyright.PENANAAn1tVEZ3eE