妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioZ1p6ebVV
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6glRoJ9qrl
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw5m91lDqh
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9Dnir1wj6
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC5n7SpECP
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLjDOWfIQT
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvwIDFBB9s
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8d2ckNnVP
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE9aIjLrbn
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbytWegkJ2
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNx0jWxCPU
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAitWaPtX9
「下，點解會開心？」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeGV2vL9oS
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWFl0nai6B
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7noNDaiYs
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXjeSsfR23
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOc3hZ0OBI
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E8gdKYFc0
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmH4ggPo2LS
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsIIifslgl
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJj4yhJGR4
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFjapxyAe6
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRaEooJzby
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3MQGINS09
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyDLDK4QXv
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTf8qu0ikYi
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzWXBjYWEo
小病是福，我完全明白。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8NayXxGTy
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy27UiVpBLc
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBthr24SDf
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGKGmwQBqq
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCk3ERamlF
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFeQ3Q9Alv
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUF6Taqoh1Y
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqGTF8uBOu
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXNq159lc7
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OOwSPwmE7
離題了。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMzeJFgqw0
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjeh5ky0Za
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKctWVE1khQ
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYahHEkuS2
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1bcN96DLZ
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpSRk3IlRs
「叮～」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASyqMr07u8
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETLTw2PtwF
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYwCfFs5DU
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmrLDBxZol
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3euiztFmr
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApB9iiTqCC
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXkO2CyPU6
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6TUs3WW0s
「抽筋，Sorry。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3V77Sy1bF
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BtgDJM5UJ
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2gGDuAImu
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLVxxUWNJT
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMESHWTrlvp
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGluHH0A5n4
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPNEtCVlA7
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC09t0gA44T
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlqRyOJORa
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwadIwjlAM
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDuFAMkcPj
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwzASJG103
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7W7W8VRttt
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5VbMUgl8s
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBzfKwEfxu
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72B9GZII3N
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLydzlUNua
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4pZfnox7a
「我會有分數。」我說。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprUv8TEpTG
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULowaK0yXz
不，我沒有。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZm8bVQFYo
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9X2kEdjHAz
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj6kwxC8px
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0LDYl4qfo
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCng90mKz7J
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDSEVAWbNx
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SHI2s4li3
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKK5V19ihI9
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRoWyH3pWA
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxrPBdHQTh
難不難看是一回事。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42lGYOb6h3
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7se4bCduX
甘不甘心又是另一回事。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbNfxpxiv4
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZwx0IcutV
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2Mx1jdY1N
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxqKq95oWo
但我不甘心。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVoLpPByAi
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBXdAD6u2p
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhLaoyM9DM
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMCL0Wy3e0
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBjO5I5BOo
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnBexxl27S
我不甘心。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUdbOnUMxG
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTiBUUAIwv
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBdHlBFeIF
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkVfZj9cTX
「…真係？」童桐說。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnmHimwOOV
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMkVTcSP1v
我停頓了片刻。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgZz9xeyYW
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0X9zjmBP5M
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJjZpAER9a
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmnW4nHqPR
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXAZtDkrMY
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySn4rq1kBV
就和你一樣，童桐。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsCvB4vun9
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zSCBl5ooz
和你一樣。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbu38JBxRD
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSzpQIHm48
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoXD6XGRJA
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju2TBq6Ejp
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOIijuDvDJ
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIGp0Ry8M6
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo8YuIMqFc
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIf8AcZlli5
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MFYSIuPZf
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU6tg9JD7p
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocwVD6ZQ9P
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4VBHvghqV
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHsR3FhZOw
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcl5UBTsfVz
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNzOzL267j
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbRjf07LqA
「多謝你，童桐。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4Mkerrn6O
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyGixTHZqJ
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjAm25S4sD
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfDmecPzZj
「叮～」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdV2cXVnKU
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuYPc8IXkP
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9QbIPI7QX
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc54gNdfYiS
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHRdl9YL3U
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh18TC6TtPE
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRvglrYtKk
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY478yi4Nz
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbWK5WzGEy
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGfQ1UwyAA
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6jFk524Nf
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpkjGCZYnv
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmRUhrAVd1
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RFLH6hjbF
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDXP7jiMPx
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJpsHcpctf
太可愛了。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C2R8uYSNj
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyUVrrrms6
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
