妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEWn8FbIUO
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06Hzt3ya0U
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當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCnYydgPSw
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本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx7HC5Jf0R
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「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAxOTTlrIB
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2gowOdoVV
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tg229xR0c
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「下，點解會開心？」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLbO0s83Qm
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「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdorMU8DXYt
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAm6rI3c4X
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQUDbFs3E9
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduq7fOhiUN
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIGed9F6Bx
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亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JRnczYMpU
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我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdzNntPlm2
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzcAlFEJZt
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWCZo1fWn1
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小病是福，我完全明白。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xJaVcxGTY
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她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtv8OR6cGN
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還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvq3j0s4aCc
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe47yl9zE3a
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoHhH2XwUg
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ72GZpcIsZ
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCPIkT6r8y
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離題了。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnqHQO6JAR
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總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXnqdK5B0q
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUAxfeNWGZ
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzFC7F3bWW
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKfuyUtc8v
「叮～」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi5fXioYZL
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGekdJErpC
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLezNjpxAO7
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7uDPzRNMA
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOMPnqr4sf
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPlX4Ghs8p
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4i7DxV4X2
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「抽筋，Sorry。」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLN2ZgukxPP
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「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5xkIvrR8B
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xAfiLm6N2
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVED8HWOsVm
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyIAfFQMRK
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45kchFWi2r
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE9cmIHfg3
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40RtVZ5qqa
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好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7Ddoso85W
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffiT7SVbHD
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QM5tsfOUI
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TxVCwMRrp
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVpc3HYveM
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiwQgco06p
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05bNXkFtC0
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcME2zzX1w
「我會有分數。」我說。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzkgjKt6I8
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不，我沒有。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bUWoeExZq
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即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjg4XFZXd3D
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTk8giulXS
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJY6mF116GF
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARelWZdLpO
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ0p9UjzQs
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKkE3B1wSY
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIvgHIRpNl
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難不難看是一回事。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WhsHBpJMI
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甘不甘心又是另一回事。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVRi3gAFBm
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZE47e2sd6
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvoidKGTV3
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但我不甘心。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32lOq9M4SC
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這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxzmAfLzkL
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uCTYU3T6r
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AVUQNigad
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbk6Y8bLUw
我不甘心。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCYM68u3Kx
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdewlJhtAkp
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwdI3fecw2
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLFIoOxfP3
「…真係？」童桐說。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbiIv7qqRE
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我停頓了片刻。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47kjrjLSe0
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那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3mpYBLzhj
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGmMlbOkR2
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jNiKHkNzE
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就和你一樣，童桐。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMg6WLyni3D
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和你一樣。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3qGsPSZtD
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkKqXU8sE5
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHBU2JHhFc
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLt4G0c1OV
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOhtAkKXYO
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSz7fO0IFo
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXEgLK2zmu
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQ9lQZT7CN
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYEZGfdeYr
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzJ58fv5Gr
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xDYgcKPWE
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcjMjgbGRa
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjJQfbbVpK
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxSo5dczhG
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGVMpWNHAz
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v4NlHQ8hD
「多謝你，童桐。」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rsxNb1drF
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxlIDTSXbX
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpp16OMKYSw
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ELJSZp0Qn
「叮～」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0qxh60XvV
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S4OsJciMl
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8LBUS0CmG
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZknc6bWyAa
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsUuAf5oJ3
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KM3aKyiSp
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcOTeGcUOp
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQfMCF0x5j
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6sZTfWGcx
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavxMqGUWRH
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvLRtgLZ3w
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvaHR7nyfv
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSqRADuZij
1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9xZvS6r8T
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2zQLBCH7t
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太可愛了。1019Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gT5GqVLbi
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如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
