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看著窗外烏雲密佈,不時更有蜻蜓在空中低飛,看來就快要下雨了。442Please respect copyright.PENANAMXBZN3CrNt
「Alvin,外面有咩睇?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAmXCMa3cy5m
Devin在我身後好奇地問道。442Please respect copyright.PENANAKZKRDya9mW
然而,我只是轉過身望向他搖搖頭:「無……今晚或者聽日可能會落雨。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAU0ZMbTjJ9e
「今晚落雨咪弊!?分分鐘可能要喺Harriet屋企過夜啦,哈哈!」442Please respect copyright.PENANAszp92FpJXx
在話後,Devin便笑笑口地走回客廳。442Please respect copyright.PENANAGmBSn4Aq74
現在,我們都在Harriet的家裡,就如同以往一樣,在放學後便一行人來到了他家玩樂個夠。442Please respect copyright.PENANAIRqmTTm40H
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Devin很快便坐到客廳的沙發上與Felix一同打電動,而身為主人家的Harriet則回到了房間更衣。442Please respect copyright.PENANA0Jti1A4Ls8
至於我,則是坐在飯廳的椅子上無所事事,不時都會望向窗外,看著那昏暗的天空。442Please respect copyright.PENANAkXI69H4vS4
「做咩喺到望天打卦?」突然有把女聲從我一旁傳來。442Please respect copyright.PENANA77fSikzzpz
我立即望向了她……是Eve。442Please respect copyright.PENANAYPwyykKSDV
她一邊拿著飲料,一邊坐到我對面的椅子上。442Please respect copyright.PENANATRqLJuQx0a
「無聊望下外面咋嘛。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAbDHASTHmYD
「唔同佢哋一齊打機?」Eve又再問道,並順手打開飲料喝了一口。442Please respect copyright.PENANATmcuBeZ3Rl
但我再次搖搖頭說:「比佢哋打陣先啦。」442Please respect copyright.PENANA4yFZu9D6nl
Eve點一點頭,便把手上的飲料放到桌上。442Please respect copyright.PENANAPMOl0UvTW3
「聽Kelly話,自從幾日前聽完你嘅意見之後,心情好咗啲。」442Please respect copyright.PENANA6In2b0nkVP
「喺咩……咁咪幾好。」我在說著的同時也微笑起來。442Please respect copyright.PENANAczjy2XOrn3
看來Kelly應該是終於想通了,希望她的狀況會越來越好。442Please respect copyright.PENANAaSf2FLEh1C
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「你兩個傾緊啲咩?」442Please respect copyright.PENANABdi7SMTy1s
就在我與Eve談著Kelly的時候,換上了便服的Harriet也從房間走出,來到了飯廳。442Please respect copyright.PENANAwANRBk7mgi
Eve馬上扭過頭望向了Harriet,並單手托腮說:「講緊Kelly啊。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAzoLwlAZZgX
「咁我又八卦下先。」Harriet隨即便坐到了Eve的身旁。442Please respect copyright.PENANAvMmdhUdO8v
可是當他坐下的瞬間,Eve露出了個小惡魔般的笑容:「不過我哋講完啦。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAiCmeTkbyId
「吓?突然又講完啦!?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAenlSJnI6gw
隨著Harriet驚訝的說道這番說話,我與Eve也一同輕笑起來。442Please respect copyright.PENANA01nhjPVg4u
與此同時,我也在腦海中回想起今早觀看Harriet所選的相片時的一刻。442Please respect copyright.PENANAlN3lWymYEV
因此我接著也向他們二人說道:「可以見到你兩個喺埋一齊,真喺好呢。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAdpJY4W4Qma
然而,我這突如其來的一句,卻使他們二人立即有點好奇地望回我。442Please respect copyright.PENANAL3ncHbdkyb
「做咩突然咁講?」Harriet先開口問道。442Please respect copyright.PENANAgbhtKEGkOS
但我只是雙手托著下巴,臉上掛著一個欣慰的笑容。442Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8Zz7G9dFL
「兩條線曾經交叉重疊埋一齊,但好快又錯開,而最後又再次重疊,並且無再分開。」442Please respect copyright.PENANA00S7dQSTlP
Harriet與Eve在聽完我的這番說話後,便互相牽起對方放在桌上的手。442Please respect copyright.PENANAjAMv3aL2CT
「只可惜我太遲先至肯面對翻呢段感情。」Harriet的語氣明顯變得低沉起來。442Please respect copyright.PENANAGY0YXlWiqI
他身旁的Eve卻先搖一搖頭,接著便把頭靠到他的肩膊上。442Please respect copyright.PENANAZfebSge1wV
「唔關你事,本來我都打算放棄,但喺緣份令我哋再次交叉重疊。」442Please respect copyright.PENANA4zrmGpKgCm
其實Harriet與Eve,都算是一對苦命鴛鴦。442Please respect copyright.PENANAJtoGddqygL
女方曾經喜歡男方,打算再接近對方一步時卻遭到拒絕。442Please respect copyright.PENANAMNgzAgrExW
或許是時機不對,使他們二人只能以朋友的身份相處。442Please respect copyright.PENANAO2iQK2ZBUX
當時的Harriet喜歡上了校外的一名女生。442Please respect copyright.PENANAabAy00Pwyq
而後來的Eve也喜歡上了同級的一名男生。442Please respect copyright.PENANA2BOHB5Pwry
本來二人應該各自向自己的感情之路發展,從此不再踏足對方的心裡一步。442Please respect copyright.PENANAqE00Lsk0iq
可是天意弄人,雙方各自的心上人,卻早他們一步與別人走在一起。442Please respect copyright.PENANAxuc3FHyV1r
這段愛情,在還沒有開始,便迎來了結束。442Please respect copyright.PENANABwIBgaTkSe
但提早結束是真的因為心上人被別人搶走了嗎?442Please respect copyright.PENANAGTTUD8PAPm
不,是因為他們二人都遲遲不表白,而一同錯過了時機。442Please respect copyright.PENANAq6zVnJt91X
而不表白的原因是甚麼?是沒有足夠的勇氣嗎?442Please respect copyright.PENANAho5eJvxUD3
不,是因為他們的心裡,其實還在顧慮著對方。442Please respect copyright.PENANAi6tBC8pmR7
Eve擔心自己與別人一起,會被Harriet以為自己變心變得快。442Please respect copyright.PENANAfvKQ6MWwbj
Harriet則是擔心若自己與別的女生走在一起,會對Eve帶來打擊。442Please respect copyright.PENANA8YBht5N5aA
最先拒絕的一方,一直都在擔心著對方。442Please respect copyright.PENANAOX03AWv2JJ
被拒絕的一方,也一直都在留意著對方。442Please respect copyright.PENANAG40Vw7pi6T
其實他們這兩條線,並沒有在交錯後而向不同方前進。442Please respect copyright.PENANAzuHWKMa3tS
而是一直在對方身旁,以並行方式陪伴著。442Please respect copyright.PENANALNe4DM15FZ
也是這個原因,使他們最終還是再次交錯,並走在一起。442Please respect copyright.PENANAer7CVP5LX6
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「弊,搞到氣氛變得古怪咗!」442Please respect copyright.PENANAoL0ZtQ6mx2
看著他們二人的表情轉變,我也下意識是時候要轉個話題了。442Please respect copyright.PENANAfFNnHSND5k
但這時候Devin與Felix二人卻停止了遊戲,一同坐到了飯桌旁。442Please respect copyright.PENANAbaSOsOg1dL
「傾緊啲咩唔預埋我哋?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAtqfjOqWV0L
「喺囉,傾咩傾到咁嚴肅啊?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAzhSTDT19Bp
多得二人的出現,原本神情有點低落的Harriet及Eve,也再次臉掛笑容。442Please respect copyright.PENANAAysLO98qiM
「講緊愛情史啊,你兩個要唔要分享一下?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAUAIxnZsawC
「喺囉,近排都無乜聽你兩個嘅進展?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAqls1KSD5oB
Devin與Felix馬上尷尬地笑起來,因此我都插過嘴說:「有心事要分享下喎!」442Please respect copyright.PENANA9akTeGfDCU
但他們二人依然守口如瓶,只是一直尷笑著,而不透露些甚麼。442Please respect copyright.PENANAVFCiQU7J3t
使得我與Harriet及Eve三人,只好輪流誘導他們開口說真話。442Please respect copyright.PENANAuyZPZkU0WZ
而在一陣「擾攘」過後,Felix的嘴巴也終於撐不過去,一邊嘆氣一邊道。442Please respect copyright.PENANAGxnAufTvkv
大致上他現在的狀況是與低年級的師妹,即使大家都認識的Alice,一直保持著一個曖昧關係的狀態。442Please respect copyright.PENANAnREVgxnDMZ
Felix與Alice二人,本來只是一對師徒。442Please respect copyright.PENANAgYugLkSeMY
但Alice對Felix由仰慕轉變為愛慕,而Felix則是一直照顧著Alice,相處久了,逐漸產生一種對方不知缺少的感覺。442Please respect copyright.PENANAi41zQHmgyi
他們二人之間產生的未必是愛情,而是一種依賴。442Please respect copyright.PENANASkpG7cwbKl
Alice依賴著Felix的照料,Felix則是依賴著Alice的陪伴。442Please respect copyright.PENANAifdhbgrrKN
二人一直處於曖昧,是因為沒有一方打算進一步接近,從而打破這種關係。442Please respect copyright.PENANA9pHpyKkEm8
可是,最近Felix因為即將畢業,而產生了想在離開前向Alice踏前多一步。442Please respect copyright.PENANAL0AqZyv0jl
但當他想到自己即將離校,再沒有藉口經常出現在Alice身邊,使他也卻步起來。442Please respect copyright.PENANAV2YAQpJySL
他認為與Alice的關係,或許應該只停留在這出於依賴的曖昧之中。442Please respect copyright.PENANAhvUDvsdfuI
二人終有一日會分離,朝不同的方向繼續前進。442Please respect copyright.PENANANIeoLWn1oa
他不是Alice的一切,而Alice也不是他的所有。442Please respect copyright.PENANAPTZkPe5flV
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當看見Felix的表情隨著越說越多而變得無奈起來。442Please respect copyright.PENANA3pY5tgxik0
我也再次插過嘴,打斷了他的無奈之言:「辛苦哂你啦……咁Devin呢?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAi6H3R6fuqk
隨即其他人也把目光放到Devin身上,使他都瞬間愣住了。442Please respect copyright.PENANAw2e5hBKM1e
本來他還堅持不透露任何感情狀況,但是當Felix開口說:「連我都講咗囉,你唔喺唔講啊嘛?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAGqPadpyyBT
我們眾人紛紛點頭贊同,並相繼以「講出嚟輕鬆啲」為由,希望他能開口說。442Please respect copyright.PENANANWK7m9NDwH
而最終在朋輩壓力下,Devin還是開口講述了一切。442Please respect copyright.PENANAkDwVAadNGR
果然他此刻還在在意的人是Coco,即是初中曾經的曖昧對象。442Please respect copyright.PENANAvcH0vIahOu
可惜二人卻在高中分班後,因為分到不同班別而變得疏遠起來。442Please respect copyright.PENANAczeoIQOleb
但最近他們二人因為某些原因,又再走在一起。442Please respect copyright.PENANAKVzxzQK8QG
並隨著時間,二人彷彿逐漸恢復到以往那種曖昧關係。442Please respect copyright.PENANAx2jTZZh42L
Devin很想跨過那棟命名為「曖昧」的牆壁,可是Coco卻似乎有所卻步。442Please respect copyright.PENANAxp7WoGVmtn
在畢業營裡,我與Coco同組時,都曾經從她口中得知卻步的原因。442Please respect copyright.PENANAtp2rFM5gk2
而原因是因為Coco知道與Devin即使再怎曖昧也好,最終還是不會走在一起。442Please respect copyright.PENANAsZUtfclMd9
她明白曖昧不是永恆,始終還是要作出前進還是離開。442Please respect copyright.PENANA0iy9Yf8m3X
Devin都明白這個道理,因此在二人真的離開之前,希望能一直保持著這段曖昧的關係。442Please respect copyright.PENANAQG1zs9fa6T
並昐望終有一日,他們會再次相遇,並在那個時候跨過那棟曖昧之牆。442Please respect copyright.PENANAoRy5vkjLev
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在聽完他們二人的故事,Harriet及Eve立即為他們二人作出安慰起來。442Please respect copyright.PENANAwWuRMG0NWW
於是我都開口說:「當然唔可以期待所有關係都可以完美收場,我哋只能夠做到嘅就喺係終結之前珍惜住。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAIfNIvMKlhj
我可以把此番說話說得如此理所當然,是因為……442Please respect copyright.PENANAaw2EbIs8Ok
其實我是他們三人遭遇的合成體……442Please respect copyright.PENANA2fzBzHGs49
Harriet與Eve的錯開再交錯,是我與Mandy。442Please respect copyright.PENANAUaKHjRZ1yd
Devin與Coco的在此卻步,是我與Venus。442Please respect copyright.PENANA57HLUfFU7n
最後,Felix與Alice的依賴生情,是我與依玲。442Please respect copyright.PENANATZElMQkt2Y
Mandy曾經離開了我,但在與我重逢後,原來仍然把我放在心裡。442Please respect copyright.PENANAB20cLJhb9T
Venus與我的關係明明可以昇華,卻因為我種種原因而被迫卻步。442Please respect copyright.PENANAu0GgkCmiVQ
而依玲,我們由同學成為朋友,由朋友成為好朋友。442Please respect copyright.PENANArCKgDnZd0h
但最後「好朋友」這個天秤還是失衡,我們之間的依賴走向了錯誤的發展……442Please respect copyright.PENANAr3bNqQXsAQ
錯誤?為什麼我會認為是錯誤?442Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3jja1rvBz
明明一切都是我的責任。442Please respect copyright.PENANAb16ZwXvEjg
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接下來的時間,我們五人再作了很多深情的交心對話。442Please respect copyright.PENANAEGMrQchkWA
這可能是我與他們最後一次的交談,開導、鼓勵、祝福甚麼的我全都用上。442Please respect copyright.PENANAw8qyioM6xE
為的就是希望大家能對此番談話,留下一個好印象……是對我的印象。442Please respect copyright.PENANARAFfFmtZ7p
而正當大家的心情都逐漸恢復過來,他們也問道了我。442Please respect copyright.PENANAJtRcfqEb3Z
「咁Alvin你最後會揀邊個女仔?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAOL3OFfzwzX
在開口回答前,我只是一臉平靜地低下頭深呼吸了一口。442Please respect copyright.PENANAeefQOQiEST
「可能我嘅答案會令大家失望……」442Please respect copyright.PENANAwEBPOgBW6j
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「嘟—嘟—嘟—」442Please respect copyright.PENANA1KAHvj0FBl
轉眼間,我已經是在回家的路上,同時也向班裡的其中一人撥打了電話。442Please respect copyright.PENANA3nTP23KbS4
「喂?Alvin?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAtAaXEQJCJE
「Sherry,阻住你溫書唔好意思啊。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAg6g9xTlAPP
電話裡頭接應的是Sherry,而我都馬上道歉起來。442Please respect copyright.PENANAMMFXZRKVGr
畢竟從Francis的口中可知,Sherry可是每晚都在埋頭苦幹溫習。442Please respect copyright.PENANAM0qgpsxqsv
但明知此況的我還是向她撥打電話,是有兩個目的。442Please respect copyright.PENANAwTuWiKT27G
「聽講你最近同Francis唔多好喎?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAahhaOIYsYj
另一邊的Sherry聽到我如此一問,先是寧靜下來。442Please respect copyright.PENANAzjJBKlLXfv
但是她隨即也開始笑道:「本來唔好架,但多得你先好翻。」442Please respect copyright.PENANA7wKTVBPnyR
「多得我?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAgM9f6lz84d
「你前一晚喺咪同佢打機?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAVFrCr9dllY
看來她知道了,因此我很快便回答了「喺」。442Please respect copyright.PENANATf2GljrhuO
Sherry馬上輕笑多兩聲:「佢同你打完機之後,就終於肯send message比我,叫我唔好溫到咁夜,要適時休息。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAZDfwOPgour
「咁……關我咩事?」442Please respect copyright.PENANA9DwLms5QBK
「我今日問佢,點解終於肯send message比我,佢就話原來喺驚打擾到我所以先唔再同我傾計,但喺同你打機嗰陣,比你開一開導,之後就立即搵翻我。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAZVAqxeEjJW
「咁佢肯搵你咪幾好!」說著的同時,我也一同笑起來。442Please respect copyright.PENANA2gSQvSW17u
想不到在打電動時,隨口說的話會間接修補Francis與Sherry之間的隔膜。442Please respect copyright.PENANAOJJrDuxKWr
「Alvin,多謝你,喺呢時勢最需要嘅其實就喺重要之人嘅支持。」442Please respect copyright.PENANABbSy7ePnMM
我能感覺到Sherry的這番說話,話裡有話。442Please respect copyright.PENANAcBbNOUWsAw
「睇嚟你估到我打嚟嘅目的喎。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAEPKQ2m33Ze
第一個目的是打算修補她與Francis之間的隔膜,但想不到已經間接完成了。442Please respect copyright.PENANAyXpnxIQrzB
而第二個目的,亦由她口中說出:「Elaine喺到等緊你。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAzW2lpKATwB
這次換轉是我靜了下來,但是同時心裡也告訴著我,是時候面對了。442Please respect copyright.PENANAK1J78HLi5s
「點解佢要等我。」442Please respect copyright.PENANA2lYPtlFKqz
「Elaine佢叫我同你講,話好憎你,唔想再見到你。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAJaCTCM2vJ4
「佢……真喺咁樣同你講?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAwrHfx2BMj4
「喺,但佢喺喊住咁同我講,所以……去追翻人啦。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAv2dHTmWs5V
聽到Sherry這樣說話,我又再次陷入沉默起來。442Please respect copyright.PENANAJlHDj9OFOH
而Sherry見我沒有立即回答,反而輕笑了幾聲。442Please respect copyright.PENANAxgFqsgoTU5
「講笑咋,佢無喊住咁話好憎你、唔想見你,所有嘢都喺反話嚟。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAUKZIb9k83U
我鬆了一口氣:「唔該你,咁我唔阻你……」442Please respect copyright.PENANAxw8U2OEErc
「啊,不過啱先我有句喺真嘅……就喺去追翻佢。即使你最後嘅選擇喺點,我都希望你可以將Elaine救翻出嚟,的確喺因為你而令佢走錯依家呢一步,所以至少希望你可以盡翻責任……盡翻好朋友嘅責任,將佢救翻出嚟!」442Please respect copyright.PENANAWQVrITiIwh
我思考了片刻,但隨即也下定了決心。442Please respect copyright.PENANA2Qr0QowzOe
「我當然會,因為一切都喺我嘅責任。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAdIE0ot8cII
還有最後一人……依玲。442Please respect copyright.PENANABnBrRFxrqW
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