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一九九三年，他六歲。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP3to3SyTk
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaJOxs4edP
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PqXGycaov
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUPLzUGrM5
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看不見，聽得到。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWrRTK5jC5
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尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41xXJiGGSD
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電車。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA2tv9WRym
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叮叮——叮叮——362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9AUlrLx24
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlujQhGo2XH
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHn1w8tAVJr
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjY50Vulk1S
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刻骨銘心。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsad5t7LdT
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叮叮——叮叮——362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P8xLVnCP2
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（02）362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDSwkE8sXd
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看得見，聽不到。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTMI3bbuO5
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqdhIcoEj2
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7MuNK3kUx
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDQZGRpvaR
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkuj8qpRvc
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiViUHOCiMf
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOEFF161he
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDz3LnPyI2
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n5CEnOOZe
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQER5o00uB5
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuUUDqhHXU
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叮叮——叮叮——362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDpxGIqj1F
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叮……362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHS5m8vmKd
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（03）362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr91p8zL2lE
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV0Ld0dAAC
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoHyHsmMuP
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwV4oAR6ai
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWcQlhodff
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZLlWD6Vd6
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCwGg89Jzr
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqTtW8ShlO
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf99BdfWwNQ
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CacK5fI58
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叮叮——叮叮——362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZkrBkpyTF
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震驚。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVoTqsfk3x
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFNiT9Fnps
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叮叮——叮叮——362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9xmTJQPj8
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGmgHjMIDp
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuAmmHIaAy
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkn9aNi1CK4
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他不想再追。很累……362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec1ThcfMBL
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叮叮——叮叮——362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDg0L5HRNA
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC1MDEvh2B
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxL64gKHPf
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmwCtkMYMl
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2cDL34T8o
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmtGY83I9R
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxlnmDSKus
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他接受不了。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjpFrDe0HQ
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叮叮——叮叮——362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOBL9Xbtcb
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpSFwqgUNZ
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綠手開始氣化。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12yxI6ZjPe
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5wlfUbEEq
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaxRliuOuY
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZnUYNaUPD
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叮叮——叮叮——362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaZtZ2kZxv
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GN8QLvKuZ
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緣盡。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE57svrzAhO
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無謂執著。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MNNWUcgUg
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忽爾澄明。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0rkEif9NR
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOtR0TmOSU
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hdhU65Vui
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排隊，付款，上車。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XnHsmzfbe
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如同其他乘客。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxWxkbR3vp
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
