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一九九三年，他六歲。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhHGnTV5Kp
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWAtbEnpc8
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWWkIxdtit
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSzstYfDoO
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看不見，聽得到。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOe4V5yyZK
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尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9fkkzq6i5
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電車。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ28cfHXu82
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlApP7tRpCz
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzX2bNfTgP
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdt1tKExpf3
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdk2dzLBpG
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刻骨銘心。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgs7B56Empj
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4Rcgmy6lE
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（02）460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMfH23t7OI
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看得見，聽不到。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNBL7pAF8Y
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL19Rt7ErQ
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20oD7nmAsD
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfrQ5kDDFt
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoA1bjGusEx
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjnoISEJJI
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5GV1d2BuF
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXTijL33B4
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6ym05x5lo
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVSYn0B3cD
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbB512iX5x
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sLqOBmcql
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叮……460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGp9iyPCoa
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（03）460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd8eHoFRtQ
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0W7aXGW29
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dlhHPXBew
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIVKNoOEPS
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDSmi9SCmQ
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGWS5Lb1sE
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiEU7a50jH
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGqh4k840f
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaZYPi0ar6
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RM8Q7KlLp
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQUPvo9ljx
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震驚。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9t0dVKpEz
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNyFIYLMbL
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7K9Cdo3ykM
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVgOoTZnQX
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmTZmnNMXm
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ306egmD0Iy
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他不想再追。很累……460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBe8EUYwra
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7jbyIxUe2
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSyB0SjIB1
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFgMBPnprX
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9dvWGIiq8
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3TqXQxYSh
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2MHC1dVUo
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T8W0CUExe
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他接受不了。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutdMC48in2
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdM1PkupAK
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzhfRR2MPd
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綠手開始氣化。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnfgCfVwo6
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aDV9rWBPF
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtark0zjse
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFMHwOm6Hp
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjZJl3G0LI
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRN0irNPpwg
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緣盡。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7LdskEO7H
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無謂執著。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9swyluWyas
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忽爾澄明。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPHmSjnGD3
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiYKrD1pnF
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiAk6WMqhK
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排隊，付款，上車。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7lgaGJ6BY
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如同其他乘客。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO6h7gxoqL
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
