「你最近點呀?」Jason。426Please respect copyright.PENANAXItrZLVHNc
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時間輾轉已經是二月份的第七天,也是年初七的人日;今年的大年初一,完美地落在二月份的第一天,日子真好算。426Please respect copyright.PENANA9nLa4JeyHd
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這幾天,由於連Priscilla也有自己的工作要忙,於是我也留在大學宿舍裡溫習。426Please respect copyright.PENANAqHfZazobXr
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就趁我還在數學功課時,我收到了一則由兄弟Jason給我的WhatsApp短信。426Please respect copyright.PENANARUHsb905dW
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當我再仔細翻著手機內容,才發覺原來我miss了他剛才撥過來的通話,於是我又回撥。426Please respect copyright.PENANA2zpPWCuiR8
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我:Jason?426Please respect copyright.PENANAOWV5BoUWTd
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Jason:今晚出唔出嚟公園飲酒?426Please respect copyright.PENANAiIeOTaSipr
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我:唔喇,想溫書426Please respect copyright.PENANAByFWjG6XDN
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Jason:你最近有咩攪呀?426Please respect copyright.PENANArUREXkHvGp
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我:冇,都係溫書做功課囉。426Please respect copyright.PENANAlxJPhAJ6vy
我:同你講呀,我最近識咗條女,上星期仲去埋人地屋企度瞓。426Please respect copyright.PENANAnqHS3lIWPz
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Jason:條女係網上識?426Please respect copyright.PENANAYvTpRTyQ6g
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我:係呀426Please respect copyright.PENANA6sDXojhWjO
我;其實上個月已經識咗,計埋前面已經見過三次面。426Please respect copyright.PENANA8XSGJo7rHw
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然後,我把相識的經過,我和Priscilla一起做過甚麼事,去過哪裡,簡略地告訴Jason。426Please respect copyright.PENANAqSBf0yBDQC
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Jason:拖咗手未呀?426Please respect copyright.PENANAAOMBt4sINA
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我:Er......撓佢隻手呀,摸佢個頭呀,平排咁撓住佢條腰行路呀,呢啲算唔算?426Please respect copyright.PENANA5c7636ZQWA
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我:總之呢!⋯⋯係有掂佢嘅。426Please respect copyright.PENANA8CLm85p53d
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Jason:你主動啲嘛!426Please respect copyright.PENANAVWjZ3qmMzC
Jason:有啲拖手仔動作我要教一教你。426Please respect copyright.PENANAJmx1BUg7oR
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我;你等埋我,我今晚出嚟!426Please respect copyright.PENANASX7uaUOr3A
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Jason:屌你,你條友真係呀,一教你溝女你就即出啦?426Please respect copyright.PENANAbjFkYs5zt6
(突然譏笑起來。)426Please respect copyright.PENANAI9pNCARvVH
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我完全沒有打扮,只換上很隨便的男裝,便出門見Jason。426Please respect copyright.PENANA9xlIdOKLlM
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我們買了半打啤酒,就在附近的公園找長椅坐。426Please respect copyright.PENANA073GkDnxRq
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「Cheers!」426Please respect copyright.PENANAIGzB750dyQ
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喝酒不一定吐真言;但是整個氣氛瞬間變了「心事台」。426Please respect copyright.PENANApIwpm0ncEh
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我一五一十地把我和Priscilla由網上相遇,到相識的經過,還有中間發生過甚麼事,和她的基本背景,完全地告訴Jason。426Please respect copyright.PENANA23pRYarTcG
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Jason:有冇樣睇下?426Please respect copyright.PENANAM2125JThXU
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要了解一個人,看她的IG都是家常便飯。426Please respect copyright.PENANAM0gbtJxIW2
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Jason例牌地審視著Priscilla的IG檔案,只要相片中有Priscilla的樣子出現,他都會去看。426Please respect copyright.PENANA8QkLENeysT
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Priscilla去過不同國家拍照,歐洲的有英國、意大利、捷克等等,亞洲的也有日本、台灣,有些是她在田裡、在火車站拍下的全身寫照,也有些精選動態是她和一些外地人的合照。426Please respect copyright.PENANA3IVlBggjTP
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我在Ch.22.2也提過自己的擇偶條件,就是因為她會周遊列國,而且性格上也是偏向腐女型,樣子勉強過得去但是懂一點打扮,也會寫劇本;論學歷要求我也不高,基本上,只要跟我一樣至少「香港八大」就可以,她完全不是問題。426Please respect copyright.PENANALxHUfOf9qd
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目前來講,她是最接近我最想要的類型。在初次約會時,她給了我最有女朋友的感覺。426Please respect copyright.PENANA0tIJYBtfES
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因為和家人關係不好,所以要保持地下情,有事向Jason請教。426Please respect copyright.PENANAOf095DBvuj
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我:你覺得佢點?426Please respect copyright.PENANA0zemxl22V4
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Jason一邊看一邊認真地思考著。426Please respect copyright.PENANA2mG55oFutW
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Jason:我覺得佢靚極有限。426Please respect copyright.PENANA00IZ85yG1F
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我:靚極有限?426Please respect copyright.PENANATFjO6XvYEZ
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我倒也想聽聽Jason怎說。426Please respect copyright.PENANAkmhZAQZkKe
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Jason:佢好明顯喺大陸落嚟之後,想融入呢度嘅主流生活,但係又入唔到。426Please respect copyright.PENANA6QtruGrBYH
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我:我記得佢講過話住咗6年,差幾個月就攞永久證。426Please respect copyright.PENANAltIhvUV2ub
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Jason:佢係好需要有人帶路。426Please respect copyright.PENANAQTMKAKVBz0
Jason:佢單身咗幾耐呀?426Please respect copyright.PENANAciiSUnt63N
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我:都差唔多4年啦。426Please respect copyright.PENANApf0vvEbQBn
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我分享著自己所得的情報給Jason。426Please respect copyright.PENANAZHtNIRRkKc
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Jason:我可以話俾你聽,佢好明顯就係香港搵唔到仔。426Please respect copyright.PENANAzsglASvcJ9
Jason:佢身邊擺明就冇咩男性朋友。426Please respect copyright.PENANAIvBVoitMvM
Jason:你係食得住佢嘅。426Please respect copyright.PENANAaAob0Awy4E
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我:你肯定佢冇人溝?426Please respect copyright.PENANAyjUv7Ydy7P
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Jason:好明顯啦,佢係入唔到香港人個圈子,更加唔好講要搵人出pool。426Please respect copyright.PENANAkZDmMXtz8F
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我:佢都話喺香港冇咩親朋戚友。426Please respect copyright.PENANA4NaNQhu3N2
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Jason:而家仲封緊關嘛?426Please respect copyright.PENANASgGbvUz5hS
Jason:趁呢個大好機會,有得上佢就上啦!426Please respect copyright.PENANAZHWAAgArZ2
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Jason:你再開個IG出嚟俾我望下。426Please respect copyright.PENANAlFurnVXrxe
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Jason再次閱覽著Priscilla的檔案,他在無意之中,發現到一張相片,那是Priscilla在一個海邊的柱子旁,「壁咚」著一個女性朋友。426Please respect copyright.PENANAyHNHfg1A7h
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Jason:有樣嘢我頭先唔記得同你講⋯⋯426Please respect copyright.PENANA2hmyTYEFev
Jason:呢個女仔個樣,令我覺得佢前世係TB。426Please respect copyright.PENANAv82HeVTSC9
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我所認識的Jason,偶爾就是會語出驚人。426Please respect copyright.PENANAMrwVNJlrt3
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我:唔係好明。426Please respect copyright.PENANA40ZD4BUfSF
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我喝了一口啤酒,Jason也來一口。426Please respect copyright.PENANAOgxm9Afpnm
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Jason:我意思係佢有可能以前做過TB,maybe中學啦,然後而家又想認真做返一個女仔。426Please respect copyright.PENANA0CD94pu4yd
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我:學你話齋,所以佢先至要咁需要有人帶路?426Please respect copyright.PENANADuytK9Hp1L
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我又翻看著這張她和朋友的海邊寫照,那女生和女生「壁咚」的動作⋯⋯426Please respect copyright.PENANAIMZqgdIG2T
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我:我明你講咩喇!426Please respect copyright.PENANAkODQtl1G7O
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可是,再想想Jason的話,又覺得Jason的分析太武斷。426Please respect copyright.PENANA5LXVeYN5pV
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我:但係⋯⋯你剩係望呢張相,就覺得佢做過TB?會唔膚淺得濟呀?426Please respect copyright.PENANAVyOyo72Cke
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Jason:佢身邊實有至少一個les/TB嘅。426Please respect copyright.PENANA32xfbKKZIC
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說完這句,又真的讓我想起,在第二次跟Priscilla約會時,那段3人行的經歷,Priscilla又真的有一個這樣的朋友。426Please respect copyright.PENANA14WNJFaPvI
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說真的,那個朋友就是Jason所說的那種人。通常一個LGBTQIA的人,身邊總會吸引來一些LGBTQIA的關係。物以類聚,是整個宇宙其中一條不變的鐵律。426Please respect copyright.PENANAiqTqsvKLSm
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我:咦,你又講啱喎!!早兩次見面,佢又真係有個TB打扮嘅朋友俾我見喎。426Please respect copyright.PENANA5XWX6Gqcm1
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Jason:嗱!!!我係咪講得好準呢?426Please respect copyright.PENANA3JSEHIE3LH
(他對自己的觀人術𣊬即自信起來說道。)426Please respect copyright.PENANA43yZtlROOn
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Jason:呢個女仔分分鐘性慾好強嗰隻,強到想同女仔磨豆腐嗰隻。426Please respect copyright.PENANA4HQv2vsJW2
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我:佢係雙性戀?426Please respect copyright.PENANAfSnkgdHQOo
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Jason:唔⋯⋯又唔係雙性戀嗰隻嘅,純粹係鍾意玩呢啲刺激野。426Please respect copyright.PENANAHSHqwmnBhm
Jason:只係佢一直都抑壓住自己。426Please respect copyright.PENANAoAzCFadT7J
Jason:你都講啦,隔咗4年冇扑過嘢,而家就係佢閪痕嘅時候。426Please respect copyright.PENANAEOO0Pe9DjL
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可是老實說,在過去的3次約會,她對我的表現都是中性,我感覺不到怎樣的好感反應,難道她也是在抑壓自己的情感嗎?426Please respect copyright.PENANAMcrIaZnCpC
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說著,我又分享著在年三十那晚,Priscilla為我拍的海邊寫照。426Please respect copyright.PENANAGFhCo4RL9l
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Jason:啲相係佢同你影?426Please respect copyright.PENANAoRcBzZ4jvI
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我:係呀,佢幫我影嘅。426Please respect copyright.PENANAbLg7Y1YMGw
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Jason:呢張又影得係幾高,但係後面嗰張半身型啲。426Please respect copyright.PENANA07Sk2ltgTE
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Jason:係佢主動幫你影?定係你問佢,佢先同你影?426Please respect copyright.PENANAZHr0EFkRvt
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我:我問佢㗎!426Please respect copyright.PENANAqDGexiY1YK
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Jason思索了一會,然後欲言又止。426Please respect copyright.PENANAZPKkcIj8nX
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Jason:我建議你唔好咁投入佢度先。426Please respect copyright.PENANAbnY5RDoFKV
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如果是一般跟Jason做朋友的人,是會覺得Jason又在語這種打自打嘴巴,一時又叫人追下去,一時又叫人別再追;然而,我卻明白到這句話的弦外之音。426Please respect copyright.PENANAF5lhXWGi5b
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畢竟,經歷過跟不同女生的相處,我也有一定的「慧眼」修煉,知道某些微動作,微反應意味著甚麼。426Please respect copyright.PENANAwhlolNbYs2
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她主動為我拍照,和我問她為我拍照,完全是兩回事。426Please respect copyright.PENANAn5RBM3jVQ5
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我:點解?426Please respect copyright.PENANAtZV0XCFkcr
(我想聽聽Jason怎說。)426Please respect copyright.PENANA46gZgpPXAx
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他思考了一會,就給出了答案。426Please respect copyright.PENANAfDJZrUDCHN
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Jason:而家問題唔係邊個傷害邊個,而係佢唔會投入落人哋個感情度。426Please respect copyright.PENANArCEAAJufAb
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所以,這就是她一直單身的其中主因?426Please respect copyright.PENANAWJc1lQ1GGa
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Jason:你可能放個感情落去,但佢未必攞個心出嚟對你。426Please respect copyright.PENANAMCwtp4DX0y
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我:但佢唔係player挂?426Please respect copyright.PENANAsfkGlh8soU
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Jason:嗱,佢就冇咩嘢嘅,唔會話點樣要捅你一刀。426Please respect copyright.PENANAQadcYbIOgf
Jason:純粹就係佢根本唔知咩叫拍拖,要有人教佢先至識嗰隻。426Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1I6MAnY0U
Jason:分分鐘仲要教完都唔識嗰隻。426Please respect copyright.PENANAXAICI9cXvo
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果然,Jason的「寫輪眼」級別,比我還高得多。426Please respect copyright.PENANAXKETvCSuF3
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Jason:你信我講啦!識住其他先!426Please respect copyright.PENANASHkxyKoADr
Jason:我見過,識過嘅人多過你好多,梗係知咩事啦!426Please respect copyright.PENANAhPxViClxEx
Jason:我一眼就睇通。426Please respect copyright.PENANAPMPmADMfum
Jason:Priscilla俾你上去佢屋企,可能只係佢文化背景係咁。可能佢喺大陸或者外國生活時,慣咗用呢種方式識人。426Please respect copyright.PENANAM3FuO09FKU
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這點我認同呀,上星期我也是以社交式擁抱來作道別,這點我點很清楚。426Please respect copyright.PENANAYbqf8xsoX1
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Jason:你而家有得食佢,係我就食咗先講!426Please respect copyright.PENANAKO8t5aW9MB
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我:萬一我搵到更好,而佢又對我落咗感情,我想甩身,咁點算先?點收科先?426Please respect copyright.PENANASHwQKFSnHJ
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我憂慮的主要不是道德問題,而是怎樣在一方面維護自身利益,另一方面去處理責任。426Please respect copyright.PENANAwSew5hdUv0
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Jason:你怕咩啫?到時你咪係咁話讀書忙唔得閒囉;時間一耐咗唔見,佢自然會收㗎啦。426Please respect copyright.PENANAomuwH144I3
Jason:你驚咁多做咩啫?第一碟餸嚟咗就食咗先㗎啦,唔通慢慢等其他餸等到凍曬咩?426Please respect copyright.PENANAzEjB7trm4f
Jason:加油,我撐嘅!!426Please respect copyright.PENANAY8jx8meMCL
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儘管他有一小部說的話,我是不認同;但大致上,我還是相信他的分析。426Please respect copyright.PENANA5k0PfKTni1
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「情人節我們一起去吃大餐!」Priscilla。426Please respect copyright.PENANA0ikKrhoAck
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「到時見!」426Please respect copyright.PENANA4t6sOzAoxf
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我約好她在下個星期,即2.14情人節約會。426Please respect copyright.PENANAswTsYnIReI
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我又再去看Priscilla的樣子,翻到她IG那些很久之前拍的照,說實話,突然覺得她的樣子,有點像我8年前遇上的那個初戀情人。426Please respect copyright.PENANAVqUcoWKkcM
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原本,我打算就這樣刪除交友app。426Please respect copyright.PENANAlQsKVS75uf
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「你信我講啦!識住其他先!」然而今晚被Jason分析一番後,我決定保留一切的可能性,沒有把Tinder和Bumble趕出手機的畫面。426Please respect copyright.PENANAIRZOr5KUV4
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對上一次有女朋友陪伴的情人節,輾轉已經是8年前。這年的情人節,我會有怎樣的體驗呢?是找回8年前,那種有女朋友的感覺?還是不一樣的體驗?426Please respect copyright.PENANAQwshEkIQur
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待續⋯⋯426Please respect copyright.PENANAO7C8dGGsNT