「Hi」不擅表達的我，很老套地放出這個字作開場白。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeNFlFAbr5
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Susan：你中意女裝打扮？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiaAeVCg0f
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我思索了一會，然後答覆。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg6cg0OhOD
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我：如果我話係呢？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCZ7qWP8QS
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Susan：冇問題呀。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLujsHhUYH2
Susan：我都中意同人傾扮靚（笑喊836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26Lv6Vj8I9
Susan：咁你中意男定女？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZr4Vfbtilm
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJsOlxwGeM
我：我係直㗎（笑喊836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oArvsfRor
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Susan：咁你有冇女朋友？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm7ClXw7Va
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EGIteaTnn
我：有嘅話就唔洗上嚟玩app啦（笑喊836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhEBApWOSQ
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsrCzZzVX6
Susan是我第一個真正在app上長期聊天的女孩子。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QhLdmkEnV
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSqrKB0Dy3
她，剛也是跟我一樣23歲。這不禁讓我想起我和女裝的情緣，還有當年陪伴我成長的女性同輩，因為我依稀記得，我愛上穿女裝是跟我小時候的經歷有關。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ956UX7oI73
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我記得自己在很小的時候，身邊的女性頗多的。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4JK86HtDS
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「呢套裙好靚呀，試下俾Andy仔著下睇下啱唔啱。」有一次，兩個表姐來我家玩，舅媽（表姐的母親）提出。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaTotuC6jl
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfDNqUAJVq
那一刻的我，有點不情願，但是經過這次的被迫，態度就180度轉變。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZSTtVMu5z
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoan2Gjl3O
再說，小朋友就是喜歡模仿別人的動作，例如乘車時，我會模仿巴士司機的動作、電影裡的特工拿槍殺人做英雄，我也拿起玩具槍想像自己也是英雄；所以我的生活裡，也曾模仿女性穿裙子。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkYmgWtoLf
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只不過，長大後一來心理上不再模仿成年人，再加上出於社會的傳統目光；所以我把「偽娘」這個靈魂封印著，直至近年我接觸上cosplay，又把它解放出來。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlxNCszg1L
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在我7歲之前，常接觸的同輩的女性還是頗多的，除了兩個表姐外，還有兩個女生。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcZsp16vaX
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgWXJ7t1BT
在讀幼稚園的最後那年，我和她的相處，不是她來我家，就是我到她家，痛快地玩著捉迷藏、猜拳之類的遊戲；可是自從升上小學之後，便各散東西，沒再來往，就像現在中學畢業之後也沒有再跟同學來往一樣。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dQV8KjUtc
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而另一個女生，則是在小學一年級時認識的同班同學，幾乎每天大家的距離相差只有一張檯這麼遠，她還成為科長，在每個上課天都收集功課。學校旅行時，更是同一組的人。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1m75IyXck
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儘管升小二時，我們又被安排在同一班別；然而，命運卻不允許我們在一起，她正在這時候說：「我快要搬家了，以後不能再見面了。」就這樣，又分道揚鑣。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BtLSWIcdv
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當年跟我同年紀的幼稚園同學，現在都23了，不如現在如何呢？當年在小一時跟我同班別的詩婷，現在又過得如何呢？失聯太久，都找不到了。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoZuKKiaP3
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Susan：想知你啲假髮點keep？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV7lQc4q1f
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我：我用幾次就扔㗎啦，淘寶買返嚟嘅平野粗用就算啦（笑喊836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rahwVEHDc
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Susan：明嘅（笑喊836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltSNgofYhT
Susan：我都買過，好易打結836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft9HUnr6vD
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJdc2fLaQY
我：同埋，我屋企有阿媽喺度，女裝衫唔擺得屋企，我咪擺迷你倉，咁咪少打理囉。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvuSkglhEg
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XcYrxq4H4
Susan：女裝嘅事，最緊要有女朋友支持（笑喊836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8SvnoNDQs
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfa6oUiLbKu
這一點，真的非常真，珍珠也沒有那麼「真」。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8odsM0TPDT
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVmS9aFox6
偶然我會看到有些同樣愛女裝的男人在煩惱：如何讓自己的老婆/女朋友接受自己的偽娘身份？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZhtHpmOSe
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這時候我都一律建議：你不是應該在交往前就要表明清楚嗎？只有在對方接受的前提下，在開始交往，而不是到了交往後才再想辦法！836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsypaiDJwUn
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所以，我在Tinder上亦然，上載自己的女裝照，除了是分享生活，同時亦兼具「過濾功能」。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEXJqCDkFk
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相信那些真的不喜歡偽娘的女生，都不會右滑進來跟我match了，這樣也使自己避免把時間浪費在這些與自己不合適的女生身上。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmF60LG9gpS
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也許有人會質疑我：沒有多少女生會喜歡偽娘。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK8RGvo7a3
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsmnzWOhvK
但是我對這點疑慮是絕對可以放心！因為我相信在2021年的香港，基本上年輕一輩的人都對「偽娘」有較大的接受度；何況一般情況，如果它只是一種興趣，而不影響本身喜歡女孩子的傾向，和自己性別認同的話，那我可以抱著十萬個放心，總會找到女朋友。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbpOdRREkS
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