Yuli：My home's in LA.（我的家在洛杉磯。）448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXtYt6vNd7
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我：So, you moved to Hong Kong now?（所以你現在移民到香港了？）448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm3vpgW6jA
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Yuli：Nope.（非。）448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3PDam4HaF
Yuli：I took working visa here.（我拿工作簽證的。）448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhNZgXM11Q
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在熙來攘往的彌敦大道上，我嘗試了解她的家庭背景。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifkOtDnp4Y
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原來她不是香港永久居民，在香港的銀行工作合約完結時，就要回美國。那麼我也不用期望跟她發展戀情了，因為跟本之後就無法再見；我為人較腳踏實地，不能接受異地戀。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38VMLE60oA
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我：Are your parents Asians?（你父母是亞洲人嗎？）448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp5JlxcfAu
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Yuli：My mom is American but my dad is Korean.（我媽是美國人但是爸是韓國人。）448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgF4DiOegwi
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儘管我在升上小學二年級之前，真的跟不少女生成為閏密，就連最親近的表姐也常常到我家玩；但是現在面對女生時，還是會感到一點社交恐懼。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aeuTaE9Zd
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在小學二年級之後的日子，開始各走各路，幼兒園畢業後，被分到不同的小學；升上小學後，儘管也遇過能成為閏密的，但是最後還是轉校了，就連我的表姐也開始沒空來玩。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrueMDkn24p
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然後在輾轉的十幾年間，我的異性緣式微。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cJbAeQDd2
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以前我還能輕鬆自如跟女生社交、甚至連穿女裝跟女生玩都敢。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6C24iwnVe
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可是在之後的十幾年，莫說穿女裝，就連跟女生的溝通能力也漸漸丟失了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27vExqiMkC
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但是慶幸地，我在這幾年間，透過cosplay的活動讓我慢慢重拾「女裝」的能力；也在這半年使用交友app的經歷裡，讓我重拾一點點「跟女生溝通」的能力。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzrE49m08E
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Yuli：You've come here before?（你之前也來過這裡嗎？）448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznrzteugDZ
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我：Yep.448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdUI6ItdaZ
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我在心裡默默鼓勵自己「定點來，溝通只是很平常的事。」漸漸又把那種社交恐懼又壓回去。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcykFBQddIa
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最終來到了這家「花」cafe，她似乎對這裡滿懷好奇和新鮮感。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc3diqXEVL
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