「你最近點呀?」Jason。470Please respect copyright.PENANAgQCNwEQXGi
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時間輾轉已經是二月份的第七天,也是年初七的人日;今年的大年初一,完美地落在二月份的第一天,日子真好算。470Please respect copyright.PENANAu61coF74tG
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這幾天,由於連Priscilla也有自己的工作要忙,於是我也留在大學宿舍裡溫習。470Please respect copyright.PENANAw1eSNgWtQ6
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就趁我還在數學功課時,我收到了一則由兄弟Jason給我的WhatsApp短信。470Please respect copyright.PENANAZBpGasKx1m
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當我再仔細翻著手機內容,才發覺原來我miss了他剛才撥過來的通話,於是我又回撥。470Please respect copyright.PENANAPoMsVg9HsQ
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我:Jason?470Please respect copyright.PENANAzzLaadVBXM
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Jason:今晚出唔出嚟公園飲酒?470Please respect copyright.PENANATSSuMFwRni
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我:唔喇,想溫書470Please respect copyright.PENANAY92No40ZqR
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Jason:你最近有咩攪呀?470Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9nzO77kbr
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我:冇,都係溫書做功課囉。470Please respect copyright.PENANAYkSndSaJaw
我:同你講呀,我最近識咗條女,上星期仲去埋人地屋企度瞓。470Please respect copyright.PENANA0k1sEeYJHv
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Jason:條女係網上識?470Please respect copyright.PENANAIKbX6SPpHg
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我:係呀470Please respect copyright.PENANAmksZLmQfkd
我;其實上個月已經識咗,計埋前面已經見過三次面。470Please respect copyright.PENANAysB4yPzjcW
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然後,我把相識的經過,我和Priscilla一起做過甚麼事,去過哪裡,簡略地告訴Jason。470Please respect copyright.PENANAELz5lpCy2Q
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Jason:拖咗手未呀?470Please respect copyright.PENANAKpmjsqJKjf
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我:Er......撓佢隻手呀,摸佢個頭呀,平排咁撓住佢條腰行路呀,呢啲算唔算?470Please respect copyright.PENANAz6sQmpgYHE
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我:總之呢!⋯⋯係有掂佢嘅。470Please respect copyright.PENANAPmfWEWkUFf
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Jason:你主動啲嘛!470Please respect copyright.PENANAg3nFMa3aCg
Jason:有啲拖手仔動作我要教一教你。470Please respect copyright.PENANAMQFHfljFZq
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我;你等埋我,我今晚出嚟!470Please respect copyright.PENANAkGgJYQ8it7
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Jason:屌你,你條友真係呀,一教你溝女你就即出啦?470Please respect copyright.PENANAXiQsKKm0hB
(突然譏笑起來。)470Please respect copyright.PENANAqtNIpSOrRz
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我完全沒有打扮,只換上很隨便的男裝,便出門見Jason。470Please respect copyright.PENANAqWusOuUz3M
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我們買了半打啤酒,就在附近的公園找長椅坐。470Please respect copyright.PENANAWMdtN8vDsr
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「Cheers!」470Please respect copyright.PENANAhc6MAKCbLd
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喝酒不一定吐真言;但是整個氣氛瞬間變了「心事台」。470Please respect copyright.PENANAXaM4And93n
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我一五一十地把我和Priscilla由網上相遇,到相識的經過,還有中間發生過甚麼事,和她的基本背景,完全地告訴Jason。470Please respect copyright.PENANA3GpJ705Znx
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Jason:有冇樣睇下?470Please respect copyright.PENANA1t15SGiHvQ
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要了解一個人,看她的IG都是家常便飯。470Please respect copyright.PENANAuRHACuKQbZ
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Jason例牌地審視著Priscilla的IG檔案,只要相片中有Priscilla的樣子出現,他都會去看。470Please respect copyright.PENANAmm4Mj3HErC
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Priscilla去過不同國家拍照,歐洲的有英國、意大利、捷克等等,亞洲的也有日本、台灣,有些是她在田裡、在火車站拍下的全身寫照,也有些精選動態是她和一些外地人的合照。470Please respect copyright.PENANAbABMYQRH8C
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我在Ch.22.2也提過自己的擇偶條件,就是因為她會周遊列國,而且性格上也是偏向腐女型,樣子勉強過得去但是懂一點打扮,也會寫劇本;論學歷要求我也不高,基本上,只要跟我一樣至少「香港八大」就可以,她完全不是問題。470Please respect copyright.PENANAVbYC6wuzZc
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目前來講,她是最接近我最想要的類型。在初次約會時,她給了我最有女朋友的感覺。470Please respect copyright.PENANAur5rmMEYPm
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因為和家人關係不好,所以要保持地下情,有事向Jason請教。470Please respect copyright.PENANAdCau30Cbgw
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我:你覺得佢點?470Please respect copyright.PENANAwSDfH0mIRl
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Jason一邊看一邊認真地思考著。470Please respect copyright.PENANAgJe7LlZMiP
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Jason:我覺得佢靚極有限。470Please respect copyright.PENANAId8HbTYyW1
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我:靚極有限?470Please respect copyright.PENANAdhJe8IyUpd
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我倒也想聽聽Jason怎說。470Please respect copyright.PENANADnma0FHePf
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Jason:佢好明顯喺大陸落嚟之後,想融入呢度嘅主流生活,但係又入唔到。470Please respect copyright.PENANAT2wamqGNPT
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我:我記得佢講過話住咗6年,差幾個月就攞永久證。470Please respect copyright.PENANAIxRNsNQct4
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Jason:佢係好需要有人帶路。470Please respect copyright.PENANAYce4BeFAA9
Jason:佢單身咗幾耐呀?470Please respect copyright.PENANAaFZlfaEks3
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我:都差唔多4年啦。470Please respect copyright.PENANAy0m7kqZcTY
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我分享著自己所得的情報給Jason。470Please respect copyright.PENANA2n0ONxNbal
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Jason:我可以話俾你聽,佢好明顯就係香港搵唔到仔。470Please respect copyright.PENANAEhlE3qXM0M
Jason:佢身邊擺明就冇咩男性朋友。470Please respect copyright.PENANANodBfWs8Sx
Jason:你係食得住佢嘅。470Please respect copyright.PENANAW1grvqm48s
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我:你肯定佢冇人溝?470Please respect copyright.PENANASQSNbYyOF3
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Jason:好明顯啦,佢係入唔到香港人個圈子,更加唔好講要搵人出pool。470Please respect copyright.PENANAOCzYOTw478
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我:佢都話喺香港冇咩親朋戚友。470Please respect copyright.PENANAKtjRO70CHz
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Jason:而家仲封緊關嘛?470Please respect copyright.PENANAV4j0T9ugLN
Jason:趁呢個大好機會,有得上佢就上啦!470Please respect copyright.PENANALQXbHukWmp
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Jason:你再開個IG出嚟俾我望下。470Please respect copyright.PENANAAoXClQKy2p
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Jason再次閱覽著Priscilla的檔案,他在無意之中,發現到一張相片,那是Priscilla在一個海邊的柱子旁,「壁咚」著一個女性朋友。470Please respect copyright.PENANAqEN4VZOlUO
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Jason:有樣嘢我頭先唔記得同你講⋯⋯470Please respect copyright.PENANAGZ6dQ8mAzT
Jason:呢個女仔個樣,令我覺得佢前世係TB。470Please respect copyright.PENANAhmL5iLYEV0
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我所認識的Jason,偶爾就是會語出驚人。470Please respect copyright.PENANAOUkKo4rkzg
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我:唔係好明。470Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZZPiyh0rW
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我喝了一口啤酒,Jason也來一口。470Please respect copyright.PENANAmev1YmOkob
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Jason:我意思係佢有可能以前做過TB,maybe中學啦,然後而家又想認真做返一個女仔。470Please respect copyright.PENANAdQgSpyBUMz
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我:學你話齋,所以佢先至要咁需要有人帶路?470Please respect copyright.PENANAWFWiIBMPNx
(我微微暗哼一聲。)470Please respect copyright.PENANAEmVYAUSB8r
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我又翻看著這張她和朋友的海邊寫照,那女生和女生「壁咚」的動作⋯⋯470Please respect copyright.PENANAcbEtWGrC0F
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我:我明你講咩喇!470Please respect copyright.PENANAqiWzdjiXVW
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可是,再想想Jason的話,又覺得Jason的分析太武斷。470Please respect copyright.PENANAYT24UajpRp
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我:但係⋯⋯你剩係望呢張相,就覺得佢做過TB?會唔膚淺得濟呀?470Please respect copyright.PENANABSa6HPc0Ue
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Jason:佢身邊實有至少一個les/TB嘅。470Please respect copyright.PENANABR3OhVCzZE
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說完這句,又真的讓我想起,在第二次跟Priscilla約會時,那段3人行的經歷,Priscilla又真的有一個這樣的朋友。470Please respect copyright.PENANAMPx08IVmri
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說真的,那個朋友就是Jason所說的那種人。通常一個LGBTQIA的人,身邊總會吸引來一些LGBTQIA的關係。物以類聚,是整個宇宙其中一條不變的鐵律。470Please respect copyright.PENANA8GnvJ18HMG
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我:咦,你又講啱喎!!早兩次見面,佢又真係有個TB打扮嘅朋友俾我見喎。470Please respect copyright.PENANAufcZob1LuH
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Jason:嗱!!!我係咪講得好準呢?470Please respect copyright.PENANAAcxEWCcZoa
(他對自己的觀人術𣊬即自信起來說道。)470Please respect copyright.PENANA8mhrQJROb5
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Jason:呢個女仔分分鐘性慾好強嗰隻,強到想同女仔磨豆腐嗰隻。470Please respect copyright.PENANATY6tcbVVnf
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我:佢係雙性戀?470Please respect copyright.PENANArNz752dKoE
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Jason:唔⋯⋯又唔係雙性戀嗰隻嘅,純粹係鍾意玩呢啲刺激野。470Please respect copyright.PENANAYcKyGMTaBf
Jason:只係佢一直都抑壓住自己。470Please respect copyright.PENANAmA1IOywW4T
Jason:你都講啦,隔咗4年冇扑過嘢,而家就係佢閪痕嘅時候。470Please respect copyright.PENANAArjcEGcXFm
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可是老實說,在過去的3次約會,她對我的表現都是中性,我感覺不到怎樣的好感反應,難道她也是在抑壓自己的情感嗎?470Please respect copyright.PENANA3kRz5dgMOB
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說著,我又分享著在年三十那晚,Priscilla為我拍的海邊寫照。470Please respect copyright.PENANAr3bSjlYmna
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Jason:啲相係佢同你影?470Please respect copyright.PENANAswyCr9zB50
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我:係呀,佢幫我影嘅。470Please respect copyright.PENANADvJMCN2sln
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Jason:呢張又影得係幾高,但係後面嗰張半身型啲。470Please respect copyright.PENANAJmo7TFJjR2
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Jason:係佢主動幫你影?定係你問佢,佢先同你影?470Please respect copyright.PENANAt5F1tgdVtR
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我:我問佢㗎!470Please respect copyright.PENANAPM4SdcG0i4
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Jason思索了一會,然後欲言又止。470Please respect copyright.PENANAPzrR1BWtXh
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Jason:我建議你唔好咁投入佢度先。470Please respect copyright.PENANAhUMCkPLYKD
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如果是一般跟Jason做朋友的人,是會覺得Jason又在語這種打自打嘴巴,一時又叫人追下去,一時又叫人別再追;然而,我卻明白到這句話的弦外之音。470Please respect copyright.PENANA3ST1F4uzE0
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畢竟,經歷過跟不同女生的相處,我也有一定的「慧眼」修煉,知道某些微動作,微反應意味著甚麼。470Please respect copyright.PENANAIUmgEknOqh
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她主動為我拍照,和我問她為我拍照,完全是兩回事。470Please respect copyright.PENANAGw80ZYluNW
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我:點解?470Please respect copyright.PENANAo466T3C9Ln
(我想聽聽Jason怎說。)470Please respect copyright.PENANA52Ls0L0fIi
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他思考了一會,就給出了答案。470Please respect copyright.PENANAaAl57fiWC9
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Jason:而家問題唔係邊個傷害邊個,而係佢唔會投入落人哋個感情度。470Please respect copyright.PENANAzpvx2ruH60
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所以,這就是她一直單身的其中主因?470Please respect copyright.PENANAS4ZVy6vucy
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Jason:你可能放個感情落去,但佢未必攞個心出嚟對你。470Please respect copyright.PENANAnsl93tuHCX
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我:但佢唔係player挂?470Please respect copyright.PENANAP8HYReOhgH
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Jason:嗱,佢就冇咩嘢嘅,唔會話點樣要捅你一刀。470Please respect copyright.PENANAiPzSRgTuMs
Jason:純粹就係佢根本唔知咩叫拍拖,要有人教佢先至識嗰隻。470Please respect copyright.PENANAaLh6ijhKq5
Jason:分分鐘仲要教完都唔識嗰隻。470Please respect copyright.PENANAtVR1nzkYHc
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果然,Jason的「寫輪眼」級別,比我還高得多。470Please respect copyright.PENANAGQawq5Kujb
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Jason:你信我講啦!識住其他先!470Please respect copyright.PENANAnXdUdNFzi0
Jason:我見過,識過嘅人多過你好多,梗係知咩事啦!470Please respect copyright.PENANA9DqvjMlTyE
Jason:我一眼就睇通。470Please respect copyright.PENANAInw3AIVK66
Jason:Priscilla俾你上去佢屋企,可能只係佢文化背景係咁。可能佢喺大陸或者外國生活時,慣咗用呢種方式識人。470Please respect copyright.PENANAIQwN4PEeyf
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這點我認同呀,上星期我也是以社交式擁抱來作道別,這點我點很清楚。470Please respect copyright.PENANA8qPlFR9c1j
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Jason:你而家有得食佢,係我就食咗先講!470Please respect copyright.PENANAWmMEyxGV5l
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我:萬一我搵到更好,而佢又對我落咗感情,我想甩身,咁點算先?點收科先?470Please respect copyright.PENANATlGa99OWdC
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我憂慮的主要不是道德問題,而是怎樣在一方面維護自身利益,另一方面去處理責任。470Please respect copyright.PENANAlOrVDuFsAw
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Jason:你怕咩啫?到時你咪係咁話讀書忙唔得閒囉;時間一耐咗唔見,佢自然會收㗎啦。470Please respect copyright.PENANANGEg8WjrRa
Jason:你驚咁多做咩啫?第一碟餸嚟咗就食咗先㗎啦,唔通慢慢等其他餸等到凍曬咩?470Please respect copyright.PENANA8QyoBeHk8D
Jason:加油,我撐嘅!!470Please respect copyright.PENANAz3r59PZIoQ
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儘管他有一小部說的話,我是不認同;但大致上,我還是相信他的分析。470Please respect copyright.PENANAehpTEPTfQt
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「情人節我們一起去吃大餐!」Priscilla。470Please respect copyright.PENANAiVNjvTjZOx
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「到時見!」470Please respect copyright.PENANAWbcRFEyPjh
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我約好她在下個星期,即2.14情人節約會。470Please respect copyright.PENANAuKjpb622WF
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我又再去看Priscilla的樣子,翻到她IG那些很久之前拍的照,說實話,突然覺得她的樣子,有點像我8年前遇上的那個初戀情人。470Please respect copyright.PENANAyUAATfYbc5
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原本,我打算就這樣刪除交友app。470Please respect copyright.PENANAkkHHBjAzfe
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「你信我講啦!識住其他先!」然而今晚被Jason分析一番後,我決定保留一切的可能性,沒有把Tinder和Bumble趕出手機的畫面。470Please respect copyright.PENANASb5V7AYeq8
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對上一次有女朋友陪伴的情人節,輾轉已經是8年前。這年的情人節,我會有怎樣的體驗呢?是找回8年前,那種有女朋友的感覺?還是不一樣的體驗?470Please respect copyright.PENANAZge0nrTi23
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待續⋯⋯470Please respect copyright.PENANAT7W07gkDNm