在我和Ivy交流的同期，我當然match過其他女生。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U58lw5IT9
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然而，有些是感情騙子。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5qndDFsZ2
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「Hi，做緊咩呀？」成功跟Candy配對後，她拋出這句開場白。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwK1UQXiXE9
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我：考完DSE等緊JUPAS放榜491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7mrwh0HJl
我：點解你張相咁攪笑嘅？（笑喊491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWtIXuaAjA
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Candy：係意外嚟啫（笑喊491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIbWPh6Esl
Candy：我嗰一刻唔小心kiss到條燈柱呀嘛（笑喊491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHzc4pjbSH
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Candy的樣子普普通通，對我的第一印象只是朋友感覺，沒有戀人的感覺。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiek3aHpmqb
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隔了幾小時，我又發信息給她。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR686lcPIp8
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我：咁你呢？做咩工？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8NRc4vtyj
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Candy：我做sales㗎491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyBnMWJXF8
Candy：今日幫公司同事手491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzh2a846ut
Candy：係喇，我唔係成日上Tinder，不如加個WhatsApp啦？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqfcoibYlN
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我專重每一份職業，銷售員亦然，於是我們交換了電話號碼。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMCFBT7UJv
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在WhatsApp上⋯⋯491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwF7KGH5VNA
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我：你第一印象覺得我似做咩職業？（笑喊491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhXAQ1tzm0
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Candy：你係咪好中意動漫㗎？（笑喊491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmroMDGQYm1
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我：主要係火影迷囉491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ksyYogeFN
我：我cos過男角同女角491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AHj82SfCz
我：你第一印象覺得我似做咩工？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmN6Go0bQd2
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Candy：化妝師（笑喊491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOp05Eqrnt
Candy：你係咪成日幫人做唔同打扮㗎？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf6fhXc4TV
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等等，談了這麼久，難道她還沒有留意到我是一個偽娘嗎？我的個人檔案都已經描述得這麼明顯了，她還是沒留意到嗎？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf9ymWgh9g
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你可能說我神經過敏，這只是很平凡的聊天，可能只是別人特別愚鈍所以意識不到；但是從我的經驗裡，通常真正來交友的女生，看見我的個人檔案之後，是極容易把第一印象投放在我這個偽娘身份之上；然後在聊天室裡，第一個聊天焦點是「偽娘」。例如：她們的開場白通常是讚美我的女裝打扮有多美麗。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzd7xe0CsI
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當然可能有例外，但即使是再愚鈍的女生，通常在交談一段時間之後，她都必定意識到我是偽娘。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy1KsreHge
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所以，如果有女生異常愚鈍：明明我都上載了自己的女裝打扮照，也講得很清楚自己是偽娘；但你還是要問我是男的女的，或只懂得把焦點放在「化妝師」的話，那麼我倒是懷疑你是怎樣match我的？只是隨便swipe我？沒有認真地與人社交嗎？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQm2osMDI0
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這個女生的上線時間不穩定，有時候秒回信息，有時候隔幾天才回覆。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8M7IYcKfC
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不知不覺已經一個星期了，由於她上線時間不穩定，回覆時快時慢；因此我們只是停留在最片面的了解，只是了解到她是sales，沒有詳細過問哪一行業。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWdDUZYQEy
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於是，我提出加IG的請求。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLmj5QWPgl
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我：傾咁耐，不如大家交換個IG呀？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAm5x98lRA
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Candy：唔係幾方便呢，我個IG剩係俾女仔follow咋（笑喊491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFh5TWviLM
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聽到這句說話，我心裡生出一點莫名其妙的妒嫉感；就在此，大家之間的關係就不了了之。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcHyQ2AN74
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為什麼真正的女生能加你IG，而我這個「仿製」女生就不能呢？491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcR3O3Md78
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產生妒嫉感，是因為我曾經渴望，跟某些女生發生純友誼的關係；然而又失敗了，只能仰慕著真正的女生，活得像親生姊妹。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6Y9oT5Geu
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男和女真的有心理上的差異，終歸我還是保留著男性的心理。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiHAd80PA6
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不過，我還是相信男女之間存在純友誼的。491Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUQxCzBOml
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