昨晚我徹夜難眠,心中之火燒得更加猛烈。961Please respect copyright.PENANAUFoUQtOOf4
961Please respect copyright.PENANAskw0ksk5o1
從前只要跟著阿熹作選擇,通常會平安無事,但是正正因為這樣,令我覺得自己簡直活在他的暗影之下。961Please respect copyright.PENANAkrZFd2UqTn
961Please respect copyright.PENANAfPdAcTJVnl
要是沒有他指引,我會變成怎樣?961Please respect copyright.PENANABj5IxK9mAM
961Please respect copyright.PENANA1bGjg5aw5o
能夠做得更好嗎?不知道,答案只能在未來揭曉。961Please respect copyright.PENANA9cT1rf2ekj
961Please respect copyright.PENANAFzQ81k8a2X
我們是朋友,相信他確視我作真心朋友。961Please respect copyright.PENANApdrxrDWYuU
961Please respect copyright.PENANANV0SqoySQP
但…坦白說,我很明白過去自己對他的依賴關係,已經不似是朋友,說是師徒可能更適合。961Please respect copyright.PENANAHEhC2q9wbQ
961Please respect copyright.PENANAgVbipOpoN5
對於這種關係,我不甘心,所以坦白說,我的確難以視他作朋友。961Please respect copyright.PENANAd1GQr8p1w8
961Please respect copyright.PENANAYW6ygK865i
你可以說這是妒忌。961Please respect copyright.PENANAsxOdF4qC14
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好,我承認自己確有妒忌,雖然有著一個如同非洲人的外貌,但他才華的光芒太耀眼了,實在太耀眼了!961Please respect copyright.PENANALK4OHdNmmV
961Please respect copyright.PENANAvB5nJ8uMX9
但在他旁邊,我簡直就好像汁男一樣!961Please respect copyright.PENANAe30NxFABXb
961Please respect copyright.PENANAPBro7hXQo6
所謂汁男,就是在AV裡負責從旁助興,造出人多勢眾的感覺,增加影片氣氛,必要時做些不用露面的演員。很多時候,只能輕微觸摸一下女優,呆站比表演的時間多,關鍵的出鏡時間只有兩秒,簡直就是無藥可救的可憐蟲。961Please respect copyright.PENANAoBcGrClC9c
961Please respect copyright.PENANAqU5kNvXm9x
而在每次每次,阿熹都是最出眾的男優,只有他才可以與女優作最親密的接觸。961Please respect copyright.PENANAtfPz7dKXDD
961Please respect copyright.PENANABrEPOt9ova
我這種可有可無的汁男,跟這種光芒耀眼的男優做朋友,真的可以嗎?961Please respect copyright.PENANAcCkZIuSi6G
961Please respect copyright.PENANAV2vcOKyXPf
961Please respect copyright.PENANAOIfEKdQ4bn
我從來沒有想過這個問題,只是希望盡快能夠晉升為男優,一個比阿熹更優越的男優,如果可以,我更希望他被降為汁男……961Please respect copyright.PENANAgFNWoPHlX9
961Please respect copyright.PENANA15uNGpdLjc
可以現實哪有這麼如意,我只是繼續當我的汁男,他就繼續當他的男優,一直以來,這個地位的差距都沒有得到一個突破。961Please respect copyright.PENANAQolgeBmfOR
961Please respect copyright.PENANAKQhQia4rdM
961Please respect copyright.PENANAKTA99iFyv4
但!今次不再會這樣了!961Please respect copyright.PENANAk0mc6di5g3
961Please respect copyright.PENANAcMrtgD3wjT
我要藉著今次魚柳包的事件脫離暗影!961Please respect copyright.PENANApjiwkAIc0x
961Please respect copyright.PENANAge6uoudmU0
961Please respect copyright.PENANA5rQUwffBpX
只要把握今次的機會,動用「巴別塔」的力量作後勤,比阿熹更迅速地破解魚柳包事件,早一步把M記的假面具剝下,就能證明自己的實力,時代就會轉換……961Please respect copyright.PENANAWYrdeFDhkw
961Please respect copyright.PENANAlijMRkSLEx
961Please respect copyright.PENANADI9BytqMQ1
我將不再是一個寂寂無名的可憐汁男,而是擁有非凡實力的新晉男優!961Please respect copyright.PENANAXq0FCqlPpK
961Please respect copyright.PENANA7fleZUCk87
961Please respect copyright.PENANAlTRZcl0Dnm
一想到這裡,一想到將來能夠擁有的榮譽,我就忍不住大笑起來了!961Please respect copyright.PENANAWCsD2da1j5
961Please respect copyright.PENANAcRnFT8z9B2
961Please respect copyright.PENANAYi7pCtZCrX
為了得到更多的資訊,我自昨晚到現在,努力不懈地處理有關「巴別塔」的問題。961Please respect copyright.PENANACNe5WzEYkv
961Please respect copyright.PENANA0h0bM9Il0K
這份無聊又沒前途的IT Support,現在發揮了極佳的作用,在沒有人監管情況下,其實私人時間是挺多的。961Please respect copyright.PENANAbPxTQTNAik
961Please respect copyright.PENANA5a0z5VOcF7
而且巡察論壇,搜索資料,撰寫新聞稿,討論開發中app的效能,與四眼仔溝通,全都可以用一部I Phone解決。961Please respect copyright.PENANAELRR0BvQCI
961Please respect copyright.PENANAPj6rmANefK
背影看來正處理公務,雙手卻在處理私人事情,絕對是一個完美的形態,這一刻我真的感謝老母多管閒事了。961Please respect copyright.PENANAbF6Xn9rGyW
961Please respect copyright.PENANAR37v9Ai6on
961Please respect copyright.PENANAzuYJvIBSSK
時間比以前過得快得多,感覺輕鬆自在,望望手錶,又夠鐘放工了,我執拾好東西,離開窄得要命的貨倉。961Please respect copyright.PENANAckNkTjTb8A
961Please respect copyright.PENANAm0Fm4eBLEz
彷彿一隻搞錯時間的蝙蝠一樣,離開黑暗寧靜的山洞後,外面居然陽光普照,而且正有一群人類在用粗暴機械在剷平森林一樣。961Please respect copyright.PENANAGCe2fhYLFj
961Please respect copyright.PENANA5iPYCPRdB0
視感,聽覺,嗅覺與精神一拼受到嚴重打擊。961Please respect copyright.PENANAvpRPdZgkYg
961Please respect copyright.PENANAitEG2P9g60
雖然貨倉窄,但是寧靜,舊光管的薄弱白光提供了足夠的照明度,而且很多時候都是獨處,對象都是電腦,至少比起外面,這裡讓我過得更自在。961Please respect copyright.PENANAkEDHkuqZv1
961Please respect copyright.PENANAALKaMAE5Wc
我瞇著眼,走出門市,用了足足五秒才開始適應這種討厭的環境。961Please respect copyright.PENANAiwskZkSXcH
961Please respect copyright.PENANALNJKdwCxNK
一如以往,沒有半個人理會我,更沒有人向我道別,聽起來好像很可憐,可是這種孤獨,正是我最想要的。961Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ri5SdpFST
961Please respect copyright.PENANAbtqf9FYc6f
961Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4kYYnL8tv
離開公司,所有關於工作的問題都拋諸腦後,現在終於能夠專心處理論壇的問題。961Please respect copyright.PENANAM76rN0woHK
961Please respect copyright.PENANAOskYkwJJcU
其實在公司空閒時候可以用I Phone處理的問題,我都已經處理好了,其他就留待回家後再搞吧。961Please respect copyright.PENANAHlw8NoXOXV
961Please respect copyright.PENANA8fTobP34Y0
今晚有點特別,老豆和老母需要出席某個遠房親戚的婚宴,丟下我和細妹兩人獨自吃晚飯。961Please respect copyright.PENANAMckH1LuFUG
961Please respect copyright.PENANA5ibya54ley
原以為細妹會找朋友吃飯,今晚自己到樓下茶記隨便買盒乾炒牛河當晚飯就可以了。961Please respect copyright.PENANAIKYqw7m7d3
961Please respect copyright.PENANABKZWwMEmWX
但她居然罕有地whatsapp我,稱今晚約不到朋友,叫我放工後聯絡,相約到哪吃晚飯。961Please respect copyright.PENANAa2oPIIWXaX
961Please respect copyright.PENANAU743GPBwmk
961Please respect copyright.PENANA7QzYptNzeC
所以放工後,我就乘地鐵到黃大仙,在不遠處已看到她在便利店看雜誌封面的背影。961Please respect copyright.PENANAlr3R1HLf0L
961Please respect copyright.PENANA515aIG2kUt
她與我讀書時的女同學不一樣,上身沒有薄羊毛外衣,只是單純地穿著純白的長袖恤衫,配上紅藍色格子短裙和黑色及膝襪,顯出她的不拘小節。961Please respect copyright.PENANAxyHHiBe8Bz
961Please respect copyright.PENANAYpkdERhMG5
求學時期特有的青春馬尾以純白的恤衫作背景,輕輕搖擺。961Please respect copyright.PENANAPu8gfS7fTC
961Please respect copyright.PENANARjjmvvhd2I
嗯……為何女學生的恤衫總是特別純潔,特別潔白?961Please respect copyright.PENANAxnUcIFNdn0
961Please respect copyright.PENANAEgn0C52yD5
看衣著,就知她放學後大概到了什麼地方閒逛而未有回家。961Please respect copyright.PENANAZCBMWXCwTm
961Please respect copyright.PENANA1w9ftwakw3
在我這個高達180CM的猛男面前,她就有如小矮人一樣,我走近叫喚她一聲:「菁。」961Please respect copyright.PENANAL0DTRUpS6J
961Please respect copyright.PENANATzB89VacOX
平常我都叫「喂」的,今次不知為何口誤一下。961Please respect copyright.PENANAH7Nh0Iw6xF
961Please respect copyright.PENANAgmPXsQ03A8
她一回頭,一臉若無其事地簡單回應一句:961Please respect copyright.PENANALa27uJjvRe
961Please respect copyright.PENANATDItS0U9jA
「行啦。」961Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6q0fHo1FJ
961Please respect copyright.PENANAWIgDX05mGU
961Please respect copyright.PENANAWm4rRv3DwP
我們就並行離開地鐵站,去到了一家距離家有大段距離的四川菜館吃晚飯。961Please respect copyright.PENANANGOB0wq48I
961Please respect copyright.PENANAF3MmwYVq5H
這是她提議的,反正我們兩兄妹也嗜辣的,所以是個好選擇,剛好今日是閒日,人也不多,一進去就能入座。961Please respect copyright.PENANAxcNN6Mk0yH
961Please respect copyright.PENANAIRv2UhBnZv
店面的燈非常多,讓店內也算是大的空間保持光猛,桌椅放得不太密,坐下來也挺輕鬆,沒有壓迫感。961Please respect copyright.PENANAOc6gEsza1w
961Please respect copyright.PENANAkXE3O2OLdb
我們的位置是處於角落的淺木色小圓桌,我拿夾在牙簽筒與醋瓶之間的菜單給細妹,整間店的牆壁上,大半都鑲上了鏡子,而在鏡子頂端就貼著一張張寫上不同菜式的長條形顏色紙。961Please respect copyright.PENANAuo6XNHKk0O
961Please respect copyright.PENANAm1TGajjR2X
我左顧右盼不同的顏色紙,看看上面寫的菜式,有什麼想吃的。961Please respect copyright.PENANAfxDxORhu90
961Please respect copyright.PENANAIeusiqgXOp
沒什麼心水,看看細妹,打算詢問她的意見。961Please respect copyright.PENANAq6BEYmj2lr
961Please respect copyright.PENANAVLX8GldWnr
看她就想,雖說我們是兄妹,但外表卻完全不相似。961Please respect copyright.PENANAblUCgmfTE8
961Please respect copyright.PENANAZxzNX9n5eu
我的眼大,她的比我更圓,而且沒有我的橫扁鼻子與薄唇大嘴巴,取而代之是高鼻樑與豐唇小嘴。961Please respect copyright.PENANA31c91a0uYJ
961Please respect copyright.PENANAWu5RETy6Ts
這個世界總有些怪事,就是一個粗亢野蠻的男人,總會有個容貌不錯的女兒,壞基因跑到哪裡?961Please respect copyright.PENANA6SCq98sm3d
961Please respect copyright.PENANANunuw3o6Ux
大概跑到我身上吧。961Please respect copyright.PENANA753CoVjznT
961Please respect copyright.PENANAiAFwfJR8lw
媽的,上帝真不公平,如果情況是相反的話,我是個美男的話,你說多好呢?961Please respect copyright.PENANAJmijazUSDV
961Please respect copyright.PENANAPY4iJ6P59K
我用力貶一下眼,將這種無聊的負面情緒趕走,然後輕輕地向注視著菜單的她問:「有咩心水啊?」961Please respect copyright.PENANA4yFbqWwzDH
961Please respect copyright.PENANAr67fuCoUCF
「男人老狗無主見咩?」她望也沒望過我一眼,懶懶閒說。961Please respect copyright.PENANAlaJYwna3dD
961Please respect copyright.PENANAvjQKJpGE6H
真的目中無人,雖說我真的沒什麼主意……為了作為兄長的尊嚴,我必須硬著頭皮反駁:「睇你想食乜姐,你諗到咪就下你囉,比發言權你又話鬼我,想點先?一係我叫哂囉。」961Please respect copyright.PENANAkJ8FuOcTiC
961Please respect copyright.PENANAWIjNfId1qH
她聽罷把菜單合上,然後笑嘻嘻地望著我說:961Please respect copyright.PENANAVSWlNkgclm
961Please respect copyright.PENANAeHBu66xccM
「好啊,你叫啦。」961Please respect copyright.PENANAx090zyobTv
961Please respect copyright.PENANACMZCLvJPoy
這個笑容!我永遠都不會忘記這個笑容!這就是以前撞破我打飛機時的惡鬼笑容!961Please respect copyright.PENANAGe61TXa1BY
961Please respect copyright.PENANAlMhFj1qrPe
沒有回應她,我只舉手叫一聲:「伙計!」961Please respect copyright.PENANAxphD2p5aGL
961Please respect copyright.PENANAf9vo8f41kA
伙計一秒後就來到,拿著筆與紙候命。本來沒什麼好主意,準備隨便叫幾個菜的我開口前,細妹就連珠爆發,說出一個又一個菜色。961Please respect copyright.PENANA6J3gGTEZsw
961Please respect copyright.PENANAHADVanUqsb
見伙計火速記下,我根本沒有插話的機會,整個叫菜的過程就完結了。961Please respect copyright.PENANA30oGwdJr3c
961Please respect copyright.PENANALJPgMhJXQf
一共五個小菜兩碗担担麵。961Please respect copyright.PENANA4Nw54XTd14
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媽的,看來這餐沒三百元也走不掉了。961Please respect copyright.PENANAaU7ulOwanV
961Please respect copyright.PENANAqz15yFIGMx