"Don't you find it curious that both our homes have leaks?" I ask while lying down, staring at the ceiling. We're lying down on opposite sides of the bed.561Please respect copyright.PENANAnDqjOJiJoj
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"I fixed it. I figured that you'd be staying over more, and I thought that you may not... uh..." He seems as if he doesn't know how to word his feelings.561Please respect copyright.PENANAAr7vKZ0C3C
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"Want to sleep in the same bed as you?" I say, completing his thought and putting him out of his misery.561Please respect copyright.PENANA22fqE5M6Xi
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He's right. 561Please respect copyright.PENANAmInbWNPKAs
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Post coital affection is not something that I'm a fan of. 561Please respect copyright.PENANAujimIVhspP
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That's a euphemism for "I hate it".561Please respect copyright.PENANANOkaXeqR41
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Things always get complicated somehow, and eventually, feelings develop. Not on my part of course; I'm so cold, I'm beginning of o believe that I can't fall in love. 561Please respect copyright.PENANAmB5ZpTkQVH
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However, the subject of my lúst always ends up developing these feelings for me, and I always feel guilty for not being able to reciprocate them.561Please respect copyright.PENANAEyBG1JnlOP
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Additionally, I just find it awkward.561Please respect copyright.PENANABXpYPoUEed
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After this happened with my first two fúck buddies, I stopped the whole 'cuddling and sleeping in the same bed' thing altogether.561Please respect copyright.PENANAIyzHvge3lT
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"Thanks," I tell him, grateful for the gesture. "And speaking of home, I need to go home." 561Please respect copyright.PENANAaH7YJljS0c
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I get up and start to get dressed, panties first, but I hear his low voice, dripping with séx, and freeze, then turn to look at him.561Please respect copyright.PENANAmapMdxIqek
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"You sure you don't want to stay a little longer?" he asks, that naughty grin creeping onto his face again. I am officially turned on again, and I know that he can tell; he's looking at me as if he's already won.561Please respect copyright.PENANAgJx9146akU
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Dear god. 561Please respect copyright.PENANA13eLljMWFH
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"Um... no thanks. I need to go."561Please respect copyright.PENANAZlTcOtDFmn
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I try to sound strong, but I know that I sound like a weak, tempted creature, denying itself of a basic need. 561Please respect copyright.PENANAXXkdhUOhR4
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I dress myself in a haste, putting on my shorts backwards and my shirt inside out, and he doesn't even try to hide the fact that he's laughing at me. Doesn't matter. Right now, I just need to get the héll out of this house. 561Please respect copyright.PENANAPl84jFXBW9
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"Well, goodbye," I say, once I'm dressed, as I turn to leave and speed walk out of this bítch as fast as I can without it qualifying as running. 561Please respect copyright.PENANAIdCqraoEL7
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However, he decides to make this even harder for me.561Please respect copyright.PENANAyiJuhxqbNz
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As I am leaving the room, I hear him say:561Please respect copyright.PENANA9xhPfAnZke
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"See you soon, Leah."561Please respect copyright.PENANAM1JJlXa0rV
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The way he says it, especially the way he says my name, is a promise that he will fulfill my sexuál desires.561Please respect copyright.PENANAUcTX5uoTb3
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It says: We've only just begun. You haven't seen anything yet.561Please respect copyright.PENANARXCUwlXPHF
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It means that I have to leave. Now.561Please respect copyright.PENANA5tagT7nvuY
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I stop speed walking and start running.561Please respect copyright.PENANALTE4yMK6e6
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***561Please respect copyright.PENANAwC26iqvbSD
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"You know that I hate event photography," I say to Marcus through clenched teeth into the phone.561Please respect copyright.PENANAw1GALaDRWq
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The last event I worked at was the "Water Party". I have to admit, that was educational and fun, so I didn't mind. Before that, there was David's family reunion, which I was only going to do because I really needed the money at the time; I was just about broke, ready to go into my savings account to buy food. Dragging Shemmaré along was an afterthought, but it made it less painful.561Please respect copyright.PENANAwl57l4WHBI
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The truth is that I don't likeevent photography. I like to be creative, so I prefer artistic photography.561Please respect copyright.PENANAHtimUuLbD8
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The only event that I love to photograph is weddings; I think they're beautiful. Every wedding is different, and the setting alone is like a piece of art. 561Please respect copyright.PENANALuBEUrL42m
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Additionally, weddings make a humongous amount of money.561Please respect copyright.PENANA9slIRtjTwr
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However, I've never been paid to photograph a wedding; I always bring my camera and take pictures at the weddings that I'm invited to, but ironically, I've never been employed to work at the only event is that I'd want to work at.561Please respect copyright.PENANAe9DI1JRdO2
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However, Marcus now wants me to go and take pictures at a five-year-old's birthday party.561Please respect copyright.PENANA48Oosgi9TL
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"You're not in a financial position to say no."561Please respect copyright.PENANAzzjG2iKmvh
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He's right. Event photography makes money; artistic photography? Not so much.561Please respect copyright.PENANA3efYK4KuPw
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For me, anyway.561Please respect copyright.PENANAXfFDqnDuzu
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"Just keep going to these events until your work becomes recognised. You'd have a lot more money if you weren't so stubborn, you know."561Please respect copyright.PENANArUFAY60ouL
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"You know I don't like this," I growl into the phone. "And how much are they giving me? Twenty? Thirty?"561Please respect copyright.PENANAmVpzHYcgnq
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Silence. Then, "Ten."561Please respect copyright.PENANAiWRQbFbKkF
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I hang up the phone.561Please respect copyright.PENANAL0ImBMIGBT
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He expects me, Leah Anderson, to stand up at a five-year-old's bashment all day, using my camera wasting my battery life for ten thousand dollars?561Please respect copyright.PENANAsbwKRikSNS
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Obviously, he's lost his goddámn mind; and he needs to find it instead of telling me bullshit about doing an event for ten thousand dollars.561Please respect copyright.PENANADDRc4EER4I
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That's seventy seven dollars in USD.561Please respect copyright.PENANA3LvnaPOvBr
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My lucky number. Twice.561Please respect copyright.PENANArcc4ZoF8p3
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Except, getting paid that amount of money for a day's work as a photographer is not lucky.561Please respect copyright.PENANAtBEz4f1PbJ
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He can go stick his díck in a blender.561Please respect copyright.PENANAb7MK9AJ8UW
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Relax, Leah. He was only trying to help.561Please respect copyright.PENANAOKSYnIWAhp
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I know that that voice in my head is right, but if Marcus is really going to try to convince me to do an event, he could at least try to raise the price, or find someone else.561Please respect copyright.PENANA7PqGOXzgmR
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What the fúck am I going to do with tenthousand dollars anyway?561Please respect copyright.PENANApie6VF4EsX
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Buy just enough gas to fill my car?561Please respect copyright.PENANA9ekqEWnOBe
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Buy one pair of D'nexstep sandals?561Please respect copyright.PENANApyH6WgXUoO
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And he was there chatting me up about how I should do more events and make more money.561Please respect copyright.PENANAqJXRLuboP5
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Events do make a shítload of money; far more than tenthousanddollars.561Please respect copyright.PENANA4jqpeoCEEJ
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My minimum is twenty. He knows that.561Please respect copyright.PENANAJBz3nNW0NJ
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I sit down, on the edge of my bed, placing a hand to my pulsing temple, trying to calm myself down, when my phone rings again. I'm ready to decline the call, when I glance the caller ID.561Please respect copyright.PENANA2EA2s0INwl
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"Hello?" I say, trying not to make my annoyance leak into my voice. However, if this is a booty call, I am going to throw my phone into the wall.561Please respect copyright.PENANAcKpAHOVGoZ
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"What did I do?"561Please respect copyright.PENANA78PfJsZyAb
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"Nothing," I sigh. "It's not you. It's... life. Anyway, what is it?"561Please respect copyright.PENANA0TrrHWUpmL
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He clears his throat nervously, then says, "it's not about séx."561Please respect copyright.PENANAWo3LJxHjOA
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"And?" I reply, keeping the relief out of my voice.561Please respect copyright.PENANA306JeYoVLE
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Why is he nervous?561Please respect copyright.PENANAOG4oq3tb12
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As if hearing my question, he says, "I just want you to say yes."561Please respect copyright.PENANA6hY3ZqQGqQ
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"To what?"561Please respect copyright.PENANAacY5SBBGiO
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I hear him huff out a loud breath.561Please respect copyright.PENANAfIGTZ4i6V1
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"Are you free on Sunday, a week from now?"561Please respect copyright.PENANA1PHvys7i6V
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I mentally check then reply to him.561Please respect copyright.PENANAWAXv9RD4rR
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"Yeah, why?"561Please respect copyright.PENANADii6nO88NH
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Silence.561Please respect copyright.PENANAjVjrOKLAEc
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"David, spit it the fúck out."561Please respect copyright.PENANAoGs6svS6lU
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"Okay. My brother's getting married, and didn't think to book a photographer. And now he's asking me to do it for him."561Please respect copyright.PENANAVHC24qkHwJ
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"And you want me to be the photographer," I finish. 561Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2mcV4e1sm
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I'm in a daze. 561Please respect copyright.PENANAtC5gWJ4s4f
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A wedding.561Please respect copyright.PENANAS6UhcCgE6j
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I'm being personally asked to be a photographer at a wedding.561Please respect copyright.PENANABVZuqbcaXx
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I think I might shít myself.561Please respect copyright.PENANAFbxRVXqFc3
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"Leah? Hello?" he says, reminding me of his presence, of where I am: in my bedroom, on my bed, and not atop of one of the cumulus clouds outside.561Please respect copyright.PENANAjMXigKGRGZ
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To be honest though, I am. I never expected this; its like an early Christmas present, and who am I to turn that shít down?561Please respect copyright.PENANATqMWTIaW66
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I feel the words coming out of my mouth effortlessly; I don't even have to think about it.561Please respect copyright.PENANAmZE7xMaK7G
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"Yeah, I'll do it."
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