"So what kind of birth control would you like?"541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6d70kDwXx
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This is the question that my gynaecologist, Dr. Hamilton asks me after discussing the pros and cons of each method. We received our blood test results last week, and he's clean (not that I expected him not to be; it was just a precaution) and I booked an appointment as soon as I saw the results, trying to be as proactive as possible.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuowvQJpSq
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"Mirena."541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO3BL4M1NY
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He fixes his dark brown eyes on me.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1QHsA0473
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"Well, I have to warn you about the side effects." 541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBNCsQHHSt
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He listed them off, and they included.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JzDubrr82
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Ovarian cysts.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7zsHJfjuK
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Acne.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVdEvUAfAD
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Nausea.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuczMz6YDm
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Weight gain.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7g4PzAWWod
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Abnormal bleeding patterns.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4Z6iJd8fm
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Infertility.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGCCetJuKI
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Ectopic pregnancy.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVdensp6l8
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Blah, blah, blah.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TNahnw5bB
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Everything has a shitload of side effects.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGnkr58Ivv
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I've already made my decision, so I say the sentence that's been on my tongue for the past three minutes:541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqscsCgzRt
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"Yes. That's the one I want."541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qmpSJQLW3
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***541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cNnPH2N2V
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"So we're good to go?"541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK32NU1VZ32
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6yFuM7Tuw
This is from David, who isn't even looking at me; he's reading from his phone again.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yXBmOnpua
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL62QWmLtlj
"Could you at least look me in the face when we're talking about fucking?"541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaj51o1qtI
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV705MDhAzx
He locks the screen of his phone, and at a speed that is sarcastically slow and places it on the table. He then looks into my face with pure cockiness, and raises his left eyebrow.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1UQmhRHvr
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"Are you..." He reaches out with the same hand that he was using his phone with - his left hand. Huh. - and grasps my chin, tilting it up.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA82t6xk1Iv
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"Ready to be fucked?" he asks, emphasising on both the f and k, breaking it into two syllables, and then biting his lip and raising his eyebrow even higher.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls0MhzkzMK
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Goddamn. He went from zero to one hundred so fast, I'm genuinely confused; I'm too fucking confused right now.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnEx4NRuY0
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I express this confusion, of course, by making a complete fool of myself, trying and failing to form a coherent response.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzo4keFqYB
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"I-I-I... I-"541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxyPgDr16V
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJD3ITOE5EM
He releases my chin and tilts his head back and let's out a laugh that sounds both sadistic and full of sexual promise.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAG4tFjAQQ
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"Tongue tied?" he asks in a teasing, almost mocking tone.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFHovs9di9
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I feel my cheeks heating up. Goddamnit, I'm blushing. Thank god for melanin, though, because he can't see a thing.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQ5RfcD1Bx
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At least, that's what I think.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWsBnMZSZ8
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"I do believe that I see your chocolate skin darkening almost imperceptibly to a darker shade, my dear. Did I make you blush?"541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YmYCKIFSu
He asks with a twisted, sexy sadistic grin on his face - one that matches the laugh he let out earlier.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyfbG6RJ2P
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As if to confirm his theory, I only blush harder.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AkqP46Sa9
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"My friends at school, they called me Chicken Hawk. I don't miss a thing."541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqltl02cpMU
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnf4tpTypWR
"Fuck off," I growl.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubWkn653TA
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But of course, he continues to talk, the grin still on his face.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfy7WYW8s7Z
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"I've also noticed that you're clamping your thighs together. Your pupils have dilated, and you're unconsciously leaning towards me. Yeah, I'd say you're ready to be fucked."541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeucfjKJhst
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Who watches for someone's pupils to become dilated?541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWodKWbz3sU
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQz1BpoPuJ
But his freakish style of observing isn't the only thing that's on my mind.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMQPpUExMl
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Sex.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCEt8oBNTO
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWcmuwqMeu
Of course sex is on my mind. Since the IUD doesn't start working for a good week, I bought a shitload of different Trojan condoms, because: 541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPP11iKCsB
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAXrqT0ZPs
a) Trojan for life;541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ed55x1Tyr
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b) I've never seen his penis before; I have no idea what his penis size is;541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlLuvZsqgi
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c) I will get fucked today.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yB6OTa3br
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqwIA98Sre
The last one is what sticks with me, as I empty the contents of my purse onto the counter, condoms scattering all over the table.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOjzFsH5Fa
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhhO69xn3U
"It doesn't start working for the first week," I tell him, explaining all the condoms.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnp4PefbAA
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwZz1UNjtI
He smirks at the condoms, as if they've just told him the most hilarious joke, then looks at me and chuckles.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwkarYp5Ur
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39O6kLRsPB
Well, now I'm confused. Does he not want to fuck me? Because if he's going to leave me hórny after all that sexy talk, I'll just have to-541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjm4ieDfQj
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfUfj5U9kH
"Don't look so angry, Leah. Its just that I'm more of a Durex guy."541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYBe2vPcmh
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***541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSUam2vZf5
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I continue to sit at the table, staring at the condoms while David gets ice water.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj3gTUDOBZ
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Idly, I wonder how long he will continue this teasing shit for. Probably forever.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcbvIswbdz
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He sets one cup in front of me, and I slowly sip the water; my stomach is in knots. When I do finish the water, I start eating the ice.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8OonFrxu6
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It reminds me of school; when that one child in class had a water bottle with ice, we'd all beg for the ice so that we wouldn't bake in the oven of a classroom.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQTWi49wT1
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"Hey. Come back from wonderland, Alice."541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ014GpxBU
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"Huh? Okay."541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSbjQ32OAh
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That's my awkward response. So of course, he starts to laugh, again. And I start to blush again.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1PnvwDdDc
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeYlTnx1jr
"Go fuck yourself," I say, sliding off the stool to put my cup in the sink. 541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aBGwNew7q
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7DKEREVgI
"Oh, darling," he says with a mischievous grin, laughter still in his voice as he too slides off his stool, "I think we both know that I'd rather fuck you."541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkA2L8BvDm
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCWhCdLY67
The next thing I know, his tongue is halfway down my throat, and his fingers have bypassed my shorts and panties, and are massaging my clit.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSlFqb6uRo
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD16Q4BtDzK
"Fuuuuuuuuuuucccckkk," I moan out when his lips leave mine, not expecting it. 541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMcSDrTVDy
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc32uxiRNi
"Yes, that's what you're going to get. One big, fat fuck right inna yuh pussy."541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUl7iQtnY2
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCydy9zJSfa
"Christ," I hiss as his fingers start to move faster.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMOYSnOcZ4
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKqTYmVre8
And suddenly, he rams his middle finger into my pussy, and pulls it forward, right against my g-spot.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZhL7UsOG3
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJWKGScFQx
"Oh, rass," I say, my voice shaking; my eyes are open, but everything is going in and out of focus.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfRZqC0g99
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I'm grinding against his hand now; riding it, chasing my orgasm. So close, and then it hits me with the force of an elephant running downhill.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJK7gorJoS
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"Blood! Claat!" 541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYCXz5df2V
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He grins - he seems to always be grinning - as he takes his fingers out of my pussy, and places them in his mouth, sucking. Mean while, I am leaning against my stool, panting.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtNdsYFDgu
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He pulls his fingers out of his mouth with a "pop", and then says:541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkmcX2IYul
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"Strip."541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkkbuxuw2H
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My clothes are on the ground within seconds, and I wait for him to do something. Anything.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7izU5inif
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Instead, he turns and walks off.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeUXXV48hf
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"Come."541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgH1fcjG35m
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I follow him like a hungry dog, almost tripping over my own two feet.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdqYDMQa8m
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssteDQNSjJ
We end up in a bedroom - not the one I slept in last time, but another bedroom with a King Bed - and I stare at him as he strips, as he rubs himself through his boxers briefly before removing them. I get my first look at his penis - an intimidating piece of equipment with a few veins popping out and a mushroom head leaking a clear fluid - and I watch as he rolls the condom onto his penis.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcLtAULO5z
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkzM9Yq3CQ
He walks quickly towards me, and I step backward in surprise, falling onto the bed when it hits the backs of my legs. 541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0Abspdn1q
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftHdMNtoPH
As he reaches me, sitting up and facing him, he pushes me back so that my torso falls back, and my back is against the bed.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQAVQpdJ0I
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"Pull your knees up."541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8urmgxmxXq
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8006sQqrDa
I do as he says immediately, completely enchanted by him.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNw748N0y9
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32FzQLeVrc
I expect him to enter me, but instead, I lift my head in time to see his hand coming down on my pussy.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfGAmYKoEi
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDshUl8oia
"Jesus, fuck, me" I moan, arching my back.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncVT9bAKou
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hKQq6K0ki
"No, I'm the one who'll fuck you," he says with mirth.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ7yLGa0WD
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlByCYtdoL
I look up, and realise the double way in which my words could have been interpreted. I open my mouth to reply to him, to defend myself, but then, I'm cut off.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWUDb8fLsG
I'm cut off because I feel it.
I feel his head squeezing through my entrance; its been a while since I had sex, so this is a bit painful for me. I clamp down on his dick.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Em1gAIlnU
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pKIFlms4X
He growls.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvBlTxC9w9
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikZNVNxOeG
"You're gonna have to relax, or that's all you're getting. Stop that shit before I come."541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKJmZVJCxp
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSimsmxTg8a
I take a few deep breaths, and allow them to relax me, and slowly, relax my vagina as well.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWQrmmAVN3
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8g5obJt19V
Slowly, he pulls out, and pushes back in. I throw my head back and moan, and he speeds it up.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xZLF66620
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2Xz3GU2oF
However, I soon realise that his primary goal is probably to torture me. Each time that I near orgasm, he slows down, just so that he can draw it out. He takes me right to the edge, to the point where it's at the tips of my fingers, where I can feel it coming in my blood, where I can taste it... then he takes it from me.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMc5ZSkSl2
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg2UuZjt75
"Rass wid yuh, man! Why yuh caan' jus' mek me come? Chuh bombo," I say in frustration, near the point of tears.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97G8hyRz1Q
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bZn2MgyVk
"Oh, you want to come?"541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubQqsVrTMR
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I swear I could spit in his face. I hate him so much right now.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxT7fLddws
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBpk2Opd24
He gives me one hard thrust that has me crying out, then pauses.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgQ4JergZi
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"I want to hear you say it, love."541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqFj5GTF3k
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"I want to come," I sob, because he has stopped moving altogether. I try to grind against him, but I don't need to.541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGQlWI2IUP
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He starts to move, to fuck me better than I've ever been fucked in my life, while rubbing my clit in quick, small circles, and soon, I have one of the most explosive orgasms of my life, screaming his name at the ceiling as tears stream down my face.
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