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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsItYTcTTX
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCaQNXfrbO
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXHbEv9UoN
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPvm6AcufW
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkORNVgsV7i
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKFLxbUyAQ
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWHphjEiIJ
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEblBYRFL3l
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtCb0K6N0i
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"You're cute when you're high."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFKpZconiR
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I smile right back at him.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvuoqs7OI0
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"You're... just cute."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseG6w2b3NE
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"Tell me more."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKafZgY4kK
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfnKXBmtOv
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsacNiO41IC
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5VgvuMqzv
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Oops.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOARZWR4fQj
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Okay. Here's the story.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KJWnEPQMu
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAbfOvpjTy
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFSvIiNtEh
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEP9PHLYCR2
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5uTIlpdWw
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW54ulCj9c3
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxoJ2sOUBf
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSGlhV11Ys
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Wait, what? 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWOFWV7KXP
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Trees jerking off?543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnlpWXRVxy
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMm32QrI9AE
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBSu4fumEO
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHQAsyvQHm
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgLl36F8VX
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVXSQvJgMa
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEV4WykXUHH
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dqwz6Cath
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8e0rXkk8pV
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPgvTNLsLh
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBvtFywAwg
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2D7C9xeGF
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9621FjbSJe
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David really helped me out this time.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOX8dRVrNx
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCePs2EGBJ
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtGOez2z45
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"I'm tired," I say to David.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa113XnConr
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqquNPvXYhy
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDqz1kEhCV
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"What were you doing?"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEDs2VXpUV
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"Uh... playing with shapes."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6RSzv1ppv
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"Can I see it?"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI278yROnB8
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgyPrEY6SC
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhugGZ3Xh4
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"That's pretty."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb69nxdFEgA
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"Thanks."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NSHZQVhhH
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"Why?" I ask him.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyRo0krS1M
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqsciepT7N
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"You mean a mandala?"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXgatgZ1ae
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He starts grinning again.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2MSWKUBqI
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW635uzoFp3
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGthIxoXuPv
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He scrunches up his face.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ml5P47fgu
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"I dunno."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedWqhCwoO9
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwmO8tq8hZ
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu743pz5Yo
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"No, it isn't."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHKOBwNJvU
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41rjVaFaAE
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I stop and think about it for a second.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0CPAXRr4Q
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiPsiaoeQq
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawC5XZu6zp
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"Okay."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9d0TKWBCd
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxvPDjxOdb
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneCDbdFEs2
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnPN7eV9CV
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVysg9P0Per
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYqAtFPdRF
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLEzBJ4fSm
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Yxuc9QPtr
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Oh, rass, that was good.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK29KJaVI4
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"Yeah. I'm full."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TlTQcjKAD
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoMPiPwoRu
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawjdyFDiFd
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQSCMMt8j8
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvMDV1NeWe
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJECNdClLYO
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiSXe0mmll
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMG2Jw1bit
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUIxzz2PHU
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I let out a deep breath. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQtPGR3Wu8
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RKYUBe6VG
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3AIG5S1Sq
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnopX8B34x
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"Leah, I—"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgSCUtc9IF
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwg2Z8XNSa
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Not yet.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPK1wnOBKZ
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9FHeOqyYT
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But now?543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z6pP8mvpf
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81bYIydG7M
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"Yes?" he asks me.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMqJWbC5Um
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"I love you," I blurt out.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzi6Pa0tPO
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIbNkjOfFz
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodZuaHPmYj
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSybkuFHsC
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBk3uVbVgpq
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCi6DajhD0w
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6SeGw4KuC
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyuof7Y7Cw
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He's... everything.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wrgmuM6Sm
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He's my light.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwMBmyjKvW
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He's my inspiration.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4oTpEVCMS
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"You're my new muse."
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