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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxbuMCqLLM
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUIs64GlLw
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmVkqkJGSu
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncPooudZQz
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWSliUU0si
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGCM28wlVS
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHilqy442mF
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaqyTQvE62
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMzMN1sgnr
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"You're cute when you're high."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIFx149PVx
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I smile right back at him.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7utymrdBDi
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"You're... just cute."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJWbkWdtGC
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"Tell me more."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrQQY0P0KX
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99AhICy8mP
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRddXEbFOb3
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB50qT8Qtb
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Oops.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo3A0PGb8V
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Okay. Here's the story.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQRu5hyuT1
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFX8n7NzuH
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRcpxHyiNo
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv1GLG1ext
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSj9ta2PR3f
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡya7RJWyiXh
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhquHkNpBYT
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dFjHNumuD
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Wait, what? 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewUgtMbcLd
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Trees jerking off?475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5Idyz7p4c
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwI48wZi9t8
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDSXLaATJJ
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JEIKjD7P2
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2Q01B1bJC
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoSvV6cylN
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCCufqVYFH
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKQNucB3jG
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2lyRgtRqY
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGqmf1MvyV
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AtAQhP7cI
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OuQ87OsYp
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdnGjlterF
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David really helped me out this time.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLxwGi5nww
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXokL8TzXb
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUCq3evTQO
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"I'm tired," I say to David.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMdJq4wVJN
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqZaI8YcIZ
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTCmSOAeuP
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"What were you doing?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYu9UFsFa6v
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"Uh... playing with shapes."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pXO8D4XlY
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"Can I see it?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPEGLfbHPy
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9Sn6b2SBm
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryP1eY4YVY
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"That's pretty."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmGhLqtAPB
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"Thanks."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpLFSl55hM
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"Why?" I ask him.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tAZexo9Oy
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzS9BYbn1w
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"You mean a mandala?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0e1u6piIj
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He starts grinning again.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcagaRwwdj
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVq8FFXREX
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIOAibx8W7
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He scrunches up his face.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7r36BlgfX
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"I dunno."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJXhS3HgSp
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqluZ1c9oF
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8wVx0ZTtb
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"No, it isn't."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjMCo7MnLx
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuZYz41gTc
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I stop and think about it for a second.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFAp8oEPB4
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEVueh7UX4
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQvNPGjwMP
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"Okay."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVk02g3pQI
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAojzWw6u1Z
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXtX2WiL6d
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkuZpNxL8J
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xWF0o7GIf
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdz6qGToni
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUCDfP2qcH
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X54g0MKs7
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Oh, rass, that was good.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd1cDNTRne
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"Yeah. I'm full."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMVLC8VQvk
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsqQpaBybp
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqRTRtSuoL
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qmANxkD6K
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3Ev8dtBzq
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOzUmSdD14
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ET9vODqDV
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdob2LJrQb
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKbg29LweI
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I let out a deep breath. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbSGLcJ0O6
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1PkoBMqMr
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKIJHmn7h5
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjtS7xUGjx
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"Leah, I—"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueyusOD46g
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChMtBVVSvQ
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Not yet.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCTNoqALke
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LSckj1zhh
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But now?475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKMCBeUbvc
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvAMBkYJxI
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"Yes?" he asks me.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Wpm9Cws8l
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"I love you," I blurt out.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6gS8cpPRo
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIle58cNoG
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYvu1zkrmY
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1VXQmjqpj
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvT2Prg5DzJ
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUy6M2KdIk
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPJxPKwaQy
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68qi7H9kcL
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He's... everything.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJhiG50X3h
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He's my light.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRGvm3foKT
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He's my inspiration.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oV46ULkag
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"You're my new muse."
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