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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OtQw5rbcM
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxR89UGUp9m
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9PHRplEXk
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuEwvxnpnI
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK9yip4wRi
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszHgfwwQ2J
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwNr9b8qvz
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtOpJO4mlf
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94McmyXerj
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"You're cute when you're high."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv7No8NYDU
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I smile right back at him.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaCjPQ8XAE
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"You're... just cute."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhvVxjMU19
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"Tell me more."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkOt8ePjL9
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzznshkVk9
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghATsvTxTo
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjHkI5JT6F
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Oops.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMNyzvQhj5
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Okay. Here's the story.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsjeGWhAL6
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNIx9zitza
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfmGG4wilo
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbc4tAnOC2
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zc8Um5dwH
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fQDNUqrAZ
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IlDslZfvv
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ374bOUC48x
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Wait, what? 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGRSn2fe1A
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Trees jerking off?512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMySI9JDVK
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYEZABOm5o
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtT1h7gfaGl
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYwRSgl1OD
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7xydug13G
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuZPA3QssN
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWjxFmnZqH
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSFYygqaxa
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMmDlKVL8T
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1EKhuhVOp
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBtjIFDCRX
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBJtboQ84Q
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUvMcfzV1r
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David really helped me out this time.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWluU6AzFuo
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEfA1gcBeW
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cF53f35Ye
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"I'm tired," I say to David.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeo02Kejj4
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD3v7yS0ny
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxmRa57dwY
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"What were you doing?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHCerEL0bq
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"Uh... playing with shapes."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA7xfzXx2X
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"Can I see it?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5mBYhcWla
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNfbLtd9Zf
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6q9pxeoFa
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"That's pretty."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImCEDC2cre
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"Thanks."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctm15ZtvXY
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"Why?" I ask him.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFggGdAX1a
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAq5NoDumzX
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"You mean a mandala?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmwtHKYHPW
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He starts grinning again.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy68sc5WDwK
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXi3lyLWBH
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2kKxks51U
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He scrunches up his face.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvRY0pQnHN
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"I dunno."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAkzmCCFGy
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7ho77OfEe
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAslrB2RgL
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"No, it isn't."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3lp58jjs6
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7E5ikgPSA
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I stop and think about it for a second.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2qdPfjycI
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejE2bbKOUM
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCUbnheRn4
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"Okay."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLM4tfnSGq
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fbLLHhlC0
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJk4jZRzRr
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mt3nV1Hmt
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfhuL9AQ18
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHEdLJQU2b
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***512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PpvuRsyL8
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhFDzsrOr6
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkleAwWKBuY
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Oh, rass, that was good.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk6drSOhwA
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"Yeah. I'm full."512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSX8L57eFa6
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBH3O0sd30U
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ353GkR9EnX
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDp09JkcJPf
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmx0yHJp2C
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZxYmb3nLT
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJhJcUpYrP
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRo18DqKGi
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFPZHjVQwO
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I let out a deep breath. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwShKtVrGy6
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTuTkz34ZK
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfH7xenPkU
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiEeSBDYL4
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"Leah, I—"512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YBqfKq7gj
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwTYpVL5Zu
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Not yet.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN5hSpuBic
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvPbSYASXT
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But now?512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYlZdrHvZZ
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltwcTSz1D9
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"Yes?" he asks me.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTXiNeGMQs
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"I love you," I blurt out.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJinR4SjIm
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKa2swljEzy
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMf8nUpsLQ
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cQjyOnGpz
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFUuvr4nZ1
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQuGzW7XYf
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4abXJNFjmd
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d6sUHdKHB
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He's... everything.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfr1XEzqLJ
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He's my light.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQSKXGs4Xm
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He's my inspiration.512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaosdUDAoVg
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"You're my new muse."
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