"So what kind of birth control would you like?"513Please respect copyright.PENANAWEBk3S0ldi
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This is the question that my gynaecologist, Dr. Hamilton asks me after discussing the pros and cons of each method. We received our blood test results last week, and he's clean (not that I expected him not to be; it was just a precaution) and I booked an appointment as soon as I saw the results, trying to be as proactive as possible.513Please respect copyright.PENANAhayDfqL3ve
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"Mirena."513Please respect copyright.PENANAqWDUuhgPqR
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He fixes his dark brown eyes on me.513Please respect copyright.PENANAxXuUZXf04H
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"Well, I have to warn you about the side effects." 513Please respect copyright.PENANAui0rBve45y
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He listed them off, and they included.513Please respect copyright.PENANAYiLLwbHbQS
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Ovarian cysts.513Please respect copyright.PENANAHt1rhhny9w
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Acne.513Please respect copyright.PENANANKK5mDMxTx
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Nausea.513Please respect copyright.PENANAbMsdspDfdJ
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Weight gain.513Please respect copyright.PENANAmfQooLn5j5
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Abnormal bleeding patterns.513Please respect copyright.PENANA1334R5JZrp
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Infertility.513Please respect copyright.PENANAHpLkDDsGiA
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Ectopic pregnancy.513Please respect copyright.PENANArFuJ0T84zg
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Blah, blah, blah.513Please respect copyright.PENANABFe4ahO9Gh
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Everything has a shitload of side effects.513Please respect copyright.PENANAn42M8oE2m4
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I've already made my decision, so I say the sentence that's been on my tongue for the past three minutes:513Please respect copyright.PENANAG4LDzyIwY1
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"Yes. That's the one I want."513Please respect copyright.PENANAGzU5HeI0Ri
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"So we're good to go?"513Please respect copyright.PENANAvkwICAoe8I
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This is from David, who isn't even looking at me; he's reading from his phone again.513Please respect copyright.PENANAaWV6dmn4UR
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"Could you at least look me in the face when we're talking about fucking?"513Please respect copyright.PENANAFTLvF0bCHX
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He locks the screen of his phone, and at a speed that is sarcastically slow and places it on the table. He then looks into my face with pure cockiness, and raises his left eyebrow.513Please respect copyright.PENANAgF3MNIQuXM
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"Are you..." He reaches out with the same hand that he was using his phone with - his left hand. Huh. - and grasps my chin, tilting it up.513Please respect copyright.PENANAR9oxjfr269
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"Ready to be fucked?" he asks, emphasising on both the f and k, breaking it into two syllables, and then biting his lip and raising his eyebrow even higher.513Please respect copyright.PENANAg3csVxLujW
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Goddamn. He went from zero to one hundred so fast, I'm genuinely confused; I'm too fucking confused right now.513Please respect copyright.PENANA80L6mRMjAL
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I express this confusion, of course, by making a complete fool of myself, trying and failing to form a coherent response.513Please respect copyright.PENANAZoRciNToCH
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"I-I-I... I-"513Please respect copyright.PENANAhFSoDATCGP
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He releases my chin and tilts his head back and let's out a laugh that sounds both sadistic and full of sexual promise.513Please respect copyright.PENANA5uvvfNLZfB
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"Tongue tied?" he asks in a teasing, almost mocking tone.513Please respect copyright.PENANAyjQdhqtgRx
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I feel my cheeks heating up. Goddamnit, I'm blushing. Thank god for melanin, though, because he can't see a thing.513Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6xq3K3QcY
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At least, that's what I think.513Please respect copyright.PENANAHoNI0uYiaO
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"I do believe that I see your chocolate skin darkening almost imperceptibly to a darker shade, my dear. Did I make you blush?"513Please respect copyright.PENANAQRkp5UvaEg
He asks with a twisted, sexy sadistic grin on his face - one that matches the laugh he let out earlier.513Please respect copyright.PENANAGRMvnqOpci
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As if to confirm his theory, I only blush harder.513Please respect copyright.PENANA76wn0sHOD2
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"My friends at school, they called me Chicken Hawk. I don't miss a thing."513Please respect copyright.PENANAbKn0SkfZFv
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"Fuck off," I growl.513Please respect copyright.PENANA5uJCPSHAaD
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But of course, he continues to talk, the grin still on his face.513Please respect copyright.PENANAVlSpDCGynB
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"I've also noticed that you're clamping your thighs together. Your pupils have dilated, and you're unconsciously leaning towards me. Yeah, I'd say you're ready to be fucked."513Please respect copyright.PENANAviyvJKxSlX
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Who watches for someone's pupils to become dilated?513Please respect copyright.PENANAfrTPRb5RIi
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But his freakish style of observing isn't the only thing that's on my mind.513Please respect copyright.PENANASrX5JVdulT
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Sex.513Please respect copyright.PENANALnham1eFiV
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Of course sex is on my mind. Since the IUD doesn't start working for a good week, I bought a shitload of different Trojan condoms, because: 513Please respect copyright.PENANAvcVfdpk5gJ
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a) Trojan for life;513Please respect copyright.PENANAfnlg9EzmmS
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b) I've never seen his penis before; I have no idea what his penis size is;513Please respect copyright.PENANABgKATUX5UA
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c) I will get fucked today.513Please respect copyright.PENANABTWDI99wC1
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The last one is what sticks with me, as I empty the contents of my purse onto the counter, condoms scattering all over the table.513Please respect copyright.PENANADMq6qiDTCM
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"It doesn't start working for the first week," I tell him, explaining all the condoms.513Please respect copyright.PENANAMLVT0IG1xk
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He smirks at the condoms, as if they've just told him the most hilarious joke, then looks at me and chuckles.513Please respect copyright.PENANAIu8y51cE0b
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Well, now I'm confused. Does he not want to fuck me? Because if he's going to leave me hórny after all that sexy talk, I'll just have to-513Please respect copyright.PENANA6rl1pU0I2D
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"Don't look so angry, Leah. Its just that I'm more of a Durex guy."513Please respect copyright.PENANAPDutyteUAu
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I continue to sit at the table, staring at the condoms while David gets ice water.513Please respect copyright.PENANArxJEUiwcLK
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Idly, I wonder how long he will continue this teasing shit for. Probably forever.513Please respect copyright.PENANAtSqW8KKuhN
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He sets one cup in front of me, and I slowly sip the water; my stomach is in knots. When I do finish the water, I start eating the ice.513Please respect copyright.PENANAoPXKzAmGSF
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It reminds me of school; when that one child in class had a water bottle with ice, we'd all beg for the ice so that we wouldn't bake in the oven of a classroom.513Please respect copyright.PENANAuy04cHuChE
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"Hey. Come back from wonderland, Alice."513Please respect copyright.PENANAtF8zcXvGai
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"Huh? Okay."513Please respect copyright.PENANA3elVa192NX
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That's my awkward response. So of course, he starts to laugh, again. And I start to blush again.513Please respect copyright.PENANAfteJi9r0tH
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"Go fuck yourself," I say, sliding off the stool to put my cup in the sink. 513Please respect copyright.PENANAvg591mDrtl
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"Oh, darling," he says with a mischievous grin, laughter still in his voice as he too slides off his stool, "I think we both know that I'd rather fuck you."513Please respect copyright.PENANAqMRDoB3V66
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The next thing I know, his tongue is halfway down my throat, and his fingers have bypassed my shorts and panties, and are massaging my clit.513Please respect copyright.PENANAGHfBuPwIjO
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"Fuuuuuuuuuuucccckkk," I moan out when his lips leave mine, not expecting it. 513Please respect copyright.PENANASd6yIDYS2x
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"Yes, that's what you're going to get. One big, fat fuck right inna yuh pussy."513Please respect copyright.PENANAEEOkCTWOii
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"Christ," I hiss as his fingers start to move faster.513Please respect copyright.PENANALo2UOetC8Y
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And suddenly, he rams his middle finger into my pussy, and pulls it forward, right against my g-spot.513Please respect copyright.PENANAQa8AQfRp76
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"Oh, rass," I say, my voice shaking; my eyes are open, but everything is going in and out of focus.513Please respect copyright.PENANAHONZuVRs5I
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I'm grinding against his hand now; riding it, chasing my orgasm. So close, and then it hits me with the force of an elephant running downhill.513Please respect copyright.PENANAfkNxbgDOcn
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"Blood! Claat!" 513Please respect copyright.PENANAEiD5m9eyoR
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He grins - he seems to always be grinning - as he takes his fingers out of my pussy, and places them in his mouth, sucking. Mean while, I am leaning against my stool, panting.513Please respect copyright.PENANAmdOgbLT2Fe
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He pulls his fingers out of his mouth with a "pop", and then says:513Please respect copyright.PENANAwyRQRpjZUr
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"Strip."513Please respect copyright.PENANAin1Dg3fK6K
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My clothes are on the ground within seconds, and I wait for him to do something. Anything.513Please respect copyright.PENANAwmj0Z18men
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Instead, he turns and walks off.513Please respect copyright.PENANAwIXhf5zJkP
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"Come."513Please respect copyright.PENANA2KLZP187WM
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I follow him like a hungry dog, almost tripping over my own two feet.513Please respect copyright.PENANAh2Xl1KUPsE
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We end up in a bedroom - not the one I slept in last time, but another bedroom with a King Bed - and I stare at him as he strips, as he rubs himself through his boxers briefly before removing them. I get my first look at his penis - an intimidating piece of equipment with a few veins popping out and a mushroom head leaking a clear fluid - and I watch as he rolls the condom onto his penis.513Please respect copyright.PENANAG43Hxn07Cj
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He walks quickly towards me, and I step backward in surprise, falling onto the bed when it hits the backs of my legs. 513Please respect copyright.PENANAIyuRFvzL0a
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As he reaches me, sitting up and facing him, he pushes me back so that my torso falls back, and my back is against the bed.513Please respect copyright.PENANAPgweeQUzvL
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"Pull your knees up."513Please respect copyright.PENANAeAUdfMdBq6
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I do as he says immediately, completely enchanted by him.513Please respect copyright.PENANAFXAltuA7Ym
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I expect him to enter me, but instead, I lift my head in time to see his hand coming down on my pussy.513Please respect copyright.PENANAckWnr7Zlmm
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"Jesus, fuck, me" I moan, arching my back.513Please respect copyright.PENANA6gkRewcl8G
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"No, I'm the one who'll fuck you," he says with mirth.513Please respect copyright.PENANA4jDpwh4zGo
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I look up, and realise the double way in which my words could have been interpreted. I open my mouth to reply to him, to defend myself, but then, I'm cut off.513Please respect copyright.PENANAgLn1PH43am
I'm cut off because I feel it.
I feel his head squeezing through my entrance; its been a while since I had sex, so this is a bit painful for me. I clamp down on his dick.513Please respect copyright.PENANAAgby0M6wwZ
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He growls.513Please respect copyright.PENANAQTaaua3sFO
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"You're gonna have to relax, or that's all you're getting. Stop that shit before I come."513Please respect copyright.PENANABlzu3Ro02F
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I take a few deep breaths, and allow them to relax me, and slowly, relax my vagina as well.513Please respect copyright.PENANAmZCph0vDKW
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Slowly, he pulls out, and pushes back in. I throw my head back and moan, and he speeds it up.513Please respect copyright.PENANA4GtwVTyLv9
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However, I soon realise that his primary goal is probably to torture me. Each time that I near orgasm, he slows down, just so that he can draw it out. He takes me right to the edge, to the point where it's at the tips of my fingers, where I can feel it coming in my blood, where I can taste it... then he takes it from me.513Please respect copyright.PENANAeBli0Qu4Uj
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"Rass wid yuh, man! Why yuh caan' jus' mek me come? Chuh bombo," I say in frustration, near the point of tears.513Please respect copyright.PENANAhK2kR4J4qz
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"Oh, you want to come?"513Please respect copyright.PENANAj4hyrF9iZV
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I swear I could spit in his face. I hate him so much right now.513Please respect copyright.PENANARji4Tuvj6r
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He gives me one hard thrust that has me crying out, then pauses.513Please respect copyright.PENANAsBLMd2VUhv
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"I want to hear you say it, love."513Please respect copyright.PENANAwZelbVmcyi
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"I want to come," I sob, because he has stopped moving altogether. I try to grind against him, but I don't need to.513Please respect copyright.PENANALxjbKrUhQm
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He starts to move, to fuck me better than I've ever been fucked in my life, while rubbing my clit in quick, small circles, and soon, I have one of the most explosive orgasms of my life, screaming his name at the ceiling as tears stream down my face.
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